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Jennifer's POV:I'm not good with this kind of things, hell I avoid my own feelings and emotions so that I don't have to deal with them. So, I don't think you can understand how useless I felt when I looked at Richard and I knew I couldn't do anything to help whatever it is that's going on in his head. I kept trying to think of a place where to take him, somewhere he could feel better, somewhere he didn't have to think about his brother and whatever that comes with him.You know those moments in Cartoon series when you see the character thinking and then suddenly a bulb lights up? That just happened to me.Driving at a normal speed now, I began to head to the place where Kayden used to take me that I can still go without feeling like I'm gonna kill myself because of my guilt. He used to take me when we wanted to get away, a lookout where you can see the whole city and because the sun was going down, the city lights are going to be on in a few , it'll look even better. By the time we g
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Richard's POVWhat the fuck I'm doing now? I was supposed to break up with Jennifer. When she is doing it, why the hell on earth did I stop her. I was not supposed to ask her for eighteen more days to make my strange feelings grow, which of course, they have been growing.How can they not? She's so cute and so adorable, sometimes I want to pinch and bite her cheeks! But then she's so hot and so sexy Jennifer that I want to kill her by kissing her for so long that she won't be able to breath properly.As you can probably tell, things have been getting a bit heated when she's around. Not only is she a bit more open with me but she's more comfortable around me too and when I say more comfortable I mean emotionally, Jennifer has always been comfortable when it came to show her body.We were in bed the other day and didn't have sex but it was so intimate. Just like now. Today it's Saturday and we were supposed to go to a party but Jennifer said it'd be better if we stayed home, she said an
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* Day 16 *Richard's POV:Today's Monday and I'm walking towards class with heart full of happiness. It's like I am literally floating in air. Jessica noticed it and asked me what had happened, I couldn't keep it in, I needed to tell someone. So, with the biggest smile on my face I told her that on Saturday I had sex with Jennifer and on Sunday we went to the beach and had a great date."So, hold on." Emily stops getting herself involved in our conversation. "When you say sex, what does that mean? When do you know it's time to like get naked and you know, penetrate?""Emily, you're such a naive girl." Jessica said as if she had much more experience than her. "But please do answer her question." I rolled my eyes at them both. We were sitting at our lunch table, since we had a class together, we were the first ones to arrive."I'm just- I don't know, I mean guys... Look at Jennifer." I bit my lip finding it hard to continue, trying to find the words... "I mean I know I'm not ugly but fu
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Jennifer's P.O.VI don't know where to go, I just needed to get out of the house. His sweet voice saying I still love you, Hannah made my whole body angry and shake with jealousy. Am I really that stupid to think that Richard would choose me? How stupid I was to think for a second that Richard could actually pick me over a girl who went to prison for freaking three years because she was defending him from his own brother. Richard is still in love with her ex girlfriend, who will soon be her girlfriend and there will be no place for me, the sooner I accept that, the better it will be for me. But hell, I can't get away from him, it was like I'm being pulled to him again and again. I just want to be with him all the fucking time.Argh, I don't even want to think about all this mess now.I am going to Sandra's place, she lives with her sister but her sister is always away. I park my car in the front of her place and ring the bell. After a few minutes a sleepy Andrea opened the door, she w
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** Day 24 **Jennifer's POV:"Where were you? I looked for you everywhere and you were nowhere to be seen." Richard snaps as soon as I walk through the door, Ben turns from the TV to look at us with shock and amusement in his face. "You didn't even reply to my text, if you don't want to talk to me you can just say so. I apologised and you said it didn't matter, you said it was okay and that you understood. If you understand, why have you been avoiding me this past week? How many times do you want me to tell you that I'm sorry, what was I supposed to say, Jenny? I can't just drop a bomb and say goodbye."I rub my eyes with my hands, I did not want to talk about this either. "Can we at least go to my room?" I ask him."Oh no, please, don't mind me. Carry on right here." Ben smiles innocently, we both glare at him."Come." I grab his hand and take him to my room, he sits in my bed waiting for me to talk but I head towards my closet."Where are you going, you just got here." he asked as h
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Richard's P.O.VI'd be lying if I say I am not nervous. When Jennifer and I got here, there are a few paparazzi taking pictures and talking about Isabella Martin, a man shouted Jennifer's name when we stepped out of the car, Jennifer talked to him, she was nice to them but just making conversation. She must be used to this by now, I can only imagine how it was when Kayden died, I remember all the magazines took pictures of each and every family member, I remember there are pictures online of the funeral, pictures of Isabella Martin crying on Diego Giamatti's arms and him crying too, little Kevin sitting on a chair looking sad, Ben crying with his parents and a lot of family members crying but in none of those pictures stood Jennifer. I remember the paparazzi going crazy and even asked Ben questions about how the family was doing. People said a lot of things about Kayden, I remember that. I also remember that even before Kayden died, Jennifer was the centre of attention, she was like t
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Richard's POV:After our long talk, we ended on Jennifer's old bed in her room. We are just cuddling and having fun at eachother.Jennifer laughed and turned on her side to look at me, her green eyes meeting my brown ones and I had to remind myself that I shouldn't feel the sudden rush that went from my chest to my lower parts, I shouldn't even be thinking about being horny at times like this, but this is Jennifer, I have always been attracted to Jennifer. Even if we fail to love each other I know for a fact physical attraction will always be there."I missed you too much to let awkwardness ruin this." She smiled at me lifting her hand to caress my cheek with a smile on her lips, I smile back at her feeling myself getting lost in her eyes."How's uni going for you?" I asked herShe took a deep breath in moving her hand away, "Tiring. It's very tiring, I'm in law school now, got only two more years and I'm done. But on top of that my mum wanted my dad to retire so he did, kind of. Anyw
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Jennifer's POVIf I had known that I am going to be face to face with Richard so fucking soon, I would have at least prepared myself for it.As soon as Cindy said his name, I wanted to both run away and towards her. It has been so long, too long since I last saw him , his chubby cheeks, his beautiful brown eyes that always had a light in them.But what I saw when I came face to face with Richard was different. It was like a new version of the man I loved and still love. It was him but different.The Richard in front of me had grown and oh did he got hotter. His face was no longer chubby, his cheekbones were high and well marked, he has this rockstar vibe around him. But that's just how his appearance has change, I had seen him in magazines and even though I tried really hard not to watch them, in his music videos. I knew he had changed but seeing him here, right in front of me? That's something else.But anyway, the change I'm talking about is the one I see in his eyes, his eyes no l
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Jennifer's POVI feel stupid, pathetic and ashamed too. I feel like a child who did something extremely wrong in front of a bunch of kids and now I was the joke of the hour. I have never felt like this before, it's humiliating. I don't know what to do.I was avoiding Richard at all cost, I couldn't face him, this time was different from all other times, this time I was embarrassed, I was-- truly hurt. The kind of hurt that makes your body hurt when you breath in or when you're just walking around and it just hurts. I was acting like a fucking ghost, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I barely left Nick's place, I couldn't even talk without feeling hurt for how much of a pain this really was.Is this what being heart broken was like? I've known pain, I know what it is like to truly be heartbroken but this pain is a different kind of pain.Just thinking about him made my heart twist, how could it hurt this bad? I never thought it was true, I never thought that it could actually hurt thi
