Flashback....
"Everyone I need your design ideas by the end of the week! As soon as you get me them the sooner I can approve and you can start. Remember you will have a little over 6 months to complete your final project. It is worth 70% of your grade."
The class murmured at the new information. 70% was insane and just added to the pressure of making the best designs ever. I gazed around the room at all the talented designers the class had, anxiety washing over me. I was nowhere near as good as half the people here.
"You can either had them in or send me them over email. You have until Friday." The professor dismissed us. Great I now only have 4 days to come up with an idea and send it in. No pressure.
"What was I thinking taking this class." One of my friends, Elisa, in the class muttered. I whole heartedly agreed with her. As much as I hated to hate on this class it was one of my favorites. I loved designing and this was the perfect place to do it.
Gathering our stuff we slowly left the classroom, everyone around us buzzing about their own projects. We've known about this project since the beginning of the year but apparently everyone, including me, hadn't put much thought in to until now. It's like it snuck up on us.
"Do you know what you are doing?" I asked Elisa.
"I think I'm going to do a couple of things. Maybe some rompers, swimsuits, and springy dresses." Her tone suggested she had no clue what she was going to do either. "How about you?"
"I honestly have no clue." I spent a good two hours looking up ideas the other night on what I wanted my final project to be but nothing caught my eye. Throughout the year we've done little projects, designing pieces of clothing, but I didn't feel like doing one of those again. A lot of the students were probably going to include techniques and styles we've already done. Kind of like what Elisa was doing.
The thing was at the end of the year Mrs. Anderson will pick the best design and submit it in to a company to get a chance for that person to intern for that company. It was literally a dream come true for any fashion designer to intern for a big company right after college. It was everything I've worked for over the past four years.
So yeah no pressure at all.
"You'll figure something out. You always do." Elisa sent me an encouraging smile. I wanted to believe that but with the deadline looming my nerves were getting the best of me. "Want to get something to eat later?"
"Sure." It was only 2 but my classes were done for the day and I didn't have a shift tonight at the bar. Maybe I'll try and find some inspiration while I had the time.
"Text you after my last class." Waving bye we both branched off.
I aimlessly walked around campus trying to come up with ideas as I walked. I was so lost in my own head I didn't notice the group of guys off to the side. It wasn't until I heard someone yell that I was jerked out of my thoughts.
"Watch out!"
I heard it a second too late as I turned my head. Suddenly something hit the side of my cheek, hard enough to make me stumble and let out a cry. I was so caught off guard I fell down to my knees, the hard concrete scraping the skin through the holes of my jeans.
"Shit." I heard someone curse. The side of my face pounded from where I guess the football hit. The ball managed to hit me directly in the cheek and sent a zing all the way up the side of my face.
I sat there on the ground, holding my cheek as I groaned in pain. I wasn't expecting to get hit in the face with a football that's for sure, and damn did it hurt like a bitch. For now the pain overridden my embarrassment.
"Are you okay?" A deep voice asked from above me. Opening my eyes I found a pair of feet in front of me as the person squatted down. Tilting me head up I met the most gorgeous pair of blue eyes that were filled with concern.
Unconsciously my eyes roamed the guys face. Light brown hair was ruffled on top of his head, making it seem like he's run his fingers through it recently. It was slightly shaggy like he needed to cut it. He had high cheek bones and a jawline that I knew was sharp enough to cut your finger if you ran it across it. He was clean shaven but I could see a 5 o'clock shadow starting to form.
Although he had a nice looking face I could tell it wasn't perfection. His nose was slightly big and crooked from being broken I assume. Being this close I could see a few little scars near his eyebrow, lip and cheek. But none of that took away from how handsome the guy in front of me was. He was gorgeous.
If my face wasn't already red from being hit it would be now. I've never in my 20 years of life been this close to a guy as hot as this one. Quite sad I know.
"Are you okay?" The guy repeated, his words breaking me out of my staring.
"Uh." I couldn't seem to find words. Bella speak damn it! "Yeah I'm okay." At the moment I actually wasn't quite sure about that. My face throbbed and my knees burned.
"Can I see?" He asked gently, gesturing to my face. I bit my bottom lip and nodded, pulling my hand away from my cheek. A gasp escaped my lips when the guy gently grabbed my chin and tilted my head to the side, exposing more of my cheek. He let out a hiss through his teeth.
"We are going to need to ice that." By the look on his face I knew my cheek was bright red and maybe even swollen. "Here." He extended his hands for me to grab. It took a second for my brain to comprehend what he meant, leaving me kneeling there like an idiot staring at him. The corner of his lip tilted up as he waited for me.
Mentally slapping myself for acting like a weirdo I grabbed his hands in mine. His hands were rough and calloused but they were gentle as he lifted me off the ground. With my knees now off the ground the burn intensified. I hissed at the feeling.
"What's wrong?" His eyes looked me up and down before catching onto my knees. I followed his gaze and saw my knees were bleeding pretty good. They probably wouldn't have been as bad if I didn't have holes in the knees. Damn fashion!
"Let’s get you cleaned up." It took me a minute to realize he meant he was coming along, and by time I realized it he was already bending down to grab my bag throwing it over his shoulder.
I wasn't sure how to respond. Do I accept his offer to get cleaned up or go back to my own dorm beyond embarrassed and clean up myself?
A hand on my back made me look back at the guy. He patiently waited for me to start walking beside him. My decision already made.
"I'll see you guys later." The guy called out. My eyes found the group of guys he was talking to and I instantly groaned seeing them all staring at me. God could I be anymore humiliating.
"What is it?" He questioned, gazing back down at me in confusion.
"I just literally embarrassed myself in front of a group of 20 guys." I groaned covering my face.
"Don't worry about it. This is all my fault anyways." He said while steering me down a different pathway. I know he was trying to be nice but it was still embarrassing.
As we walked I noticed just how tall the guy was. He easily towered over my 5'5 frame. I wasn't the shortest person but he had to be at least 6'1 or 6'2. I easily had to tilt my head back to see his face.
"Just through here." He murmured, drawing my attention to the set of doors in front of us. Just like everything else in the last few minutes, it took a second to realize we were heading into the football stadium.
Maybe I did get a concussion from the ball cause it was taking me seconds longer to comprehend what was going on around me. I was almost in a haze as he lead me through the building to another door. Or maybe it was the fact that he was still pressed into my side and his hand was on my lower back.
"Here we go." We came into an empty room that was filled with tables with padding on them. It almost looked like an examination room at a doctors.
With such gentleness I didn't expect he lead me towards one of the tables, dropping my bag to the ground. When he moved away to stand in front of me I felt a bit nervous at his huge frame. I was seriously in an empty room with some guy I didn't know. Yeah this doesn't scream murder does it.
"I'm just going to grab some ice and some bandaids." He spoke softly but his voice echoed through the empty room. When he stepped away I let out a breath. He was standing so close I smelt his cologne and it was doing things to my head. Yep, I'm positive I have some sort of brain injury.
While he went to the other side of the room I gently hoisted myself onto the table. My feet dangled over the side as I waited for him to come back. When he did he brought over a chair as well.
"I'm sorry for hitting you. I didn't mean to." He said, his tone sounding genuinely sorry.
"It's not your fault, I should have been paying attention." He couldn't take all the blame. I should have watched where I was going. "And maybe you need to practice on your throwing a bit." I joked to break the tension.
"I think so." He chuckled. "Here hold this to your cheek." He handed me cold pack wrapped in a towel. I winced as I pushed it against my cheek.
"Didn't realize a football to the face would hurt so bad."
"It can sting." I watched dazed as he sent me a smile. He looked down at my bloodied knees. "Let’s get this cleaned up."
Flashback continued....The two of us were quiet for a moment as he softly wiped the blood on my knees away with a cloth. The silence was a bit stifling and I didn't do well with pure silence."Looks like someone isn't going to make quarterback any time soon." I tried to joke again. He chuckled again, the sound filling my ears and making my chest tighten. How can someone have a sexy laugh? Cause he sure did."I'm actually the quarterback." He looked back up at me with the corner of his lip tilted in a small smirk.It took a second before it finally struck me.Holy shit balls.How did I not notice before! He was Harold James, star quarterback for our football team. He was a big shot on campus for leading our team to multiple championships and most likely going to the NFL at the end of the school year."Oh god. I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you!" I stammered out. I just told the star quarterback he needed to wo
Present..."Harold?" Standing in front of me was the last person I thought I'd ever see. Out of all the people on the planet Ryan's friend was none other than Harold James, aka my ex-boyfriend."Bella." He seemed just as shocked to see me."You two know each other?" Ryan asked, looking between the two of us. I had no clue what to say so I just nodded.As the two of us stood there frozen my eyes moved on their own, taking him in. The last five years has really done him well. Harold's always been in great shape with football, literally had the body every guy wish they had and girls wanted in a guy. Now he seemed to fill out a bit more.His shoulders seemed wider and his waist trimmer, a lot less bulky than in college. The dark grey dress shirt he had on hugged his upper body nicely, showing off his biceps. The sleeves were rolled up to this elbows. My eyes widened as I noticed the tattoos running up both his arms. Damn, those were ne
Harold....She looked different. Good different but different none the less. Seeing Bella sitting across from me made me feel like I fallen into another universe. I had absolutely no clue she was going to be my double date tonight. When Ryan said his girlfriend was bringing her friend he never once mentioned her name or anything about her.I wasn't prepared to turn around and see her standing there. Standing there in what had to be one of the sexiest dresses I've ever seen in my life. I could do nothing but stand there and take her in. Everything from the way her bright red hair stood out against the white dress, to the way the said dress hugged her curves.Bella looked different than when I last saw her five years ago. The obvious was that her hair was longer but it was still that same bright red that caught my attention five years ago. The same red hair I imagined in my sleep.She also seemed to have grown into her body more. I wasn't e
Harold....She looked different. Good different but different none the less. Seeing Bella sitting across from me made me feel like I fallen into another universe. I had absolutely no clue she was going to be my double date tonight. When Ryan said his girlfriend was bringing her friend he never once mentioned her name or anything about her.I wasn't prepared to turn around and see her standing there. Standing there in what had to be one of the sexiest dresses I've ever seen in my life. I could do nothing but stand there and take her in. Everything from the way her bright red hair stood out against the white dress, to the way the said dress hugged her curves.Bella looked different than when I last saw her five years ago. The obvious was that her hair was longer but it was still that same bright red that caught my attention five years ago. The same red hair I imagined in my sleep.She also seemed to have grown into her body more. I wasn't e
After our small conversation we lapsed back into silence. I picked at my meal and across from me Harold did the same, deep in thought. Besides us Ryan and Hannah were in their own little world. Harold and I's drama long forgotten as the pair chatted feverishly with one another.Hannah had moved to sit closer. Their hands intertwined on the table, the food long forgotten between them. I watched jealously. They both were so into each other and I was right in easing Hannah's nerves about Ryan not liking her. By the way he was gazing at her the man was in love. She didn't know it but she already had him wrapped around her finger."They may a cute couple." Harold said, making me jump slightly. I hadn't realized how full on staring I was doing."They do." I murmured. While I was slightly jealous I was happy for my best friend. She deserved it."I promise you he is a good guy. Probably one the best guys I've ever met." Harold looked at the couple before looking
We spent the rest of the meal swapping old stories, laughing at some of the stupid things we did. It almost felt like old times sitting there laughing along with him. The earlier tension between us long gone.Being around Harold was just so easy. It always has been from the moment we met. He always just had this thing about him that made you feel so comfortable. It was why I fell so hard and fast for him. That and the fact that he made me feel like no one ever has.Before Harold I had two boyfriends and neither of them were that memorable. One was my junior year of High School. I wouldn't even classify it as a relationship honestly. We 'went' out, and by went out we went to get ice cream like three times, for maybe a month. We only had one class together and had totally different friend groups so we rarely ever saw each other. We only kissed twice too. t was a weird random relationship and after maybe a month we both kind of just stopped talking.My second boyfr
I was up pretty early the next day not having slept much. My mind raced back and forth about everything, replaying what happened earlier with Harold. Laying there staring up at the ceiling I had to almost pinch myself to make sure I didn't make up last night.It was so surreal seeing Harold again. It was a bit surprising that I haven't run into him in the past five years. With him playing for the Patriots the stadium was literally half an hour from my apartment. It was a pretty good chance of me running into him but I haven't until now.However I have seen him plenty of times on TV. It was probably some sort of self-punishing but once in a while I would watch his games or his interviews, slightly keeping up to date on his career.It wasn't healthy but when he started in his very first game, maybe 8 months after we broke up, I sat with my mom on the couch and watched him play. The entire time my stomach was in my throat seeing him get hit then get right back up f
"So have you heard from the happy couple?" Harold asked after our little awkward staring."Not yet. But I doubt I'll see Hannah the rest of the weekend." We both shared a look as we sipped our coffee."I'm surprised they even let us know they were leaving last night." He commented."It's a bit...crazy to see how smitten she is with him already. She isn't really the type to fall for a guy.""Ryan's been talking non-stop about her." By the way he was talking Ryan had been annoying to be around. "He seems to really like her."We weren't exactly talking about dating but the one question I've been dying to ask came back with vengeance. I was torn between asking in fear of the answer. But before I could stop myself I was already asking it."So...no one special in your life at the moment?" I asked trying to be nonchalant. I took a bite of my muffin to downplay my question, but my entire body was tense as I waited for his answer. I wasn't sure how I
"Make sure to tell her the dress will be ready in a week. She'll have plenty of time to try it and make any more adjustments before her big day." I spoke loudly into the speaker phone as I placed another pin in the dress in front of me. Grabbing another piece of fabric I placed it where I wanted it to go, holding multiple pins between my teeth."How is Hannah's coming." Rina asked."I'm almost finished with it." I spoke around the pins."Bella are you still working? Don't you have a date to get ready for?" Rina questioned through the phone."I wanted to add one more piece, I'm practically ready.""You work too much Bella." Rina sighed."Once this dress is done I promise I'll take a few days off." She wasn't wrong. For the past four months I have been working non-stop on this wedding dress and I only had about a week to go before it was finished."You better. I'll go ahead and call Ms. Anderson to let her know. Anything else you need?"
"Harold I told you to pick up your socks!""I did!""No you didn't! I am staring right at them." I stared down at the three pairs sitting in the middle of the living room. Harold had a bad habit of taking his socks off wherever he was and leaving them there until I pick them up."I put them away!" Harold yelled from the kitchen."Harold." I placed my hands on my hips. We've had this argument at least once a week since we've moved in together four months ago."I swear it wasn't me." Harold came out of the kitchen. I pointed to the socks sitting in the living room and gave him a look."Everyone is going to be here in 5 minutes and we don't need these front and center." I scolded."I put them away like you asked ten minutes ago.""Clearly not.""Why would I put them away and then take them back out." Harold raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms."They don't magically crawl out of the closet.""Bella-" The sound
"Damn these are great seats." Hannah practically gasped as she looked around us. I had to admit these were amazing seats. We were literally right above the player and in the middle of the stadium. From here we would be able to see everything happening."It pays to have two well-liked boyfriends." I nodded along with her. Harold and Ryan got the two of us front row seats and we literally were able to by pass the crowds which was super nice. At first Harold wanted us to be in one of the booths high up but I wanted to be front and center to watch. Being up in the booth you can't see as well as down here."You okay Bella?" Hannah asked after her gawking was over."Yeah I...it's just the first time I've seen Harold play in person in years. I'm kinda nervous.""Why?""I don't know." I really didn't know why I was nervous. "Maybe I'm nervous he'll get hurt or something." I chewed my bottom lip."He'll be fine, trust me. And with you here to watch h
"Harold told me you are in a nursing program. That's really cool." I made conversation with Harold's sister Haley."It's been a lot of hard work but I enjoy it. And helping people is something I've always been passionate about."It was a bit crazy sitting here beside her after all these years. She was so grown up it baffled me."I could never. I get squeamish around blood.""It actually took me awhile not to want to pass out when I drew blood or say something horrible during my internships." I couldn't imagine the things she saw, definitely not for me. Before I could say more an arm wrapped around my shoulders."So what are you doing with my brother gorgeous?" Harold's younger brother, Dylan spoke above me as he perched on the side of the couch next to me."Are you seriously flirting with Bella?" Haley rolled her eyes at her brother."What? Someone's got to free her from our brother. Bella," He used his arm to turn me to face him. "Bl
4 months later....."Five more!""No!""I said. Five. More.""I can't. I'm done. No more." I panted, my arms falling to from underneath of me as I fell to the ground. I laid there on the cool grass with my eyes closed as my poor arms felt dead."You are cruel, like so cruel. Worse than a dictator." I panted, making myself roll onto my back. As I gazed up at the sky a head came into view, blocking the sun in my face."You're the one who asked to train with me." Harold chuckled looking down at me."Yeah before I realized how hard you workout. I can't feel my arms.""Come on it wasn't that bad." I glared up at his beautiful face."If I could lift my arms I would punch you but thankfully for you I can't.""Did you kill my best friend Harold?" Another familiar head came into view. One of Harold's teammates, Ben, grinned down at me.I hadn't known it at the time but getting back with Har
I didn't want to have this conversation but the look on Harold's face told me I wasn't going to get out of it. We were finally going to have this talk."Harold." I sighed placing my fork down. "Your parents never liked me. From the moment they laid eyes on me they deemed me unworthy.""What the hell are you talking about?""You never saw it!" I snapped. "You never saw the looks or the comments made about me. Every single person hated that I was with you and trust me they made that well known." He started to talk but I held a hand up to stop him."You never noticed the way all the girls made fun of the way I dressed, the way I looked, even my hair. Everyday I had to hear about how I wasn't good enough to be with you, the star quarterback. The guy who deserved someone better, prettier." I could feel tears wanting to gather in my eyes but I pushed them back."Your own parents said the same thing. The moment your mother laid eyes on me she deemed me un
Harold followed behind my car as I lead him back to my apartment. I kept glancing through my review mirror every few seconds to make sure he was still following and didn't turn around. The fact that he said yes and was following me filled my heart with a bit of hope that he was feeling something. What that something was, I'm not sure yet.My palms were slightly sweaty as I parked my car and got out, meeting Harold at the front of the car. Silently we walked towards the elevator and as soon as the doors closed I could feel the shift between us.Our bodies turned to face one another and I stared up at him, desire pooling in my stomach. All my pent up emotions were slowly coming to the surface as I looked at him. Harold's eyes were a midnight blue as he gazed down at me intently.Thoughts that I had been suppressing from the moment I saw him last night rushed forward. One second we were looking at each other and the next my lips were pressed against his. My hands r
Harold followed behind my car as I lead him back to my apartment. I kept glancing through my review mirror every few seconds to make sure he was still following and didn't turn around. The fact that he said yes and was following me filled my heart with a bit of hope that he was feeling something. What that something was, I'm not sure yet.My palms were slightly sweaty as I parked my car and got out, meeting Harold at the front of the car. Silently we walked towards the elevator and as soon as the doors closed I could feel the shift between us.Our bodies turned to face one another and I stared up at him, desire pooling in my stomach. All my pent up emotions were slowly coming to the surface as I looked at him. Harold's eyes were a midnight blue as he gazed down at me intently.Thoughts that I had been suppressing from the moment I saw him last night rushed forward. One second we were looking at each other and the next my lips were pressed against his. My hands r
BellaThe entire walk up to the top of the stadium I cursed at Harold. With my legs burning like no tomorrow I hurled insults at him but he just laughed them off. It was pure torture and add on that I was wearing a sweater I was dying of heat. Sweat running down my chest, back and my face, plastering a few pieces of my hair to my forehead.The only thing that made the whole thing better was seeing Harold struggle as well. We were about halfway up when he started to pant and little beads of sweat appeared on his forehead; at least he had some common sense to leave his jacket in the car. It was nice seeing I wasn't the only one struggling up the stairs. Proved he wasn't invincible.Harold hadn't meant to but as he hiked beside me my gaze kept going over to his tattoos. Without the jacket I could clearly see the sleeve of tattoos running up his arms. I wanted to know what made him get them since he didn't have any the last time we were together. Bu