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A Hole Deeper than Desire

Author: Harmeen
last update Last Updated: 2023-11-30 15:52:02

He maintained the same distance away from me; maybe an inch or two, but he kept it religiously, his eyes fixed on mine and tainted with the demand he had just spoken a few seconds ago. My eyes drifted slowly across his face, and I slowly leaned forward, my legs reaching to wrap around his waist, my forehead slowly coming in contact with his.

I sucked in a sharp breath, my chest heaving, my fingers needing to explore his skin.

I gave a small sigh, then gently touched his lips with mine. It was hardly a kiss, but I felt it burn through me. I felt it crash unto me, felt it breaking down the remaining walls I still had.

"I am gonna let you lie to me tonight," I said, my voice low.

He gave a small chuckle against my lips, his fingers moving to caress my cheek. I closed my eyes, the tension heightening between us, my chest heaving hard.

"You are hesitating because you know I am not lyimg, Red. You are afraid to feel it when you kiss me. I may be what I am, but you feel what you feel."

"I h
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