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Richard's P.O.VOne would think that after what happened Friday night, Jennifer and I would talk. I sure as hell hoped we would but whenever I was home, she wasn't and I didn't go to college anymore so I couldn't actually see her.I'm not doing it on purpose but I've been distancing myself from Hannah. If one thing I've realised now is that I'm not in love with Hannah. I love her and she'll always be part of my live but in the months I've been with her. it's different. It's not love, it's familiarity. I needed someone from my old life, I needed someone that meant family. I confused my needs with my wants and my feelings were all over the place and I chose the easy option, the option that was the 'safest.'Months went by since Jennifer and I were together at the club, I've been doing great music wise, Marcus is happy with my voice and the songs I wrote and showed to him, he said he liked them, we even started to record some of it. Marcus isn't just a great rapper and producer but a gre
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**Richard's POV**I don't know what happened with Emily's parents, I don't even know where Emily and Cindy are, they disappeared right after Emily's peculiar speech. I didn't even get to congratulate them, I did speak to Sasha and Sandra, they are together now! I asked Simon to entertain Hannah for me while I went and look for Jennifer.When I finally found her, her mother was hugging her, kissing her cheeks happily and Jennifer looked like she just wanted to get it over with. Her father hugged her then and kissed her forehead, I was close enough to hear him say something to her in Spanish and her replying to it in Spanish too. Jennifer's mother was the first to see me, she embraced me in a hug and kissed my cheek."So nice to see you here, Richard. Jennifer said you were busy." She told me, I looked over at Jennifer who's eyes were already on me but then she looked away. So she hadn't told her parents we weren't together anymore."Yeaah, erm, I made it last minute." I smiled at her p
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***Richard's POV***We all are at the club . Jennifer was nowhere to be seen, neither Ben. Jessica, simon, Leslie and Emily are here though. Emily was with Cindy, we asked her what her parents had said but she told us that she hasn't spoken to them yet, she said she wanted to enjoy today with Cindy and make it a perfect day, tomorrow she'd face her parents. They looked so cute, Cindy had this huge smile on her face that just made everyone smile back and Emily. I've never seen Emily so happy.Jess is with Nick, they are getting closer and whenever I asked Jess about him she would blush and say that there was nothing going on between them. It was obvious they were both into each other. I really do hope he doesn't mess up.Everyone is happy and everyone is having a good time and there's nothing that could ruin my mood. Fair enough, I had a little argument with Jennifer, I don't think you can qualify that as an argument but whatever, I was willing to fix it. I was going to dump Hannah. I
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Jennifer's POVWhen I got home, Ben wasn't here, I should have guessed it, we just finished college and we have holidays now, of course he was going to be with Maria the majority of the time. Sometimes I wonder if they ever get bored of each other, they're literally all the time together.I don't know what I was expecting to find but this? Was not it.Richard was laying on the couch, he was wearing one of big sweaters that is gifted by me. He has this big ass cover over him as if it was cold. His eyes were red as if he had been crying without sleeping the whole night. His watery eyes confirmed it. His nose was red too and there was a lot of tissues around. I would have laughed in any other moment, karma's a bitch, he did this to me. But I am too busy regretting for hurting him this way . My heart sank as I dropped my handbag and walked over to him to wrap my arms around her."I'm not sad, I'm not crying." he said, "I just have a cold.""Do you want me to make you some soup?" I ask hi
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**Jennifer's POV**"What!?" Everyone said, but Sandra didn't say anything so Cindy took the note and read it. I was too engrossed with the baby to even care about them, he was such a cute little thing, his cheeks were rosy and chubby."Shit, it says it's yours Nick" Cindy said, the baby smiled at me when I made a silly face, "It says that the girl couldn't have a baby as her parents wouldn't allow it. She says she had it at home, her parents didn't let her go to a hospital because she's underage and it'd be a disgrace to her and her family. She says you're the father and she didn't know who else to give it to. Shit, Nick, it's yours.""Shut the fuck up." Nick said pacing, "give me that."I don't even know what happened next, all I know is the baby was falling asleep in my arms, he was so quiet, so beautiful. And I was never going to have this. I had gotten used to be idea of not being able to have kids of my own, I had accepted it but it didn't mean I didn't get upset about it or thin
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Jennifer's POV"Oh guys! We have to buy him the little thing where they sleep, what's it called?" I heard Sasha's voice"A crib." Cindy shouts back."Yeah and diapers and toys, oh my God, can we buy him a—"And that's how the next hour went by. The guys were too excited to even think about all the things they were buying, the baby has clothes that he won't be able to use until he's a year old... The guys were all 'aw'ing' and buying things like there's no tomorrow and I was just thinking about where was I going to put all that in my apartment? A baby is a huge responsibility and we're acting like this is a toy I'm holding, like we're just going to play with it dress up and when we get bored we're just going to leave it there. We ended up going home with a bunch of things that the baby actually needed after I scolded them all for acting like the baby was just a toy.When we got to my house, I had to head straight to my room with Cindy following behind with the diapers, right after we g
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Richard's P.O.VI can't believe Jennifer did that.I can't believe she said those things. I was so pissed at her, it's been a week and we still haven't talked, I keep waiting for her to apologise but she won't even look at me so at this point I don't even know who's mad at whom.I should be mad at her too, she's been texting all fucking day, the whole fucking week and I know she isn't texting one of her friends. I shouldn't care, I shouldn't but I do. I can't ignore it.I've been trying to make myself busy, that's the only thing that works when it comes to get rid of Jennifer out of my mind and even then, it's pretty hard. First three days were pretty easy as we had a baby at home, Jennifer was great with the baby and seeing her with a baby made it even harder for me to be mad at her. She looked so adorable, she will be a great mother when she decides to have kids. Me on the other hand, Kids weren't my thing, I mean yeah they were cute and all but after two hours with them it just got
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Richard's P.O.V I was just getting home, it was around 3 in the morning and I was completely exhausted. I just wanted to go to my room and sleep until tomorrow afternoon. However, the universe or fate or whatever the fuck you want to call it, had other plans for me. Jennifer was in the living room with the lights off, the only light was coming from the hallway, she was sitting at the couch on her phone texting like she always is, I fought the urge to roll my eyes, ignoring the jealousy and the other few feelings I had just thinking about who she was talking to. There was a bottle of alcohol on the table and a glass and one of them bucket with ice.I sighed trying to get her attention but she ignored me. I should head to my room because I'm tired as hell and I shouldn't want to talk to Jennifer right now given that we haven't talk for time but... I miss her. It is as simple as that, I miss her. "Finally, I thought you weren't coming home." She said finally looking at me, her eyes s
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ain! He's leaving1126 words***Jennifer's POV***I'm freaking out. I knew he was going to leave, I knew it. But what I didn't know was what I'd do once it actually happened. I'm again left with the uncertainty of not knowing whats going to happen with me. I thought we could work it out, we're 25 years old, if it didn't work out then because we were too immature or whatever, it should work now, shouldn't it? But how was it supposed to work when once again, Richard doesn't seem like he's willing to do the chasing for once. I chased after him, I was made out to be a fool and I was cheated on, I was played, I was lied to and I still begged him not to break up with me. This time I wasn't going to beg him, he was leaving, then let him leave. I will not be a fool again.I sat on my couch with a bottle of white vodka from Moscow, I sat with an empty glass on my hand and a half broken heart. I say half broken because I was already prepared for this, I knew it was going to happen, yes it fuck
Make me fall in love Cindy's wedding
***Third person's POV***"I'm seriously about to punch you." Cindy said as she tried to hurry her pace, Nick and Sasha were late."Cindy, I almost broke my toe, it hurts walking." Sasha said as an excuse, Cindy rolled her eyes turning on the corner of the hallway."Excuses, Alexander, you two are walking me down the aisle , I have no one else but you two." She said trying to push away the hurt she felt thinking back to when she called her father last night, asking him to reconsider, he called her a faggot and said that her wedding was a gathering for clowns.Cindy cried all night long. She had tried so hard not to let her parents hurt her but it was so hard. There was one more relative Cindy had but she knew for a fact he wouldn't care, Cindy's brother, Tommy. She had always feared and loved her brother, she hated him too but he was her brother. She wanted him here. She had sent him an invitation but he never answered back saying whether if he was coming or not.Cindy remembers Tommy,
Make me fall in love I still love her
Richard's POV:After our long talk, we ended on Jennifer's old bed in her room. We are just cuddling and having fun at eachother.Jennifer laughed and turned on her side to look at me, her green eyes meeting my brown ones and I had to remind myself that I shouldn't feel the sudden rush that went from my chest to my lower parts, I shouldn't even be thinking about being horny at times like this, but this is Jennifer, I have always been attracted to Jennifer. Even if we fail to love each other I know for a fact physical attraction will always be there."I missed you too much to let awkwardness ruin this." She smiled at me lifting her hand to caress my cheek with a smile on her lips, I smile back at her feeling myself getting lost in her eyes."How's uni going for you?" I asked herShe took a deep breath in moving her hand away, "Tiring. It's very tiring, I'm in law school now, got only two more years and I'm done. But on top of that my mum wanted my dad to retire so he did, kind of. Anyw
Make me fall in love The much needed talk
Jennifer's POVIf I had known that I am going to be face to face with Richard so fucking soon, I would have at least prepared myself for it.As soon as Cindy said his name, I wanted to both run away and towards her. It has been so long, too long since I last saw him , his chubby cheeks, his beautiful brown eyes that always had a light in them.But what I saw when I came face to face with Richard was different. It was like a new version of the man I loved and still love. It was him but different.The Richard in front of me had grown and oh did he got hotter. His face was no longer chubby, his cheekbones were high and well marked, he has this rockstar vibe around him. But that's just how his appearance has change, I had seen him in magazines and even though I tried really hard not to watch them, in his music videos. I knew he had changed but seeing him here, right in front of me? That's something else.But anyway, the change I'm talking about is the one I see in his eyes, his eyes no l
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Richard's P.O.VFlashes and more flashes, all the fucking time. I was so tired from the flight, I just wanted to go home and sleep. But then again, do I have a home? The only place I could call a home was my Nana's place but she passed away two years ago and shortly after, my father passed too. I can't explain how I feel about it, I didn't even get to say goodbye or that I loved him or that I was sorry. I didn't even get to tell him that I wasn't angry anymore, my father passed away thinking that I hated him. My mother didn't even want me to go to my dad's funeral, something about the press and the paparazzi. we managed to keep it off the public eye, nobody found out and as far as people knew, I was in Canada that week. After my father's private funeral, my mother didn't look at me, she didn't say a word, she left in tears by my brother's arm. I guess I deserve it. I left after that, the first flight out of that town, out of that city and out of that state. I couldn't stand being so f
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After 5 years..,Jennifer's P.O.V"Jen, come on, Cindy is driving me crazy, please!" Sandra yelled at me through the phone, she was supposed to be asking me for a favour yet it sounded like she was ordering me around."Sandra you know I can't leave the office right now." I told her holding the phone between my shoulder and my ear, "Listen, I'll talk to Alan and see if he can cover the meetings for me, if he can I'll go, but if not, I'm sorry.""I swear she's going to drain me." Sandra sighed, I could hear Cindy in the background shouting at Sandra, "I gotta go, I don't even know what she's saying right now, but you better get here, Jen because I'm going to kill her if she tries to talk to me about the differences between two shades of purple. I just-- God, Cindy I'm coming!!!"Before I had the opportunity to reply, Sandra ended the call. I let my phone drop to my lap as I stretched my back and my neck. I had been at the office since 7am and it was currently 7pm, I should had headed ho
Make me fall in love I am leaving
**Richard's POV**I haven't seen Jennifer for four months now. I can totally understand why Jennifer doesn't want to see me anymore. I am a fucked up selfish man. I had my entire life planned out and was waiting for Hannah to come from jail. I am supposed to be in a job after finishing the university . But no, I got into the mess and our ugly breakup is worse. Jennifer doesn't deserve it. I was selfish and a confused man. I took safe option. Jennifer deserves better. I could've said it nicely rather than being harsh with me. She doesn't lie unlike me in our relationship .If me snapping at her and breaking up with her was bad enough, then the very next morning ,most horrible thing happened. Someone had shot our last conversation and sold it to the paparazzi. Almost every magazine has a picture of Jennifer crying while walking away from Marcus studio. Our relationship story was almost covered in two pages." Player gets played " stated a magazine . Some magazine said I used her for ge
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Jennifer's POVI feel stupid, pathetic and ashamed too. I feel like a child who did something extremely wrong in front of a bunch of kids and now I was the joke of the hour. I have never felt like this before, it's humiliating. I don't know what to do.I was avoiding Richard at all cost, I couldn't face him, this time was different from all other times, this time I was embarrassed, I was-- truly hurt. The kind of hurt that makes your body hurt when you breath in or when you're just walking around and it just hurts. I was acting like a fucking ghost, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I barely left Nick's place, I couldn't even talk without feeling hurt for how much of a pain this really was.Is this what being heart broken was like? I've known pain, I know what it is like to truly be heartbroken but this pain is a different kind of pain.Just thinking about him made my heart twist, how could it hurt this bad? I never thought it was true, I never thought that it could actually hurt thi
