Time after...My lips are trembling, my heart is beating in terror, at any moment I am going to lose myself in unconsciousness, fear eats me up inside and that is exactly what brings me down, a suffocating and devastating fear that is squeezing all my senses to the point. to make me succumb and lose this war.I have already been through this, but I don't think I will suffer the same fate, these men hate Konstantinov, and I am the wife and mother of their son. This is serious, I fear I am lost, trapped in the clutches of the Italian mafia.I hope they have mercy on me, I doubt it, Aleksander has taken the life of Elmo Ferreti's daughter, so he is going to avenge her death by applying an eye for an eye.I sob, I have so much to live for, I can't stop thinking about my son. I want to be next to him, the idea of not being able to see him again devours me, away from him I feel incomplete, from both of them, because even though everything that is happening to me is because of Aleksander,
When I wake up all my muscles hurt, my back feels like it's creaking, every part of me is lacerated. I just want to get out of here, but I'm still a captive. The pain spreads cruelly as I try to stretch my limbs as much as I can. I barely move on the quilt. I never thought of being in a similar situation, fear, I feel very terrified of being locked up, at a time when I feel suffocating and absorbing terror. Someone explain to me how peace can be found in this way, the one that I seek at all costs, no matter how hard I try, it is simply something impossible to achieve, by all means I try to find it and it undoes a fibrous layer of dread, everything. It is terrible, the outlook does not look good, yet in the depths of my aching soul, I want to believe that there is a means of salvation.You don't wish this on anyone, you really don't, because this seems to be grabbing your neck and squeezing too hard, to the point of turning you into jelly. You don't know what destiny has in store for y
Everything is so different now, that the outcome will also be that way. My heart beats over and over again, beats hard and I feel like it's going to escape my chest.The search leads me to be with him in bitter silence, which is only a moment because of the touching of my memory of memories that pile up and form a tower of pain. Yes, it hurts to think about them that way, as if I were trying to say goodbye to those beautiful moments that we have shared, because even though Alek is a dangerous, hard person and often keeps his feelings to himself, he has shown me that he feels and that may love. He has made known the sweet and loving side of him, I greatly appreciate the effort, what he has given me, such as the wonderful opportunity to become a mother, my son is my greatest gift. I bring to my mind his birth, his first year of age, Matthew is what drives me to fight even in the most horrible moments, like this, the problem is that the terribleness of this and its intensity is overcomin
Despite our differences, despite some moments where we saw each other thinking differently, we always found a way to be okay, and she has been a pillar for me. Because of her I have been able to face many things of fate and today I realize that you value that person more when you are not close to them, so you miss them more. I was once far away from her, now she sees more distance between us again and how she tells me she feels the gap. It's like a snake leaving its venom on the skin, the wound hurts and deepens like the pain I feel when I feel and touch the distance from it, although I try to resist and not see myself completely thrown into perdition. It's hard. Who said it would be easy?Dad, who has always been so loving and understanding, but that does not mean that he has been an easy person, no, he is fair and has his character that taught me so much in life, in fact I never stop learning from them who have always taught me given just what I need in life. When I was little he hu
The memory comes to my head and I almost throw it away with the sound of footsteps outside. But I don't notice that one and focus on that scene. It's already on my mind again.“You'll see what you'll like.I am blindfolded and Ian smiles on my lips, I also feel my heart racing and beating at a thousand per hour, I know why it does it, it needs to go beyond what it already intuits and check it once and for all, But it's a surprise and I can't do anything about it. Because he's going to surprise me, I have no idea what he's up to either, but I'm dying to find out. Seriously, I wish everyone could find out what Alek is doing.“We are about to arrive? “There is a hint of anxiety in my voice, that nervousness moves inside me, like a car on the road. I want to know everything at the same time as nothing."Almost, don't be so impatient," he asks me as if that were so easy, he couldn't contain his excitement any longer. But I try hard to do it, really thinking about what that thing could be t
I wish I could fight back, punch him in the face and finally run away. But it's a scene that's only in my head. It wont happen. Outside, I have no doubt about it, his thugs are lurking, watching and they know about me, they know me. Unhappy.“Stop it, stop it, let me go,” I try even though I know the answer.“Stop me? “he lets out a laugh that chills my blood, he makes fun of me, he does it and enjoys “. This is just the beginning, Miller. You're thirsty?I'm afraid to answer your question, because I don't know if he's playing or if he'll really give me water. I nod slowly, dying for that vital liquid. Then he shouts, calls a certain Carolina, the owner of that name enters urgently and I notice it. But the female doesn't even look at me.“Sir, here you are, can I offer you anything else? “He questions, his voice sounds fearful, everyone fears him."No, go away, just do what I told you," he says demandingly.The woman who wears a maid's uniform, of average height, with brown hair and a
When the light is missing, you get used to the darkness, you cling to the darkness, because you have learned to love the darkness that lives in your soul mate. You want it as it is, it is inevitable, after all it is your half and if you separate yourself, then you are a loose, incomplete piece. That is something that happens quickly, leaving me trapped in those that often have a hard time escaping, but there it is, there I continue because I believe that love can do anything, no matter how difficult it may be to be with a person who undoes you. into pieces and becomes nothing to you, he is no longer like that.Thus you advance in the middle of a dangerous tunnel, but you don't care, because you go at the same time as a heartbeat that resembles yours, nothing else matters when the heart goes to the rhythm of the other. It's all you need.Sometimes I ask myself, how can I love a monster? The truth is that it is not just the Wolf, it is not simply a beast and a hard head, it is also the
"I know, that's why I love you, it's because my mind is gripping me and I can't seem to escape, Alek, this situation is getting out of control." I suddenly sit up in bed, but he pulls me back from my head. on his bare chest."Close your eyes and sleep, try it, please," he asks and I nod, he's absolutely right.“Well, thank you for being here at this moment, I don't know what would happen if it happened to me when I was alone.Slowly I close my eyes and fall, the less I realize I have already fallen into the arms of Morpheus.The next morning, Aleksander is no longer in bed, so I suspect that he has gone to work, as usual. Nothing strange, these days he has also been quite busy with that. I go to the bathroom, I get into the shower. While the water falls on me, everything that has happened comes to my mind again, I feel quite affected by everything that has happened so I spend more time than usual in the bathroom, letting the water fall on every pore of my body. My skin. The struggle i
We all witness the moment when Dad kneels. Mom can't believe it and she covers her mouth. I cry in my place, Aleksander hugs me around the waist, tries to contain my emotion, but I'm already crying my eyes out. It's too much for me.“Elena, love of my life, I want you to be my wife, there is nothing and no one that can stop it. You are the best thing that has happened to me, in the midst of ups and downs or good and bad moments, love does not disappear, it is stronger than all the challenges we do not face. Today, in front of our children, kneeling before you, I ask you to agree to be my wife. Do you want to spend the rest of my life with me?"My God, of course," she exclaims overwhelmed, lets herself put on the beautiful ring and kisses him with love.Our ovation applauds them. I'm so happy. Then, after that kiss, what I least imagined happens, Aleksander goes and hugs his mother, he starts crying in her arms. We are all shocked by the scene, we dare not say anything. He looks like a
Four Months Later…Aleksander passes through every part of my body in a way that turns me on in seconds. He knows that we are not alone, almost the whole family is outside, however, he doesn't give a damn about continuing the groping. Although it doesn't appeal to me that he stops. At this point I need long caresses from him.“Alek…"Just a moment and that's it..." he says, growling into my mouth.I wrap my hands behind his neck and brush his lips. If you want to continue, go ahead, but I can't stop thinking about my family, how embarrassing it would be if they listened to us."Stop, I would like more but it's not the right time, Aleksander," I scold him and separate myself from his lips completely.He makes a funny face, I roll my eyes.“Do not leave me like this."You look like a little boy, huh," I point out, shaking my head.He sighs resignedly."Good," he places each of his palms on each side of my enormous belly. It's only four and a half months, but it's huge. Sometimes I think
“Hi Moon. Something has happened? “It's weird when you call me,” she adds, her tone not hiding her concern. She is surprised that I called her.“I need to tell you something, and no, of course I usually call you, why does he miss you? “I release taking a breath."I'm just saying," he remains silent for a moment.Every second counts, in one, everything will change... Not knowing how to know how to take it scares me.“Can you come? I know you have a lot of things to do, but it's urgent, Grace.“Oh really? You're scaring me, is it so serious that you can't tell me around here? “he says hesitantly”. You're making me nervous...His admission increases the nervousness in me. She's not the only one who feels this way."You should come, Grace." What I have to tell you is not easy to process, I must admit. But stay calm, the least I want is to see you upset. OK?“Did something happen to mom? “She asks quickly. A sob is heard.“No no, don't rush, we're fine. “Tell Dominic to come, he needs to be
“I trusted you, I thought you did too, what kind of joke is this, Luna? Do you know what it means to be married to a gangster? “She declares, shaking her head.“There is a lot of danger, I know father. But I love Aleksander. “I wish I could have told you this before, seriously,” I whisper with a wave of emotions in my soul that is difficult to deal with.“Why are you telling me now? “he says, breathing like a buffalo."Because..." I hold his gaze, although now the eye contact burns and tears my heart. I don't want to continue living like this, looking at you and deep down knowing that you don't know the truth. Dad, I just wanted to tell you because lying is like an avalanche that sooner or later was going to fall on us, it was better to avoid the surprise impact and say it now “ I lower my head and play with my hands “. I know mom should talk to you, but don't be hard on her.“You have no right, correction, they have no right to ask for compassion, they have lied to me. “This is unforg
“Oh really?"Yes, Luna," says Dad, he arrived a few minutes ago and I can't believe what he tells me."That's great, they deserve it," I admit, deeply moved.My father smiles and caresses the back of my hand on the table. He's been talking about proposing to mom. What she has had a suspicion. I think it's great that they can come together in such a special way.“So I was waiting for your approval, do you think Paris is the right setting? “She wants to know.“It is dad. He is ideal and romantic “ I express sincerely.What worries me about this is that Mom is still not honest with my father. I feel like there should be no secrets, and hiding what her ex”husband was is a huge secret that she can't keep forever. I know that means I have to confess the truth to my father too. I have no other choice.Maybe it's time, but that would ruin the hope he has of seeing mom at the altar. I don't want to hurt her desire, but her push to be honest with him is strong and she beats me to it."Dad, ther
I breathe hard, I find myself exalted under the darkness of the room. It's not dawn yet, and I hate it because it will be hard for me to go back to sleep. I have managed to calm the rapid beating of my heart, before it shook with fury inside me. The cold sudoe is still on my forehead and my nerves are afloat. Reliving that scene bites my senses. It was a horrible moment that fortunately passed.Without realizing it I regain sleep.I get out of bed and walk to the bathroom. But not before turning around and looking at my little angel who is still peaceful on the quilt. He can sleep soundly, which I like. Once in the bathroom he starts brushing my teeth, it takes me longer than usual to get decent. Then comes a shower that relaxes me.Returning to the room, Matthew is already awake. He jumps on the bed until he falls on the same quilt. He woke up quite energetic. He gives me a hug and kiss good morning.“Do you want to shower in the bathroom? “I ask him.“Yeah! “She exclaims.So I prepa
And the cake did turn out well, we were already devouring the first bite. I tell him to take Matt a piece. I stay in the kitchen, cut a triangle and put it on a small plate. Then I go up to my room and take it to Aleksander.I was talking on the phone.I had the feeling that I should stay behind the door and listen to everything. Although the mental push to do so could cause him to fall flat on his face. Anyway I stay behind the wood.“Sarah was with Elmo? Fuck! "I didn't know she had even been close to my wife," she declares angrily.I can not believe it.The memory comes to my mind.Flashback“C”can I know what your name is? “I whisper and I think I should have kept quiet, I may have taken my question inappropriately.What was he thinking when he blurted out?"Why the hell would I give you my name?" “he says hostile, I'm not surprised by his attitude “. But, since you want to know and you'll be my new partner, if Elmo doesn't think of selling you, then yes, I'll tell you my name, Sa
He didn't expect to see Grace here, what credible explanation is he going to give her now? I can't hide some annoyance."What happened to you, Aleksander?" She”she wants to know, she is the first to stand up, she covers her mouth shocked by what she sees.I must act quickly."Grace, don't be upset," I ask her and make her sit down again. Stay here.I take Alek's hand and take him with me to the room. I get into the bathroom with him and start looking for the first aid kit. My hands shake throughout the entire process.“Don't worry…“Don't worry me? “I blurt out angrily"You can't tell me not to do it, Alek," he growled. Look at your condition, you should go to a doctor."I'm not going to the hospital, it's just blood and it's not even mine," he says as if nothing had happened.“Now, whose life have you taken away? “I question, devastated by his atrocities. Take off your shirt, Aleksander, you stink.“I'm sorry."Don't say you're sorry when you're not, dammit," she roared angrily.His
Now there is something extra to worry about, which increases the sleeplessness all night.During the early morning I move uncomfortably on the bed, I haven't managed to sleep a wink. Someone enters the room, I know it's Alek, his silhouette under the darkness is familiar to me. He lies down next to me and hugs me around the waist.“What are you doing awake? Don't tell me I was the culprit.The thing about Grace can't get out of my head. I just hope everything is okay, although not receiving even a sign from her indicates that nothing worse has happened. I don't know if she should tell Aleksander, she won't tell anyone anyway.“No, you didn't wake me up, I haven't been able to sleep for a long time. I thought you were staying with Matthew all night.Sighs."I can't be without you, he fell asleep a long time ago," he explains, kissing my cheek. What's happening to you?"It's Grace, she called me a few hours ago," I admit uneasily.“And what happened to your sister? “She questions."She'