CHAPTER 6- HER DREAM

SHE SECRETLY LIKED HIM

SHASHA ROSARIO POV:

I was so embarrased with what Hero did to me in the restroom.  I felt shameful walking without my underwear.  I did not attended all my afternoon classes anymore because of Hero.

I felt so angry with him, doing those shameless things to me.  I kept wondering why he wanted to do those things with me when he has a girlfriend to do that.  "Why? Is he ruining me?" I uttered softly to myself.

It hurt me so much that he was  treating me like a toy.  I wanted to tell to my father but I am reluctant because if Hero denied it and the master would not believed it, then my father will be in troubles.  Master Henry was been good to us, they had paid all the hospitalization fees of my mother when she was sick.  Also, supporting me in my school expenses.  How could I go against them? I would be destroying their son's reputation which I should be caring as one of the important rule to follow as servant, "Never humiliate the family, never do something that would destroys their reputation.  Face consequences of your wrong action that is not accepted to them.

We have been living here since my birth.  I grew up knowing my position, they are all our masters, the Sanches.  Respect and loyalty should be exercised always, never go against them even it's not your fault.

I'll just need to avoid Young Master Hero and Miss Tierra to the best I can.

At night while in bed, I remember how Hero had kissed me many times.  I suddenly felt hot.  The image of him licking and sucking my b**bs tenderly, I can not forget as the sensation I felt that time was overwhelming me.  I had not read anything about sex or any sensual matter, I was so innocent.  It was my first time to feel that sensation and it made my body hot and wanting it.

"Ahhh, gosh! Why am I thinking about these things," murmuring it to myself. 

It kept coming to my imagination, whenever I see Hero. I felt like I wanted him to kiss me long.  I imagined him when I touched my b**bs as if his mouth was still there.  I sometimes have this urges to touch myself but I never did.

"Gosh! stop it Shasha! stop thinking of him!" I said to myself.   I picked up my book and read till I fell asleep.

I suddenly woke up, panting because of my dream.

"Oh Gosh! It's so real_ _ _ gosh!" I blurted out covering my mouth, I still have the feelings I have from my dream.

It was good that my father doesn't sleep anymore inside the room.  I don't know if I made sounds from my dream or else it gonna be embarrasing.

Going back to my dream, it did really felt real.  I dreamt of having sex with Hero. It felt all real as my body felt the sensation inside my private part like it had penetrated.  I woke up with throbbing sensation inside me because I woke up ubruptly not finishing what was happening in my dream.

"Gosh, that's how it feel when the thing of a man get inside of a woman?" I asked myself but I can't answer my question.

I had liked Young Master Hero since we were kids and secretly loving him as I grew up.  I know where am I from their position, so I hide my feeling because its the right thing to do.  

I never expected that Hero would like me, would embrace and kiss me.  I hope he was not toying me around.  I was avoiding him not because of what had happened but because I am starting to get weaker, falling to him.  He has a girlfriend but why was he kept pestering me.  This situation makes me wondered about what his real purpose on me.

Today, I saw Hero playing basketball in the basketball court.  I sat on the bench a little far from the basketball court so as not to draw attention to him.  Bernard Solis walked toward me and sat beside me.  He is courting me but I only accepted him as a friend.

"Hi Sharyn, how are you today?" Bernard  asked.

"I'm good Bernard, thank you.  How do you do?" I said as I smiled at him.

"Not bad, thanks.  You like watching basketball?" he asked smiling.

"Yes, only the game I understand, he he," I said and giggled.

I turned my head back to the basketball court.  Hero was about to do a free shot but he was looking at us.  He squinted his eyes long looking at me showing his displeasure.  I thought of pissing him off by touching Bernard hand as I turned my head away from looking at him.

"Look at your hands, they were beautiful and big," I said complementing him.

"Your hands were also beautiful, and soft," Bernard said while holding my hands.

"It's not soft, it has callus," I exclaimed.

"Hero! Hero! shoot the ball!" cheers from the audience.  I turned my head to looked, he had not shoot the ball yet and still looking at us.  I can see his face, angry. The girls in the audience shouting his name.

"Young Master Hero! Hero! Hero! shoot the ball!" 

I removed my hands from Bernard, then he start dribbling the ball and made a succesful three-point shoot that made the audience roared out louder.

I excused myself from Bernard and left, heading to my classroom.  Its dismissal and my father came to pick us up.

"Papa, I need to go to the library.  I'll take the bus later," I informed my father.

"Uncle Ben, take Tierra home.  I also need to go to the library.  I'll take the bus later with Shasha," Hero said to my father.

"Call me later, I might be able to come pick you two later.  Young Master please informed your parents that you are staying for library matter." Uncle Ben explained to Hero.

"Yes, Tierra will inform them," Hero exclaimed.  I already started walking to the library.

Hero quickly follwed me, running to catch up with me.

"Still avoiding me huh?" Hero dipleasured tone.

"You said it Master Hero, not me," I nervously said but not showing him.

"Hmm, let's see then," He blurted the words and suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me as he walked fast at the back of the building before the library.

I was stunned, "What are you doing?!  I felt scared suddenly.

"You are not avoiding me, right?  Why are you scared?" Hero said smirking devilish.

At the back of the building, he embraced me tightly and said in a domineering voice,                 "I don't want seeing you with that Bernard Solis!"

"It's none of your business!" I said angrily.

"Oh I see, I'll show you it's in my business," he said and roughly kissed me crashing my lips.