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Regret and Guilt

Author: 045-SUVI
last update Last Updated: 2022-08-13 21:18:28

Ian Pov

I opened my eyes slowly and realized was in the forest in the middle of nowhere. My whole body felt sore, I think shift took troll over me cause I am naked but why can't I remember what happened last night? Wait! I came here to get back Jade, then saw her kissing that human shit. My rage went to peak after that I followed her. Then? Awo! Why my head is hurting badly and my eyes itching? Before I think hard. I heard voices calling my name and soon I realized it was my command. I know they were here for me so without wasting time I hollered, "I am here". In a few seconds, Suga stood in front of me. He threw basketball shorts at me. I grabbed and wore it. Then John and Hope met us. They all looked upset, John is the one who voiced first, "You know where is Jade?" I shooked my head as no and replied, "I don't" Hope tsked his tongue and asked, "Did you see her yesterday?" I nodded my head and said, "Yep, I saw her kissing Victor" Suga scoffed and voiced, "So you killed and graved
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