If I Were Him
May 19, 2009
Boo
The buildings and the city lights blurred past us as I stepped on the pedal. I called Tony on my bluetooth to get someone to handle the press and to trace the photographer from Hawaii.
"Just send someone to scare them. Or to pay them off. Don't hurt anyone, though. Okay. Give me an update. Thanks."
Lucille was busy with her phone and tears were falling down her cheeks again.
"Are you okay?" I asked. "Stop reading those. They're just gossiping. Ignore them."
"It’s easy when you’re not the one they’re cal
It’s Gonna Be Okay May 19, 2009 Jasper After I parked and got out of my car the flock of reporters attacked me with their questions. I told them I had no comment for the time being and pushed my way into the building, telling the guards to keep them away. “They’re all gone sir. A bunch of men in suits came and they scattered. Of course we don’t know about the ones who blend in the crowd and to just take pictures.” the guard of our apartment building said when I called him to check outside. I paced the balcony a couple of times before going inside. The front door opened and Lucille came running into my arms, crying. I held her up and carried her
Let’s Fight and Make up...Sex May 26, 2009 Lucille We fell asleep the other night fucking until I told him I was too sore for another round. He wrapped his arms around me and I couldn’t believe how fast and peaceful I slept despite all the things that happened. Jasper and Boo made sure all the pictures and the articles were gone. All the media had been threatened to shut up about it by the mafia, a.k.a Tony. As he told me about it, I realized, being with the billionaires both had its troubles and perks. For days, my parents have been telling me to come home, but I couldn’t give up my life here because of some scandal. The hell do I care, everybody fucks around, don’t they?
Home Sweet HomeMay 26, 2009JasperThe streets were empty, except for us. We were outside her parents’ house at around six in the evening after we left New York at noon. She was scared to go in because of what her dad would say or do to her, and since I felt that we were about to have another fight, I told her we should do the trust exercise Dr. Hurt, our shrink, assigned us. So we put our backpacks down on the pavement and Lu stood facing away from me.“This is stupid. We look stupid standing here.”“Nobody is looking at us. Now just do it. Trust me.”“Don’t let me
Yes, master May 26, 2009 Boo It was noon when my phone chimed and I read a text from Jasper saying they were heading to Washington State to visit Lucille’s parents to explain things. I texted him back saying to say hi to them for me and to take care of Lu. But I deleted the last four words before I clicked send. I have to get over her. Stop thinking about her, you loser. I wanted to get up but Nora fell asleep beside me and she looked so peaceful I didn’t want to wake her up. Instead I looked at her sleeping. “She’s a beautiful girl, but something about her isn’t innocent.” Jasper’s words r
The Bachelorette May 27, 2009 Lucille I slept the whole flight back to the big apple, tired from the day we spent with my entire family. “Hey. We’re almost there. Are you okay?” Jasper caressed my face. I looked out the window and saw the beautiful night lights of New York. “Yeah. I’m fine. I’ve just been really tired and sleepy lately. What time is it?” “It’s almost seven. You still going to Steph’s party? We could tell them our flight got delayed if you want to rest and sleep.” “What? No way! I’m not missing out on an epic memorable girl’s night out. Especially since it’ll b
Secrets May 27, 2009 Jasper The smell of the club gave me deja vu. Dylan and I used to hang out here every night and always we went home with the hottest lucky girls to win our attention. Now, looking at all the women dancing, drinking and those who were flirting with me, all I wanted was to be dancing with Lucille. I smiled, looking at Boo talking to a sexy hot blonde. When he arrived, he told me to teach him about the rules of being a playboy and so, teach him, I did. The blonde was laughing and flirting, clearly eager to go home with him. I told Dylan about the ten million dollars Boo paid Nora and he said the exact thing I did. Is her vagina made of gold? We laughed and envied how ten million was just random
Fuck Off! May 28, 2009 Boo “Hi.” I said to a petite woman sitting alone in the bar, drinking an apple martini. According to Jasper, my playboy sensei, this woman was supposed to be my practice. To test the waters and to unhinge my rusted skills. I scoffed at him. I knew I could get any woman I want, the problem was even if I’m fucking them I’m still thinking about Lucille. “Hey.” the woman answered, smiling at me. She lit a smoke and offered me one. I shook my head. “Can I sit here?” “You can sit on my face for all I care, handsome.” “Okay, bye.” I said as I hurriedly left and wal
The Birthday Girl May 29, 2009 Lucille Nora was fucking Boo and she was laughing maniacally. I ran toward them and saw that Boo’s chest was open, his heart missing and when I looked at Nora, her face was covered in blood. “You’re next, bitch!” I woke up from my nightmare and wiped the sweat covering my forehead. Fuck. It seemed so real. I sighed and lay back down. Jasper stirred in his sleep and his heavy arm went over my stomach. He woke up when I pushed it off me too hard. “Hey. What time is it?” he said, sleepily. I got my phone from the table and it was still 6am.
Epilogue Jasper I backed her up against the kitchen wall and held her chin up to look at me. Her ragged breaths told me she wanted me just as badly. I tasted the tint of oranges from her lips and it reminded me of our first kiss. It was six in the morning when I woke up and she wasn't beside me. I found the kids still sleeping in their nursery and figured Lu was probably preparing breakfast. "If you wanna fuck me, do it now before the little cockblockers wake up." "Shhh I'm still admiring your beauty. This is all mine, you hear me?" I said as I let the straps of her nightgown fall off her shoulders. "Yes, boss." L
Epilogue 2011 Boo The early morning snow made everything outside look like a picture on a Christmas card. I've always hated Christmas ever since Daisy died. But now looking at Nora, DJ and Jessie decorating the huge tree in the living room of our new mansion, I realized it was my favorite holiday again. "Daddy! I need you to lift me up so I can put the star. Please?" DJ called me and interrupted my thoughts. The nine foot tree colourfully glowed, making me miss grandpa who always loved Christmas trees. "Ok, baby. Come here." I held her by the waist and hoisted her up. "Boy, you're getting heavy." "Done." DJ beamed. I put her do
Epilogue 2012 Lucille “Jasper! Get your son out of that mud pit right away!” I shouted as little Aspen kept jumping up and down, splashing mud all over his clothes and face. “He won’t listen to me, Lu. He’s the boss!” Jasper tried pulling Aspen but he sat on the ground. “I’ll show you who’s the Boss. Come here you two!” I shouted at them while I ran. “Ahhhh run Aspen, run! Mommy Monster is coming to eat us.” Jasper and Aspen ran toward the mansion and I shouted for them to stop before they brought mud all over the house. But of course I was too late. Mud was all over the floor. After our two months honeymoon, Jasp
Mr and Mrs Lauder June 5, 2009 Lucille They say true love is something that a few people find once in their lifetime. I was one of the lucky ones. As I danced with my gorgeous billionaire husband, who would walk through fire for me, my heart overfilled with joy. I rested my head on his chest and inhaled his intoxicating perfume. The band played Unforgettable by Nat KingCole and Jasper and I held each other close. “I love you so much, Lu.” “I love you so much, Jas. I can’t believe you planned all these without telling me. Or without me finding out.” “It’s easy when
The Photoshoot June 5, 2009 Lucille Jasper and I drove to a beautiful beach house in the Hamptons for the photoshoot. Two days ago, Steph and Jade came with me to the fitting and they said I looked beautiful. I felt beautiful. The dress was every girl’s dream come true. It showed all the right curves and was just the right amount of puffy. The lace work and real diamonds were to die for. “We're here.” Jasper said, parking the car in a big mansion. “Grandfather’s grandfather helped build this with his own hands. “Wow. That’s amazing. It’s beautiful, Jas.” I got out of the car as he opened the door for me. Ever since that bleeding episode, he has been treating
June 1, 2009 Viva Las Vegas Boo “Holly shit are we in Vegas?” Nora said as she looked out the window. “Yes. Hey. Do you have a boyfriend?” I asked her and she chuckled. “No. Never. Why?” “Have you ever been in love before?” Nora looked at me and didn’t say anything. I was about to ask her again when she suddenly said, “Yes. To a man way older than me. He was a nurse who voluntered at the orphanage. And one day, the day before I turned sixteen, he raped me. I’ve never trusted any man ever since.” “I’m sorry to hear that. Th
It’s a Sign June 1, 2009 Boo Having finished all my work before lunch, I called Nora to come by and bring some food. I gave her one of the company credit cards to spend on anything she wants. So far the record shows she only used it to buy lingeries and our lunch. My phone rang and I cancelled the call once I saw it was Jasper. I was ashamed of my outburst, but I also wasn't ready to apologize. Lucille left me a long email explaining how much she loves me and cares for me, but only as a friend and as part of the family. She told me to find my own happiness even if it meant it was Nora whom she still didn't trust. If the baby is yours, Boo I promise we will tell him/her the truth. Please don't be mad anymore. Lucille's letter somehow ma
A Good Day May 30, 2009 Lucille Dr. Steward put me on bed rest for two days after I got released from the hospital. Jasper and I thought it was better if we stayed in my apartment for a while to avoid Boo, who had been ignoring our chats and calls. “Honey? You okay, Lulu bear?” Grandpa Joe peeked his head through my bedroom. “Come in pops.” I grinned from ear to ear. “What’s up?” “Oh nothing. I only wanted to talk to you before we left for the airport. I’m happy to see you so happy, Lu. You deserve all the best things in life.” “But grandpa, I’ve hurt Boo so much. I sh
Eleanor May 30, 2009 Boo I called her after I left the hospital in a fit of rage and told her to meet me in the same hotel we were before. The bottle of whiskey was empty by the time she arrived an hour later. Nora looked at me with pity in her eyes and I wanted to laugh. I wanted to cry. I hated the nagging ache that drummed with every heartbeat. I hated Lucille and Jasper. “Are you okay?” “I know everything about you. Why didn’t you just tell me what you needed the money for?” “Coz I don’t want to be somebody’s charity case. I can manage on my own.” “By trying to fuck your w