54 THE MONSTER IN MY BED ~PAMELAStephan took control as soon as we were alone. Our love making was passionate and sweet despite being without permission. He removed my hand from his cock and gazed at me. His eyes bored into mine and I almost felt as if he could see everything that was inside of me."Do not think that I do not know what you are up to?" He hoarsely asked. He was calm but I knew that this type of calmness was dangerous."Stephan, I do not know what you are talking about," I tried to defend myself, even though I knew what he was on about."Do not play dumb with me, Pamela, You knew what you were doing the moment you invited Liz over, you wanted to tempt me with her body," he revealed to me.I used to think that men could not think straight when naked women were involved but I was in awe with the way Stephan found out, impressed even. He never struck me as a one woman man.How was he able to see through it?"I can fuck Liz's brains out and it still would not chan
55 Deadly Allies. ~ Delmundo I woke up earlier than Pamela to the sound of trees rustling, crickets, and frogs croaking. I heard the birds singing in their nests. I gently got off the bed, careful not to wake her up. This was day two of staying on the island with Circe. I was sticky all over and I smelled like pussy fluid. I walked into the bathroom and picked up the paste and toothbrush provided by the host. I took my time to thoroughly brush my teeth and took care to brush my tongue. I rinsed my mouth and the brush before I stepped into the shower. The atmosphere was cold in the morning, so I used the hot water. I sighed as the water cascaded down my body from my head to the soles of my feet. It felt good. I did not have time to think about what transpired between Circe and me in the therapy room. I had been so eager to see the face of my mother when she put me in a trance. I had followed all the gentle words of Circe but it had not worked out the way I had hoped. The crushi
56. Mr. Void.~DelmundoThe time I spent on the helicopter was slow as the day dragged on. What happened to me on the yacht as it moved through the waters proved my worst fears.I was in so much misery and overwhelmed by this pure rage that would not go away.I waited on the shore by sitting on the dead log far from the waters and folded my arms. This was before my copter arrived on the island. I had been slowly walking with Pamela beside me.During my hypnosis, Croft had unknowingly released a lock my father had put somewhere in my psyche. It was why I wanted to go back and it was not just to see my mother.It was to put the lock back in place so all hell would not break loose. Back at the Manor, I saw fear in the eyes of Croft as she refused to take me back to my subconscious.Yesterday got me thinking about what she told me back in her secret therapy room. It took me a while to grasp what she had said due to how disoriented I was from reliving my childhood trauma all over again.It
The Tale of Mr. Void. ~Delmundo It all started in junior high school. It was where my blackouts began. I had always been given a wide berth anytime I was in school because of who my father was. I had enrolled in a privately funded high school for kids with criminal parents. Children who came from a prominent family were schooled here because they were targets. Thanks to the Father of the Year, I was on a bounty list before I could even crawl. I was born condemned and judged before I even had time to defend myself. Mine was not a fair life. High school was a love-and-hate relationship. I loved how anonymous I was but hated being picked on. The first blackout happened in recess. I was fifteen and this son of a wealthy human trafficker kept giving me hell. I would go home to a cold-hearted father with facial wounds and scars only to get more punished. I could not even remember the boy's name but I could vividly remember how terrified his eyes were as he gaped at me in fe
The Other Side of Him. ~ Pamela I was sure that Stephan knew something was up. It was the only way that I could justify his little outburst earlier. He was unto me but he had no idea what I knew. Elizabeth had looked so scared when she last spoke to me on that cursed island. She had slipped a small flash drive into my hand and warned me. "Be careful of Stephan...he is hiding something and it's not safe to be around him, Run away as far as you can, what I saw... it is not something that I can explain," She had whispered fearfully to me. In the few days that I had spent with the Crofts, I learned that they were fearless women but the look Elizabeth gave me was a scared and pensive one. "My mother has set something locked away in his head free and I am afraid of what Stephan or whoever he is could be capable of," Elizabeth told me. By then, my heart had begun to beat at a fast rate and her fear was contagious. "Watch it in secret, it's for your eyes only, Stephan must not s
the other side of him ii. ~pamelamy heart beat so heavily in my chest as i listened with rapt attention and apprehension to the video playing. my intake of breath deepened and i asked myself if i would ever know peace ever again. i had no idea what to expect from any of these things i was involved in.sometimes, i even asked myself how i got involved in them in the first place. i should have never given dating a chance. now all these things felt as if i had gotten myself too deep withincould i ever be free? could i ever truly escape? would he get over me? should he let me gsadly, they could only remain questions until i started taking actions as well as taking charge of my lifi had no idea if minerva had escaped from my closet or if stephan wherever he was had noticed my absence from my room. i could only pray that none of my fears had manifested and turned into the demons that haunted m"this video is for your eyes only pamela, if others see it, it might spell doom for stepha
60. Blood and Rock. ~Delmundo I said nothing for a while as I looked at the screen of my late father's PC. He had been very meticulous when he was investigating the council. I looked at the screen once again and began to memorize. The Underground Council was headed by twelve people known as the Royal Twelve or RT for short. Then there was a hundred council members in total and I knew where they lived and who they fucked. I wondered how my father could accumulate so much information without being caught. There were a lot of things that I did not know about Thaddeus Delmumdo and he was even more mysterious now that he was dead. "I wonder what he had to go through to get all this," Georgia said as she perused the screen carefully. "What is the plan boss? We know where they live," Frank said eagerly. I could hear the excited tremor in his voice as he spoke. He could not wait to use his guns. "We can not go to the houses of hundreds of people just to kill them, it will bring too
61. The other side of him III. ~PAMELAI could not believe what I was watching but it was real and I had gone numb with fear. I tried to mentally play it down but I was on the brink of losing my mind. There was another person in Stephan's head and he was out of his cage. If Stephan was bad then this one has got to be evil. I was not judging yet but from the little I watched Mr. Void's personality, I could tell he did not give a flying fuck about anything except for Stephan. "You seem to know Stephan very well, Mr. Void," Circe said trying to keep the conversation ongoing. "I have always been with him, Croft, protecting him from the world, I am the reason he has stayed alive since he was a child," Mr. Void proclaimed. I did not know why he would not clean away the blood trickling out of his nose. His face glistened with sweat and his shirt was heavily moist with perspiration. "Why do you think he needs protection from Pamela?" Circe asked. Mr. Void glared at the camera before
~PamelaI joined Georgia and the ravens in the house as the last line of defense in case the men outside fail to repel Dwayne's men. I endured many minutes of gun shots and death cries. The door was being hit with bullets but it did not penetrate through the door.I realized in terror they Stephan was out there among those flying bullet. It took all the will in my body not to run outside to Stephan. More gun shots and shouting took place outside while I stayed inside almost losing my mind at the thought of Stephan dying."We should be out there, helping," Minerva grumbled "Yet we are in here shaking in our boots, while the men have all the fun," She complained.I did not want to agree with her but she was right. However, Georgia shut her down."This is not battle of the sexes, Minerva, we all have a roll to play here and we will," She said in a stern voice.Minerva did not have any time to reply before a deafening and earth shattering explosion rocked everyone to the ground. The force
~DelmundoThis was the first time I would spill blood for someone whom I loved.The was the first time that I fought for someone instead of something. This was the first time I was fighting for a cause. For legacy, for brotherhood, for family, and as hard as it was to believe, love.I, Frank, Georgia and Pamela sat in the dining room hatching our own plan of action. Minerva had bad new."They outnumber us three to two," She said in a serious tone."What does that mean?" Pamela asked with an innocent demeanor.I stifled a laugh. "Means they outnumber us a hundred times our two hundred men in the area," Frank said."But we still have the advantage though, we know he is coming," I said."There is a way to give us a fair advantage but it will mean that one person is not joining the fight," I said."And who is that going to be?" Minerva asked, looking ready to protest if it was her."Frank, it's going to have to be you," I said."And what will I be doing, Boss, if I am not out there rippin
~DelmundoI could not bear to watch her go.I could not witness anyone leaving me again. I had sat on the sofa watching the bed that Pamela used to sleep in. A concerned Georgia, every chance she got, would come and check up on me.I could not blame her for doing so, after the whole thing with the pistol. She was checking to see if I did not have any suicidal urge which I assured her that I didn't. However, she had insisted on checking and I agreed to keep her mind at rest.It was going to be hell trying to live my life without Pamela, but I had been through one before. It was going to be a long road to healing from this pain I was feeling. I had begged frank to help me see her home safely. I was afraid that I would develop difficulties when it was actually time to free her.The next best thing that gave me some modicum of sanity was this room. Her scent was everywhere in the room and it felt like she marked her territory before she left. I took in her odors and aura as I sat. Even th
PamelaI left Delmundo mansion that day. I did not know how he did it but a loading truck had pulled up in front of the house. Men in moving uniform were taking my belongings into the truck and I was downstairs in the living room with Georgia.She looked sad to see me go but believed that the right thing was happening. It was better for everyone this way. Stephan was nowhere to be found but I knew that her could not bear to see me leave him again for the second time. The moving men were already done so I gave Georgia a long overdue hug."I do not know how to thank you enough, please do no miss me too much," I said to her as tears threatened to fall from my eyes."Take good care of yourself, Pamela and do not forget me too quickly," She said. I nodded and let her go. I turned to the entrance and found Minerva waiting and looking a little bit downcast."Hey, I do not like you much but still, it sucks to see you go," She said and gave me a hard pat on the back."Thank you?" I said. Miner
PamelaHe got me a new phone and told me that I could call whoever I wanted. There were no restrictions. That gesture was the most tempting of his offers but I was not going to give in. He knew that I was itching to talk to people and by people, I meant my friend Tiana.It would be an opening for him to dominate me and it will start that rollercoaster of a toxic love. A hot, sensual, debauched and addictive toxic love. I hated him so much and I loved him as deeply as well.It had been a painful revelation to me when Stephan told me what Dwayne did. I knew that I was a chess piece in his bloody game of war but to go to that extent. I tried to imagine the emotional pain Stephan had gone through just seeing that dress.When he told me, I ran upstairs and cried into my pillow. Stephan had said it to get a reaction but he would not see me break. He said it to hurt me. That had always been that problem. Him, taking your space and body and giving you pain returnStephan Delmundo sucked at lo
PamelaAs the days under his tyranny grew longer, I grew colder toward him.I had lived with two different types of men and I could tell the stark difference. Dwayne had been patient even though I was not into him that way.Stephan was suffocating and always hovering around. He had taught me something unknowingly and that was to always observe people. Now the more I looked at him, in silent observation and dull eyes, the more I saw him.These past few days had been very difficult to be around him. All those times when he had been forcing me to speak to me, caressing, cajoling, coaxing, begging. I had wanted to give in. For a Mafia lord, he was very good with words. The way he begged me was alluring and tempting."Let me into your high tower, Pamela, it's cold outside," He had once rumbled in my ear. I was not prepared for it. It had taken place in the bathroom. He said while our bodies touched. Then, I had almost succumbed to his hypnotic words but I managed to snap out of it.I wante
~DelmundoIt became an unhealthy habit to orbit around Pamela. The things that I bought her were ignored and abandoned in the corner of the room. Georgia helped me rouse her from bed today again because she just laid still and stared at nothing.It became an unwanted routine. I will try to break the ice and she would in return give me the cold shoulder. Truth be told, I was running out of options and I could not think of a new way to get through to her. Eat, sleep, and bathe. That was all she did.She talked to Georgia but she would not speak to me and as ridiculous as it sounded, it made me so jealous to see Pamela open up to her and not me. Today like yesterday, she was still on the bed and silently so. I sought out Georgia again for a new set of advice.This time I found her in the kitchen making hot soup that had a chicken-flavored aroma. It was midday and I had just given Frank the usual order to be on the lookout for anything suspicious. I had no doubt Cage was on the move. I co
DelmundoI left her room confused and concerned.QIt was going to be tough not to hear her voice again but it was more than not talking. She showed no interest about leaving the room or getting off the bed. Since I was not getting through to her, I decided that a couple of gifts could change her mood.There was just one problem, I had no idea what could cheer her up so I did the next best thing, something I never thought that I would ever do in a long time. I sought out Georgia at the garden in the back yard. She was tending to the koi fishes in the pond.She had a forlorn expression on her face as she went about her work. Something was up with Georgia too. I could never understand how emotions applied to women, they were always a big mystery to me."What seems to be the problem, master Stephan? You have been standing there for a while," Georgia said as she threw crumbs of feed into the pond. I saw the colorful fishes flutter about to eat the crumbs."I need your help, Georgia," I tol
DelmundoGetting her back into my life did not feel as good as I thought it would be. The victory felt more like a loss to me. Although I had her back, I felt like I had lost something in return. I did not want to admit but it scared me when I saw the light dim in her usually bright eyes.It terrified me because, I was responsible for what she was going through. When I had taken her back from Dwayne's territory, she had passed out from the shock, pain and stress. She was out unconscious until night fall. I might have struck her too hard but not enough to leave a mark or bruise.I knew that she was going through some form of headache but was just proving tough. I hovered by her room listening for any sounds to see if whether she was sleeping or awake but I heard nothing. Her behavior had me worried. I was too pumped up to sleep so I stayed awake all through the night.I paced back and forth the hall till I could not take it anymore. I was curious about what she was up to so I gently pu