POV. Alexander
I grab that son of a bitch by the neck, I glare at him, I don't let him go. One of the things I hate is being challenged, breaking my rules and refusing to follow them.“Can't you follow a single damn order?! "You better get out of my sight or you're a dead man." I release him suddenly, the good”for”nothing idiot falls to the ground trying to regain oxygen. Did you know? Stop right there.I change my mind by pulling out the gun."I will not fail again, sir," he speaks quickly like a frightened rodent."Of course not, see you never, Steven," I spit, shooting him straight in the chest.His death is quick, he deserved it. I hate that pool of blood that has formed around him, so I call Arkady to clean up the mess and dispose of the body.I remain furious, striking blows from all sides. Damn! With this going wrong, I have to fix it before I return to the United States. I will leave Volkov in charge, the only one who is available and capable of doing things well.Shortly afterwards the soldier arrived. He knows what to do, I don't need to explain it to him.“How was the confrontation?“Everything under control, sir.“Perfect, I'll go out, I have to take a flight to New York."Sir..." he calls, I turn around before leaving.“That?“Your father Dimitri wants to talk to you, he is in the room now.“OK. “I leave the office.My father is waiting for me comfortably in the armchair. I exchange glances with him. Making an effort he stands up and smiles.“Father, shouldn't you be home?“According to the doctor, it should already be underground. Look at me, this damn disease can't handle me”he lets out an exaggerated laugh.My father Dimitri has bloody cancer, the doctor said he doesn't have much left, but he's still breathing. Before he arrives the last breath of his life has left me in charge of everything, that's why I am now the leader of the Russian mafia.I sit in front of him.“I have everything in order, don't worry.“I don't worry, son. I know you know how to do things. I don't know what he would do without you, because Dominic is so young and inexperienced, he needs to be taught."Dominic doesn't want anything to do with the mafia, he told you, he's a momma's boy," he said seriously.“I don't care, if I die I want you to take care of him, no matter what he has to join the family business. It's not a question of whether he wants to or not, Dominic must do it, period.“Understood.“How did yesterday go? “She questions.“Did you hear the shot? “I ask, taking a deep breath.“He didn't know how to do the job and you finished him off. “Ata her in conclusion.“Yes, you know me, I hate mistakes.He nods.“Is the girl here? “She wants to know, her gray eyes light up.“That's right, do you want to see it?“No, if I do I assure you that I will kill her, I prefer that you do it. Aleksander, promise me you will kill her."Father," I look at him with a smile. I will have a lot of fun with Luna, but her days are numbered.“Damn Elena will suffer, I hope she's still here to appreciate her pain....The trip is exhausting, I arrive at the company. With my imposing presence the chattering stops, the giggles over some joke, the relaxed atmosphere turns into a fearful silence. The employees each returned to their workplace.Yes, I, the tycoon, have canceled every bit of joy from their faces."Good morning," I greet as usual, cold and exaggerating formalism.Everyone responds in a panicked greeting, waiting for my next action: the slamming of my office door. What I don't do in question. My attention, almost ferocious, is directed towards Henrie, the rookie who was filling in in the marketing area. I can't stop looking at him in that dangerous and intimidating way that makes anyone tremble.As a good observer, I know that the spectators are already praying to heaven for the young man who, under my deep gaze, barely blinks. In a flash I confront him, I still don't say a single word, him not speaking meant more danger for that idiot.“Who allowed you to replace Marcus, huh? “She demanded mordantly.“S”sir..."Whatever your name is, I want you in my office in thirty minutes," I demand.Nearby I can hear the chatter of that gossiping pair. They have no shame, I should fire them from my company.“It's a beast, no one is going to want the vacancy.“What are you saying? “whispers the other."You heard me," she answers obviously. They all end up resigning in less than a week, the next one that exceeds seven days should be in the Guinness record book“Have they called for the position?“That's what the receptionist told me, who will be the next victim, eh?“The poor thing doesn't know what awaits her, I already feel sorry for her.Enough. I approach them both, I see them tremble with my closeness. Inside I enjoy generating terror in women. They both look at me with their eyes wide open.“Is that what you do all day? “he snapped fiercely”. Stop gossiping and get to work, if not quit once and for all.“Mister...“I”I... I will return to my post, with permission."I didn't say you could leave, Mackandal," I fix my eyes on the cowardly female. At the first mistake, you're fired, you understand?"Yes, Mr. Konstantinov," she says with her head down. Can I go to my post?"Yes, you too, Brickmann," I point to the other with my chin.“Okay, excuse me, boss.I take a look around me, as I imagined, everyone is aware of what is happening. I demand in a loud voice that they start working, then I go to the office slamming the door. Once in my swivel chair, I make a call.It doesn't comfort me to know that it will be at least a week without being able to see Luna. I need to start doing everything my father asked me to do, he urges me to make my mother's whore pay for abandoning her, for her infidelity with that damned Miller."Luna," I savor her name, I think I have acted out of line, but I will no longer be condescending to her.As soon as he returns to Russia I will give him the welcome he deserves."Sir, Konstantinov," they call and knock on the door at the same time.Can't I be alone for even a second?"You can come in, Greenwald," I give permission to my secretary Grizela.The attractive redhead goes in and tries her best to tease me with her flirtatiousness. She thinks I take the bait, in reality I'm the one who catches, no one imprisons me. Her expressive greenish eyes soon look at me with double intentions, she bats her eyelashes seductively. Her methods are ridiculous, an old”fashioned interlude that doesn't capture my interest. The romance we had should remain just that, a simple adventure, but she doesn't get over it.“Alek, I brought you your favorite tea, I thought it would be good for you. How are you? “he asks, leaving the cup containing the steaming liquid on my desk. Should I thank him? “. And here are the documents, sorry for the delay, but I wouldn't be so busy if you had an assistant too.You are right, but if you focused only on working, you would perform better. I fly my eyes over the hot drink. I take a sip, it's just the way I like it, there's no doubt he wants something. I sense that he is looking for the same thing as always: sex and money or just sex. Grizela is no longer just anyone. I take another sip, taking a look at the papers she brought. Looks like I'll have to stay up until night checking everything.I go back to her, she doesn't say anything waiting for me to finally speak to her.“What do you want, Grizela? “I'm going straight to the point. He seems hesitant, I've hit the nail on the head, his nervousness is a sign that there are interests behind his actions. He speaks either now or get out already."I... Aleksander, I'm pregnant," she blurts out.The news overwhelms me, with my jaw slack and my eyes wide open, I get up from my chair.“What the fuck are you saying, Grizela? “I question incredulously, the security has been extinguished from his being, I can bet that at any second he will start crying. I can't imagine dealing with it. Fuck “. Speaks! It's a joke?“No, Alek”he can't even look at me. She looks fearful, she can't hide it. I didn't believe it either, I swear I always took care of myself, but I'm expecting a baby.He breaks down crying.I won't go hug her, her performance stuns me. I stop to reflect, I can't transform, be a monster here. But I won't let that baby step foot in this world. That would tie me to this freeloader who surely planned everything to obtain rewards.“Grizela, try to calm down, sit down. Everything has a solution “ I assure you.She takes a seat, little by little the impertinent whining subsides.“What are you talking about?“I'm talking about you getting rid of the baby, I'll give you the money and we'll keep this between the two of us. OK?“But..."No buts," I warn harshly. This is what you will do if you want to keep your job and a normal life.He nods slowly.A week in which I have not seen his eyes again, seven days of apparent tranquility, have been one hundred and sixty”eight hours that the absence of the wolf has left me with a growing sense of suspense.That's why whenever someone arrives, I fear it might be him. Relief washes over me every time he doesn't turn out to be that man. I've been in the room not knowing what to do, so I start to remember my quiet life in New York City, the moments with my father and Elena; and Grace's antics, which cause so much headache.I think that remembering familiar moments makes me forget that I am here, and there always comes that point when the opposite effect happens. I am aware of how much I miss them, how much I miss them.I need a hug from dad, a kiss on mom's cheek, also the mischievous smiles from my little sister. All of this tightens my chest, it's nostalgia, it's melancholy, it's a feeling that dominates every part of me.Veronika enters, the maid, she is also taciturn, at least with me she
Release my ankles and wrists from oppressive imprisonment. But it hasn't ended hell. She picks up what she left half done, dresses quickly, but I'm still naked. She pulls my arm and makes me walk to the wall. I'm on my back and I'm just tremblingly waiting for the blows. She's going to whip me. My legs are already weak, it will hurt.Therefore he lashes me with anger, he does not stop. The sting is unbearable, every part of my back opening with his fury. I can't resist it anymore, the sobs come non”stop, it tears me apart inside and out.So severe that its strength seems supernatural to me.“Please stop, I beg you! “I exclaim lifelessly, the prayer is the only thing that emanates before losing consciousness.“You're going to die, damn! “she roars, sentencing the end.His words come true, in a flash the light has turned into darkness....It burns, it is a living bonfire on my back, it is an inferno eating away at the cracks left by its torture. The abrasion does not attenuate, the algi
POV. Alexander“Viktor, where the hell were you? “I want to know, without anger in the middle. I'm just worried that one of my men won't have enough courage to tell the truth.I called him a while ago, and he told me that he was in Red Square. Since he had tied up the loose end, I saw no reason for him to wander over there.The robust man's eyes go to the ceiling, I know that it is a woman, a reason that puts anyone in danger if everything revolves around a female who can ruin our plans."With Mariola," he admits.It leaves me surprised.The Ferretis are our opponents, they have properties in this country, I know firsthand that they will be in Russia for a while. What I don't like is that they have intentions of taking over territory that belongs to us.Curse.“The Ferreti daughter? “I question, not being able to believe that she is dating a minor, the firstborn of the enemy. She didn't expect anything less from you, do you know that girl can be a snitch? Don't get into trouble with th
He falls next to me trying to catch his breath, and I my dignity. I turn my back on him and start crying. I don't care, I need to remove everything that is harming my build. Little by little only ruins remain of me. The worst thing is that before him I am a translucent piece, a crystal, because without doing a deep study of me he knows my weaknesses and strengths that have been consumed in hell.I feel when he leaves the space next to me. He's leaving, as he usually does. I take a breath, repeating the inhale and exhale steadily. The cracks never opened so much in my soul and my gnawed heart never felt so much pressure than now.“I don't know why you start crying, be thankful that you're still breathing.“Maybe it's better to die.“You don't want to die, Luna. “She states with sarcasm.I don't answer him. He is an idiot, a fucking rapist and murderer. It is all that and other adjectives that define a macabre being.“Despite being inexperienced, I had a good time,” he says deliberately.
The night has fallen, its poisonous perversity injected into my battered soul, again. There was no subtlety, there was no compassion. My prayers were extinguished with the violence of his lips moving fiercely. The same appropriate chapter of evil, the same story in which I was used and thrown away after the act.No one can get used to mistreatment like that, and I have no choice but to resign myself to his brutality.Repulsion catches me every time his hands touch me and takes over my body. And I look at him there, indifferent, so contemptuous that I think he is from another world. He has no heart. Aleksander zips up his pants, then finishes buttoning his white shirt. I follow each of his movements curled up in a ball on the bed.The intensity of its grayish greens preserves the lasciviousness, that malicious shine that I generate in it."As always, it has been a pleasure to own you, Miss Luna Miller," he comments mockingly.If I could just get up and give him what he deserves, but he
POV. Alexander"Stay tuned, Elmo loves to play dirty," I speak through the communicator.“Yes sir.These summer days are humid and rainfall is recurring. I find myself in the car, waiting for the Italian. I'm supposed to be there already, waiting makes me in a bad mood. Patience is not my strong suit. I drum my fingers on the steering wheel, counting every second.Just when I'm about to believe that this unfortunate man has deceived me, a black sports car appears. From this the Suited man gets out, behind comes a truck from which four armed men get out. No wonder he came safely. I abandon the convertible, standing next to the door."Mr. Ferreti," he greeted dismissively."Mr. Konstantinov, the last time we met, you were just a piccolo," he comments, slipping a hypocritical smile."I also remembered him when he was younger, but the years don't pass in vain," I point out.Who does this damn decrepit old man think he is?Shit! How can Amber sleep with a guy like that?“Let's get to the p
Those huge blue eyes look like those of a tigress on the prowl. She wears skimpy provocative clothing. There is no trace of the girl she once was."Why did you want to see me, Aleksander?" “He questions, it is undeniable that my presence bothers him.“Sara, I'll pay you for sex tonight. “Three times what you ask for it,” I say bluntly.He opens his eyes in surprise.“Are you that desperate?“No, but I want some action tonight. Don't act important, you're just anyone. Do you accept or leave the money? “I repeat, she looks at me offended."I'll only accept because I need the money," he says, rolling his eyes. I can't help but notice the earrings she wears. I'm sure I've seen them elsewhere. However, it may just be a coincidence. You're going to stay there? Come on."Wait," I wrap my arms around his arm tightly, looking at the grip clearly confused. The earrings, who gave them to you?“It was a gift and that's it, it's none of your business “he pouts”. Now could you let me go?“No, tell
I'm in the room, combing my hair. The routine bores me, and I don't find much to do here. The last few days Aleksander has been conspicuous by his absence, it is likely that he is in my country, that alerts me. Konstantinov is shown as a prestigious executive, upright, perfectionist and demanding, but his employees do not know that he is a real murderer, I do not blame them for being unbelievers, who would believe that a gangster could look so good in a suit and tie? Verónika told me about it, even angry about what happened with her partner, she told me about Aleksander's two sides; I have heard of deaths these days, it is not a surprise, it is the most common thing that happens in a world like this. Dimitri, Amber and a couple of men murdered by the Ferreti mafia. That last name sounds familiar, I remember hearing it before or it is common and so I have immediately associated it with someone I may have seen.I'm braiding my hair, I need to put the plan in motion, maybe I can make it
We all witness the moment when Dad kneels. Mom can't believe it and she covers her mouth. I cry in my place, Aleksander hugs me around the waist, tries to contain my emotion, but I'm already crying my eyes out. It's too much for me.“Elena, love of my life, I want you to be my wife, there is nothing and no one that can stop it. You are the best thing that has happened to me, in the midst of ups and downs or good and bad moments, love does not disappear, it is stronger than all the challenges we do not face. Today, in front of our children, kneeling before you, I ask you to agree to be my wife. Do you want to spend the rest of my life with me?"My God, of course," she exclaims overwhelmed, lets herself put on the beautiful ring and kisses him with love.Our ovation applauds them. I'm so happy. Then, after that kiss, what I least imagined happens, Aleksander goes and hugs his mother, he starts crying in her arms. We are all shocked by the scene, we dare not say anything. He looks like a
Four Months Later…Aleksander passes through every part of my body in a way that turns me on in seconds. He knows that we are not alone, almost the whole family is outside, however, he doesn't give a damn about continuing the groping. Although it doesn't appeal to me that he stops. At this point I need long caresses from him.“Alek…"Just a moment and that's it..." he says, growling into my mouth.I wrap my hands behind his neck and brush his lips. If you want to continue, go ahead, but I can't stop thinking about my family, how embarrassing it would be if they listened to us."Stop, I would like more but it's not the right time, Aleksander," I scold him and separate myself from his lips completely.He makes a funny face, I roll my eyes.“Do not leave me like this."You look like a little boy, huh," I point out, shaking my head.He sighs resignedly."Good," he places each of his palms on each side of my enormous belly. It's only four and a half months, but it's huge. Sometimes I think
“Hi Moon. Something has happened? “It's weird when you call me,” she adds, her tone not hiding her concern. She is surprised that I called her.“I need to tell you something, and no, of course I usually call you, why does he miss you? “I release taking a breath."I'm just saying," he remains silent for a moment.Every second counts, in one, everything will change... Not knowing how to know how to take it scares me.“Can you come? I know you have a lot of things to do, but it's urgent, Grace.“Oh really? You're scaring me, is it so serious that you can't tell me around here? “he says hesitantly”. You're making me nervous...His admission increases the nervousness in me. She's not the only one who feels this way."You should come, Grace." What I have to tell you is not easy to process, I must admit. But stay calm, the least I want is to see you upset. OK?“Did something happen to mom? “She asks quickly. A sob is heard.“No no, don't rush, we're fine. “Tell Dominic to come, he needs to be
“I trusted you, I thought you did too, what kind of joke is this, Luna? Do you know what it means to be married to a gangster? “She declares, shaking her head.“There is a lot of danger, I know father. But I love Aleksander. “I wish I could have told you this before, seriously,” I whisper with a wave of emotions in my soul that is difficult to deal with.“Why are you telling me now? “he says, breathing like a buffalo."Because..." I hold his gaze, although now the eye contact burns and tears my heart. I don't want to continue living like this, looking at you and deep down knowing that you don't know the truth. Dad, I just wanted to tell you because lying is like an avalanche that sooner or later was going to fall on us, it was better to avoid the surprise impact and say it now “ I lower my head and play with my hands “. I know mom should talk to you, but don't be hard on her.“You have no right, correction, they have no right to ask for compassion, they have lied to me. “This is unforg
“Oh really?"Yes, Luna," says Dad, he arrived a few minutes ago and I can't believe what he tells me."That's great, they deserve it," I admit, deeply moved.My father smiles and caresses the back of my hand on the table. He's been talking about proposing to mom. What she has had a suspicion. I think it's great that they can come together in such a special way.“So I was waiting for your approval, do you think Paris is the right setting? “She wants to know.“It is dad. He is ideal and romantic “ I express sincerely.What worries me about this is that Mom is still not honest with my father. I feel like there should be no secrets, and hiding what her ex”husband was is a huge secret that she can't keep forever. I know that means I have to confess the truth to my father too. I have no other choice.Maybe it's time, but that would ruin the hope he has of seeing mom at the altar. I don't want to hurt her desire, but her push to be honest with him is strong and she beats me to it."Dad, ther
I breathe hard, I find myself exalted under the darkness of the room. It's not dawn yet, and I hate it because it will be hard for me to go back to sleep. I have managed to calm the rapid beating of my heart, before it shook with fury inside me. The cold sudoe is still on my forehead and my nerves are afloat. Reliving that scene bites my senses. It was a horrible moment that fortunately passed.Without realizing it I regain sleep.I get out of bed and walk to the bathroom. But not before turning around and looking at my little angel who is still peaceful on the quilt. He can sleep soundly, which I like. Once in the bathroom he starts brushing my teeth, it takes me longer than usual to get decent. Then comes a shower that relaxes me.Returning to the room, Matthew is already awake. He jumps on the bed until he falls on the same quilt. He woke up quite energetic. He gives me a hug and kiss good morning.“Do you want to shower in the bathroom? “I ask him.“Yeah! “She exclaims.So I prepa
And the cake did turn out well, we were already devouring the first bite. I tell him to take Matt a piece. I stay in the kitchen, cut a triangle and put it on a small plate. Then I go up to my room and take it to Aleksander.I was talking on the phone.I had the feeling that I should stay behind the door and listen to everything. Although the mental push to do so could cause him to fall flat on his face. Anyway I stay behind the wood.“Sarah was with Elmo? Fuck! "I didn't know she had even been close to my wife," she declares angrily.I can not believe it.The memory comes to my mind.Flashback“C”can I know what your name is? “I whisper and I think I should have kept quiet, I may have taken my question inappropriately.What was he thinking when he blurted out?"Why the hell would I give you my name?" “he says hostile, I'm not surprised by his attitude “. But, since you want to know and you'll be my new partner, if Elmo doesn't think of selling you, then yes, I'll tell you my name, Sa
He didn't expect to see Grace here, what credible explanation is he going to give her now? I can't hide some annoyance."What happened to you, Aleksander?" She”she wants to know, she is the first to stand up, she covers her mouth shocked by what she sees.I must act quickly."Grace, don't be upset," I ask her and make her sit down again. Stay here.I take Alek's hand and take him with me to the room. I get into the bathroom with him and start looking for the first aid kit. My hands shake throughout the entire process.“Don't worry…“Don't worry me? “I blurt out angrily"You can't tell me not to do it, Alek," he growled. Look at your condition, you should go to a doctor."I'm not going to the hospital, it's just blood and it's not even mine," he says as if nothing had happened.“Now, whose life have you taken away? “I question, devastated by his atrocities. Take off your shirt, Aleksander, you stink.“I'm sorry."Don't say you're sorry when you're not, dammit," she roared angrily.His
Now there is something extra to worry about, which increases the sleeplessness all night.During the early morning I move uncomfortably on the bed, I haven't managed to sleep a wink. Someone enters the room, I know it's Alek, his silhouette under the darkness is familiar to me. He lies down next to me and hugs me around the waist.“What are you doing awake? Don't tell me I was the culprit.The thing about Grace can't get out of my head. I just hope everything is okay, although not receiving even a sign from her indicates that nothing worse has happened. I don't know if she should tell Aleksander, she won't tell anyone anyway.“No, you didn't wake me up, I haven't been able to sleep for a long time. I thought you were staying with Matthew all night.Sighs."I can't be without you, he fell asleep a long time ago," he explains, kissing my cheek. What's happening to you?"It's Grace, she called me a few hours ago," I admit uneasily.“And what happened to your sister? “She questions."She'