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2022-12-31 21:36:51Hello my goodreaders wherever you are, sorry for not uploading for a few days and just uploading today with some chapters that I hope will fill your new year's eve later, I just hope you can enjoy your special day with your precious people and my stories as hope you are healthy always.
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They sat on the dining chair, kicking their feet back and forth, they finally finished the breads that Jia made"Do you know Lil-...?" Riri asked as she stood towards the door leading to the back overlooking the beautiful swimming pool and fire pit with garden."hmm~" she moved to follow the ginger-haired Riri. She looked at all the flower gardens, not wanting to make eye contact with Riri who was too focused on her own thoughts"This must be the first time you've let anyone come to this place and you agreed to let me go where I want. I don't mean to push, but please answer my question." Riri grins when speak casually as Lily already standing beside her."Yes." She looked at her before answering. Lily smiled gently at her not wanting to hide anything. She has an introverted attitude maybe American said to France is meaning people but if people don't know her but she is actually a caring and social person truth be told she just honest people, but it seems her attitude changed when she
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Sometimes, you have to forget what you want, only to be able to find what you deserve. âLilâ"âHuh?â she blink her eyes when Riri stood up and stretched out her hand that made Lily wake up in her past memories before holding Riri's hand when Riri helped her up. Riri's eyes widened before smiling and shouting, Lily who saw that looked at what Riri saw, turned her body as she gulped and also stuttered but closed her mouth tightly again looking away what coming to themâŚ"Uncle~!" uncle... does she hearing it right, she doesn't know if Riri invites someone here, she thinks only the driver accompanies her... glancing at Riri suddenly Lily's brows furrowed as she absorbed what was coming their way as she looking away again in shock.Riri then laughed heartily when she saw her uncle shaking his head towards them while Lily froze that staring into his brown eyes that she wasn't wrong. Riri waved her hand while looking at the man.The man stopped and looked before Lily over his shoulder turned
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She opened her eyes without hesitation as her head spun half dead. Somewhere, in her mind, a small voice told her that she didn't need to rush, because this was truly her man. A second later silenced by the overwhelming realization that she might be dreaming and imagining, unluckily had just started pounding when she suddenly remembered where she was now, in a warm embrace, she cautiously turned her head, and there he was, still entangled in the stillness of the unconscious. Seeing him shocked her with a million thoughts met his caring eyes but a hint of the man's scent engulfed her figure this violated the rules of time... but she couldn't run away. She wanted to refuse and shouted but Lily was right beside Gary in the end she just grabbed Gary's shirt as Gary carried her up the stairs but before Gary climbed the stairs he looked at Lily who looked worried as he smiled warmly."It's okay... she'll be fine, can you bring some warm cinnamon water with honey, bring it to her bed room ok
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Bite my tongue, she like him more when he is not with her. Bite my tongue, you can waste your time on anyone, she didn't think twice to refuse that, because he are only for her. Jane didn't waste, but he who wasted her, and don't Hold my breath, walking on broken glass with every step. You may not remember me but I know who's next. Because you lead me, you lead me GaryâŚ"âGary, I know you remember the day I spoke to you for the last time..." Gary opened his eyes when he heard Jane said little louder as she is trying to sit up with Gary furrow his brow approaching her to help her... Jane suddenly looked at Gary in shock as he spoke spontaneously"Hate me if you want." He repeated that line slowly when helping Jane leaning again the headboard, long ago, the same words as the night Jane teased him about his proposal, before Gary pampering her with warm touch and kisses here and there "âBut you have no excuse." He finished without realizing it made Jane smile sadly. Gary who accidentally
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âDo they have any other purpose other than making a living for their group?â he asked after awhile âAfter much effort and time I donât think so but if the Federation cooperates in their business Iâm not so sureâ Sia said it made sense because people need dark political funds âThere arenât many easy worlds for illicit or unclaimed business that fit in, especially in that area,â Sia said leaning forward in her chair. Suddenly she had an insight. âDo you think there are the size of the hands of the higher ups in France?â she remembered how the Humans there offered arrivals a chance to settle down if they had sufficient funds. And this must be how the new ship got involved. The more she thought about it now, the more sense it made. Garyâs eyes met hers. âAhh I think thatâs how They claims her Retail is easy since Ms. Arnaultâs father is from and settled in France.â Gary sat back, stunned. Many images and memories of his time in France â with Jane, for what they thought would
