It was only just half of the day and I’m already completely exhausted. Aside from the fact that Hudson tried to drain me from giving me countless piles of work, sleep had abandoned me for the past few days.Every time I shut my eyes, I remember that man’s eyes as he lay dead on the floor of my apartment. Despite the emptiness, the fear it held could not be mistaken. Blood stained her crisp clean white suit and she embraced it with pride. She was cruel, vindictive, ruthless.The best decision I ever had was to play submissive the first time she seeked me out. The worst was lying to her and I suffered the consequences for that. The mark on my thigh was the living proof. Ironically, she gave me medicines and ointments to erase the scar. I thought for sure she wanted to keep it as a reminder of my stupidity. She was kind yet not. Once again, she confuses me.“Hey…” I turned to see Amilia joining me in the pantry. “You okay? You look really exhausted.” Her lips lifted in a small smile.
I was shocked when I found out that Cara was related to the Ranallos. Not to mention the party we were going to was for Marco Ranallo, himself. It was his birthday. I had a hard time to recover when I found out that he was actually her uncle.When Cara stepped inside the mansion, she was met with a lot of embraces and kisses, the unending how-are-you’s. Everyone was so excited to meet her again that it got very boisterous and buoyantly chaotic for a moment. It seems she wasn’t able to come to their family gatherings for quite a while thus their initial reactions.There were a lot of guests and I heard they were all relatives. It was pretty obvious when they all looked like Italians, like her beauty. I was embarrassed for a minute thinking I might be the only one who’s an outsider. Cara introduced me as her assistant even though her cousin brother was staring at me like I’m some object of amusement. I’m actually kind of nervous and scared of what he might do to me since that night. Th
Cara“How is my princess doing?” “I know what you’re trying to imply, zio. Hopefully, I’m wrong.”I know why he asked me to walk with him outside their garden. It wasn’t because the night was beautiful and the moon was wonderfully at its peak.“Oh, Cara mia. I just worry for the only princess in the family. You are like a daughter to me. And I’m sure you leading the family isn’t really Domenico’s wish- despite you being the real heiress. However… we’re not out here to reprimand you and perhaps Angelo’s decision. Know that no matter what, whether you’re the best of the best, I still worry for you.”I chuckle as I playfully roll my eyes. “Of course, uncle. How can I not know that? How can I forget that? So…” He raises his brow inquisitively. “About that rule, am I exempted because of course you favor me?” I inquire with a tease.He laughs. “No, Cara mia. It’s best if we follow what is being agreed. It would put peace in my mind knowing you have less enemies to worry about.”Damn, if he
I stare at Amilia’s phone number since this morning after breakfast. I couldn’t have the heart to break the news to her. She was so excited yesterday. And now I have to ruin those expectations.Fuck. I really don’t have a choice.I gathered enough courage to finally swipe her phone number. A few rings later, her voice followed.“Dylan, hi!” Her soft angelic voice rang through my ears. The two are such polar opposites. Shit. It’s so inappropriate to compare them but I couldn’t help it and I don’t even know why. “Ugh, hi.” There’s hesitation as I speak. “Ami, listen, can we take a rain check tonight? I have a sudden emergency with my… other job.”“Oh.” She responded dejectedly. There was a short pause before she replied. “It’s okay. We can do it another time then.”“I’m so sorry, Ami.” I ruefully said.She giggles. “It’s alright. I know how much you give importance to your work. I mean there’s always next time. But I should expect a treat from you on that rain check, right?” She aske
As if on cue and to my utter surprise, Franco suddenly appeared out of nowhere. The man was certainly always one call away for her.He seems to be in haste. There’s anger and concern in his face but he tries to act collected.“There’s a room on the highest floor reserved for you. The men are already watching him.” He said.“Wait until the night is done. It’d be a waste if you caught him before his generosity.” She said through vague uneven breaths. She really isn’t okay right now. And I’m really getting worried. It’s the first time I’ve seen her vulnerable.Franco nods at her orders.“Let’s go.” She steps away from the wall she was leaning on. I automatically scoop her in my arms without thinking. I could see their reactions. They were both shocked at my sudden gesture. I could tell they were both trying to suppress it though.“Sorry.” I meet her eyes. “I thought- sorry. I didn’t think, actually. It’s just out of habit.”She narrows her eyes. “You mean you carry women out of habit.”“
She moves closer towards me. Her breasts almost peek out from the water. I try so hard to evade from seeing what lies beneath the translucent water. “Submissive yet bold.”I panic. “I… I-I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me-”The next thing I know, I feel her cold yet warm lips press against mine. Her hand is holding the back of my head forcing me to meet her kiss.I don’t need to be convinced of what to do. As much as I wanted to deny, I have desired her ever since I can remember. No matter how much I try to be a gentleman, I’m still a man after all.Our kiss was rushed, intense, deep and lustful. I could feel my manhood began to ache badly for her, straining against my pants wanting to be freed. Our lips and tongue fought for god knows what. The water waved synchronizing with our movement. I feel Cara rising from the tub while trying to dominate me. I withdrew from the kiss wanting to get her out of the tub. Cara’s eyes are hooded, still drunk from the drugs flowing through
I moved down towards the center of her legs. It was glistening with wetness, leaking from the core. I was so nervous to do what I had in mind but I wanted to try and taste her.I heard a grunt and in no time, I was pulled, face to face with Cara.“Do whatever you want. You have my permission. Lick me, suck me, fuck me, tesoro. I’m all yours.” Her sultry impatient voice and the words she said ignited a fire in me. She kissed me again. I feel her leg rise towards my waist to pull me towards her as she lies again on her back, dragging me down with her. My fingers instinctively went toward her wet entrance. It took a moment for me to realize what I was doing. They were purely instincts of a man.She moaned, feeling my fingers spreading her while thrusting in and out of her. It was music to my ears and it urged me to go deeper. Wet, warm and so tight. Her needy hands traveled towards my belt, unbuckling it painfully slow. I withdrew from her, earning a whine when I pulled my fingers from
I thought last night was just a dream but I woke up with her naked in my arms. Her rosy scent invaded my nostrils and I was enthralled to bury my nose in her neck and inhale her scent deeper.My eyes widened, surprised at my creepy actions.What the fuck, Dylan! You are such an embarrassing man.I tried to withdraw myself from her to reach for my phone and look at the time. It was already past seven. The movement caused Cara to stir and finally wake up.I blushed. “S-sorry. I was trying to look at the time.”She blinked a couple of times in a daze. She palmed her head and frowned. “What happened?”My heart jumped as I stared at her in shock. Did she not remember anything?Her eyes finally adjusted and she looked at me inquisitively. “What happened?” She asked again. She then looked around and her gray eyes caught us both naked under the covers. “Why are we naked?” Her question was full of innocence.Shit. She didn’t remember anything. Fuck! Please don’t tell me I took advantage of h
Cara“Ciao… fratello mio.”Vassily stilled at the sound of my voice. The door of his office paused midway from closing, his hand froze.I smirked at his reaction. I never caught him by surprise despite my random appearance.“Is something the matter, Vassily?” The tone of my voice was smug and teasing and I knew he noticed that even with his back facing me.He slowly turned around, eyebrows knitted together in a frown. “What are you doing here, Cara?” He sauntered towards his desk, not happy that I was the one occupying it. “What are you doing here?” I returned his question with conviction. “Of all places you have business with, it had to be England, huh. Couldn’t you be more obvious enough?”“I thought I was trying to be.” He retorted mockingly, arms crossed in front of his chest as he stood in front of his desk. “You know what, why don’t you just answer my question instead considering you already know mine.”I let out a sardonic smirk. “Let her go.”For the first time in my life, I
Seeing that she wasn’t moving from her spot, I got up and strolled towards her. Sleep abandoned me as soon as I saw her.I stopped a foot away from her. I reached for her face and paused midway when she looked away, evading my touch. I was caught by surprise but I didn’t think deeply of it. I knew she had a long night. I didn’t want to be naggy about it. Being with her is all that I need.“I’ll prepare a bath for you.”Cara stripped her clothes as soon as the water was warm, filled with her favorite scent. I longed to join her in the bathtub. By the cold look on her face, she wasn’t in the mood. She didn’t even care to wipe the blood off her face. She just sat there submerged in the water. Ignoring my overthinking, I stripped off my clothes and braved myself to join her. As soon as I settled myself behind her, I washed off the stain from her face and body. All the while, she was still and I wondered what’s on her mind why she was acting like this. I hoped it wasn’t because of me beca
“Why are you staring at me like that?” Franco asked while munching on his breakfast that I had made for him. I guess I was used to cooking for them back in New York. When I saw him coming into the kitchen, I offered him breakfast right away.He was smirking when he asked and I knew he knew why I’m staring at him like that.“You deliberately sent me right in to him, didn’t you?” I crossed my arms to my chest.“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” He was trying to act innocent but his eyes said differently.“What if that guy murdered me in here in cold blood? He looks like he won’t hesitate to kill me.” I said to make him feel guilty.“And yet you weren’t even hesitant to show your possessiveness.” He teases. Warmth spread all over my face at his comeback. He sighs before speaking seriously this time. “Truthfully, he was already getting on our nerves. He pissed off most of the men here. If he wasn’t our boss’ business partner, we would’ve slit his throat.”“And why exactly isn’t Car
“You’re right. I am not.” I answered, studying him. “I’m sorry. Are you looking for Cara? I’ll go get her-”He cut me off by abruptly standing and taking his steps until he reached my front. I felt pissed at the blatant disrespect.“You must be one of her playthings. Is that why she denies me?” He said it so calmly as if he didn’t just insult me. His eyes were scathing and searching for something that he knew he’s better at. I clenched my fists, controlling my anger. Who the fuck is this guy? In the back of my mind, I have a hunch why he’s here and who he is in her life. “Excuse me? Who the fuck are you anyway to say that?” I almost growled at him. If I’m not careful, I don’t know what he's going to do. If he’s Cara’s guest then he must be some big shot working with her. And this guy obviously has a thing for my woman. It was too late to realize that I already let out a cuss. He scowled at me and in the next second, he raised his arm obviously to hit me but stopped midair when Cara
“What?” He exclaimed as he pulled away from me with wide eyes. As if he had forgotten our mind blowing orgasm. “You love me?”I roll my eyes before replying. “I have always been in love with you. It's the reason why I easily spread my legs for you.”“Can you be serious for once?” He said with a frown. I knew he was doubting my answer.I laugh. “I assure you I’m serious about that.”He then pulled away to sit up. I moaned at the feeling when he withdrew his shaft from me. I grabbed his neck and pulled him back against me with a shattering kiss. He succumbed for a few seconds but then pulled away again and quickly sat up. “Cara, please… I really want to talk. You telling me you love me changes everything. I came here to say goodbye to you completely. I decided to accept that you will never feel the same way. But then this happened and here you are telling me you love me too.” I could see tears glistening in his eyes as he rambled. I sighed. “Is that so?” I paused for a second before c
I stare at her in shock. My tongue was lost for words. I tried to gather myself to speak and when I opened my mouth— she beat me to it by pressing her lips to mine. She pulled me closer, devouring my mouth like a hungry predator. I was still in shock and the fact that she suddenly kissed me, it took a while to register what was happening. It was too good to be true. I had to make sure so I pulled away.I pushed her gently. I felt the separation of our lips. It must be real. “Wait… Cara.” I watched her in a daze with my cheeks all flushed. My eyes traveled to every part of her face, especially her lips. Fuck.I’m kind of disappointed. She’s looking at me the same way she looked at me before she kissed me. Cold and unbothered. The kiss made me expect something… but I guess I was wrong.But then she pulled me again for a kiss– a hungry passionate one. I was taken aback by the force. I was overwhelmed, confused. I didn’t know what to do. I already said goodbye and this is not the respo
“Cara… please.” My voice is begging and desperate. She tightens her hold on my throat, I wheezed in both pain and surprise. She never goes beyond just holding my neck. This was the first time she instilled pain while holding me, not unless she’s furious. Do my feelings enrage her? Tears pooled in my eyes at the realization. She doesn’t feel the same way. She doesn’t want me.My hand clasped her wrist in an unhurried motion. I nodded at her. “I’ll go.” She then let me go.I stare at her for a while. Her cold look squeezed my heart in agony. I never thought I could love a woman this way. I couldn’t even fight with all I’ve got. What’s even my all when this woman already has everything… a lot more than I have? What’s a simple man like me offer her? Love is simply not enough.Wordlessly, I turned around. I stopped short as my hand clasped the handle. I remembered one of the small reasons why I was also adamant to be here. “By the way, please transfer the shares to your name. The company
I got up early in the morning for our usual run. A few weeks ago, Leandro offered to continue my training. He told me it would be good to vent out my emotions through sparring in which I agree. It also keeps me physically fit and maintains my shape.Ever since they started to convince me to go out and stop jailing myself inside my room, I’ve been out most of the time, hanging out with them, especially with Leandro. The guy was fun to be with. On the other hand, Damian had started calling him dad. He teased me that I should start to call him dad, too, which I tried. Both of us froze at the fact that it sounded uncomfortable and hilarious. Our relationship was leaning towards friendship rather than a father and son. We laughed about it and agreed that it’s better to call him by his name. Leandro calling me son doesn’t share the same feeling though so sometimes he calls me that. I’m also ashamed to admit that I’m slacking off at work. I only work a few hours a day and sometimes not. Iro
Weeks have gone by, my thoughts of her never wavered. I thought maybe a part of me has moved on by now. Whether it’d be big or small. And yet it felt like nothing had changed, I still feel the same way about her… deeply and irrevocably. Why can’t I love her any less?On the bright side, my relationship with Leandro was growing better. After I walked out of our talk that day in the park, he still came after me. He was relentless. He didn’t stop until he conveyed what he wanted to say. Even though I refuse to believe it, he still hinted that there was a reason why Cara did what she did and it was for my benefit and so as for my family. This is probably one of the reasons why it’s so hard for me to move on, aside from the fact that she’s my first everything. I’ve never desired anyone as much as I desired her. Even my feelings for Amilia couldn’t compare to her. I wasn’t this obsessed and sulky when I had feelings for her for a longer time. Mom was so happy that we were able to bond ag