*** Jennifer's P.O.V ***When I woke up, Richard was gone. I sighed at the empty side of the bed while my thoughts went back to Hannah. She asked me to stay away from Richard but she never said anything about Richard not being able to come near me.It isn't like I was going to do it in the first place, who is this bitch to come to my own fucking house and tell me what I can and can't do? Did she really think I wasn't going to do anything and just do as she asked? Fair enough, she has something on me and my parents that could potentially hurt my family but if one thing I realised yesterday it was that the only person Hannah has is Richard, besides him Hannah has nothing, no one. They say a person who has nothing to lose will do anything and everything to get shit to go their way but Hannah still has one thing, Richard and she would do anything and everything to keep him.I mean, who is stupid enough to blackmail me? She wanted the money.I was more than willing to give her that, honestl
Richard's P.O.VIt has been almost two months since Hannah's been out. Things are getting pretty awkward because Hannah's patience was running out and she keeps on asking me why I wouldn't talk to her about 'us' or sleep in the same bed as her or refuse to kiss her. I could tell Jennifer was getting tired of hiding too, although I think having Hannah around has made her act different. Before we'd make out and it was pretty hot but now? She takes every single opportunity she can get to get me alone and have her way with me, I'm not complaining about that though. Although lately she's just kind of teasing me which irritates me but God, she does it so good, some times I don't think I'd be able to control myself. The other day we are in college, I had a free period, Jennifer didn't go to her class and the last thing I know, I'm being pushed into an empty classroom with Jennifer's hands all over me and I would have ripped her clothes off if I had more time.It was getting harder and harder
Jennifer's P.O.VMy vibrating phone woke me up, without even seeing it I knew it was from Cindy I reached for it to read the message.Cindy : HBD little shit.I smiled and typed a 'thx' back. Yesterday when the clock hit 12:00am, Cindy sent me the longest paragraph ever saying how good friends we've been and how much she loves me and the typical birthday shit.I got up with a smile on my face and headed to my shower to get ready.I'm 21 years old! I'm finally free, yay! Note the sarcasm because I've been living on my own and acting like an adult and doing illegal things for girls my age since I was 14 years old.I was ready to leave, I was supposed to pick up Sandra because her car broke down and she didn't want to make things awkward and ask Sasha to give her a ride since they had sex once again and when Cindy asked her how it happened, she just shrugged her shoulders and said 'he smiled and next thing I know we were naked' It was a bit weird at first, Sasha and Sandra. They were cut
Richard's P.O.VI don't know what the fuck is happening. Jennifer has been acting distant, she barely talks with me and whenever I go to her room in the middle of the night, she's already asleep. I asked her what the whole thing with Dimitri was and why they had been getting so closely all of a sudden but Jennifer just told me that Dimitri needed someone, nothing less nothing more.What does that even mean, needed someone? Why did he need Jennifer? Didn't he have other friends? Friends who he didn't sleep with? She even invited him to her birthday party!"I don't understand why she has to come, you guys weren't even friends a few days ago?" I cross my arms looking at Jennifer while she finish putting on some make up. I'm ready, we're all ready, we're just waiting for Jennifer to get ready."She needs a friend right now." Jennifer sighed once again, "Damn, I fucked my wing." She whispered as she took a little white cotton and wiped the eyeliner thingy she had messed up."Why does it ha
**Richard's POV**I was honestly just tired, last night Jennifer stayed up until 3 in the morning because that was the time her favourite show came on and she just had to watch it because it was the last episode of the season and she just had to watch it. I fell asleep around 1 something but was awoken because of Jennifer's gasping and squeaking and her 'no way!' she was so excited and so restless last night that she didn't sleep at all."Thank you." She said, it caught me off guard since I hadn't done anything for her to say thank you to me. She must have noticed my confusion because she carried on, "Remember what you said to me when we began talking like normal people? The whole thing about me not knowing how to love? I think it was true, I can love my family and my friends but I never cared for anyone the way I care for you. So thank you for being my first relationship, my first real relationship. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I didn't know how to love someone in a romanti
Jennifer's P.O.VI never thought this shit would be so fucking hard.I never thought I'd find myself at two in the morning trying to fight myself so I don't go out there and ask Richard to come sleep in my bed. It's been one week and I already regret it.It was the best decision though, I know it really was. It isn't fair for me to hold onto Richard when he's obviously confused about his own feelings, it isn't fair to him or me. Who really cares about Hannah?Imagine I'm happy with Richard and one day he decides that he doesn't really like me like that way and he dumps me? Nah, I'd rather be done with this relationship right now in order for him to be completely sure of his own feelings than wait and hope that just because we're officially in a relationship he'll love me back.I can't force him to be with me and like I told him, I want him to be sure, I want to have a place in his life, I don't want to be on someone else's place. Much less when that place is Hannah's.Talking about co
**Jennifer's POV**"You don't have to explain anything to me." I told him while I tried to walk past him but he blocked my path again. I just wanted to get to the cafeteria so I could eat lunch, that's all I wanted but Richard appeared out of nowhere."But I need to explain, Jen.""There's nothing to explain, Richard." I said once again in a robotic tone, "And even if you tried to explain, it wouldn't be any different than what I saw, you guys were—about to have sex and I saw enough to understand. No need to explain.""I honestly don't know how it happened." he said with a sigh. I look at him . he looked confused. Lately Richard always looked confused."Don't worry, Richard." I smiled at him and placed my hand on his shoulder as to assure him. I tried really hard to make it seem like I meant every word I am saying. "I understand, you don't need to explain anything to me and like I said, you're free to do whatever you want, so honestly, don't worry. I am fine."He looked at me for a lo
Jennifer's P.O.VAll my suspicions are correct. Richard is in fact in a relationship with Hannah.I came early from college today and I saw them at the building's door kissing, I stood there and watch them like a perv and once Richard said bye, Hannah gave me the news. So yeah, that happened.I don't actually know how I feel about it. I am angry and hurt once more but this time it hurts more, way more than I thought it would hurt.I'm so fucking shocked that I haven't even gone upstairs to my apartment, I just sat here and began to think .I love him, I fucking love him and he loves someone else. It's actually funny if you think about it. How many guys have fallen in love with me and I'd ignore them or use that on my favour, but I never loved them, it was them loving me. Now I've fallen for a guy who doesn't love me. It's hilarious actually. karmaAfter a while, I finally get up and make my way home. I head to my room to get ready since we're going out. Yes, we're going out. Richard i
***Hannah's POV*** ( for all those who wonder what happened with Hannah)I thought after moving out with Richard , everything will be fine. Me and him will have happily everafter. But no, though Richard left Jennifer , he always thought of her. I hate that bitch. She stole my Richie . Two years I waited for Richard to come along. But he didn't. It felt like we are complete strangers. I thought of asking him to marry me so that we get to stay together. My love is enough for two of us to survive. Richie being emotional fool , will agree because of guilt.Before I try to execute my plan , my past caught up with me. Devon Ferrer, Father of some boy who took to drugs because of me . I don't even remember him as there are many boys .Devon Ferrer is running a criminal Mafia in Spain. His gang members caught me and took me to face him.I thought he's going to kill me . But no , he had other ideas. He hit me where it hurts the most. He showed me all the evidences he has of me selling drugs a
ain! He's leaving1126 words***Jennifer's POV***I'm freaking out. I knew he was going to leave, I knew it. But what I didn't know was what I'd do once it actually happened. I'm again left with the uncertainty of not knowing whats going to happen with me. I thought we could work it out, we're 25 years old, if it didn't work out then because we were too immature or whatever, it should work now, shouldn't it? But how was it supposed to work when once again, Richard doesn't seem like he's willing to do the chasing for once. I chased after him, I was made out to be a fool and I was cheated on, I was played, I was lied to and I still begged him not to break up with me. This time I wasn't going to beg him, he was leaving, then let him leave. I will not be a fool again.I sat on my couch with a bottle of white vodka from Moscow, I sat with an empty glass on my hand and a half broken heart. I say half broken because I was already prepared for this, I knew it was going to happen, yes it fuck
***Third person's POV***"I'm seriously about to punch you." Cindy said as she tried to hurry her pace, Nick and Sasha were late."Cindy, I almost broke my toe, it hurts walking." Sasha said as an excuse, Cindy rolled her eyes turning on the corner of the hallway."Excuses, Alexander, you two are walking me down the aisle , I have no one else but you two." She said trying to push away the hurt she felt thinking back to when she called her father last night, asking him to reconsider, he called her a faggot and said that her wedding was a gathering for clowns.Cindy cried all night long. She had tried so hard not to let her parents hurt her but it was so hard. There was one more relative Cindy had but she knew for a fact he wouldn't care, Cindy's brother, Tommy. She had always feared and loved her brother, she hated him too but he was her brother. She wanted him here. She had sent him an invitation but he never answered back saying whether if he was coming or not.Cindy remembers Tommy,
Richard's POV:After our long talk, we ended on Jennifer's old bed in her room. We are just cuddling and having fun at eachother.Jennifer laughed and turned on her side to look at me, her green eyes meeting my brown ones and I had to remind myself that I shouldn't feel the sudden rush that went from my chest to my lower parts, I shouldn't even be thinking about being horny at times like this, but this is Jennifer, I have always been attracted to Jennifer. Even if we fail to love each other I know for a fact physical attraction will always be there."I missed you too much to let awkwardness ruin this." She smiled at me lifting her hand to caress my cheek with a smile on her lips, I smile back at her feeling myself getting lost in her eyes."How's uni going for you?" I asked herShe took a deep breath in moving her hand away, "Tiring. It's very tiring, I'm in law school now, got only two more years and I'm done. But on top of that my mum wanted my dad to retire so he did, kind of. Anyw
Jennifer's POVIf I had known that I am going to be face to face with Richard so fucking soon, I would have at least prepared myself for it.As soon as Cindy said his name, I wanted to both run away and towards her. It has been so long, too long since I last saw him , his chubby cheeks, his beautiful brown eyes that always had a light in them.But what I saw when I came face to face with Richard was different. It was like a new version of the man I loved and still love. It was him but different.The Richard in front of me had grown and oh did he got hotter. His face was no longer chubby, his cheekbones were high and well marked, he has this rockstar vibe around him. But that's just how his appearance has change, I had seen him in magazines and even though I tried really hard not to watch them, in his music videos. I knew he had changed but seeing him here, right in front of me? That's something else.But anyway, the change I'm talking about is the one I see in his eyes, his eyes no l
Richard's P.O.VFlashes and more flashes, all the fucking time. I was so tired from the flight, I just wanted to go home and sleep. But then again, do I have a home? The only place I could call a home was my Nana's place but she passed away two years ago and shortly after, my father passed too. I can't explain how I feel about it, I didn't even get to say goodbye or that I loved him or that I was sorry. I didn't even get to tell him that I wasn't angry anymore, my father passed away thinking that I hated him. My mother didn't even want me to go to my dad's funeral, something about the press and the paparazzi. we managed to keep it off the public eye, nobody found out and as far as people knew, I was in Canada that week. After my father's private funeral, my mother didn't look at me, she didn't say a word, she left in tears by my brother's arm. I guess I deserve it. I left after that, the first flight out of that town, out of that city and out of that state. I couldn't stand being so f
After 5 years..,Jennifer's P.O.V"Jen, come on, Cindy is driving me crazy, please!" Sandra yelled at me through the phone, she was supposed to be asking me for a favour yet it sounded like she was ordering me around."Sandra you know I can't leave the office right now." I told her holding the phone between my shoulder and my ear, "Listen, I'll talk to Alan and see if he can cover the meetings for me, if he can I'll go, but if not, I'm sorry.""I swear she's going to drain me." Sandra sighed, I could hear Cindy in the background shouting at Sandra, "I gotta go, I don't even know what she's saying right now, but you better get here, Jen because I'm going to kill her if she tries to talk to me about the differences between two shades of purple. I just-- God, Cindy I'm coming!!!"Before I had the opportunity to reply, Sandra ended the call. I let my phone drop to my lap as I stretched my back and my neck. I had been at the office since 7am and it was currently 7pm, I should had headed ho
**Richard's POV**I haven't seen Jennifer for four months now. I can totally understand why Jennifer doesn't want to see me anymore. I am a fucked up selfish man. I had my entire life planned out and was waiting for Hannah to come from jail. I am supposed to be in a job after finishing the university . But no, I got into the mess and our ugly breakup is worse. Jennifer doesn't deserve it. I was selfish and a confused man. I took safe option. Jennifer deserves better. I could've said it nicely rather than being harsh with me. She doesn't lie unlike me in our relationship .If me snapping at her and breaking up with her was bad enough, then the very next morning ,most horrible thing happened. Someone had shot our last conversation and sold it to the paparazzi. Almost every magazine has a picture of Jennifer crying while walking away from Marcus studio. Our relationship story was almost covered in two pages." Player gets played " stated a magazine . Some magazine said I used her for ge
Jennifer's POVI feel stupid, pathetic and ashamed too. I feel like a child who did something extremely wrong in front of a bunch of kids and now I was the joke of the hour. I have never felt like this before, it's humiliating. I don't know what to do.I was avoiding Richard at all cost, I couldn't face him, this time was different from all other times, this time I was embarrassed, I was-- truly hurt. The kind of hurt that makes your body hurt when you breath in or when you're just walking around and it just hurts. I was acting like a fucking ghost, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I barely left Nick's place, I couldn't even talk without feeling hurt for how much of a pain this really was.Is this what being heart broken was like? I've known pain, I know what it is like to truly be heartbroken but this pain is a different kind of pain.Just thinking about him made my heart twist, how could it hurt this bad? I never thought it was true, I never thought that it could actually hurt thi