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Part of Loving is Letting Go

Author: Harmeen
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-14 22:51:13

"What?" I asked, my brows furrowed. "But why?"

He shrugged. "I found my family. I think it's time to..."

"You talk like you were a stray dog that was picked up until your owners come to claim you."

"Red. You are being hurtful."

"No. You know you are the only one Vector truly trusts. You are going to hurt him too, and you know leaving him isn't what he had in mind when he insisted you reunite with your mother. I doubt he would ever stop you from going to meet them, but..."

"You are worried about Vector being hurt, but what about me, Red?"

"What?"

He sighed, closing his eyes. "I don't want to talk about this. I will see Vector when he is awake."

He turned away and started to walk away, but I went after him, holding his hand in place. He stopped, a sigh escaping his lips.

"Manuel, talk to me at least. Please. What went so wrong?"

He turned to me, his eyes darting slowly across both of mine. "I... I just want to be able to keep my loyalty to Vector, Red. It's getting increasingly harder f
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