CHAPTER 2
“A mirror reflects what you see, and a black remembers shows the dark side of it.”– Madeline BrewerMELODY POVLaughter filtered up the stairs, white noise washing over the house as more and more guests came trickling through the front door.On calculated steps, I walked down the spiral staircases, one hand braced on the smooth railing while the other clutched the side of my dress, lifting it up so that I don’t fall and plant myself face first; and worse, in front of the ‘guests’.I would pluck my gut out if that would happen.“NINAAAAA…” My sister Gia -who had the eyes of a hawk- squealed from across the vast lobby where the ceremony was held, shifting all the attention onto me.Forced smiles and innocent faces.Shoot me in the foot right fuckin’ now.Giana, or Gia as we all called her, was an energy ball, all the things you can expect of a 17-year-old. Beautiful, loud, honey-tongued, with an unwavering mischievous look on her face as if she was constantly plotting the end of the world. Her curly shoulder-length hair made her look like something from a magazine, some runway model. She was lean, a beautiful face... a literal wet dream on two legs.As soon as I stepped on the final step, people swarmed up like cats called by a cat-nip, infesting my personal space. An itch to growl at them was almost dizzying, but I reminded myself to calm the fuck down.This was Laura on the surface.Cool, calm, an effortless smile on my face. The innocent, eldest daughter of the Cattanio-Aldermen who had a smile that could warm up New York’s cold.And Melody was a mine. You step on it; you die.“Congratulations, Miss Melody. You should join our company.”“You finally made it.”“I remember when I was graduating…”Yeah right. And that’s one of the million reasons why I never attend events like this.Whiskey straight from the bottle, bare feet against the hard tiles and lingerie VS high heels, forced smiles and chatters with the clanking of the wine glasses…The former took the trophy.About a thousand handshakes, numb cheeks from a forced smile, and a bitter taste in my mouth later, I finally stepped out into the open patio of our giant house, overlooking the Kosher and luxury of Hollywood night.I was on my fourth glass of wine, don’t know where they kept the whiskey… They probably hid it though, I wouldn’t put that past them. As buzzed as I was, I still couldn’t shake off the cold sensation inside of me that seemed to be following me around. It was as if my body was in some protective mode, refusing to relax.I hated feeling like prey when I was the real hunter. They did not call me Bloody Mel for nothing. I earned the name, killed my way into the history books, and everyone in the whole of California and the rest of the world knew not to fuck with Melody Cattanio-Aldermen.Do that if you are tired of living. A fair warning hey.I leaned against the glass railings before looking inside the buzzing lobby of our home.Everyone seemed to be having the best time of their lives, glances casting my side now and then, forcing a very sick smile from out of me. I could take all of them down in a single blow, and by tomorrow morning, they would be nothing but history.They made me sick. All of them. They were so full of pretense and dishonesty and I was sick of seeing their ugly faces already.As much as Mama insisted on this, I’d rather be out there hunting people that dared to think they’d rip my fathers’ hard work underneath them.Blood vs wine and fake smiles?I’d choose blood without thinking.Remember the name, Bloody Mel?Yahp.I was vaguely aware that I was raised unlike all the other people, all other girls. I understood the concept of life and death way before I could know how to write my name.I held a gun in my hand before I could understand a thing about this world, and made my first kill before I could start menstruating.Papa used to tell me that life is like rose petals. Beautiful, yet meaningless unless you make meaning out of it.I knew it right then that we were different.By the age of 8, I knew there was more to know about organized crime and underworld feuds than I knew about Pokémon and Disney princesses.And fun fact, I loved it.We were different from everyone. We were surrounded by luxury, a life that could only be seen in dreams while swimming in blood and dirty money.And that’s what made the world bend its knee in front of us. My mama didn’t want this life for me. She never failed to remind me how she almost lost herself in all of this, how she once bombed a plane full of passengers only because the rival gang was using it to smuggle drugs and diamonds.And then she tells me not to choose that fun?Hell no.Besides, I did not choose the thug life.It chose me! I was anointed the moment they saved me from that dumpster. The moment they took me in as their daughter and game life I never imagined, even dreamed of.So yeah…I was in this for life.“It is awfully rude to leave people having fun when YOU should be attending to them.” A thick, raspy Russian accent sounded from my right. A rush of awareness with a whisper of coldness washed down the length of my back, my body coiling painfully inside of me. I sensed the intruder way before I could even turn to see who it was.“Why aren’t you at the party, Melody?” I hated how arousingly smooth my name rolled on his tongue. The chilling sensation I felt the entire evening seemed to multiply by a hundred, my body freezing as none but Damir Zaitsef inched closer to where I stood.“Why aren’t you?” I countered, willing my voice to be as flat as I hoped and refusing to let him see my face. I never wanted to give this man a chance near me. Hell, he was not even supposed to be breathing the same air as me.“I saw you standing here all alone and looking bored.” He drawled, and I bet he thinned those evil eyes at me because my skin started crawling uncomfortably underneath his watchful gaze, the hairs at the back of my neck standing on alert.“I needed some air.” I raised my glass to my lips, hiding the threatening tick of a muscle on my jaw before turning to my left and facing him.Black eyes stared back at me intently. Even underneath the night sky and lights, I could see the evil swirling just beneath his black orbs. The obsidian that coated his whites made him the true incarnation of evil. Not even a tinge of warmth whatsoever.And they say I was evil.If there was a fusion of both angels and demons, Damir would 70% be a demon and 30 an angel. If not 80. No man in this world rattled me the way he did. And that was rare. Very rare.“Of course.” The ‘r’ was stretched, rough, and very much slicing that a chill ran down the length of my spine, wounding around the lean of my waist before pulling my stomach into hollowness.This man unnerved me in all ways. Literally all ways.“You came. Must have been hard to fly from Russia on such short notice for a simple graduation party.” I settled for indifference, and thank God it came just as how I had intended.Black mane swept over his broad shoulders as he chuckled lowly and dangerously, inching closer than I had hoped, unnervingly closer until he stopped right in from me. The open lapels of his coat brushed against my front, his death-like cologne washing all over my senses and engulfing me whole. His bulky body shielded my whole form from sight. If anybody glanced this way from the lobby, all they’d see would be broad shoulders stuffed in a tuxedo plus midnight black hair running over the shoulders. Oh, that and the pool of the dress around my feet.I have never hated my short petite height until now.My neck craned as I stared back at him.Too fuckin’ close.“I can never miss a chance to see you,” his voice rattled, his breath fawning over my face. Whiskey and something… inhuman.Him.“Of course.” As sarcastic as I possibly can.“You look amazing, Melody.” Something dark glimmered in his eyes, his gaze hardening as he leaned closer until his lips brushed my cheek.My eyes shut instinctively, as though they were not prepared to see him that close. The scent of him was concentrated until all I could breathe was him.A mixture of hotness and cold danced in my veins, sending my pulse frantic.I made it a mission to hate this man passionately."Don't keep the guests waiting." He interjected, his breath all over my face until I shut my eyes and willed my nose to stop breathing.I nodded, and he started to walk off. I didn't open my eyes until his footfalls were completely swallowed by the footfalls.If he does that again, I was going to tie him on the bed and set the house on the damn fire!Watch me.CHAPTER 3“Don’t judge someone by how they look, judge them by how many people they’ve harmed.”– Carisma SechrestJORDAN POV“Ahhhhh…” Horrified screams and loud honking of horns rang through the night as I sprung out of the bushes, falling into the road. With a bone-jarring collusion, I landed on my knees against the roughness of the tar road, sending a spasm of pain into my cartilage and right through my stream. People screamed, and I screamed back, only to raise my hands on instinct, showing that I was a very sane person despite my nakedness and my very bloody self. Flashes of cameras went by as people started taking photos. You could have sworn it was the Vanity Fair Red Carpet from how blinding they were. I hated it, and if I had the energy I would have flipped everyone a number, but I was busy concentrating on the dizzying stab of pain that resonated from a gaping hole on my right foot, with blood oozing from it and pooling under me.“Phone.” I groaned, my vision getting blu
CHAPTER 4“Flowers grow out of the dark moments.”– Corita Kent MELODY POVAs It Was by Harry Styles busted loud and savagely through the speakers mounted into the walls of the gym at my parents’ house. As the song slowly but harmoniously drifted to the end, I punched the button on the treadmill, causing the pad to decrease its pace until it came to a complete stop.Just in time as the song finished.I hopped off the treadmill and yanked the pink towel that was draped on the arm of it, then hung it around my neck and started to walk towards the door. Some unrecognizable sound started rumbling out of the speakers, but I was quick to slap the screen on the wall, putting it to an abrupt stop.I exited the gym and came into a narrow hallway of our very big house, then started to walk down to where the chatters came from. The kitchen.My parents' house was an ultimate Architecture dream, elegant and styled to perfection. Insanely big, with world-class tech and security drones flying aroun
at chapter 5“I see the world getting darker every time I see the light of faith slowly fading away, letting the corruption grow.”– Khiem. JORDAN POV“All you do is disappoint me. That’s all you fuckin’ know. Look at your brothers. As soon as they graduated, they’d been drowning in job offers. Dan has a nice promising girlfriend, Kory just took the biggest project of his life. Then you…” As always, my dad didn’t give any fuck about the fact that I almost died.No. He was too angry to even focus on that matter alone. And that’s why he has been chowing my head ever since I arrived home from the hospital.“Can’t you just be my son and make me proud once? You can’t even be like your brothers.” The ol’ man’s voice rattled through the vast living room of our home, setting a heavy weight in my chest.Except Jenkins were not my brothers. They were the nice cousins I was always compared to. And no matter what I did, I could never live up to their effortlessly perfect life.“But Papa, Jord is
CHAPTER 6“Humans are cruel, and everyone has darkness in their hearts that leads to bad things to happen; some more than others.”–Timothy Long MELODY POVElegant piano taps played softly in the background, interluding with the disturbing clanging of knives and forks against the Chinese plates.The steady breeze of a summer evening acted as a pacifier, brushing off my shoulder gently with it's fingers massaging my scalp. The flames from the lanterns and candles danced with ease in their cradles on the stone patio, embracing the wash of the soft blast. Aside from the loud chewing sounds and loud hums and murmurs that made me think of planting a knife in someone's palm, it was really a beautiful night. The plan had been simple, too simple for the words. Get the Rothschilds hooked on us, fund one of their campaigns, and make them win the elections by nook or crook. I had expected some obstacle, a few restraints along the way, and some bloody convincing for it to go down, but then nop
CHAPTER 7 “I believe that a good man does badly with good intentions. But does a bad man do bad with no intentions? Or good with bad intentions?” — Jean Anturez JORDAN POV YOU HAVE GOT TO BE SHITTING ME. Those were the exact words that left my mouth when we all stepped into the renowned Cattanio-Alderman household and my eyes stumbled on none but Laura Fuckin’ Alderman. Just like the night before she planted a slag into my leg, she wore a beautiful pearly smile, the one that lured the weak into her trap before she busted the little fantasy that loomed around her, revealing her very dark and ugly core. Our gazes collided and darkness had swirled in her eyes before she gave me a spine-chilling smile. It wasn’t the evil kind of darkness; it was a mixture of what I’d call amusement and something I was still trying to decipher. Her smile had been almost contagious, stepping in front of her whole family and taking up the role of the eldest daughter of the wealthiest family in all of
CHAPTER 8“Advantages never come free. You have to create it the way you want it.”— Ashish PatelMELODY POV“A masquerade? Not so bad.” I nodded to my three fathers who were seated on their office couches like kings they were. It would have been crazy in the eyes of the world and the gods for three grown-ass men to share literally everything. But this kind of thing is the only thing I have known since I spoke my first word.It was either three of them or nothing. As puzzling as it was, I found it highly fascinating that the three of them could be so close, despite... Everything. Their past; considering that Daddy used to be Dada and Papa's sworn enemy. Add the mere fact that the three of them loved one woman. I have read stories during times of severe boredom, but I have never come across a tale of a woman with three husbands. Not even the gods were that blessed.And I am saying blessed because they all loved her to death. The men would literally die for Mommy. And honestly, if I d
CHAPTER 9“Be careful of success. It has a dark side.” — Robert RedfordJORDAN POV“You should keep their eldest daughter busy, son. We can’t let this opportunity slip through our fingers.” The itch to scream was hot and unforgiving beneath my skin as my father repeated the same words for the umpteenth time ever since they disappeared into the office that night.Get Fuckin’ close to Melody Cattanio.“And why would I do that? I don’t even know her.” I retaliated using the same words I spouted whenever he threw that phrase into my face. I did know Melody. To some extent of course. Nobody in this world could actually say they knew that girl all too well. She was a sin wrapped in a mystery, and not even a hundred years would be enough to fully study her. At least that's the conclusion I drew after spending a few seconds of her sitting across from me, and not me inside of her. “We all saw how you two looked at each other. You can't stand in front of us and swear that nothing has ever ha
CHAPTER 10 “I have a perfect cure for sore throat… cut it!”— Alfred HitchcockMELODY POVEvery man filtering through the door could make a fine husband. And if I was desperate enough, I would sew my own wedding gown and tie one of them by my side right fuckin' now.The lobby was buzzing with California Elites and the members of “high-class society”. I wasn’t surprised when Jada Pinkett Smith herself showed up, even more, when nobody seemed to be fazed by her appearance. You had to be one hell of a rich sick fuck to see Jada Pinkett and not lose your shit and start asking for selfies and whatnot. But my focus wasn’t on women. I don’t need women and their wantons. No shades at the lesbos… But men… Yahp. Those creatures are amazing. And they smell nice too. With the rim of the glass on my lips, I scanned the crowd stealthily while taking small sips. The wine settled in my stomach with a wave of warmth, heating my chest pleasantly as I continued my survey.My eyes landed to my right,
"Together, we are untouchable. Like Bonnie and Clyde." ~ UNKNOWNJORDAN POVI knew he had to die. I knew I should have killed the bloody bastard the first time I learned of everything he had done, instead of letting him breathe for another second. Nothing killed a husband more than seeing his wife crumbling and fumbling for control when everything else just continued spiraling, and I hated that I seemed powerless and helpless about it all. Peter Rothschild should have died a long time ago, but I hesitated;And now he was brazenly threatening everything that my wife and her family had worked for so long… for decades. Maybe I wasn’t being loyal to blood. But blood alone was not what made you family. And learning everything that my grandfather did just proved that. My family was with Melody, because it was with her I got to be the man I was today. And the mere fact that my in-laws would burn the whole world for me was what made them family to me, and I wouldn’t trade them for anything.
“Any distraction tends to get in the way of being an effective gangster.” — Terence Winter~THREE WEEK LATER~MELODY POVIt was nostalgic. Almost not disheartening now that I knew where it came from. Like back when I was young and everything was just going so smoothly. I woke up every day and lazed around the rest of the day like a headless, aimless chicken with nothing to do on my hand. Maybe I was so used to spilling blood that going on for three weeks straight without seeing red coating my hands was a sin in itself.But this one was boring as hell. Sure, it was better when I was younger and didn’t know what had happened when my fathers were all home. But now I did, and I kind of missed the thrill of the fight. With these thoughts coursing through my mind, I glanced at an empty space beside me on the bed, and then thought hard on it. The sun was already out, and it was dang late. But I had no fuckin’ plans. Sure, I could visit the coke plant and see how my people were doing, and
“Best way to not get your heart broken is to not have one.” ~ UNKNOWNMELODY POVWe slipped through the security, and one of the guards (whatever his name was) took us up to the VIP booth on the second floor. “The Eagle is one of the most… he is not our usual client. So we thought we could take him up to the VIP.” He explained, stopping outside the booth that was covered with a violet curtain. “Is it true he is unarmed?” I asked with knitted brows, and the man nodded. “He didn’t bring any of his dogs?” Jord chimed in, and I looked at him before shifting my questioning gaze at the gaze. “He just showed up. No underman, nothing.” The man explained with a puzzled shrug, and my gaze collided with Jord’s.“Sounds fishy.” He said the exact thing I said when Douglass laid the news to me. “Okay, bud. Keep out on the lookout for things. And if you see anything out of place, kill it. No second thought or hesitation.” That came from Jordan, and if I wasn’t as puzzled as I was, I would have
"Blood makes you related, and loyalty makes you family.” ~ UNKNOWNMELODY POV“The Eagle is here.” The words caused the hairs on the back of my neck to stand on attention. My expression morphed from one of softness to stone cold in a fraction of a second, and I heard a small whistle coming from the other side of the terrace where Emily stood. I gave her a stink eye before getting up from where I was perched, then walked away without much of a word.“What the hell is Valero doing here? Is he armed?” I asked when I was out of ear shorts, already racing down the stairs to put on different clothes. I didn’t approach situations like those clad in jeans and a sweater. “That’s the exciting part. He is alone. He didn’t bring anyone with him and he is unarmed.” He revealed, and my confusion spiked through the roof. “Where are you? Is he with you?” I got into my bedroom before heading straight for my closet, then rummaged through my collection of leather pants because truth be told; nothing
"A guy told me one time… don’t let yourself get attached to anything you are not willing to walk out on in 30 seconds flat if you feel the heat around the corner.” ~ Neil McCauleyMELODY POVThe touch came in innocent; like the feel of a light feather when it ghosted against the skin. My mind exploded under the two stimulants of the hot, soft tuch and the thickness and richness of the hot chocolate, causing heat to flood to every single part of my body. Every cell in my body buzzed with alertness when Jordan’s strong arms trapped me against the kitchen island. It was 8 in the morning, and he had to have left for work already. Sometimes I liked to picture us living in the classic French house with a white picket fence and annoying shit machines running around the house and wreaking havoc in nothing but diapers. It was safer to have a little bit of reality escape, especially when it was free to think. “What are you thinking of?” He drawled, his fingers caressing my barely dressed self
“I don’t like violence, Tom. I’m a businessman. Blood is a big expense.” ~ SollozzoJORDAN POVThe evening was pleasant, with the fresh scent of a live city and blinding lights. Few clouds hung from the sky staring down at the world like they were watchers of humanity. The air was dense, and humidity painted small vapor droplets on the windows. Everything was pleasant, everything but the LA night traffic which was a colossal pain in the ass, and every second we wasted traipsing in a convoy made me want to lose my mind.. Melody's presence was a heavy entity dominating my resolutions by my side, and her thoughts were so fuckin' loud I couldn't focus on anything but everything that turmoiled in her mind. And to think we ditched our own party and ran behind some retarded folk gangster to save the damsel in distress still sounded so crazy to me. But in all honesty, I would do it all over again if my time with my woman was guaranteed. I mean, what can I say? Mel always had that effect on m
"Do not fear death. Death is just a reformation of something even more magnificent. Death is where it all starts, death; it’s not the end.’~ UNKNOWNJORDAN POVAs though it was waiting to be opened, the first thing to flash across the screen was a blurred video that seemed to play on a broken loop. A few seconds in, everything cleared, revealing a very familiar, sweet, and feminine voice. The voice belonged to none but Emee, and that spiked my interest in knowing what exactly was in the device she gave us.Probably because I was still in wonder. Wondering how the hell someone like Emee, someone so kind and loving ended up licking the ass of someone as horrible as Peter. None of this made sense. Grandpops... He used to be... he was so different. He was a man. A father. Or maybe everything I saw through the eyes of a small boy was just a facade, and everything I saw was him trying to butter me up and suck me into his lair. Just that my father refused to give him that chance. And Emee
"I don’t wanna be a product of my environment. I want my environment to be a product of me.” ~ Frank CostelloEMILY POVLike a ray of sun piercing through the darkest clouds of a bitter storm, her presence alone was the resemblance of the sweet taste of redemption. For over twenty years now, I have been living as a hollow of a woman I once was. I saw myself changing in front of my eyes, from a loving, caring human into this shell of a human that cared less about… anything. My soul was so empty, my heart so drained. I lived every day like it was my last on earth, having no hope of seeing tomorrow or even the thirst of dreaming about the future. Everything was here, yet so out of reach. I had everything a woman my age could think of. Everything money could buy. But happiness? Freedom? Those were the two things that millions in my bank account failed to give me. Of course, on my most blue days, I drowned my sorrows in a bottle of the world's most expensive alcohol, but that was just
" “The loudest one in the room is the weakest one in the room.” — Frank LucasJORDAN POVI didn’t realize the restlessness that ghosted under my skin until I tried to sit down and calm the fuck down while trying by all means not to murder my grandad who stood in front of me like a pompous dick he was. I watched with obsidian as my wife skitted across the room towards the wine cabinet, then poured some good whiskey in the four flutes before returning with a tray. Always a good hostess she was!‘’A drink?” She stood in front of me and bent down to place the tray, sounding as though she was making an offer while I knew damn well in my heart and my soul that she would blow the fucker’s brains out if they tried to turn down her whiskey offer. Nothing got in the way of whiskey to Mel. And I just loved her for that. Emily jumped up and took a glass, passed it to Peter who leaned in to place and caught her by her nape before devouring her face in a sloppy wet kiss that had me gagging eve