Violen POV
Along the way, the heart seemed to dance in there. The snow was still falling, and the air was getting colder, but my body felt hot. Once again, I felt what I was then like a dream. I squeezed my hand and occasionally saw Noah; this man always smiled back at the flutter I felt right now. Noah and I are on our way to the wedding dress.
"The more you smile like that, the more uncertainty I feel," I said to Noah. Noah was just silent, not responding to me who protested. "Is the place still far away? "I asked. Noah shook his head in response to me.
"You don't have a mouth?" I said emphatically sarcastically Noah; he'd been answering me with a nod or sometimes shaking his head. Like before again, Noah smiled arrogantly and shook his head in answer to my question. It made me snort with annoyance.
After a few minutes, Noah parked the car, asked me to get off and led my hand into the wedding dress selection area. My legs were still shaking when the wed
Violen POVTomorrow is a historic day in my life. My life is like a fairy tale princess, I met the prince, and he invited me to marry and live in the palace. Daliah made sure my health was fair. She also takes care of my skin to make it look fresher later.While Lesley? Yeah, she's getting better. But her heart still hasn't recovered. Lesley told me that she couldn't stand her anymore. She wanted to see Joan, begged Joan not to leave Lesley. But on the other hand, Lesley realized it was an act that was humiliating her. Finally, she decided to contemplate under the shower of water, hoping her mind felt a cold sensation and then subsided.It turned out that her condition got worse, and she fell unconscious. Lesley and Daliah are now sitting beside me, we wear face masks after preparing everything needed for tomorrow "I can't wait for tomorrow" said Lesley enthusiastically. Both Lesley and Daliah and I had difficulty speaking because the masks on our faces had drie
Violen POVMy mother cried when she entered my room. I've put on a wedding dress with makeup on my face. Lesley and Daliah have also been helping me all along. "Oh mom, don't be like that," I said, comforting my mother. sHe is standing in front of me now. While I sat in front of the mirror and saw the reflection of myself and my mom in the mirror"You are "wonderful said my mom is praising me. I smiled shyly, "you are so shining dear", repeated my mom. She stroked my shoulder. Then my dad came after; he was silent stiff, seeing me from a distance. I got up from my seat and stared at my dad closely. My dad smiled at me, his eyes filled with tears, but no tears rolled down his cheeks."You're beautiful", said my dad. I smiled saying thank you, so many compliments I received. The thing that is stuck in my mind right now is, Noah. I haven't seen Noah even in his wedding suit."The event is about to start, are you ready?" asked my dad. I took a deep breath and
Violen POVThe festive wedding and the tiresome party feast passed. There are funny things you should know. Even though Noah and I are married. I insisted Noah not to sleep in the same bed. I argued with Noah for a long time last night until finally, Noah relented, and we slept in different rooms. I was lucky that our wedding party was being held at one of Noah's hotels. Lots of empty rooms that allow me to be separated from Noah.When my tired body has to wake up in the morning, because someone banging on my door shouting my name "Violen? Violen? are you awake, huh?" he shouted. A very familiar voice, that's must be Noah.I change my position to sit, rubbing my eyes that still feel sleepy. At first, I only heard Noah screaming knocking on my door outside because I was still very sleepy, so I went back to sleep. Ignoring Noah, who still calls my nameIf I went back to sleep, I thought I would fall asleep without anyone being able to bother me. I forgot th
Violen POVLesley was still laughing mockingly at me. That's because I came to the cafe escorted by a bodyguard. My bodyguard is a tall, well-built man. Noah forced him to accompany me wherever I went. I already complained to Noah that I didn't need bodyguards. I can take care of myself. but Noah insisted, and in the end, I relented"Stop laughing," I snapped at Lesley. At the same time, my bodyguard sat in the car while waiting for me. It makes me feel bad, so I ask my bodyguard if he's bored, he can come home, and if he's hungry, he can eat at Café Lesley."Your life has changed drastically; I can't stop thinking. Who is going to hurt you?" Lesley was still mocking me. I just snorted in annoyance, there's nothing I can do. My life has changed."Noah is overreacting. But I'm lucky he didn't forbid me and allowed me to do anything." I smiled. My words made Lesley stop laughing and look at me closely "yeah, you're lucky to have everything now. And y
Violen POVFor the first time, I fretted waiting for Noah's return. He still hasn't come home from work even though it's midnight. I waited for Noah in front of the house entrance. At the same time, Lesley had been asleep from earlier.Lesley said she was fine, but after she tried to contact Joan and Joan didn't pick up the phone, Lesley ended up crying too. sHe was unable to contain her feelings of confusion. Moreover, Nandin's words were still ringing in her mind. I can't bear to see Lesley's state like that. why the one who ends up being the enemy is the closest personA few minutes passed. Noah was still not home yet. "Never mind, I want to go to sleep," I said, intending to go back to my room, then I heard the sound of a car that had just arrived and gone straight into the basement."Noah," I said when Noah entered the house. He saw me but did not answer me to greet him. Just not smiling at me. Noah kept walking, and I followed him. Noah's footsteps
Violen POVThe tense feeling did not end just like that; after lunch, Noah's grandmother invited me to talk about many things. At first, I was awkward, but Noah signaled that it was OK when his grandmother asked me to talk alone. So far, only Noah's grandmother has been the friendliest to me.Grandma Noah invited me to chat in the house's yard, a garden filled with flowers and ornamental trees. Several garden lights complement the beauty, the snow does cover the green grass, but it seems that Noah's grandmother is more comfortable walking around the garden in her thick jacket and ignoring the cold wind that blows."Are you still cold?" Nana asked me. I shook my head because I was wearing only one winter jacket. But for me, it was enough, and the air wasn't too cold anyway. Nana sighed heavily "I hope you don't feel pressured; this is how Noah's family is," Nana said, smiling wistfully at me. I shook my head, feeling bad "it's OK, I'm fine, nana," I replied, smil
Lesley POVAt first, I was hesitant about following Daliah's plan. It's just that my feelings are tired of wondering. Hey, I'm happy for Violen; even though it's hard for Violen to live, but I always encourage her. Likewise, Violen to me, when I'm down like this, the only Violen is always there for me.I only have a mother and younger brother who are now in high school. That's why I prefer to open a business with the inherited money left by my father. Until now, I support my family even though it's not much. I'm happy with my life.But for romance, I don't think I was lucky. I never felt loved and loving until I felt what it was like being hurt, disappointed, and betrayed. But Joan made me get back to know what love isThis is where I start not to understand when I have given my best to Joan. I gave my all even when I was so hesitant when Joan mocked me to have sex; I still did it because Joan asked for it. Because it's Joan.I heard the news that
Violen POVI can't stop thinking about Noah's way of thinking. Noah is a complicated man with things that I still have trouble understanding. Noah made Joan kneel, bruised at the corner of his lips. Noah gave Lesley advice and walked away. I took a deep breath now that I saw Lesley, who was kneeling in front of Joan. But Joan didn't meet Lesley's gaze. Joan just lowered his head."I thank Noah because making me see you this close to attack," said Lesley, her voice trembling, but no more tears came out "Joan, I never asked you to come into my life. You're the one who forced me to have this relationship with you. You asked me to accept your love when I insisted on explaining to you why I have a hard time in a relationship. You know how my past is, right?" Lesley asked in a very soft tone, in my opinion.Joan was still silent; he also kept his head down and didn't dare to look at Lesley. I feel tense about this situation; Lesley sighed again in "Joan, I will not as