Chapter 1
Fortunate-that is the word I would use to describe myself, despite being dispossessed. I sat and watched as a police officer violently dragged a prostitute to a holding cell, provoking her to hurl aggressive curses at him. Some of the words she used were ones I'd never encountered before. The most disheartening aspect of the scene was that she appeared to be no older than fifteen. "What are you looking at, bitch?!" she yells. I instantly turn my gaze elsewhere, feigning disinterest as if I weren't the only one sitting here. I felt a surge of anxiety as I occupied the same spot where I had sat the night before. This time, however, I wasn't here to report anything; instead, there was a sense of relief knowing that different police officers were working this shift. My employer had dispatched me to this cold concrete hellhole to deliver work-related documents to her husband, the captain, with explicit instructions to keep the envelope sealed and hand it directly to him. If my life hadn't been on the line, I would have bypassed the captain and handed them off to another officer an hour and forty-three minutes ago, but the weight of her orders kept me rooted in place, anxiety gnawing at me. I absolutely detest running errands here; the place sends chills down my spine. Normally, I could be in and out in under five minutes, but recently, it feels like criminals are throwing their own twisted celebration, wreaking havoc with vandalism, bank heists, kidnappings, and every other crime imaginable. Lost in these thoughts, my mind wandered back to last night's chaotic events, and after much deliberation, I concluded that it would be wiser to keep my mouth shut and not draw attention to myself. After three more minutes of uncomfortable waiting, I suddenly saw police officers streaming out of the small building, urgently discussing a body they had discovered with a gunshot wound to the head. My hands began to tremble uncontrollably as the reality of the situation sunk in; the image of that dead man haunted my thoughts, intensifying the dread that had settled in the pit of my stomach. I found myself increasingly anxious for the captain to arrive, grappling with the grim thought that the murderer might have actually left the body there. How could someone be so heartless? I could only imagine the anguish of the poor man's loved ones, who were likely waiting in hope for his safe return, completely unprepared to face the devastating news of his death. "What's this I heard about a dead body?" a familiar voice inquired, slicing through the chaos around me. My heart raced so violently that it drowned out all other sounds, forcing me to concentrate on my breath, urging myself to just breathe. "Everything will be alright," I whispered internally, but the words felt hollow, a comforting lie facing the grim reality unfolding before me-nothing would ever be alright again. "They discovered a deceased man in the abandoned warehouse thirty-two minutes away from here. It's not much of a loss; they identified him as the Mafia." My heart raced even faster at the shocking revelation. The Mafia? The elusive figure synonymous with danger in the city, whose true identity was an enduring mystery. I had only seen a blurry image of him once on the news, entering a grocery store, but that was enough to understand his significance. He was the head of the Mc Mafia Clan, the very backbone of an organization that thrived on fear and power; without him, everything could unravel. "Is that so," the familiar voice replied, sending a chill down my spine. My eyes widened in realization-I was standing in front of a man who had just murdered the Mafia. Panic surged through me as I faced the captain, trying my hardest to evade the gaze of the man beside him, whose presence felt like a noose tightening around my throat. All I wanted was to hand over the documents and flee, praying I could escape as I had before, but now the stakes were higher than I'd ever imagined. "Joeniya, what are you doing here?" the captain asked, his tone tinged with curiosity. The man beside him, his voice smooth and laced with amusement, chimed in, "Joeniya, that's a beautiful name." My throat tightened as I swallowed, forcing myself to meet his captivating grey eyes, which were hauntingly familiar-the same ones that had loomed over me in a nightmare the night before. Mischief danced within them, and the smirk on his lips sent a jolt of anxiety coursing through me, hinting that he remembers exactly who I am. "Take your eyes off this one, Ace. She's trouble," the police captain warned, but I found myself unable to tear my gaze from the cold-blooded killer beside him. There was something magnetic about him, his tough guy persona radiating an allure that reminded me of the very type my boss warned her daughter to avoid. As he casually ran his hand over his short black hair, I couldn't deny that he was the epitome of eye candy, yet beneath that charm lay a cold heart and an even darker reputation. To make matters worse, the camaraderie between him and the captain only deepened my unease, suggesting that danger lurked far closer than I had anticipated. "I can handle trouble," he declared, his unwavering gaze locked onto mine, sending a thrill of defiance through me. His assertion echoed in my mind, reminding me of the captain's warning and the stark reality behind it; while I may have been a thorn in their side, I was hardly a match for the menace standing beside him. It struck me with bitter clarity that, although I was viewed with suspicion by the captain and his family, I was just a mere annoyance compared to the cold-blooded killer who seemed utterly unfazed by the warnings surrounding him. "Believe me, she's nothing but a homeless nineteen-year-old. There's nothing special about her," the captain remarked dismissively, as though I were invisible. I lowered my head, fighting a wave of humiliation, but my eyes flicked up when I heard the killer's voice cut through the tension. "The girl is standing right in front of you, Patrick, show her some respect. I'm sorry if he hurt your feelings, Joeniya." His unexpected defense startled me, igniting a flicker of hope amidst the condescension, making me question the dynamics at play and why he chose to stand up for me. I stood frozen, my mouth slightly agape, grappling with the unexpected twist of his defense. Was he jesting, or did he genuinely mean it? In that moment, it didn't matter; no one had ever stood up for me before, especially not someone like him who wielded such power in the room. Just as I began to unravel the implications of his words, the captain's voice cut through my thoughts, harsh and belittling. "Joeniya, stop staring at the man like a dumb bitch and tell me, why are you here?" Panic surged within me, but before I could respond, the Ace guy erupted, his intense glare directed at the captain, sending shivers down my spine. "Patrick! Do not disrespect her like that." The room cracked with tension, and I suddenly felt like both a pawn and a key player in a dangerous game. The captain's disdain was palpable as he brushed off Ace's attempt to intervene, redirecting his simmering anger towards me. I felt a familiar chill of dread wash over me, yet it barely phased me; I had endured worse. "H-here," I stuttered, thrusting the envelope forward, and he snatched it from my trembling hand, a sneer curling on his lips. "Now get out of here! Don't you have other tasks to attend to for my wife?" He spat the words, his glare piercing through me like a blade. I nodded, heat flooding my cheeks with shame, and hurriedly exited the station, my heart pounding. "Joeniya," I heard that devilish voice calling after me, smooth and haunting in its Italian lilt. Panic surged, and I broke into a desperate run. Behind me, his laughter echoed, a sinister melody that danced in the air, followed by words that would haunt my nightmares: "You can run, bonita, but I will always find you." I knew luck had never been on my side; "luck" and "Joeniya" simply didn't belong in the same sentence. Yet, facing the reality of my situation felt like an insurmountable burden. The man I had witnessed commit murder-the very act that shattered my already fragile existence-was tied to the police captain, a shocking revelation that only deepened my dread. If he could eliminate someone as powerful as a Mafia leader without hesitation, then my vulnerability took on a terrifying new dimension. To make matters worse, he now knew my name, and the chilling certainty settled in my gut: he would find me, and when he did, I wouldn't stand a chance against his wrath. The swirling thoughts were giving me a headache, akin to the turmoil I felt when I pondered the complex history of God and human evolution. One thing was clear: this man was hunting me, a relentless shadow looming closer with each passing moment, indifferent to my desires or fears. There was no escaping the inevitable-he was coming for me, and I had no choice but to confront the storm brewing on the horizon.Chapter 2 I jolted awake, gasping for air, my body slick with sweat, heart racing from a dream that had begun as a delightful fantasy of a handsome stranger swooping in to steal my heart, only to be shattered when Ace appeared and shot him in the head, turning my moment of bliss into a chilling nightmare. Curled up on the cold floor of a public restroom, I felt completely trapped, with nowhere else to turn. The shelter just a few blocks away was full, and even if it opened its doors, the thought of staying there filled me with dread, knowing a dangerous man was likely out there searching for me. I glanced at my watch and saw it was two minutes to four-definitely time to wake up. Each morning, except on Saturdays and Sundays, I needed to rise early to catch the bus and make it to the diner for my 6 a.m. shift, which ended at 3 p.m. After that, I had to walk ten minutes to reach the community college in time for class. As a child, I often told my papa how eagerly I anticipated growi
Chapter 3 For a few minutes, I felt as though he was speaking the truth. His intense gaze burned into my own, his face mere inches from mine. In that moment, I completely forgot our surroundings; his beauty and words transported me from reality to a realm where anything felt possible. All I had to do was close my eyes, and there he was, standing over a lifeless body as he tucked his gun into his pocket. That stark image jolted me back to reality. I pull away from him and focus on the small chip in the circular wooden table, which resembles the ones from SpongeBob, albeit in a vibrant yellow color. I had little choice here; I had to listen to what this Ace guy had to say. "Carry on." He leaned back in the booth, studying me carefully. "What if I told you I can get rid of all your problems?" he asked, the words hanging heavily in the air between us. "I'm afraid that even if you could do that, new problems would just arise—ones I can't bear," I told him, a chill cours
Chapter 4 It has been two weeks since my last encounter with Ace, and I still don't understand what the deal is with him. People seem to fear him; he certainly looks like a bad guy. However, I'm the only one who witnessed him put a bullet through a man's head—a man who turned out to be the leader of a mafia. I anticipated chaos in the city following his death, believing his men would be seeking revenge for their leader's murder. Surprisingly, Granville, in particular, was quieter than it had been in years; the calmness was almost unsettling. I strolled through the streets as if I weren’t a walking target. With Saturday here, I had no classes or shifts at the diner, so I decided to look for another job. I wanted to save more money to continue my education and afford a cheap apartment, or at least a motel for a couple of nights. Sleeping on a bed was far preferable to spending nights on roadsides, park benches, or in random public restrooms. After what I witnessed, I made sur
Chapter 5 Only one person ever called me "Princess," and he was the only one who genuinely cared about me. That simple gesture was all it took for the floodgates to open at this "fun party." “Shit,” I heard Ace whisper as I cried into my palms. I was simply too overwhelmed by everything happening around me to hold back the tears. “I fucking hate when women cry,” he muttered, but before I could fully process his words, strong arms wrapped around my waist, pulling me against a comforting wall of muscles. “Hush, Bonita,” he murmured, his voice softening, “believe me, my intention was never to make you cry.” “Let go,” I said, pushing him away, only to instantly miss the warmth his body had provided. Discreetly, I pinched myself to snap out of these stupid thoughts; there was nothing warm or comforting about a murderer. He stared at me, confusion etched on his face. “I didn’t mean to—” he began, but was cut off by a new voice. “When have you ever done something that you ac
Chapter 6 "The man was my father," Ace's words echoed in my mind. Was I hearing correctly? The leader of the Mafia, the man Ace had killed—was he really his father? A flood of questions overwhelmed me. Why would he kill his own father? Was he truly as ruthless as that suggests, killing a man responsible for the deaths of thousands? Did this mean he was now the head of the Mafia? Did the Captain know about this connection? Is that why everyone seemed to fear him, or did they merely see him as a troublemaker, like Dorine had said? It made sense now why he surrounded himself with so many bodyguards. "Joeniya, breathe properly," I heard him say on the other line. It was only then that I realized I was inhaling sharply, on the verge of a panic attack. "The man deserved it, okay?" Ace said, nonchalantly, as if the weight of his actions had no impact. "Deserved it! He was your father, how could you kill him?" I retorted, my anger boiling within me. Despite being a terrible
Chapter 7 Heartwarming-that's the best way to describe the feeling his smile gave me after I agreed to move in with him. I might regret this decision later, but who cares about the future when we have the present, and tomorrow isn't guaranteed? In this moment, it feels as though my prayers are finally being answered, and I want to seize such a precious opportunity, especially since it often feels like God has been silent during my prayers for so long. "Are you serious?" Ace asked. "Yes," I replied. He stared at me as if he were trying to decipher my intentions. "I thought I would have to drag you out of here, kicking and screaming." I pushed myself off his lap and stormed across the room. "So, with that little confession, you thought I wouldn't change my mind about going with you?" Ace followed me like a lost puppy. "Come on, baby, I was only joking," he said gently, caressing my cheek. Ace exuded an air of dark allure, his low-cut hair emphasizing the sharp angles of his chi
Chapter 8 I didn't like the idea of Ace knowing so much about me; it terrified me to think about how much he actually did know. Only God knows the extent of his knowledge. Did he know everything that had happened in my past? It felt as though he had a book filled with information about me—my fingerprints, my birthday, my favorite things. He probably even knew how to find the woman who gave birth to me. Ace and I stared at each other for what felt like an eternity. He was likely waiting for me to continue the conversation, but I was eager to scold him; he couldn’t just waltz into my life and dictate my actions like that. It wasn’t something I was accustomed to; ever since Dad died, I had always handled things on my own. "You shouldn’t have done that because I don’t want it. I’ve already accepted living with you, but I cannot accept your offer to buy me new things," I said, my voice firm. "Do you know why? It’s because I don’t want your corrupt money associated wit
Chapter 9 After nearly flooding the bathroom and breaking the stylish faucet, I dried myself off and got dressed in a pair of ripped jeans and a black shirt. I decided to go barefoot to avoid getting dirt on the floor, as I didn’t want to ruin the only pair of shoes I own—an old pair of black Chuck Taylor All-Star Converse. After about five minutes of searching, I finally found the kitchen. The large house was designed with elegance in mind, featuring a feminine touch that made me curious about who had selected all the decor. "Hey there," someone said from behind me, throwing an arm around my shoulder. Micah, dressed in blue jeans and a white t-shirt, was taller than me, and I found his friendly personality quite appealing. "I see my brother didn’t stop until you came along with him.” "Yeah, he's very persuasive," I replied awkwardly as Micah and I walked into the kitchen, where Ace sat focused on his phone, oblivious to our entrance. Ace finally acknowledged us, his eyes