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the other side of him ii.

~pamela

my heart beat so heavily in my chest as i listened with rapt attention and apprehension to the video playing. my intake of breath deepened and i asked myself if i would ever know peace ever again. i had no idea what to expect from any of these things i was involved in.

sometimes, i even asked myself how i got involved in them in the first place. i should have never given dating a chance. now all these things felt as if i had gotten myself too deep within

could i ever be free? could i ever truly escape? would he get over me? should he let me g

sadly, they could only remain questions until i started taking actions as well as taking charge of my lif

i had no idea if minerva had escaped from my closet or if stephan wherever he was had noticed my absence from my room. i could only pray that none of my fears had manifested and turned into the demons that haunted m

"this video is for your eyes only pamela, if others see it, it might spell doom for stepha