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2022-01-19 06:42:51Map Of The Soul
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Written by Authoress Kamara
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Chapter 16: Messed up
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Finn was left alone in the middle of the crowded room, rooted to the spot as he watched the back of Kai’s hair disappear, swallowed by the crowd. The music was kicking up again and so was the dancing, the crowds of people stirring into action, what had once been a small ripple became a wave again, and Finn was an abandoned piece of driftwood caught in the middle of it all.
Finn wasn’t sure if he should be angry or if he should be more concerned about the pounding of his ears and the heat of the crowd; without the distraction of Kai being there, it was suddenl
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