MOLLY
My body was aching and stiff when I let myself into my apartment later that night. My head was pounding. I dropped the bag of clothes I had with me on the table, heading straight for some wine.God.My dad. My bowling alley.My staff.Even Jess.My life was a total conundrum, but one thing at a time, and right now, I needed my painkillers and oh crap. I had to nix the wine. Water would have to do, and after, I headed for the bathroom.My clothes were stripped off, and I stepped under the shower.God. Warmth. Ashton’s place had been warm. I wasn’t physically cold, but emotionally cold? Oh yes. So much yes. And just thinking about him, I felt a wave of panic sweep my body. But no. I couldn’t indulge in that. I needed to think clearly, needed to get through the next few weeks.I remembered my time at Ashton’s place.As soon as Jess and Trace had left, I’d whirled on him. “What did you do to Jess?” Because she was hurting, and Ashton had done something to make her hurt even more. I could feel it, sense it.He had frowned at me, studying me before he tilted his head to the side. “What did you say to her? I’m assuming you played along in order to save Easter Lanes?”Right. Easter Lanes. One battle at a time here. I lifted my head up, squared my shoulders. “I want to know what you meant that my father didn’t have the right to sell Easter Lanes to me.”I thought I’d been prepared. It was Shorty Easter, after all.I had endured him all my life and I was still standing, but I’d been wrong.Nothing could’ve prepared me for what Ashton Walden told me. “Your father sold Easter Lanes to my family. My grandfather. It’s something he used to bargain for his life at one point. I don’t know what he said or how he convinced you, but he didn’t sell the bowling alley to you. It’s in one of my family’s company’s names, and it hasn’t changed since you were sixteen.”I felt struck in the face. “Sixteen?”“You’d already been in foster care for a number of years by then.”God. A deep ache took root inside of me, but it was the same one that was always there whenever my dad got involved with my life. I called it the Shorty Ache. It was there in place of where my soul should’ve been. He took that from me. “I gave him money for the bowling alley.”“He gave you paperwork?”The words hurt to speak, but I said them. “We met in a back room at an office. There was a person there. I signed. He signed. It all looked legit. I never questioned it.”“How much did you pay?”I didn’t want to tell him. He had no idea it’d been everything for me. I had nothing.“I paid him thirty grand.” I swallowed over a knot in my throat. I didn’t tell Ashton, but I’d almost felt bad for my dad that day, like I had been the one actually conning him.I should’ve known. No one out-conned Shorty Easter.“What do you need from me?”“I need to use you to do something.”“With the police?”He hadn’t answered. He only stared at me.He wouldn’t tell me anything more, but I didn’t have a good feeling about any of this.Buzzzzzzzzzzz!Crap. Hearing the doorbell now, I got out of the shower and headed to the door.I already knew who that was, and after letting them up, I had a robe on when Pialto and Sophie both swept through the doorway.They stopped and turned as one to me, and both threw their arms around me.“Oh my god!” Pialto exclaimed before sounding off on a Spanish rant. I wasn’t even trying to catch up with him. I just let him go as I recognized a few words: “madre,” “dios,” and “por favor.”Sophie was shaking as she brushed her frizzy hair away from her face. “Are you okay, sweetie?”Pialto stepped back, but Sophie moved in, framed my face with her hands, and searched my eyes as if she could read me from there.Seeing them again, feeling them, that’s when the tears started.I felt them rolling down and tried to rally myself. I did, but with everything going on—my dad, the robber, Ashton—all of it was flooding me now, and I teetered.My knees shook.“Madre, she’s going down.” Pialto grabbed my arms as Sophie lurched for a chair.I was lowered down, but I kept moving, sliding off the chair until I curled up in a ball. God. I’d been trying to be strong, but I was done for the night. I had nothing more in me.“Oh, baby.” Pialto moved, pulling my head to rest over his folded knees.“Who’s—” I started to lift my head because—Easter Lanes. Once Ashton told me that he had someone watching over it, I hadn’t worried about it, and now I was horrified because that should’ve been the first thing I thought of after I left his place. “Easter Lanes.”“It’s okay. It’s okay.” Pialto pushed my head back down, his hand smoothing over my hair. “There’s big scary men watching it.”“Wha—”“He’s joking. Your cousin said he got a call and he’s covering for you. Ben and Taj are helping him run it tonight.”I relaxed a little. That was my usual Saturday crew. My cousin wasn’t really my cousin. He was from one of my foster homes. Glen. I never worried about my kitchen staff. They always showed up. I was blessed in many ways.I nodded a little and pushed up so I was sitting. “Thanks, you guys.”Sophie grabbed a blanket from the couch behind her, handing it over to me.I spread it over my legs, but stretched it to cover Pialto, who turned so he was mirroring me, sitting with his legs crossed. Sophie, too, and the blanket covered her legs as well. The three of us, still on the floor, half huddling together.“So.” Pialto was staring at me, his big dark eyes not blinking and wide.Sophie moved closer. “What happened?”I frowned, wiping a tear away. “What happened with you guys?”They shared a look before Pialto shrugged. “We got checked over at the hospital, got the clear to head home, so we did.”“Did the cops talk to you?”They shared another look.“Some cops were there before we went to the hospital, and we gave them our statement, but that was it. Two detectives came in just as your ambulance was leaving, and when they found out you were in there, they took off. They didn’t stay or come back,” Sophie said.“Did you guys go home after the hospital?”“We went back to Easter Lanes. The cops were cleared out, so we started cleaning up, and then we went home. When we came to work today, two big guys were at the counter talking to Glen. Your cousin’s the one who told us we could go home, but we didn’t want to. We were worried about you.”“How’d you know I was back?”Sophie grinned, ducking her head a little. “I asked your neighbor Mrs. Tulip to let us know. As soon as you got back, she was blowing up our phones. Said you got out of a big black SUV and looked tired. She also said if you want, she can make some Vietnamese noodles and bring them over.”Oh. That warmed me. My neighbor was nosy, but I liked her. I didn’t worry about my place knowing she was always on the lookout.“Spill, girl. What happened on your end?”Now I had to make a decision. Should I tell them about Ashton? That’d mean bringing them in on Mafia business, but then again, they were my employees, and most times we acted like we were family. So . . .“Ashton Walden kidnapped me.”Both sucked in their breaths, their eyes bulging out, and they leaned back almost as one person.“No way.” Pialto.“Oh good Lord.” Sophie.“Wait. How? Like, for real? How are you here then?” Pialto was looking around.“Yes, for real. He took me from the hospital, and then no because, well, I can’t get into it, but there’s things he wants from me and . . . I can’t tell you guys. Not yet, anyway. But we came to an understanding, and now I’m here.”Sophie’s eyes went cold. “He wants things from you? Like what things?” She gave me a once-over.“No! Not that.” Or I didn’t think so, but when he’d touched me, the literal tingle that went through my whole body—gah. Stop it. He was dangerous and an asshole. He was Mafia, for fuck’s sake. And cruel. And mean. And my body was weak. Weak, that was. Weak and pathetic. “Not that, but other stuff. My dad. Stuff like that.”“Wait. Wait. We know your dad is involved with that family, and you’re friends with Jess Montell, and we all know who she’s involved with, but—” Pialto stopped talking, instead starting to gape at me.I know.It was a lot.Maybe I shouldn’t have included them, but if I were working somewhere and it had Mafia ties in a whole new way than I’d originally thought—I’d want to know. I swallowed over a lump. “So.” I moved closer, huddling farther down. “I’d understand if you guys don’t want—”“Oh my god!”“Are you serious?!”“Who do you think we are?!”“For the love of Mrs. Tulip!”They both exploded, talking at the same time, but I just started blinking back more tears. I couldn’t hold back my smile. My family. That’s who they were.Pialto pressed his hand on my leg, leaning in and making sure I was looking right into his eyes when he said, “We’re not going anywhere.”I got all choked up. “Thank you, guys.”Pialto was blinking back some tears, patting my leg again. “No problem, Honey Bunny Molly. You know we’re here for you.”I turned my hand under his, linking our fingers, and I squeezed his hand.Sophie was blowing snot bubbles, but she placed her hand on top of ours. “I love you guys.”Okay. We were all for one and one for all. The solidarity pact was established, but then we fell into silence.Sophie asked, “So. What do we do now?”I shook my head. “I have absolutely no idea.”Pialto sighed. “This would be a really great time for you to discover that you have a superhero power.”Agreed.MOLLYI was back in Easter Lanes Sunday afternoon going over what I’d missed from the day before, but one good thing: the key passed.Yep. I was now the weirdly reluctant owner of . . . you know.We had a copy of the key already, so we were using that one, and Pialto was coming in shortly, so I’d have him take it for a copy of the copy.Maybe I should have completely changed the locks on the register. But at this point, I didn’t trust even a locksmith coming in to do that job.The door opened, and assuming it was Pialto, I shouted out without lifting my head, “I’m thinking we should redo our whole system.”“Since I’m considering a more active ownership role of Easter Lanes, I think that would be a great idea.”Dread shot down my spine, and I looked up, seeing Ashton walking toward me, taking his very expensive-looking coat off and leaving it on a table as he moved closer to me. Man. Did he have to look as delicious as he did? I hated him, like despised him on a cellular level, but I c
ASHTONHer entire system was decrepit. She was still operating on a handwritten ledger. The bare minimum was computerized. I was getting a headache just staring at her computer screen. It looked as old as the first computer ever created.My phone was buzzing.I pushed back the desk chair, which had a good view into Easter Lanes as I reached for it. “Yes?”Silence, then a growl. “You’re at Easter Lanes?”This was Detective Worthing.I stood up, phone pressed to my face as I stared at the window where I could see Molly behind the counter. She was helping a few customers, but there. I saw it. Her head was folded down. Her shoulders hunched forward. She was looking around. The customers left, and she remained in the same spot, her hand reaching for a rag and wiping the same circle over and over as her eyes were skirting around the place.What did she do?“Should we expect a surprise visit from you soon?”A dry laugh again, caustic at the end. “Can’t say it would be a surprise, considering
MOLLY“You close early on Sunday nights?”I almost screeched as I jumped backward.I grabbed onto the counter, glaring at him behind me. “Why are you still here? What do you actually want from me?”I was scowling as he stilled, his own eyes narrowing, and I had an image of a cobra raising its head, eyeing who it was about to attack.A chill went down my spine, and I shook my head, trying to clear the unsettling image from my mind. Then I remembered what he’d originally asked. “We do. Ten.” I looked at the clock. I’d made Pialto leave an hour ago, along with the rest of the staff. I could handle the last three customers, but they’d just left as well. I was ignoring the pit in my stomach because I didn’t think Ashton remembered what usually happened on Sunday nights here.“Why?”The bell above the door jangled again, and I looked over, half expecting one of our customers coming back. A lot of people forgot their jackets, but it wasn’t a customer. Two men were coming in, their badges fla
MOLLYHe took me to Pedro’s, a very exclusive small restaurant that most people only heard about. As we pulled up, going down an alley and then stopping at what looked like their back door, I could attest to how special I already felt. A back entryway. Two members of their waitstaff came out, dressed in black pants and shirts and nice-quality cream aprons, to greet us. The chef stepped out as we got to the door, and he embraced Ashton, speaking in Spanish.We were getting this special treatment because of Ashton, because of who he was. Ashton was Mafia. I caught the looks from the staff through the windows. These people knew it.They were all watching.I couldn’t catch what was being said, but it was beautiful to hear, a touching moment to witness, and then the chef came to me and took my hand in both of his. He was speaking again, blinking back tears.I thought Ashton would translate, but he didn’t. His eyes were on me, and they’d gone back to their normal hardness. A chill started t
Molly They hated my father, but that wasn’t new. I barely registered it, but I had that morning because it felt wrong, not wanting my dad to go inside when normally I knew it was only better when he was away.Then Ashton came out. They bypassed each other, and the look Ashton gave my father.He hated him. He wanted to kill him. The sneer. The disdain, and a surge went up in me.He was cute. So cute.I didn’t remember what he was wearing that day, just how he looked and how I knew, no matter how old he was, that he had darkness in him.He could do what I couldn’t, and even back then, I hadn’t wanted to admit what I wanted to do.That darkness inside of me.I wanted to be away from my father.Ashton, this boy going past him, could do that for me.I knew it then, and that’s why I never forgot him. I couldn’t.He was the prettiest and cutest boy I’d ever seen. Beautiful black hair that he’d been raking a hand through. Eyes that were so dark I was sure they were black. Eyelashes that fram
ASHTONIt was a local neighborhood street festival, but it was late, nearing midnight. So many had retired for the night, but not my family. My cousin Marco asked for me to stop by.We parked at the front of the carnival and walked in.My men got out first, with Elijah opening my door.I was out next and felt the attention. I wasn’t surprised. I was used to it, having been watched all my life, but this time was different. There was more weight, more responsibility.Some little kids were still playing, kicking a soccer ball around. A couple chased each other, wrestling with balloons. They were squealing, laughing.That was nice to see. A moment of lightness amid this heavy night.“Ashton.” Marco was coming toward me, smoothing a hand down his shirt. He was dressed up, like me. His hand was out, and we shook hands but moved in and did the typical cheek kissing. Because of our grandmother, it was a family tradition. He stepped back, taking me in, and nodded. “You look good.”I nodded, me
Her eyes flickered, seeing me, and the ends of her mouth curved down. “What do you mean?”“I need you to ask your father to do something. That means I need you to bail him out, first step. You are blocked from doing that. What can I do to help remove that block so you can stomach the idea of seeing your father?”She lifted a shoulder. “Beat him up? I don’t know . . .” She looked away.I frowned, moving closer. “That’d make you feel better? If I beat him up?”Her head folded down, and she was tapping her pen down onto her desk.I looked her over, seeing the rigidness. The tension, so I took a moment, one moment, and put myself in her shoes. I considered what I’d told her, what she’d said. Her mother. The truth. Her father. His hand in how he helped to take away her mother.My gut flickered. “I could have that done. Easily.”She looked up, her eyes clouded over. The tension still visible on her face, tightening around her mouth.She didn’t agree, but she didn’t disagree either.I took a
MOLLYI wasn’t drunk, but I wasn’t totally sober when I went to bail out my dad the next morning. I knew what Ashton said, use Kelly and Justin, only think about Justin and Kelly, but it was hard. So because I’d had a few shots, I had Pialto drive me.Then my dad came out, and Ashton had done his job. Half his face was covered in bruises and swollen so I could barely recognize my father. I loved it. Thank you, Ashton. And bonus points because Shorty Easter was limping as he approached me. “Heya, little Molly bean.” He lifted his arms to hug me, but I turned my back and started for the parking lot.I motioned for him to follow. “We’re out here.”“We?”I ignored him, walking to the car.My dad followed, and he slowed, taking in the car. “Whose car is this?”It was a battered old Buick. We’d found it in Pialto’s grandma’s garage. It was his grandfather’s, but rest his soul, he wasn’t using it since he was buried in New Jersey and had been for the last six years. His grandmother kept up t
“He has a point. You got shot four times.”“Six times, actually.” I touched the spots on my body like a prayer. “Drive-by shooting. It was apparently meant for him, but I stepped out of the house at the wrong time, and boom. They decided to settle for his daughter instead.”“That’s not supposed to happen,” Mona said, frowning. “We’re not supposed to be fair game.”“It’s not a game to them though, to guys like that. Those assholes don’t care if we’re innocent or not. They’ll hurt us if it gets them what they want.”“I’m sorry that happened to you.”I waved it away and stared out over the yard. I didn’t remember much from the aftermath, but I remembered it happening vividly: the black truck that pulled up, the guns that appeared in the windows, the way I screamed, the pain as it flared, the weird, almost calm knowledge that I was going to die. Then black, then waking up in the hospital, in pain, very, very angry, and all the rehabilitation, the surgery, the bullshit. It took months to g
Amber After that very strange, but surprisingly good night out at the bar, I did my best to hide from him for the next couple days. When we were sitting at the bar, our legs touching slightly, I felt it: that tingle down my spine, that buzz on my lips. We ate, he asked about me, made me laugh, and toward the end of the night, our fingers touched as we reached for the check, and I stared into his eyes, and I knew in that moment that if he’d kissed me, right then and there at the bar, I would’ve kissed him back. We walked back together, said goodnight, and I’ve been hiding from him ever since. I should hate him. I don’t understand what the heck would attract me to a guy like that. He robbed a man in front of me for fun. I hated that sort of thing, hated men that bragged about crime and thought it was exciting, hated that sort of macho arrogant crap most of all, and yet somehow, he was different. He didn’t seem to take himself too seriously, and he made jokes all the time, and of cou
I walked along the bar toward a large man up near the door. He was on the way to the restrooms, so I had a good excuse to pass him. I exaggerated my sway, just a little bit, making myself look drunker than I was. The guy had a goatee, a double chin, and a tiny sprout of hair at the top of his head. I noticed the Rolex first, then the way he leaned toward a much younger, much prettier girl and grinned at her with a creepy hunger in his eyes, and I’d watched him down three drinks since I’d started my first. He was rich, he was trying to impress a girl, and he was drunk, which made him ideal.It wasn’t a complicated maneuver. Amber stared at me, wild and ready to get up and chase me down, so I hurried a little bit. I turned the corner toward the restrooms and bumped into the guy, grunting as I did it loudly. My hand slipped into the pocket of the jacket he had hung on his chair— found nothing.“Shit, sorry,” I grunted, and slipped my hand into his pants pocket. It was tricky, but they we
“To our night out,” I said.She smiled, met my toast, and sipped her drink. “This place isn’t so bad.”“You got a lot of spots like this back home?”She shook her head. “I didn’t come to fancy places like this. I’m more of a dive bar girl myself.”“Funny, I’m the same way. South Philly is filled with little holes in the wall, bars that have been there for generations. Some real cheap, trashy places, but you can get good and drunk and see the boys from the neighborhood there, so it’s not so bad.”“Philly’s a weird place. It seems so small, you know?”“It’s old. Not built in an ideal spot. Didn’t sprawl out like the newer cities. Chicago’s kind of that way too.”“I guess that’s true. I like it though. It’s got character.”“That’s what I think. Philly’s got everything you could want, and it’s cheaper than most other cities, plus it’s a lot smaller, so you can get around way easier.”“If you’re trying to get me to move here permanently, I think I’m sold.”I laughed. “I’m not sure you’d wa
Ren At first, the job wasn’t so bad. I hung around that big house, watched TV when I felt like it, bothered Amber when I got bored, and kept out of Mona’s way as much as I could. Things were quiet for a while, but after a few days it started to get real old, real quick. Amber wasn’t happy. That got pretty obvious by the fiftieth time she told me to go fuck off. Not that I minded if she told me to go to hell, to be totally honest—I sort of liked that she pushed back against me. The girl had spirit, she was a goddamn handful, but I could tell something hung over her. I kept thinking about those fresh-looking scars on her body, so like the bullet wound scars I’d seen on countless other guys, and had a couple myself, but that made no sense. I couldn’t imagine what a girl like her would be doing with bullet scars. One night, Mona decided to head into the city. Amber watched her go like a sad puppy, and I knew she wanted to go with her, if only to escape the house for a little while. I l
I climbed out of the water, intensely away of his eyes on my body. He was a good-looking guy, muscular but trim, with light eyes and dark hair slicked back. His pouty lips would’ve made a younger version of myself swoon, but I was over all that, over and done with it. I felt self-conscious, though, and realized that some of my scars were visible— the two on my leg, and the one on my shoulder. I quickly walked to my towel and grabbed it, wrapping it around myself, but too late. I caught him looking with a thoughtful frown. “We should set up some ground rules, if we’re going to do this for real.” He looked at me and shrugged. “All right. You played along with me, so I’ll play along with you. Give and take, the bedrock of any healthy relationship.” I doubted he’d ever been in a healthy relationship, but I didn’t say that out loud. “When I’m swimming, you can’t sit there and watch me.” “Fair enough.” “And you can’t follow me around all the time.” “That’d make me a shitty bodyg
Amber Vincent hustled me out to his house in Mt. Airy the next day, accompanied by my hired goon babysitter. I ignored him. It wasn’t easy though. He was a big guy, broad shoulders, stubble on his face and chin, but he held himself with this strange grace that I couldn’t totally understand. He commanded a room, and I kept sneaking glances in his direction, and caught him looking back at me, seemingly unashamed at being caught. I didn’t know what his deal was, but it annoyed the hell out of me, and drove me wild at the same time. The Mt. Airy house was Vincent’s wife’s place, a nice, pretty girl named Mona. She met us out front in black pants and a white button-down shirt. She was a few years older than me, with dark hair cut short, and dark brown eyes. She smiled, hugged me, glanced at Ren, then held me by the shoulders. “You must be Amber. Vince told me all about you.” “Yeah?” I asked, smiling a little, trying to ignore the way Ren loomed behind me. “I hope it’s all good thin
“If you’re asking me to fight your war, I’m not interested.” He shook his head and held up his hands. “Something simpler, actually. There’s a girl that came to live with me, daughter of a capo in the Chicago family. She went through something recently, they’re having their own problems out there, and she was sent here to get away from the heat. Unfortunately, things are getting hot around here now, too.” I thought of the girl I’d seen with the long dark hair and the intense expression. She must’ve been twenty, maybe a little older. It must’ve been the same girl he was talking about. “Not sure what she would have to do with me.” “I need you to be her bodyguard.” I let that sink in for a second then burst out laughing. He stared at me, eyes hard and cold, and I knew this wasn’t a joke—but it had to be. I wasn’t a bodyguard. I was a thief, and the occasional thug. I had a reputation for myself, sure enough, but nobody entrusted a life in my hands—much less the life of a young, bea
When Vince came calling, I had to answer. The Leone family was the largest mafia in Philadelphia, and I was still an independent guy, working all my jobs alone. I was happiest that way, and didn’t want to get tangled up by the Leones, but their money was good and the job was simple: track down a couple goons and beat the ever-loving shit out of them. I brought Floyd along and offered to split the pay sixty-forty. He thought it was an even split, but shit, that’s on him for not asking. “Either way. I hope they got the message.” Vincent smiled and clapped me on the shoulder, the one with the knife wound, and I grimaced. He had the good manners to look a little embarrassed before turning to Floyd. “Thanks for the assistance. I’m sure Ren will have your money soon.” “When I get paid, he gets paid,” I said, nodding. “Very good.” Vincent squeezed my shoulder. “I actually have another job for you, if you’d be willing to talk?” I hesitated. I really didn’t want to get too involved. The Le