' "Human beings, we have dark sides; we have dark issues in our lives. To progress anywhere; in life, you have to face your demons.” John Noble. JORDAN POVI was beginning to think that everything that was happening right now was my punishment for the sins of the past. All of this here...this was karma. It had to be.The rest of the drive passed with nothing but icy air conditioning, almost pissing me off with the sound of the cars honking and an insane traffic jam.The Cadillac pulled up in front of a giant skyscraper, with nothing but reflective glass standing 68 floors above the ground.There was no time to ogle the fancy structure, so I hopped off the car and stood outside for a minute, relishing the feel of life outside of the blood-stained walls of my lavish prison. A white MayBach pulled up behind the Cadillac and out came Lorenzo dawning a boldly black suit. He walked to my side, and we started walking into the building. If I thought Catt Building was smashing from the outsid
“A handshake and a smile; lost in history, rarely remembered. – Amanda FinoJORDAN POV "Maybe it's high time you forgive the girl. You said yourself that she's guilty" It's not like the thought hadn't crossed my mind, especially after a whole week of watching her up close and breathing in her scent as she acted all unaffected by her vicinity to my body. Not that I was going to tell that to Quin who was spewing nonsense through my phone, which I'd propped on a stand beside my computer in my lavish office."Kory's ashes would solidify to a living breathing demon if I sunk my dick inside his murderer." if they had buried him with his full body still intact, I would have found a better way to express the horrific idea of succumbing to Melody's stunts. Especially after what she did on Saturday. She'd been sweaty, wet, and hot with a look of doom in her eyes as she urged me on. Something told me this girl knew what she was doing, and she wasn't going to stop the until she'd finally broken
“Be thankful for what you have; you’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never, ever have enough.” – Oprah WinfreyMELODY POVWarm, dry air breezed into the dining room through the open window. The curtains rustled on the walls with a smooth hum and a melodic white. In front of me lay 8 seat dining table, with all seats occupied except one on my right. I was slowly getting pissed off by the cat-and-mouse chase Jordan was playing with me, and I know I said I wasn't going to give up. But fuck.Gianna's loud chattering made it almost impossible to focus on my thoughts, so I let the nasty feeling disperse and focused on her donkeys on steroids.And those were all guys who asked her out for prom."So this other one has like the cutest eyes in the world, okay? But then when he reveals those teeth?" she made a gagging sound that sent us all down with laughter, including Papa who always looked like he was plotting the end of the world. Vernero pulled up t
'My dark side, my shadow, my lower companion is now in the back room blowing up balloons for kids' part.' - Gary BuseyMELODY POV"No Jordan, you can't come with me."Jordan who was obviously hard of hearing, or purposely stubborn didn't falter as he walked down the hallway towards staircases, casually folding the shirt up his arms."Jordan, stop." My hand looped around the crook of his elbow, finally earning his attention, he halted and half-turned to look at me.Hazel eyes and intense obsidian held me a prisoner of his intense stare, and I swallowed before searching my mind for words."I know you want to come with me, but you can't, "I told him, slightly out of breath with the way he was looking at me. His brow arched in question, and my heart skipped a few beats."You don't wanna know what's going to happen there. You don't wanna see it." I continued, and the bastard shifted on his heel to finally face me fully."Why don't you want me to see it?" he groused, his voice deeper and mu
"In life, we weep at the thought of death. In death, perhaps we weep at the thought of life." – Marilyn MonroeJORDAN POVI did not know what I was expecting. But that?That was off the records, totally off the charts.Black eyes connected with mine, and softness trickled into the stance, replacing hard hatred. Her gaze melted unto mine, as though she was telling me something through bated lashes. Unsaid words flickered between us. An invisible string tugged at me, and tingles darted down my back. My eyes fell on the mutilated body and a pool of blood beneath the chair. It has not even been a full month yet, but she had already unalived two people. Two lost souls and lives stolen from their hands.My heart tried to claw its way out of my throat, and I bolted.I jumped into the elevator without a back glance, then clamped a restraining hand on my mouth. My stomach churned with the unease, bile spreading through my chest and rising like a tide. My eyes blurred and a loud gag threatened
"Life is about accepting what you’ve got and moving on." – Marshy MarshMELODY POVAnger blared like tiny balls of the hurricane that sent goosebumps skittering to every part of my skin. Heat seeped into my limbs, dispelling the avalanche of unhappiness and the momentary release I was soaking in. The sound of the tires squealed as Jordan pulled out of the parking lot without a back glance.I stood there watching the spot he just vacated, then bit my tongue until metal and hotness were all I could taste. I shook the nasty images of Jordan's mutilated body, then started walking with no clear sense of direction.The sound of my heels against hard pavement was annoying to my ears. I dispersed everything from my soul and emptied my body until all I could feel was nothing. The dull ache in my chest threatened to claw my heart out before spreading its wings and bathing me in hatred.Time ceased to have the meaning as I trudged the streets of Los Angeles with blank eyes, an unfeeling heart, a
Chapter 36"It’s better to be a lion for a day than a sheep all your life. –" Elizabeth KennyJORDAN POVThe pounding at the door sounded like it came straight from my chest. I strained my ear to hear well, but the next one came straight from the top of my head. I threw the blankets off and attempted to get up only to wince when a pang of headache sliced through my skull. A lone tear escaped my eye, and I fell back to my bed with my head clutched tightly in my hands.Boom!"Make it stoooop..." I groaned taking a pillow and burying my head beneath it.Another boom came, and this one was more violent than the first one. With a series of curses falling off my tongue, I jerked out of bed in a heartbeat, then regretted it when my pulse thrummed frantically. Stars danced behind my eyes, and a wave of vertigo stole the ground beneath my feet. I fell back onto the bed."I feel like shit..." I murmured to myself while my hands covered my eyes from the blinding, assaulting eyes."You do look li
"Humans have a light side and a dark side, and it’s up to us to choose which way we’re going to live our lives. Even if you start out on the dark side, it doesn’t mean you have to continue your journey that way. You always have time to turn it around. " – Taraji P. HensonMELODY POVThe morning came, and I woke up to clear my head with a long run. Not only were my ribs sore from being stuffed into corsets of different sizes and types, but I was also still fuming from what Jordan did.I couldn't hide from the fact that I cared for him. And it annoyed me for some reason to see him all...berserk.The run lasted me two hours since I decided to take 3 laps around the estate with no break. It was almost 7 o'clock when I finally charged towards the house. The fragments of aggravation still bloated my stomach. So I did what I always did when I was pissed.Headed for the gym.Except I didn't even make it passed the lobby because Gia scooped me in a tight hug and mumbled some incoherent shit ab