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2021-04-29 12:23:39“Hi, Sam,” I said stepping into his bedroom. He was smiling at me, but that vacant look in his eyes told me that he had no idea who I was, other than what he remembered from the night before. “How are you?”
He shrugged and looked around the room before he said, “Lost.”
It seemed like a stupid question, but I asked it anyway. “You still don’t remember anything?”
“Nope. Not a damn thing. All of my memories begin with my waking up on the front porch of the house next door last night.”
“That’s my house,” I told him.
“That’s what I hear.”
I smiled, wondering what else everyone ha
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