Kamara's POV
“He is just as the rumors had said. Heartless and inconsiderate. I wish I had a knife. I would have pierced that cold heart of his to shreds.” I whined, pacing the room back and forth.
Chantelle sighed tiredly, “you should take a seat at least. Since you returned, you haven't settled. Sit down and let's discuss this. I don't even know who it is you are angry at.”
Listening to her advice, I slumped into the couch, feeling the tears swell up in my eyes again. I didn't know things would go this way. I have never felt so humiliated in my life before. It took me a moment for the dire situation we are in to dawn on me. If this cruel man keeps to his word, my entire family would be on the street in the next five days.
“What is going on exactly, Kamara? Please talk to me?”
I sniffed wiping off the tears, “apparently my father got himself into a gambling mess and ended up owing Diego Sanchez.”
She gasped in shock, “please don't tell me it's the same, Diego. The unforgiving mafia?”
“Yes, Chantelle.” I sobbed, unable to hold back the tears any longer. “He said he would take our home away. I can't afford to lose our home. That is the only solace for my family and me.”
“How much is it?”
“$150,000.”
“What? How in the world did he owe so much?”
“I wish I can explain it, Chantelle. Diego insists on getting his money by the end of the week, if not, we would lose our home. I don't know what to do. I can't tell my family anything. My mum looked a bit hopeful yesterday. If only I knew I was just raising dust all for nothing.” The tears fell uncontrollably again.
“Hey, stop crying, please. I wish that I can help so bad, but you know how hard it is for my mum to fend for me with her civil job. Every so often I wish she would take on more expensive cases and not victims of injustice.” She paused, smacking her lips. “now that I think about it. We can actually get my mum to represent you in court. Diego's means of getting his money back is no way right. He can't just take your house. I am sure it's worth more than the money owed.”
I sat up hurriedly, “do you think that would work?”
Her face morphed into a wide smile. “yes, I can assure you it would. We should go to her now. She only listens to appointed complaints today, so we don't have to worry about her going to court.”
“Are you sure we won't be barging in on her?”
“Is that what you care about now or getting the required help.”
I shook my head, causing my curls to fall. “I need every help I can get. Thank you so much for this, Chantelle.”
“You don't have to thank me. That is what friends are for, to help each other when needed.”
I pulled her into a hug, it was more for me. I need to feel comforted as it is, my entire body seems out of place. I don't know if I would be able to survive the coming storm without losing a part of my mind. When we got to Sofia's office, she was busy attending to one of her clients, who appeared hysterical after being scammed by her trusted partner. It almost seems funny, but then I know people can be quite funny.
My ex-boyfriend would always make me bring bake goodies from my parents' shop in a bid to give to the woman he truly desired. One of our bake shop specials is her favorite. I felt cheated that I had him limping for a week after hitting him hard on the leg. He got what he deserved.
“What brings you here?” Sofia smiled widely at us as she hugged her daughter. “It's so nice to see you two. You hardly come around to see me.” She pouted.
I laughed lightly, “pardon us, please.”
“Mum we have something important to share with you. You can save the pleasantries for later.” Chantelle said bluntly. She has always been the one to start the most uncomfortable discussion.
“What's wrong?” Sofia inquired with her face scrunched up in worry.
Inhaling sharply, I explained the situation of things to her and how I hoped we would be able to get a case filed against the wicked man. Sofia stayed quiet for too long that it became bothersome.
Taking off her glasses, she folded her hands on the table. “I know this might sound unprofessional for a person of the law to say, but I would anyway. Diego Sanchez isn't someone you want to enter that puddle with. He controls all of Atlanta. And I know it might sound crazy, but it's the truth. You won't win, and might end up losing more than you bargained for.”
My mouth was wide agape as I stared confused. “can you speak in simple English please?"
Sofia had a pitiful look in her eyes, “you don't have a case. Your father probably signed off the house that he is unaware of. I am so sorry, darling. I really wish I can help you on this case.”
“So in one word, they would have to give up their home?” Chantelle questioned.
“I'm sorry, baby.”
“This is so wrong!”
As they exchanged words, the only thing I could hear was the thump of my heart. It feels so loud that I fear it would jump out of its cage. I can almost picture my family fighting on the line in shelter homes just to get a bed to sleep in for the night. It would have been fair if the bakery shop hadn't been closed down. We are the exact definition of stranded.
Standing up from the chair, it felt like my breath was beginning to seize. I held the chair tightly to steady myself. I envisioned me building a beach house and everything collapsing with the waves visit. I want to assure myself that it would be fine, that a miracle would happen, but it's a dead end. There is simply no way out.
“Kamara.” I heard someone call in a distant. It's almost hard for me to reach the voice. “Kamara!”
I couldn't hear anything any longer, my body softened and everything turned black.
Kamara’s POVChantelle beamed brightly at me, her eyes dancing in amusement. “How was class today?” Chuckling with an eye roll, I replied. “Something tells me that is not the response you are expecting from me. You keep jumping on a video call like there is something you are seeking.”“You can't blame me. Not after I set my eyes on that hunk in your class. Who would have thought men like him would study fashion design?” she giggled.I slapped my forehead in disbelief. “Sometimes I wonder what planet you dropped from. You are talking like you have been locked up in a shell for ages. Men are into fashion design, we have a chunk of them in the industry. Moreover, I will advise you to take your mind off him.”“Why? Do you suddenly have an interest in him?”“Don’t be crazy. I am going to stop answering your calls from now on if you won't stop obsessing over the unattainable man.”“Try all you want. You won’t be stopping me from getting what I want because I just got my internship approved
Diego’s POVThe pain seared through my spine making me gasp for breath. I searched the drawer hastily for the pills. It didn’t surprise me when I saw that it remained just two. I have been consuming it a lot in the past few weeks, which has done nothing to ease the pain. Instead, each experience leaves me weaker than the last. Groaning, I popped the pills into my mouth and chugged them down with whiskey. I ignored the twist going on in my belly, staring lifelessly at the wall. From a distance, I can hear Axel crying. It made my earache. It's been two weeks since Kamara decided to leave us. Since then I haven’t stayed in the house beyond a few hours. Can't bring myself to look Axel in the face. Maybe because he reminds me so much of his mother or the guilt of being undeserving of an innocent soul like him, I never would have indulged in this mess if I knew it was going to mess me up this much. It makes no sense that Kamara will just leave after everything we have been through togethe
Kamara’s POVThe aura that hung in the air was depressing. I felt awful putting such a burden on Chantelle when she is just being a good friend. Chantelle excused herself, telling me she would be in the room since she didn’t trust Ciara to keep her hands to herself.“I am sorry for showing up unannounced,” Ciara muttered.“Are you just responding to the call from three weeks ago?” I quizzed with little interest. The whole of me is too exhausted to act concerned.“Yes. But I wasn’t sure what your reaction would be towards me.”I scoffed, “Just admit you are out of money. I will understand.”She stayed quiet staring hard at the ground. “I was foolish, Kamara. Childish infact. I don’t know why I thought I could live like that and turn my back against you. I guess I was just too carried away by the life I was fortunate to enjoy. Forgive me, K. I don’t have anyone else to go to. My mum practically cursed me out when I called for help. Please.”A dry chuckle escaped my lips. I took a long s
Kamara’s POV“Is there anything you might have forgotten?” Chantelle inquired. Holding up a weak smile, I shook my head. “That is all.” I mouthed, getting up.“If that is the case then we are set to leave.” “Alright, thank you,” I mumbled. As I was about to leave the room a solemn-looking Nana stood by the door.Her grey hair looked thinner than usual and her face appeared to have aged more. “Do you really have to do this, Kamara? You two can sort this out. Don’t you think it is unfair that you are leaving your newborn by himself? Please. It is okay to be pissed at that stupid boy, but little Axel did nothing to deserve his mother neglecting him.”Tears burned the back of my eyes. Chantelle threw me a pitiful gaze. Inhaling sharply to keep the tears from falling, I reached for her hand. “I feel ashamed staring you in the face after lying to you for months. It's time for me to leave, Nana. I am so sorry for all that I did. It's okay if you don’t forgive me, I would be stupid to want
Diego’s POVI have seen her vulnerable a few times, and each time has humbled me. It made me feel useless that all the money and power I have acquired over the years couldn’t help heal her pain. Like a piece of furniture, I sit still watching her pick herself back up. Such a shame of a man. Moments like this make me question if I am good enough for a relationship with someone like Kamara. She handles her emotions maturely, refusing to burden anyone, and that mere act annoys me. I want her to lean on me. Run to me whenever she is scared or worried. Tell me everything that makes her uncomfortable and what makes her happy. Everything that has to do with her, I want to know everything. But then, in the life I have lived so far, I know people do not give themselves away like that. All the same, I wish she would make an exception for me. I want to be part of her life for a long time. If Nana had not asked me to stay back I would have gone after her regardless of the way she spoke to me.
Kamara’s POVMy appetite had waned terribly by the time lunch was ready. The large family gathered around the table to eat, throwing jabs at each other and making slight jokes. None of that appealed to me. I was so distracted that I didn't pay attention to Ivana’s suspicious closeness with Diego. All I could think about was my sister. Ciara has been a bitch to me many times I can’t deny that, however, I can’t bring myself to hate her. She is still a part of me. Negative thoughts kept bombarding my head thinking about her. My parents would never forgive themselves if that happened. I just wish she would answer the fucking call so I would be assured of her safety. Tears filled my eyes as I stared at the plate with disinterest the pleasant meal in front of me still couldn’t uplift my mood. Diego leaned close his perfume filling up my nostrils, and I had almost forgotten that there were other people in the room with me. “Are you alright, mama? Do you not like the food, should I get you