Time after...My lips are trembling, my heart is beating in terror, at any moment I am going to lose myself in unconsciousness, fear eats me up inside and that is exactly what brings me down, a suffocating and devastating fear that is squeezing all my senses to the point. to make me succumb and lose this war.I have already been through this, but I don't think I will suffer the same fate, these men hate Konstantinov, and I am the wife and mother of their son. This is serious, I fear I am lost, trapped in the clutches of the Italian mafia.I hope they have mercy on me, I doubt it, Aleksander has taken the life of Elmo Ferreti's daughter, so he is going to avenge her death by applying an eye for an eye.I sob, I have so much to live for, I can't stop thinking about my son. I want to be next to him, the idea of not being able to see him again devours me, away from him I feel incomplete, from both of them, because even though everything that is happening to me is because of Aleksander,
When I wake up all my muscles hurt, my back feels like it's creaking, every part of me is lacerated. I just want to get out of here, but I'm still a captive. The pain spreads cruelly as I try to stretch my limbs as much as I can. I barely move on the quilt. I never thought of being in a similar situation, fear, I feel very terrified of being locked up, at a time when I feel suffocating and absorbing terror. Someone explain to me how peace can be found in this way, the one that I seek at all costs, no matter how hard I try, it is simply something impossible to achieve, by all means I try to find it and it undoes a fibrous layer of dread, everything. It is terrible, the outlook does not look good, yet in the depths of my aching soul, I want to believe that there is a means of salvation.You don't wish this on anyone, you really don't, because this seems to be grabbing your neck and squeezing too hard, to the point of turning you into jelly. You don't know what destiny has in store for y
Everything is so different now, that the outcome will also be that way. My heart beats over and over again, beats hard and I feel like it's going to escape my chest.The search leads me to be with him in bitter silence, which is only a moment because of the touching of my memory of memories that pile up and form a tower of pain. Yes, it hurts to think about them that way, as if I were trying to say goodbye to those beautiful moments that we have shared, because even though Alek is a dangerous, hard person and often keeps his feelings to himself, he has shown me that he feels and that may love. He has made known the sweet and loving side of him, I greatly appreciate the effort, what he has given me, such as the wonderful opportunity to become a mother, my son is my greatest gift. I bring to my mind his birth, his first year of age, Matthew is what drives me to fight even in the most horrible moments, like this, the problem is that the terribleness of this and its intensity is overcomin
Despite our differences, despite some moments where we saw each other thinking differently, we always found a way to be okay, and she has been a pillar for me. Because of her I have been able to face many things of fate and today I realize that you value that person more when you are not close to them, so you miss them more. I was once far away from her, now she sees more distance between us again and how she tells me she feels the gap. It's like a snake leaving its venom on the skin, the wound hurts and deepens like the pain I feel when I feel and touch the distance from it, although I try to resist and not see myself completely thrown into perdition. It's hard. Who said it would be easy?Dad, who has always been so loving and understanding, but that does not mean that he has been an easy person, no, he is fair and has his character that taught me so much in life, in fact I never stop learning from them who have always taught me given just what I need in life. When I was little he hu
The memory comes to my head and I almost throw it away with the sound of footsteps outside. But I don't notice that one and focus on that scene. It's already on my mind again.“You'll see what you'll like.I am blindfolded and Ian smiles on my lips, I also feel my heart racing and beating at a thousand per hour, I know why it does it, it needs to go beyond what it already intuits and check it once and for all, But it's a surprise and I can't do anything about it. Because he's going to surprise me, I have no idea what he's up to either, but I'm dying to find out. Seriously, I wish everyone could find out what Alek is doing.“We are about to arrive? “There is a hint of anxiety in my voice, that nervousness moves inside me, like a car on the road. I want to know everything at the same time as nothing."Almost, don't be so impatient," he asks me as if that were so easy, he couldn't contain his excitement any longer. But I try hard to do it, really thinking about what that thing could be t
I wish I could fight back, punch him in the face and finally run away. But it's a scene that's only in my head. It wont happen. Outside, I have no doubt about it, his thugs are lurking, watching and they know about me, they know me. Unhappy.“Stop it, stop it, let me go,” I try even though I know the answer.“Stop me? “he lets out a laugh that chills my blood, he makes fun of me, he does it and enjoys “. This is just the beginning, Miller. You're thirsty?I'm afraid to answer your question, because I don't know if he's playing or if he'll really give me water. I nod slowly, dying for that vital liquid. Then he shouts, calls a certain Carolina, the owner of that name enters urgently and I notice it. But the female doesn't even look at me.“Sir, here you are, can I offer you anything else? “He questions, his voice sounds fearful, everyone fears him."No, go away, just do what I told you," he says demandingly.The woman who wears a maid's uniform, of average height, with brown hair and a
When the light is missing, you get used to the darkness, you cling to the darkness, because you have learned to love the darkness that lives in your soul mate. You want it as it is, it is inevitable, after all it is your half and if you separate yourself, then you are a loose, incomplete piece. That is something that happens quickly, leaving me trapped in those that often have a hard time escaping, but there it is, there I continue because I believe that love can do anything, no matter how difficult it may be to be with a person who undoes you. into pieces and becomes nothing to you, he is no longer like that.Thus you advance in the middle of a dangerous tunnel, but you don't care, because you go at the same time as a heartbeat that resembles yours, nothing else matters when the heart goes to the rhythm of the other. It's all you need.Sometimes I ask myself, how can I love a monster? The truth is that it is not just the Wolf, it is not simply a beast and a hard head, it is also the
"I know, that's why I love you, it's because my mind is gripping me and I can't seem to escape, Alek, this situation is getting out of control." I suddenly sit up in bed, but he pulls me back from my head. on his bare chest."Close your eyes and sleep, try it, please," he asks and I nod, he's absolutely right.“Well, thank you for being here at this moment, I don't know what would happen if it happened to me when I was alone.Slowly I close my eyes and fall, the less I realize I have already fallen into the arms of Morpheus.The next morning, Aleksander is no longer in bed, so I suspect that he has gone to work, as usual. Nothing strange, these days he has also been quite busy with that. I go to the bathroom, I get into the shower. While the water falls on me, everything that has happened comes to my mind again, I feel quite affected by everything that has happened so I spend more time than usual in the bathroom, letting the water fall on every pore of my body. My skin. The struggle i