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Maddox's POV I close the door when I get into my office. Turning around I lean against the door then rest my head against it while closing my eyes. "Fuck!" I whisper. I stay like that for a few moments before pushing away from my door. I walk to my desk before dropping into my chair. With my elbows on my desk I rest my face in my hands and just sit here. What am I going to do? I can't, I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready to have sex yet, not with Addison and definitely not with Finn. What am I going to do? Tonight's the full moon celebration. Finn's going to go into his first heat... And Addison will be going into heat as well but at least hers isn't as bad as a werewolves. Hers is nowhere near as bad as of werewolves thank goddess. She's been able to handle her heats without me since they rescued me. Which I was assuming we would be doing the same thing again. I hate this! I hate that I feel like this, that my head's so fucked up I haven't been able to even take care of my ma
Maddox's POV I linked Xander on my way back to my office telling him to keep all unmated males away from the pack house and went straight to my office and locking myself in. Thankfully my office was empty, I rest myself against the door and slid down. dropping my head in my arms as I folded them over my knees. After a few minutes I suddenly realized I'm not sure if I brought what I need for today with me. I jumped up and ran to my desk, yanking the bottom right drawer open. I felt relief flood me when I saw the box sitting in there. I pulled the box out, pulling the lid open and see several syringes sitting in there. I pulled one out and rolled it between my fingers as I look at the poison that I have to put in my body as soon as I start feeling the effects of their heat. It's the only way I can get through it without going to them. I Have to inject myself with a mixture that includes wolfsbane. It's extremely painful, this will be my third time. No one knows I'm doing this but th
Maddox's POV It's 7:00pm and the full moon celebration is well underway since it started at 5:00pm. Knowing I can no longer hide up here and need to make an appearance I force myself to leave the safe confinements of my office and head outside. This is the first full moon celebration I'm celebrating since I've been rescued. The last two I was at my brother's pack and locked myself away in the pack house during the events. Unfortunately I can't do that now since I'm back at my own pack and I'm the alpha. So I put on my mask and plaster on my fake smile as I walked towards everyone. I made my rounds as I walked around saying hello to everyone. Trying to assure everyone that I'm okay as I could tell everyone was worried about me. I finally start to loosen up when I was standing with a small group. I had my back toward the woods when three members came from behind me and bumped into me. I felt a pinch in my back off to the side and quickly spun around grabbing the person behind me by
Maddox's POV I laid there crying with my head buried in Finn's neck after he rolled me over. He laid on top of me shielding my body from everyone. "I'm so sorry, I felt you... I heard you, You were so loud. He said while crying. I was so scared Maddox, we got hear as fast as we could!" He said as held onto me tighter while we both cried. We laid there for a moment with him holding me and my head buried in his neck. I heard the commotion going on around us still and the sound of Addison still chanting as she walked past us. The sounds of growls and snarls could be heard. The cries and screams of those men who were trying to hurt me could be heard as their cries became gurgly before they died out. Here let me pick him up I heard my father say. Finn slowly got off of me then my father laid a blanket on me before picking me up. Has he picked me up? I caught a quick glance at the scene behind me and seen there were even more men coming than was here originally. Nicholas's
Maddox's POV His eyes went wide as he watches me bring my fingers to my mouth, licking his juices off before sticking them in my mouth and sucking them dry. My goddess, I think I've died and gone to heaven I thought as I tasted him. He taste sweater than he smells. My mind so clouded in a lustful haze wanting to taste more of him as my wolf pushes forward harder with me. I growl as I attack his mouth, thrusting my tongue inside as I taste him again. He moans as he rocks his hips against me as I hungrily devour his mouth. My tongue searching every crevice as I can't get enough of him. I suck his lower lip into my mouth before biting on it and he takes a sharp breath in as he rocks his hips forward. My hands roam his body as I attack his neck. I suck, kiss and nip at it. "Maddox!" He cries out when I bite down on his marking spot, fully breaking the skin but not marking him. I felt his body tremble as he pushed against me. I can feel his heart pounding in his chest even harder a
Addison's POV"Finn hun, I don't know what you're talking about. What happened?""He.. he kissed me."He said still crying.I was shocked to hear this and so happy.I was afraid it was going to take way longer than this for him to be be able to allow himself to feel for Finn. To be able to get to the point where he would be able to kiss him."That's wonderful, but why are you crying then? Did you not want him to?""No, I mean yes. That's not what's wrong."He said as he slowly pulled away. He brought his hand up and touched his neck where his shoulder and neck meet."He, he bit me. I felt his wolf... He wanted to mark me. I thought... I thought he was going to go further.I got scared, it wasn't his fault. My stupid head thought he was going to rape and mark me.I... I freaked out.Oh goddess Addison, the look on his face! I seen the look on his face when he seen how scared I was.He.... He felt my fears. He felt so guilty, he felt like one of them! I did this to him!I felt what he wa
Addison's POVIt felt like I had just fallen asleep when I suddenly sat up taking a sharp breath in as I clutched my stomach."Fuck!" I said as I quickly opened the drawer on the nightstand next to my bed. I reached in and grabbed the pills before quickly swallowing them back with water.Feeling my body already heating up. I quickly ran into the bathroom. I turned the shower on as cold as I could get it.I tore my clothes off and quickly jumped in the shower. I instantly let out a sigh of relief as I felt the cold water rain down on my red hot skin. I leaned against the wall and slid down while letting the cold water run all over my body.Thankfully the pills that I got from my grandmother don't take long. About 5 to 10 minutes later I already started feeling the effect.I quickly turned the shower off and make my way to bed as fast as I could. My body already starting to feel heavy as my eyelids droop. I stumbled the last few steps toward the bed before collapsing on it.I struggled t
Maddox's POV"Finn are you awake?"I heard Addison's voice a few hours later as she slowly open the door and peaked her head in.Her eyes went wide when they landed on mine as I looked over my shoulder toward the door."Maddox?"She said as she opens the door further and slowly walks in looking at me confused and shocked."Quiet baby girl, I don't want him to wake up. He had a really rough night."I said to her in the link then nudged my head signaling her to come closer.She looked at me still confused as she walked over and sat down on the bed just behind me."I'm so sorry baby girl"I whispered, and she furrowed her eyebrows at me.I switched over to the link when I felt him start to stir. I really didn't want to wake him up yet, I knew he got absolutely no sleep last night and desperately needed this little bit of sleep."I'm so sorry I let you guys suffer, I promise it's not going to happen anymore. Enough's enough and I need to get over this. I can't keep doing this to you guys."
Cain's POVI was so lost in my thoughts, I never even heard Christian come out of the bathroom. Nor did I see him.I was off in my mind, thinking about my pack. Thinking of everything that happened and that's going to happen.The elders are coming in 2 weeks to make me the official Alpha for my pack. I haven't asked him yet, but I want Christian to officially become my Luna at the same time.I plan on asking him tonight, I don't know why I feel so nervous about it. But I do. I'm sure he'll say yes, but a part of me is scared he won't.A part of me is scared he won't want to leave his pack.When he accepted and mated with me, I wasn't getting ready to become an alpha.Garrick was the alpha, there was no talk of me being the next alpha.What if he only agreed and accepted me because he thought I was going to stay with him at his pack.... What if he has no intentions on coming with me?The thought has me more scared than ever now. I don't know what I would do if he doesn't want to come wi
Reid's POVI groan then moan, pressing my hips against him as I press him into the wall. His legs squeezed tighter as he rocks his hips against me. I feel his tongue move against my neck as he sucks and feeds from me.I squeezed his ass, pulling him against me again as I thrust my hips forward. Growling as I want to sink my cock into his ass.I feel as he extracts his fangs then licks the wound.I dropped my head into his neck, my chest rapidly rising and falling as I try to catch my breath. I feel his mouth and tongue as he sucks nips and kisses at my neck. Making his way up until he latches onto my earlobe.I groan, wishing we could take this further, but knowing we need to go.It's an amazing thing when he feeds from me. Unfortunately it's extremely difficult when we do this just before we have to be somewhere.As we were getting ready to leave the room Julian swayed, I caught him before he fell. I turned his face and was shocked at how pale he was. He had already fed off me twice t
Michael's POV Asher's pack is moving in, so we can combine the packs for the next 5 years until Harris is old enough and able to take over for him. We need to build a new pack house to accommodate Ashers people. The new pack house will go west of the current pack house. We will be clearing out an area on the south end of our territory for the new homes. With both of our packs working together, it should only take us 3 weeks to build the new pack house. Most of Asher's pack wants to go home until the new homes and pack houses is ready. And we don't blame them, most of them have been living in the large tent for the past few weeks. So because of that, most of his pack is moving back home. Although, 300 of his members will be going to my pack. Those are the members that will be helping build all the homes and new packhouse. Since Asher doesn't have a beta currently, and I do. I sent my pack home, with my Beta, Ryder in charge. Anders will be there to help him. Noah and I are goi
Michael's POV I moan as I feel the intense pleasure, these are the best dreams! I think as I feel my little omega ride my cock. Feeling his walls stretch around me as I move in and out of him.I moan again, My goddess is so tight! He feels so damn good!His little moans and whimpers are music to my ears.The sensation of his claws sinking into me to make me furrow my eyebrows and I feel myself slowly waking up.The only problem is I still feel the movement, this is no longer a dream...This little feisty shit is actually riding my cock while I'm sleeping again!Apon that realization I instantly stopped moving. It doesn't take long before I hear a frustrated growl come from him. He wiggles around as he moves up and down my length. I feel him push against my chest, trying to get me to do something.It takes everything in me not to laugh or smile. I simply lay here and pretend to be sleeping.He growls again as he thrust his hips against me, as if he's nudging me to get me to move.He gr
Maddox's POVAddison and I have been taking turns watching over Finn. He still hasn't woken up since he passed out in my arms after the war was over.He blinked to me just as I was almost back to the packhouse.He suddenly appeared right in front of me. His body was swaying, his wings disappeared instantly."Maddox!"Was all he was able to say as he reached for me. His eyes rolled in the back of his head as he fell forward.I caught him just in time, scooping him up into my arms.He scared the shit out of me!I ran straight to the doctor in the tent to have him looked at.The doctor couldn't find anything wrong with him, I freaked out even more when I learned that Angelica was unconscious so I couldn't even have her check on Finn to see if he was okay.Both my mate and my daughter were unconscious!I calmed down after Ryder told me why she was unconscious. I started connecting the dots. It only makes sense that if she passed out from using her light, that's most likely what happened to
The day before the war, later that evening. Xavier's POV I turn the shower off... I already know he's there. I open the shower and smirk at him but he doesn't smirk back nor does he smile at me. He simply hands me my towel. I look at his perfect face, his perfect hair and his his perfect body. "Stop those thoughts, that's not what I'm here for." My thoughts stops instantly and my stomach drops. He's never talked me like this before. He's so serious as he stands there looking at me. I can't tell if he's mad or not. I quickly dry off then wrap the towel around my waist. Glancing at him every now and then as I try to figure out what he's thinking. His walls are up so I can't feel him. I lightly pushed against it and it's firmly up. I don't want to push harder, because he'll feel it so I stopped trying. I feel nervous as I get out of the shower, afraid he knows exactly what happened down there and he's mad about it. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I was going to ask you the same thi
Reid's POV After leaving the cell, I couldn't face my mate.I know Eric was an evil man. I know he's done horrible things to my mate.... But this is just something I've never done before.I feel more like I'm one of them now. I feel like I'm the monster now. I feel disgusting, my skin feels like it's crawling, like I need to crawl out of it and hide.I head straight to my office, needing to be alone, and needing a shower. I'm so thankful I had that bathroom put in.I quickly make my way to my office, shutting the door and locking it. Making sure no one can enter. I barely make it to the bathroom before I drop to my knees and throw up into the toilet.I continue to throw up, emptying every last bit that was in my stomach.I slowly stand up, flushing the toilet before I turn toward the sink to wash my hands and face. I turn the water on, then wait for it to get warm.My eyes find their way to the mirror. I look at myself for a moment before I can't any longer. I rest against the sink as
Third Person's POV Noah hears himself purring as he lays on top of Asher while watching him sleep. His fingers lightly trace his face. His heart hurts for Asher, he can see the puffiness in his face still from crying last night. Luke was more than a Beta to Asher. He was a best friend, he was a brother. Noah hears his purr get louder as Asher begins to stir. He feels the excitement building in him, waiting for his eyes to open. Asher hums as he begins to open his eyes. His arms snaking around Noah's waist, his hands running across his skin as he snakes them around his waist. The biggest smile spreads across Noah's face as he finally looks into Asher's beautiful brown eyes. Asher smiles, then chuckles when he hears Noah's rough motor going and the big smile on his face. "I swear Noah, your purr never fails to amaze me. I absolutely love it!" He says then leans forward and presses a kiss to his lips. Noah's eyes slowly close when he feels Asher's lips against his. A little moan
** Trigger warning! Torture Warning!**Third person's POVXavier and Reid laugh as Eric screams, bloody murder. The sound of his screams and cries was music to their ears.They both hear the loud noise his dick makes as it hits the inside of the metal garbage can."There, much better now! You don't have to worry about cleaning that anymore!"Xavier says as he turns and sets the tools down on the tray.Xavier hears the sound of the torch going. He's smirks when he looks over to see Reid heating up a piece of metal so he can cauterize the area where Eric's dick once was.They don't want him to bleed out and died too quickly.Eric screams and cries, begging and pleading as he watches Reid bring the extremely red hot piece of metal toward his body.He screams at the top of his lungs as Reid presses it against the wound. The disgusting stench of skin burning fills the air.Reid pulls the metal away."There, good as new!"He says then places the metal back on the cart. Eric continues to cry,