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53. Don't Look At Me
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Kanya POV
I felt embarrassed because Eros touched my whole body while bathing me. Even though he didn’t see it because I covered it in foam, I still felt ashamed. From his blushing face, Eros must have felt embarrassed too, but he must have been happier because he could touch my body more.
If only I had the energy to walk alone. He definitely won’t get a chance to bathe me. By the way, it’s my first-time grown man bathed me, and he’s a man I don’t have a clear relationship with.
I’m not an aggressive woman who will reveal my heart first, but Eros also seems like a passive man, or maybe he didn’t intend to have a clear relationship with me.
Should I wait for Eros? Can I stand to wait for this man to speak first?
“Eros, by the way, assistant Rudy is still waiting?” I asked Eros, who was
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