Camila
"What's wrong, Camila? You look awful. Are you sick?" My mom's worried voice cuts through my foggy mind. Everything feels slow, like I'm moving through thick syrup, a feeling that's been with me since I woke up from a restless sleep.
"I'm okay," I insist, trying to shake off her concern.
Her narrowed eyes tell me she's not convinced. "Well, pull yourself together. The buyer will be here any minute."
Her reminder snaps me awake like a shot of espresso. I straighten up, running my hands over my hair, which is tied back in a simple bun today—partly for a professional look, partly because I didn't have the energy for more this morning.
My hangover twists my stomach. But it's the unsettling memory of last night's events that bothers me most.
Will it make the news today? Should I have reported it? Deep down, I know getting involved could be risky. But the idea of someone's death going unnoticed by their loved ones doesn't sit right with me.
"Camila, please, focus," Mom interrupts my thoughts, thrusting a roll of paper towels at me. "Go wipe down the front desk and make sure the mirrors are clean."
"Do you really think the buyer won't purchase the studio if there's dust?" I chuckle weakly. "If that's all it took, I'd go around dropping trash everywhere."
"Camila! Bozhe moi!" Mom exclaims, shocked, clutching her chest in her high-neck black dress. "If you're going to cause trouble, go somewhere else."
"Relax, I'll behave," I reassure her. I'm not here to cause chaos. I have my own plans. Once I meet the buyer, I'll question his intentions. If I'm not satisfied, I'll put my foot down. Deep down, I believe my mother will listen to reason if I present the right information.
After all, I don't need to change the buyer's mind. It's hers.
A firm knock on the studio door interrupts our tense moment. It's a sharp, deliberate sound that makes Mom and me exchange a glance. I toss the paper towels aside and smooth down my red blouse. Mom adjusts her hair in the mirror before nodding for me to greet our guest. "Let him in, Camila."
But as I step into the front room, I see he has already entered. I feel irritated at his audacity. Who walks into a business without waiting for permission?
Then he turns towards me.
And any irritation I felt fades away.
He stands tall, his cobalt suit accentuating his broad shoulders and trim waist. His gaze, a piercing light blue almost silver, meets mine, momentarily banishing my hangover. Heat rushes through me, leaving me slightly dizzy.
I've never seen someone so striking. Especially not up close. He raises a large hand, his fingers brushing lightly over his chin as he smirks at me. "You're not Katinka," he observes.
"Oh, uh, no." I clear my throat, extending my hand. "I'm Camila, her daughter."
He takes my hand firmly, warmth and strength radiating through my skin, sending a tingling sensation up my arm. Oh no, this is not good. I was prepared to dislike this guy intensely. That's what I had psyched myself up for.
Not... this.
“Mr. Volkov!” Mom interjects, weaving between us to shake his hand eagerly. “I’m so glad you made it! I hope parking was okay? These streets, people just leave their cars without any thought sometimes. If there’s an issue, let me know. I know someone who can tow—”
“No, no. It’s fine.” He surveys the room after withdrawing his hand. “So, this is your studio. It’s smaller than I expected.”
My initial attraction dims slightly, replaced by annoyance. “It’s still larger than any other studio within a twenty-mile radius.”
“You seem well-prepared with that fact,” he remarks. Mr. Volkov pivots on his heel and begins to explore the main dance area without waiting for us to guide him.
Confused, I shoot my mom a questioning look, silently asking, What's going on with him?
She ignores me and hurries after him. With a sigh, I follow, keen to observe his next move. He strolls along the perimeter of the mirrors, pausing to inspect his reflection before crossing the room and stopping.
"Even though it’s bigger than other studios," he comments, looking at me through the mirror. "It feels small."
I stiffen under his intense gaze. "It's spacious enough."
"Not for me needs."
"What are your needs?" I inquire cautiously.
Instead of answering, he resumes his examination. When he reaches another wall, he runs his thumb down the mirror, scrutinizing a smudge. My mom hisses in my ear, "I told you to clean those."
I furrow my brow. Clearly, this man isn’t concerned about the mirrors.
"I asked what your plans are for this building," I press.
He mutters to himself while pulling out his phone.
I stride toward him, gripping his elbow. "Hey! Stop ignoring me!"
He tenses at my touch, his reaction as rigid as grabbing the handle of a four-wheeler. Slowly, he turns to glare at me. His expression is impassive, but beneath it simmers a potent, intense energy that threatens to weaken my resolve.
"If you want my attention so badly, there are better ways to get it," he retorts, stepping back and shaking off my grasp.
"You're here to make an offer," I assert firmly, swallowing the lump in my throat. "Talking business usually involves talking."
"Camila, please," my mother interjects, rushing up beside me. "I apologize, Mr. Volkov. My daughter can be very direct."
"Call me Asher," he replies, casting his silvery eyes towards me. "And it’s quite alright. I’m accustomed to dealing with eager individuals who overstep."
Oh, he did not just say that. I clench my fists, preparing to give him a piece of my mind about where he can stick his offer. But before I can say anything, Mom steps in front of me with a wide smile.
"Shall we move to the office?" she suggests cheerfully. "We can discuss the paperwork there."
Asher flicks his attention from me to her, then back again. “Only if your charming daughter is okay with that.”
His smirk is like a fishhook. It tugs into me with such force that I’m afraid I’ll never yank it out. And when it’s gone, I can still feel its presence throbbing against my flesh. I fight the instinct to roll my eyes. Ugh, why does he have to be so easy on the eyes?
“That’s what I’ve wanted from the start.” Once he sees the numbers, there’s no way Asher will want to buy the studio. It’s a money pit. He won’t want to fix it, not the way I do. This kind of labor involves memories … It involves genuine love.
One look at him, and I know that’s an emotion he’d never understand.
It’s obvious that we all can’t enter the office. Asher would find it hard to wedge himself in the room solo.
"I'll bring the papers to you," my mom says, her face turning red. She rushes to collect them, dropping some on the floor and quickly picking them up again. Her anxiety makes me nervous too.
Asher crosses his arms over his wide chest. The gold cufflinks on his suit sparkle in the lights. Suddenly, I remember the gun.
"You look pale," he comments. "Am I scaring you, ptichka?"
"No. And stop calling me that. I have a name."
"Sorry," he chuckles dryly. "I forget names I don't need to remember."
Angry at his bold comment, I bite my tongue.
"Here we go!" Mom blurts out, handing the stack of papers to Asher. She stands with her hands on her hips, as if waiting for a compliment. I hate this whole situation. But most of all, I hate how hopeful Mom looks when she gazes at Asher. I want to shake her, yell at her, and ask if this place means nothing to her.
If Dad's memories mean nothing to her. But I can't. Because for the first time in a long time, I see something in her eyes—an emotion she may have forgotten over the years.
Hope.
Muttering to himself, Asher flips through the papers, studying each one closely. "Not surprising," he sighs.
"What?" I ask.
"This place is burning money like crazy. No wonder you need me."
"We don't need—"
"It doesn't matter," he interrupts. "I don't need it to succeed as a dance studio. I'm interested in the location."
"What does that mean?" I ask cautiously, my heart pounding, afraid of what he's going to say.
Handing the papers back to my mom, Asher looks me up and down. "I'm turning it into a nightclub."
And just like that, my heart sinks. "You can't be serious!"
"I am."
"But you said it's too small! A nightclub here? That's impossible."
"I'll tear it all down," he shrugs. "And once it's gone, I'll build something new."
Tear it all down. My chest hurts. My breathing quickens, and I reach for something to steady myself, afraid I might collapse right there at how casually he talks about destroying my childhood.
"I won't sell," I blurt out before I can stop myself.
His eyes narrow at my defiance, and my mom gasps.
"Camila!" she exclaims. But I'm beyond trying to be nice to this jerk. Someone has to care about this place!
"I won't let him, or anyone, ruin what we built! What you and Dad worked so hard for!" I shake my head fiercely, loosening my bun. I stand my ground against Asher. He's much bigger than me, but I refuse to let his size intimidate me. "We won't sell to you."
He regards me with fresh interest. I imagine him like a shark circling in the ocean. Mom lightly touches my elbow.
"We are selling," she says firmly, trying to keep her voice steady.
"Mom! No!"
"Asher ... Mr. Volkov. If your offer is serious, we can sign the contract right now."
Defeated by her determined tone, I step back, away from both of them.
Asher's face lights up with a smile, his handsome features now twisted in a sneer. "It's a shame your daughter is so opposed to my plans."
"Because you're destroying my childhood!" I shout.
My mom winces, but Asher's grin only widens into a smirk. "I'm turning something broken into something new. Reborn, repurposed, call it what you will."
I sneer at him. "I call it greed."
"Do you think I'm taking advantage of you two?" he asks, raising a hand to run through his dark hair.
That's when I notice it.
The small beads glint under the lights, like the countless ballet dancers who have twirled in this very spot over the years. There's no mistaking it. I know exactly what I'm seeing.
They're prayer beads.
The same ones I saw last night!
Suddenly, blood rushes in my ears, drowning out Asher’s words as he continues speaking. “It’s unfortunate that you have such a low opinion of me. Let me change that. We’ll be spending a lot of time together as we finalize the contract.”He’s the one! He’s the man who killed that person! My breath catches, and I forget to exhale. Asher squints at me, and an irrational fear grips me—that he’s somehow reading my thoughts.As his hand drops to his side, I follow the movement down to his wrist. He watches me closely. Damn it… Does he recognize me from last night? I ran away as fast as I could…He didn’t see my face… did he?“Mr. Volkov is right, Camila,” Mom intervenes. “Let’s keep things civil. This will benefit all of us, even if it doesn’t seem that way now. It’s a chance for a fresh start. Please.”“Listen to your mother,” he adds with a smirk. “Don’t let your personal desires get in the way of giving your mother the opportunity she deserves.”“It doesn’t matter what I want,” I murmur.
CamilaMy hands are sweaty and damp as I let go of the steering wheel.Just breathe. In and out.I bow my head, shutting my eyes, focusing on the slow rhythm of my breathing. It's the third time I've tried this in the last ten minutes. It hasn't calmed me yet, but I can't think of anything better.I could just drive away instead of meeting Asher face-to-face. The thought tempts me. Relaxing my grip on the steering wheel, I push open the car door. As appealing as disappearing sounds, it would mean losing my only chance to save the studio.I need to be brave.I can do this.Adjusting my jean jacket over my knee-length tan sweater dress, I slip my phone, with my wallet attached, into my pocket. It probably won't help much, but I've set Adriana as my emergency contact, not my mom. If she found out I was in trouble, she'd overreact. And involving the police would likely be pointless.Adriana, though, would figure something out if I called her in a panic. She'd make Jonah move mountains to
AsherThere’s an old saying: the devil resides in calm waters.I doubt Camila knows this proverb. Unfortunate for her, but advantageous for me.Inside the car, darkness envelops us. In this space, only she and I exist. The driver is inconsequential to me. The men waiting to follow us are irrelevant. Right now, all that matters, if only for a moment, is the satisfaction of having her. Camila is in my grasp.Pulling out my phone, its screen casts a faint blue glow in the car’s interior. It outlines the edges of her jaw, highlighting each strand of hair that has come loose from her once pristine updo. She’s beautiful, even in fear. Perhaps... more so, in a peculiar way. She reminds me of a vibrant butterfly resting on a flower. They stand out in the world, demanding attention. Yet for all their splendor, a gentle touch can crush them into dust.“What are you going to do with me?” she demands.Such boldness. Even now, here, trapped with me. I ignore her, focusing on typing a message to Mi
CamilaThe urge to resist surges through me, my body coiled like a spring, yearning to erupt with every uncertain step I take. Don’t fight yet. I need to orient myself before I make a move. I know I’m outnumbered. Patience is my only ally."Inside," one of the men grunts, pushing his hand against my back. A forceful shove sends me stumbling forward. I regain my balance and spin around to confront them—there's a click. I freeze, imagining the barrel of a gun aimed at my chest. They’re going to shoot me. I’m dead. Oh shit.My breath rushes out in a frantic stream, my ears straining to catch any hint of what Asher’s men might be planning.Silence greets me.That wasn’t a gun cocking. It was the door closing!Ripping off the blindfold, I find myself alone in a bedroom. Despite its size, it doesn’t feel empty. The shelves lining the walls are meticulously adorned with bowls of dried flowers and small candles in shades of red, complementing the sunflower-yellow carpet. A single window with
AsherShock, unease, fear—the fleeting emotions that dance across Camila's face transform her beauty in ever-changing ways. But in an instant, she masks them behind a veneer of genuine rage, her fists clenched at her sides.Advancing towards me, she demands, "What the hell is going on? What is all of this?""You'll have to be more specific," I chuckle lightly.Furrowing her brow, she gestures towards the photos on the wall. "Have you been following me?""Just doing some research," I reply casually.It's the nonchalant manner in which I deliver those words that seems to unsettle her. Camila stiffens, as though restraining an impulse to strike me. A surge of adrenaline courses through me; I enjoy provoking her, though it's neither professional nor part of the plan. Some things are beyond prediction.She exhales sharply, her shoulders slumping. "Stop playing games. I want to know why you're doing all of this.""I'm not playing any game, ptichka," I assert, closing the distance between us
CamilaI'm stuck with a murderer, and I've just agreed to remain with him indefinitely.That's Asher. He didn't try to deny it. If anything, he seemed sickeningly proud of his capability to kill. There was no hint of remorse in his eyes or voice as he recounted his version of what happened by the docks the other night.How can I trust anything he says? His story about Yannick could easily be a manipulation. But strangely, I do believe Asher. My gut tells me he has no reason to lie about this. If he intended to harm me or my mother, he could have done it already. That's why there must be some truth in his promise to protect me.But I refuse to feel indebted to him.Not to a man like him.The revelation that he's Bratva actually makes sense. The wealth, owning Topher's and who knows what else—this mansion, and his men. Even the way the waitress seemed terrified when she pointed out he was in the VIP, despite her earlier assertiveness in dealing with a man who touched her.Honestly, I fe
AsherTHE NEXT NIGHTWater runs in fast circles around my feet. Some of it gets in my eyes, blurring my vision. It doesn’t stop me from watching the drain. It’s easy to imagine myself washing away more than just sweat or dirt in this pristine place. The truth is, even if the water runs clear, my sins aren’t gone. Nothing can wipe them from my soul.She hates me, but she agreed to dinner. I remember Camila’s face this morning when I came to her door, and how she glared at me through the crack. The thought draws a dark laugh from my throat. She is wild. I have a feeling if I’d stepped into her room, she would have tried to attack me. There are no weapons in there; I made sure of that. But still … I wouldn’t put it past her to have found something suitable outside of her bedroom, tucking it away until I came to see her.Camila has claws; that doesn’t make her foolish enough to use them. Bracing my palms on the pure white tiles of my shower, I arch my face upward into the hot spray. How f
She doesn’t argue as she stalks away, her head held high, her hair a mess, and her heels clicking on the wooden floorboards with every step. Nothing in her posture indicates that she lost our battle. I could’ve killed her if I wanted to. But she won.And she knows it.Sitting heavily in my chair, I stare at our plates of food. Camila didn’t touch anything. In fact, she actively refuses every kind gesture I make. I’ve never had someone reject me so thoroughly. My mind is frazzled as it tries to process what the hell just happened.A ringing comes from my pocket. Still distracted, I put my phone to my ear. “Hello?”“You’re not going to get away with this.”An icy waterfall drenches me, clearing my mind of the haze of Camila. The voice on the line is thick, gritty, and easy to recognize.“Yannick,” I say, “I was almost starting to get worried you wouldn’t call.”“Act as calm as you want. I’m not joking around. You will pay for this stunt of yours.”He hangs up before I can respond. Holdi
CamilaThree years laterI'm going to be late!It's the one thing I was dead set on avoiding. I'd looked Asher in the eye this morning, kissing him as I climbed into my car, and assured him I would definitely be on time for our date.How arrogant of me.It's not my fault, the Nutcracker performance is in just two weeks. It's our biggest show and it has to be perfect. It's baffling that in just a few years my studio has blown up to be recognized as the top ballet studio in the state. Maybe the entire coast, though I try not to let my ego get wind of that.But none of that matters. Today is about celebrating my three-year anniversary with Asher.Which is why I should NOT be late. Ugh.Driving through downtown, I take a familiar road that I'd be able to navigate in the dark. Street lamps being out because someone busted the glass with a rock for fun wouldn't be strange—in the past, that is.Big globe lights propped on black poles dot the entire sidewalk, glowing like a row of tiny moons
CamilaHe leaps across the room, his reflection copying him in the floor to ceiling mirrors. One spin, a second and a third, before he bends forward, arms stretching long enough they give him the illusion of being taller than he is.When he finishes his last pirouette, Roman faces me with his eyes ablaze. Some of his dark hair is stuck to his forehead.I clap enthusiastically. "That was wonderful, Roman!"His smile deepens his dimples. There's pride on his face, but his voice still has the fragility of an unsure child. "Thanks. But I keep messing up on the pivot.""You'll get it, just keeping trying."Cocking his head, he frowns to himself. Looking in the mirror he does a few quick half-bends, like he's testing my theory. "You're sure that's enough?"Putting my hands on his shoulders from behind, I study our reflections. Roman has changed in a short amount of time. It began the night he was forced to witness his father's death. The kindness that was always in his heart has crawled ful
AsherI've been lucky enough to see many beautiful things in my lifetime. Expert oil paintings, hand crafted statues, flowers that took years to cultivate into a special shade of maroon.Camila outshines all of them.I'm knuckle deep inside of her, my other hand cupping her left breast and teasing her hard nipple. She's mewling beneath me, the sound of it making me wild. My cock is hard enough that it hurts. A moment ago, she was jerking me off through my trunks, but she's too busy coming to do anything but quiver.Turning her brain and body into mush is addicting. She's the strongest, most intelligent woman I've ever known, but in my touch she falls apart. The power of that... it thrills a dark part of my soul, a hungry, primal piece of me that wants to conquer.Camila tries to look at me—her sunglasses are gone, and her face is scrunched up in the sunlight. I lift an arm over her head to create shade, lowering my face to hers in a passionate kiss. This works even better because she
Asher spins me in a circle, and to my personal horror, I stumble. Catching myself, I narrow my eyes, my competitive nature roaring to life. I haven't made a mistake on a dance floor since I was a child. "You're alright," I tell him lightly.His chuckle is razor sharp. "Just alright?""Were you trained?" I ask, my feet tapping around his, matching his pace. His palm smooths over my hip, grazing my thigh as he lifts my leg to hook onto his middle. It's not fair that he can throw me off balance with sexy moves like this. I try to maintain a cold expression, but it's impossible when he dips me low, his face inches from mine.His teeth glint in the fairy lights strung above. "I taught myself.""Bullshit," I scoff.The smugness in his laugh creates hot swirls in my heart. "So you are impressed.""Fine, maybe a little."That time, his laugh is warmer—kinder. It coaxes a smile out of me. Hoisting me up to my feet, he holds me close, our bodies swaying in unison. "It should come as no shock th
"After," he says, kissing the top of my breasts. "When we're done."A single finger rolls down my spine; he unclips the bra, yanking it off my arms by the straps. I don't know where it ends up after that.His hands palm over my naked breasts, covering them fully. He pushes inward, my soft skin pressing through the gaps of his fingers as my chest overflows from the pressure. Gasping, I toss my head back, enduring the hard jolt of delicious pleasure. My nipples firm and dig into his palms; he loosens his hold, making light circles over my nipples, playing with me until I see stars."Oh!” I moan. “Yes.”I rub myself against his pelvis, ramping the speed, the force, until I expect smoke to start forming. The friction is perfect on my clit. If I keep at it, I'll come just from this. He hikes my skirt up, rolling my panties downward. I'm not satisfied by this; the texture of my skirt is too much for my sensitive skin. I rip it up, over my chest, until it comes over my head.Asher stops movi
CamilaI've never seen so many shades of blue and green. The ocean is like a stained-glass painting, stretching for endless miles until the border merges with the cerulean sky, making it impossible to tell them apart. It's the most amazing thing I've ever seen.But I can't enjoy it, not with my heart wedged in my throat."Are we almost there?" I yell over the buzz of the sea-plane's engine.The white and red plane looked sturdy when I first laid my eyes on it. Now, though, with the air yanking at the wings, jolting the plane from side to side, I feel like it’s about to split in two. I wish it was as big as the one we took to the main airport. The flight to the Maldives was long, but thanks to Asher splurging for first class, quite comfortable.This is anything but that."Excuse me?" I yell louder, trying to get the pilot's attention. "I asked how much longer until we're at the Reethi Rah resort?""It's okay, Camila." Asher gives my hand a squeeze, pulling me closer to him in our seats
Asher"It's taken months, but I think we’re finally about to root out all of the corrupt cops on Yannick's payroll," Jonah says as he paces in front of his window. It's a new office, one that's on a higher floor and bigger than the last.Whatever his complaints about me, our connection has helped lift him up in his career.I nod as he finishes talking."Thank you for working so hard at this.""Please, it's my pleasure," he chuckles, spreading his arms. "With the new police commissioner's help, this city will be scraped clean. This is a day that’s been decades in the making."Camila casts me a sly look from where she's sitting across the room. She sits everywhere now, her stomach jutting out as the baby threatens to come each new day. Her eyebrows wiggle; she's trying to tell me that Jonah is a piece of work. I agree."What happens now?" I ask him."All the paperwork is being organized, the records of the Grachev Bratva should be corrected in time. But you need to keep a close lid on t
CamilaMy toes are perfectly pointed as I strut across the stage. A simple ankle-turn and I'm pivoting, another and another and I'm a flurry of motion, my white tutu fluffing like a dandelion on the breeze. I was born to dance. I know this in my soul.Curtains flutter around me, brushing me as if they want to hold me close. The only person I want a hug from is the man sitting in the audience.Dad beams proudly, never taking his eyes off of me.I'm so glad I decided to do this performance! I'd been terrified when Mom suggested it, the moves were advanced for a ten-year-old like me, but she would always click her tongue and insist that she did ballet like this when she was my age.But Dad?He caught me fretting in the studio, staring at myself awkwardly in the tall mirrors. He'd come to me, knelt, and told me not to be afraid of the stage. Even if you make a mistake, it won't matter to me. If you get nervous, just look for me in the audience, malyshka.Lunging forward, I hold my breath,
AsherNight has become day from the fires of the chattering rifles. Each time a muzzle flashes I can see the face of the man firing it. Whether an enemy or one of my own boeviki, they all have the same feral expression.Everyone is fighting for their life.Including me."This way," I urge Camila, holding her by her wrist. We wasted enough time hovering inside the front door of Yannick's hideaway. I had to get my bearings, but I know we can't linger. As helpful as this chaos is, someone is bound to come and check on Yannick.Not every one of his men is a corrupt cop, some are as loyal to him as my own brigadiers.Camila tugs backwards. "Wait!""No time," I argue, stopping on the front step. She's gawking at the fighting behind me. Her eyes shine with flashes of guns going off, the sound loud in my skull. Katinka and Roman crouch behind her. They're just as afraid. "If we stay here, we'll be found, and then?—"The wood of the door-frame explodes next to my ear. Splinters stab into my te