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THAT SHOULD BE ME
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2021-11-12 20:12:10Chapter 31
After Ethan left, Jera sits on her chair again. Pakiramdam niya ay nahahapo siya. Christian is just looking at her. She doesn’t have any clue on what he is thinking at that moment.
“I couldn’t blame the man for still pursuing you, Jeralei. Even I couldn’t give you up so easily, not in this lifetime. And I so damn jealous of him.” Christian said. His eyes full of insecurity.
Si Jera ay hindi inaalis ang mga mata sa mukha ng asawa. Hindi man naging maganda ang tagpo kanina, she couldn’t help but smile. His husband cares. He really cares about her! And he doesn’t want to lose her! It brought warmth in her heart. She stood up and hugged him.
“Hey, wala ka naman dapat ipagselos. Haven’t you heard what I told Ethan a while ago? It’s my mistake, Christian. You should be the one blaming me. Ako ang lumapi
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MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART SO WE'RE OKAY, WE'RE FINE
Chapter 32A week has passed and Christian became really busy with his work. Samantala ay ganoon din si Jera. She's been busy preparing cakes for different occasions such as wedding, birthday and even baby shower. it's really good having her own business. She can manage her time and at the same time she's her own boss.Kapag nag papahinga siya ay tinatawagan niya ang asawa to check if he's okay or if he has already eaten. Cheesy it may seem. It's just that she always wanted to make Christian feel that she cares.She also tried calling Ethan to apologize to him. It really matters to her Ethan's forgiveness. Hanggat maaari kasi ay ayaw niya ng mat taong nasasaktan o nakakasamaan ng loob. kung kinakailangan na siya ang maunang humingi ng tawad ay gagawin niya. Saying sorry won't make her less of a person. Maybe it is one of the things that she learned when she and Christian separated. But sad to say, kahit
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Chapter 33Katatapos lamang ni Jera mag shower and she is now drying her hair using her towel. Ang asawa ay nasa study table pa nito at abala sap ag che-check ng emails sa laptop nito. She sits on their bed. Iniisip niya kung dapat ba niyang kulitin ang asawa because she really feels that something is bothering him.Then she remembers about his father’s birthday. Iyon na lamang siguro ang gagawin niyang topic upang may mapagusapan silang mag-asawa. Nilapitan niya ito at umupo sa kandungan ng asawa. Kinuha niya ang dalawang braso nito upang iyakap sakanya. Christian obliges and kisses her arms.“Monique called me this afternoon. She reminded me that Dad’s birthday is on Sunday. She wanted to make sure na makakarating tayo as well as our parents. Sabi naman niya it is only a family gathering.” Jera said while massaging Christian’s nape.“I know, Je.
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Chapter 34Si Jera ay nagsimulang lagyan ng dekorasyon ang lanai. Hindi ganoon kainit ang panahon kung kaya’t magandang doon na lamang nila idaos ang selebrasyon. White and gold ang pinili niyang kulay. Isa isa niyang nilagyan ng hangin ang mga kulay gintong lobo at idinikit sa puting tela na ginawa niyang background. Matapos iyon ay inayos naman niya ang lamesa. Nilagyan niya iyon ng telang puti. She puts a vase on the table which is filled with sunflowers.It’s lunch time when they started the party. Naihain na ni Jera ang mga pagkaing niluto nila ni Monique. Kumpleto na din ang mga bisita. Ilan sa mga dumalo ay ang mga magulang nina Christian at Jera. Samantal, tuwang tuwa naman si Lucas dahil sa chocolate cake na ginawa niya para dito. Aliw na aliw ang mga bisita kay Lucas lalo na ng kantahan nito ng happy birthday song ang lolo.Masayang kuma
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Chapter 35A month has passed when Christian and Jera decided to move permanently in their beach house resort in Batangas. Jera opened another branch of Sweet Haven there. Marami na din ang tumatangkilik sa mga cakes niya doon.That day ay hindi muna siya nag punta sa bakeshop. She is not feeling well that day. Pakiramdan niya ay pagod na pagod siya. Aurora called her at sinabing bibisitahin siya nang araw ding iyon.“I really love this place that Christian bought, Jera. It is so peaceful here. Maganda din ang pagkaka disenyo ni Christian sa bahay. I really hope na mabigyan niyo na ako ng apo. Gusto ko pang maexperince na habul habulin ang mga magiging apo, Je.” Wika ni Aurora habang tinutulungan si Jera na magluto ng Kare-Kare.“Mom, hayaan niyo at bibilisan naming ang pag gawa.” Natatawang wika ni Jera.“Sabihin mo kay Christ
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Chapter 36Si Christian ay nagmamadaling lumabas ng sasakyan ng makitang nawalan ng malay ang asawa. Dali dali niyang binuhat si Jera at muling isinakay sa kotse. Iniayos niya ito sa pagkakaupo, nilagyan ng seat belt at saka ini-adjust ang upuan upang ihiga iyon. Then Christian drive to the nearest hospital in their place.In just fifteen minutes ay nasa ospital na si Christian at Jera. Agad niyang dinala sa emergency room ang asawa. Doon ay sinalubong sila ng nurse at binigyan ng instruction kung saang kama ihihiga ang asawa. He then filled up the necessary forms.A few minutes ay nilapitan si Christian ng resident doctor ng ospital.“Good evening, Sir. Ano po ang nangyare sa pasyente?” Tanong ng babaeng doctor na kasalukuyan ng chice-check up ang asawa.“She just lose consciousness, doc. But before I left this morning, s
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Chapter 37Early in the morning ay isinagawa ang mga lab tests ni Jera. Dumating na din ng maaga si Aurora at sinamantala naman iyon ni Christian upang umuwi muna sa kanilang tahanan. He has to change his clothes and get some important things.Habang nasa biyahe ay panay ang usal niya ng panalangin na sana ay maging maayos ang resulta ng lab tests ni Jera. He knew that lately she has been really worried about him. Nitong nagdaang buwan ay talagang nagkaproblema siya sa isa sa kanyang mga kliyente. He was ready to file a case for breach of contract against his clients. Mabuti na lang din at nadaan iyon sa maayos na usapan. He didn’t bother to say it to Jera dahil ayaw niyang mag-alala pa ang asawa. He wanted to just let her enjoy what she’s doing.Pag dating sa bahay ay mabilis siyang naligo at nag bihis. Kumuha siya ng isang bag na Malaki at doon isinilid ang mga damit ng asa
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Chapter 38Christian went to Jera’s room. He doesn’t know how he should act in front of her knowing that his wife is really sick. Of all people and of all disease, bakit kay Jera pa nangyare? He is not being pessimistic, but hell and damnation! Leukemia is not an ordinary disease! Nilapitan muna niya ang ina and whispered to her ear that he wanted to be alone with his wife.Si Aurora ay kunwaring nagpaalam na uuwi na muna dahil may aasikasuhin ito sa bahayHe sat on her hospital bed and tried his best to smile.“The doctor says that you have to rest really well and take some medications, wife.” He simply said. Kung magsasalita pa siya ng kung ano pa ay baka hindi niya mapigilan ang sarili na mapaiyak. God, he is not the type of guy who would cry. But he feels like he would burst into tears any minute. And he cannot fucking cry in f
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Chapter 39Habang nasa biyahe pauwi ay tahimik lamang si Jera. She knows Christian is hiding something from her. But she is afraid to know what it really is.Pinili na lamang niyang ipikit ang mga mata. Pinakikiramdaman niya ang sarili. The past few days has been really hard for her. She’s always feeling tired and she has bruises on some parts of her body. Ayaw na sana niya iyong ipaalam sa asawa dahil mag-iisip lamang lalo ito. Ayaw na niya dumagdag pa sa aalalahanin nito. Kung hindi lamang siya nahimatay kagabi ay wala naman siyang ibalak ipaalam sa asawa ang nararamdaman.Actually she somehow felt guilty. Masyado niyang pinag-alala ang asawa lalo na ang mga magulang. They called them last night. Nagkataon lamang na nasa Manila ang mga Baguio ang mga magulang dahil nagbabakasyon ang mga ito kung kaya’t hindi nakapunta ang mga ito sa ospital. But it is better. They&rsq
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MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART THROUGH THE YEARS
Chapter 49Early morning ay agad na tinawagan ni Dr. De Castro si Chrtian telling him that the result of the bone marrow biopsy is out. He has already read the results. He and Jera need to go to the hospital in order for him to explain his findings as well as the treatment that Jera needed to undergo.Christian looks at his wife who is still asleep. She was so happy last night dahil sa sorpresang ginawa niya. At least whatever the result of the biopsy, he has made Jera happy on the night of their anniversary without worrying about anything.Pag dating sa ospital ay agad silang pinaupo ni Dr. De Castro.“Good morning po, Doc.” Bati ni Jera sa doktor.“Good morning. So how are you feeling right now?” the doctor asks.“Mas mabilis pong mapagod and I have more bruises that before.&rdquo
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART YOU TO ME ARE EVERYTHING
Chapter 48Nagkakasayahan sina Jera at Ethan ng dumating si Christian na may mga dalang pagkain.Agad nitong nilapitan ang asawa na nakahiga at hinalikan sa noo. She seems in pain but Jera seems to manage it. She is doing her best to tolerate it dahil ayaw nitong maging pabigat sa kung sino man ang kasama nito. May sakit na at lahat, but still Jera is very selfless.“How are you feeling?” Christian asks. “I wasn’t able to buy you any food since you are not aloowed to eat for now.”Jera smiled. “Medto masakit yung likod ko but the pain is manageable. Ikaw ang dapat kumain,Christian. You’re starting to lose weight too. Huwag mo na akong sabayan. Baka mamaya ikaw naman ang mag kasakit. How could I possibly take good care of you?”“Don’t worry about me, Je. Nami-miss ko lang si
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART POWER OF THREE
Chapter 47Mabilis ang mga naging pangyayari after their check-up with Dr. De Castro. Two days after will be Jera’s bone marrow biopsy. Alam ni Christian na natatakot ang asawa. Some people said that it was painful. But her wife is really trying to be brave.Kasalukuyan nasa garden si Jera at nakaupo sa upuang bakal doon. Medyo malamig ang simoy ng hangin and Jera shivers. Hindi niya namalayan na nasa likod na niya si Christian at ibinalabal sa kanya ang jacket nito.“Thank you.” Jera said and smiled at Christian who sit beside her.Christian stared at his wife. Jera really lose a lot of weight. She possibly loses five or seven kilograms? And it really breaks his heart to see her like this. Each day that pass she becomes weaker. She’s losing her appetite even more.“Don’t stare at me like that Christian.” Malungkot na wik
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU
Chapter 46Naging masaya si Jera ng mga nagdaang araw. Si Kristina ay inaalagaan siyang mabuti. It was like when she was in high school and elementary kung saan her mother always cooks her favorite food habang siya ang nagcha-chop ng mga ingredients na kailangan nito. Even though she is already mariired and considered as an adult ay natutuwa pa din si Jera sa ginagawa ng ina. A mother’s care is really the best. Even her father ay palaging nakaalalay sa kanyan lalo pa at nakikita nito minsan na parang palagi siyang nanghihina.Samantala, isa pa sa nagpapasaya kay Jera ay panunumbalik ng dating samahan nina Arvee at Christian. They are really treating each other like they used to. It is as if nothing has happened in the past. Kahit ang pagtrato bi Ariel kay Christian ay nanumbalik na din sa dati. And that really made her happy. At least, if ever she won’t survive sa kanyang sa sakit ay may mga gani
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART MOMENTS OF LOVE
CHAPTER 45Magkahawak kamay na pumasok sa loob ng bahay sina Arvee at Lorie. Parang mga bata na nagtatawanan ang dalawa.Si Christian na bumababa ng hagdan ay agad na nakita ang dalawa.“Kailangan ko pa ba’ng hulaan kung anon a ang status ninyong dalawa?” natatawang wika ni Christian.“You can laugh at me now,pre.” Arvee said at dinala sa bibig ang kamay ni Lorie na hawak hawak pa rin niya.“And you’ll tell me that I am not an expert when it comes to matters of the heart.” Patuloy na pang-aasar ni Christian sa kaibigan.“What can I do, pre, this woman beside me made me realized that she is really the one for me.”Si Christian ay malakas na tumawa. “Nakaka corny talaga ang umibig, pre. Tingnan mo kung ano ang nangyayare sayo ngay
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART HAPPY SHALALALA
Chapter 44Ang lahat ay nagtaka sa biglaang pag-alis ni Avery lalo na si Lorie na biglang umahon mula sa swimming pool.Si Arvee naman ay muling pumasok ng bahay. Doon ay naabutan ito ni Christian na nakaupo ng pasalampak sa may sofa.“Hey, saan ka ba nanggaling? Nag-iihaw lang tayo kanina, nawala ka.” Wika ni Christian sa kaibigan at biglang kumunot ang noo ng makitang may bahid ng dugo ang tagiliran ng labi ng kaibigan.“Anong nangyari sa mukha mo? Don’t tell me na may kumagat diyan, dahil walang chicks dito, pare.” Pabirong wika ni Christian at nilapitan ang kaibigan na hawak ang hawak ang labing tinamaan ng suntok ni Avery.“Don’t mind me. I am perfectly alright.” Tipid na wika ni Arvee at saka tumayo upang magtungo sa kusina ay kumuha ng yelo.Sinundan naman ni Christian an
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART I GOT YOU UNDER MY SKIN
Chapter 43Nagkakasayahan ang lahat sa garden sa swimming pool. Hindi ganoon katas ang araw ng oras na iyon. Si Lorie at Jera ay masayang nagbabad sa swimming pool. Samantala, si Christian, Arvee at Avery naman ay nag-iihaw ng barbecue. Ang mga magulang naman ni Jera ang siyang nag volunteer na magaayos ng lamesa at ng iba pang kakainin nila.“Kanin aka pa tinitingnan ng Kuya ko at ni Avery. Ganda mo, baks.” Wika ni Jera kay Lorie.“Sus, hayaan mo na yang Kuya Arvee mo. Ngayon pa siya titingin tingin sakin kung kailan may iba na.” Lorie said habang iniirap ang mata kay Arvee.“I don’t want to interfere with your relationship with Avery, friend, but do you really love him? Di ba sabi mo nga, aksidente lang naman ulit kayong nagkita. Baka naman kasi kailangan mo lang ng magpapasaya sayo kasi makungkot ka?” Jera said as she look
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART VISITORS
Chapter 42 Madaming dalang mga prutas ang mga magulang ni Jera. Halos lahat na ata ng uri g prutas ay dinala ng mga ito.“Mom, ang dami naman niyang dala ninyo. Pwede na po ako magtinda dito sa amin.” Biro ni Jera sa ina habang inaayos nito sa kanilang kusina ang mga prutas na dala ng mga ito.“You have to eat a healthy and balanced diet, Je. Ang sabi ni Christian ay marami kang iniinom na gamot. Kailangan bumawi sa pagkain. Tomorrow you will go to St.Lukes sabi ng asawa mo. I think it would be better kung sa Manila muna ulit kayo mag stay para kapag kailangan mo pumunta ng hospital ay hindi ka masyadong mapapagod sa biyahe. You can also stay with our house lalo na kung busy si Christian sa kanyang trabaho. Ayokong maiwan ka na nag-iisa sa bahay, Jera lalo
MY CRAZY, STUPID HEART ONE HAPPY MORNING
Chapter 41It’s only five thirty in the morning pero gising na agad si Jera. Si Christian ay na nakayakap sa kanya ay himbing na himbing pa sa pagkakatulog. Pinagmasdan niyang mabuti ang mukha ng asawa. Kahit kailan ay hinding hind siya magsasawang pagmasdan ang mukhang iyon. Ever since they got back in each other’s arms ay walamg hindi tinupad ang asawa na pangako sa kanya. He has been a carin and loving husband. Siguro para dito ay hindi pa sapat ang ginagawa nito, but for her, Christian ways of showing how much she loves and cares for her is already enough.Yes, there were times na hindi siya nabibigyan ng oras but she perfectly understands it. He is working really hard para sa pamilyang nais buuin ng asawa. He would always tell her that he wanted to give everything to her pati na rin sa mga magiging anak nila. He wanted to be not just a father but a good provider as well. And for that, she really feels blesse
