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38. The scar of betrayal

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"The accident made you forget things." His words echoed in my mind.

My head spun, and my hold on the iron bar tightened. My breaths became uneven, and my legs began to give way.

"Why didn't my father tell me this?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.

I knew my accident had stolen parts of my life. I knew it had taken my mother away from me.

And I knew who was responsible.

Nikolai.

He wanted to kill me.

He couldn't have me, so he tried to erase me.

But instead of me, my mother lost her life.

Instead of my death, I lost years of my memories.

This is from the day I started having flashes and dreams. I always asked my brother and father about them, but they always gave me cryptic answers.

'It’s just your mind playing tricks on you.'

'You’re safe now; that’s all that matters.'

'Don’t think about the past, Alessia. It will only bring you pain.'

'Nikolai wanted to kill you because he can't have you. He is a monster’

'He killed our mother and snatched away the title of
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