Chapter 3.
Sienna
"What do you think you are doing? Let go of me, Adams." I tried to move away from him, but his hold on me was just so tight and firm.
"Please, Sienna,"
He held me so that I was looking directly into his eyes.
" I know an apology will not cut it...."
My heart thumped loudly, and I moved my head away, but he held me in place, his voice firm, but soft, " Please just listen. I know there's nothing I can say or do right now to make up for everything I did in the past, but be rest assured that I will spend the rest of my life making amends. I am deeply sorry, Sienna. You do not have to believe it but I am."
Scoffing loudly, I pretended like I didn't just hear him say that. He's sorry my ass.
I stared at his eyes. Those same blue shades as my sons. They both had blue eyes. I felt a lump in my throat and I forced my eyes away.
I refused to be reminded of those times when we sat together in the empty classroom. Those times we just sat, even without speaking. When it was just us both.
When he looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered to him. When he held me like I was a porcelain that he didn't want to ever let go of.
When he told me he loved me.
And when 'I' foolishly let him take my virginity.
Suddenly the car began to slow down, and I wrenched my arms away from him.
Thankfully, he didn't hold me back, and I quickly opened the door and stepped out.
I needed to see my mother. I did not care if it was the last thing I got to do, but I needed to see her and at least apologize to her.
I needed to see her awake.
But the moment I stepped out of the car, I was surprised to see that we weren't at the roadside where I could get a taxi.
Adams came down from the other side, and he walked over to me.
"Come on. Let's go see your mother,"
"What?"
I glared at him in confusion like he had grown two heads.
"Sienna? What are you doing here!?"
I whipped my head back, only to see my father, holding some packages in his hands, while he stared at me in confusion.
"Mr, Adams... Is something the matter?" He gestured towards Adams.
Confused, I turned fully around, realizing we were in front of a gigantic building.
On it, the symbols read, 'NIKROS MEDICAL HOSPITAL. "
Nikros.
Nikros...
My eyes widened.
No way!
Adams was saying something to Father, but I had long tuned them out.
I grabbed the hem of my wedding dress and In a flash, I dashed into the Hospital.
"Where is she? My mother, where is she?" I asked frantically, hitting my hand on a receptionist's desk.
The poor lady blinked and adjusted her glasses as her gaze traveled down to my dress.
"Um.. excuse me?"
I shook my head, trying to gather myself, "Rose Fowler. She is my mother. I need to see her, please!"
The lady's expression softened, and she called out the room number and pointed a direction to me.
Thanking her quickly, I made my way to the room. And in no time, I was standing in front of it.
All the adrenaline in me took a break at that moment. My hands left my dress, as I stared up at the room number.
It's been 4 years. Four years of constant medication and treatment. Times without number, mother had gone into a coma, and we had to do a lot for the doctors to keep her in check while in that state.
I let out a shaky breath, as I slowly pushed the door open.
My eyes immediately went to the bed and rested on it. Mum was lying on the bed.
I walked in, carefully, my heart thudding in my chest, as I finally stood next to the bed.
"Mother,"
Her eyes opened, and my hand went up to my mouth, and my knees gave out.
"Mom,"
I grabbed a hold of her hands, and squeezed them, crying harder as I noticed how warm they were now, compared to the past years.
"Sienna?" She called in a low voice, and then she began to sit up.
"Yes, yes. It's me, Mom. It's me. You're okay. You're awake. You are awake. Oh, thank goodness," my arms enveloped her in a hug, as I sobbed my heart out.
This was a moment I had always prayed and waited desperately for. I couldn't live with the fact that I might be the cause of her not waking up ever again.
I couldn't live with the fact that she gets to live this world, without asking for her mercy.
I didn't want her last moment with me to be one of disappointment. I was a reckless teen, and if I could turn back time, I wouldn't have made some choices.
My body shook with sobs, my cheeks stained with tears, that I didn't realize the door opened.
"I am so sorry, Mother. I am so sorry, please forgive me. I...I am so happy you are fine now. I am so glad...." I choked out, unable to speak further, as I rested in her arms.
Her arms tightened around me, "Shh... it's okay my love. It's okay baby, stop crying,"
" Ok, that's enough, Sienna. Your mother needs to rest," Father's stern voice sounded, and I slowly disengaged from her.
Staring into her eyes, I was mixed with different emotions. I was ecstatic, but the tears just wouldn't stop rushing down.
"You have grown so big my baby," Mother said, her eyes twinkling, and I chuckled-cried. If there was ever a word for it.
"Oh," she suddenly exclaimed, "I missed your wedding, didn't I? Your father told me all about it,"
My mood instantly dampened, but I still managed a weak smile, " No, mother. You don't have to worry about that. I... "
" Mrs. Fowler, "
I snapped my head to the side, to see Adams pushing himself off a wall by the door and began to make his way to us.
Father just stood by the side, watching. I could tell he was pissed, but he was doing a good job of hiding it.
"Congratulations on your recovery. I am Adams Black," he reached a hand to her.
I kept my gaze down but I could clearly see Mother staring up at him in confusion.
She smiled softly, and asked, "Thank you. The name sounds familiar, but do I know you?"
I clutched tighter at my dress, my palms digging into the stones on them.
"I'm sure it does," Adams replied, and I rolled my eyes.
"Your daughter and I just got married today. I am your son-in-law, Mother,"
Mother gasped, and then she stared at me, and then back at him, "Is that so? I heard you arranged for my treatment and all. I'm deeply grateful my dear. Thank you so much."
I was left wondering just how much Dad told her. Does she know it was an arranged marriage?
Either way, I couldn't possibly say anything to jeopardize her moment. She was so happy. But something kept tugging at my mind.
I looked up and Adams held my gaze. His eyes were soft and shiny, drawing me in. But most of all, I could detect a trace of vulnerability in them.
He had brought me here.
Why?
A scoff escaped my lips, at that. Was that a way he thought could make me see him in a different light?
Adams began to speak to my mother, but I tuned him out, concentrating my gaze on my mother's rosy cheeks. It's been quite a while since I saw her look more alive.
Right then, I felt a vibration, realizing it was from my phone which I held in my arms.
It was a text message, and when I saw the recipient, a frown made its way to my face.
It was a message from my babies foster parents, but before I could read the message, I heard my mother's voice.
"...Sienna. She is my only daughter. Please take good care of her."
I heard Mom say, and when I looked up at Adams, he had a strange look on his face. His eyes met mine again, and held my gaze for an eternity, at least that was what it felt like.
His mouth opened as he replie
d Mother, still keeping his gaze on me, "I promise. I won't do anything to hurt her."
Oh, but you already did, you fucker.
But the next words from him made my brow shoot up, and my heart rate picked up. It was like a whisper, but I definitely heard him.
"Because I love her."
Chapter 4WHITMORE HIGH SCHOOL Four Years Ago*********ADAMS BLACK;I ran my hands over my head as I sat on a desk in the empty classroom. She sat beside me, just like every other day, and we got to talk about random stuff.But today, I was a mess. Father had been so adamant about sending me abroad to study, which of course was a darned excuse just so he could do as he pleased.He had hurt her again last night. She cooked his favorite meal, and he flung the dish away, and a shard had cut her in the arm.As if that wasn't enough, he grabbed her into their room, amidst her screams and pleas.There was nothing I could do. It was like a regular occurrence in the house. I was the only child in the family. And my father, Nathan Black, CEO of Nikros Pharmaceuticals was a force to be reckoned with.One time I had threatened to call the police on him, and he'd threatened me back with a gun. Saying he would pull the trigger into my mother's skull before the police got there.That night was th
Chapter 5. ~ADAMS~“My childhood was a battlefield, and love was the casualty. When I met her, I thought I had found a refuge, but my demons followed. I couldn't help but inflict the pain I knew onto the one person who made me feel whole. Every day, I am haunted by the thought of what I did to her and the love we could have if only I knew how to love.”- ADAMS BLACK~~~~PRESENT TIME Seeing Sienna that way made my heart ache. I didn't realize her mother's condition was this critical when I hired a private investigator to stalk them.Don't get me wrong, but I needed to get as much information about her as possible to make my plan a success.And here we are.“I love her,” I had said, to reassure her mother she would be in good hands, but more because I wanted her to know. I wanted Sienna to know how fuckin important she was to me.Of course, she snapped her gaze away from me, and I noticed the way she clutched at her dress.I stared at her father, who stood at the side, with a confuse
CHAPTER 6.ADAMS;Sienna was breathing so hard, finding it hard to speak, and just like that, I found myself walking towards her.Her eyes snapped to mine first, and she hastily wiped her tears. The father turned as well, but I made my way straight to Sienna and held her by the arm softly.“Have you said your goodbyes?” I asked, but she just stared at me. Before she could pull my hands away, or reply, I turned to the father.“Sienna is my wife now, Mr. Fowler. Please, refrain from using such words on her. There is no way your own daughter will harbor ill intentions towards her mother.”I didn't give him a chance to speak. I stared at Sienna, “Ready to go?”She shook her head slowly, her eyes drifting between me and her…father. And then she said softly, “ I need to say goodbye to her.”I nodded and slowly released her arm, and she walked out of the ward.The calm expression on my face disappeared the moment she did, and my eyes slowly found their way to Mr. Fowler, who suddenly seemed l
Chapter 7 SIENNA; “We need to talk,” I said to Adams, the moment we got into the spacious living room. I was so exhausted. Seeing my mother hale and hearty again meant a whole lot to me. I never imagined…I mean I had always prayed for a day like this, but never imagined it would come this soon. Of course, I didn't forget that Adams had made it possible. Which I knew was his way of manipulating me into believing he was a changed soul. I was grateful for that. He was right there in the room with us, so he should know just how much it meant to me. Father, on the other hand, was a sore topic. So I won't talk about him yet. I watched Adams still for a moment, and then he nodded and said softly, “Sure, have a seat.” He gestured to a sofa, and I sat down, as I was too exhausted not to sit. I heaved a silent sigh of relief when he sat on a round-shaped sofa that was practically opposite where I sat. A glance at the living room tells he was living well. I stole a glance at him as wel
Chapter 8SIENNA;I slapped his hands away almost immediately.“I just need you to know I would do anything to gain back your trust,” he said, almost pleading.“You know what, Adams? Do us both a favor and never speak of this again. As I said, we should stay out of each other's way, to ensure a peaceful…. cooperation.”I turned my back on him, and thankfully, I saw the lady who welcomed us earlier, and she led me into a room.Something bugged me, though. When Dad told me I was getting married to a complete stranger, he mentioned that I would be traveling out of the country where he was based as well.I was ushered into a room. I thanked the old lady, who gave me a warm smile, and when the door closed after her, I tilted my head up to stop the tears from flowing.Of course, the room was a sight to behold. Extremely large and spacious, with a massive head propped to the far end of a wall. There was also a bath which was only separated by a thin frame of glass.Everything in here made me
Chapter 9. Sienna;I curled into Adams's chest, wrapping my arms around him, and I felt so warm and safe.His fingers slide under my chin, lifting my head to look up at him. His light blue eyes filled with love and immense desire.“Thank you, Sienna,” he said softly, his voice filled with emotion.“For what?” He didn't reply immediately, he leaned in and brushed his lips with mine.My heart skipped a beat, but before I could regain my composure, he had captured my lips with his. Kissing me with so much fervor, it caught me by surprise.“What…what was that for?” I found my voice, as I pulled away slightly, breathing hard.“For giving me a chance. For giving ‘us’ a chance. I was…I was a fool…an idiot in high school. Treating you the way I did...”“Shh….it's okay. It's all in the past,” I reached up and speared my fingers into his hair, loving how soft and thick his locks were. His soft groan had me whimpering for more.He slipped an arm around my waist and hauled me off onto his lap.
Chapter 10. She wouldn't dareMy heart raced at the sight of the gun, and I involuntarily took a step back.“What do you think you are doing, Lisa?” I asked, “ You never changed, did you? Is this some kind of joke? One of your taunts? Because this isn't funny, so I would suggest you get your ass out of my premises if you don't want me calling the cops on you.”But instead, she laughed harder. Her eyes trailed over me for the second time now, and she smirked, “ Hmph. I see someone has finally got some sass,”I rolled my eyes, and a scoff escaped my lips. Does she think she would be able to scare me with that?Obviously that was what she came here to do, after four freaking years, thinking that I was still the same girl they bullied.“it is such a pity, you know? Four years later, and you still decide to be a thorn in my flesh, Sienna. You think by marrying Adams you would suddenly have an edge over me? You still want to be with him so bad that you haven't gotten over your little obse
Chapter 11 Adams; It's been days, and ever since I stepped foot on this company's floors, it's been series of meeting and collaborations. Everything was so messy and the company was almost at the brink of ruin. I didn't want to imagine what would have become of it, if I hadn't arrived on time, on the day the board intended to sell some shares to Highlife Pharmaceuticals. As much as I loathed my father, and everything he represented, I was not foolish enough to let all these go to waste. It was mine now, and my duty and responsibility to take care of them for ‘me’. “I would very much like the new rule implemented as soon as possible,” I instructed, staring at the twelve board of directors sitted across me in the conference room. After making sure I was loud and clear, I stood up and headed out, with Henry slowly trailing beside me. “Phew! That was intense man! I never realized they could actually chicken out this way. But did you have to fire those ones?” “I did what I had to d
Sienna;>>> I want him>>>I couldn't breath, I couldn't think properly and I definitely couldn't stop myself.The only thoughts in my head right now was how much I want him. How much I wanted his body pressed to mine. How much I wanted to feel his hands all over me.I didn't want to think, because I knew it might ruin it all. Tonight, I was going to give myself to him. Tonight , I was going to give in to the pent up desires and emotions in me, and I wouldn't want anything coming in the way.As I stared up at him, at his perfectly sculptured body, realizing what was about to go down, I let in a sharp intake of breath. And when he leaned down, his lips all over my neck, I became numb to the world."Take me now. Please..." My voice was a low whisper, as I stared up at him with hooded eyes.It seemed to have an efffect on him, as he released a deep groan from deep his chest."Are you sure about this, Si?" He placed a hand on my jaw and tilted my head to look up at him. I could see the des
Adams;My breathing was ragged, as I stood there in utter shock. Her eyes didn't leave mine, even as she took more steps towards me until the only space left between us was mere inches.A lump formed in my throat, and I swallowed harshly, shutting my eyes tight."What are you doing, Sienna?" I asked in a croaked voice.My fingers were clenched in a fist, nails digging into my palms harshly. All too sudden, I felt soft hands on my arms, and my eyes flew open.In a swift move, I grabbed her by the waist, pulling her dangerously close to me."What are you doing, Sienna?" I repeated, trying so hard and with everything in me to not give in to the treacherous desires in me.She was so fucking beautiful. So gorgeous and unbelievably sexy, that I couldn't help but pull her closer, letting my hands roam over her sides." Giving you what we both wanted." She whispered, as she snaked her hands over my neck."What?" My voice was raspy, my breathing uneven, and I buried my face in her neck. The s
Adams;Few hours later, I was sat on an empty sofa, with a wide grin on my face. Sienna had left earlier; her friend, Sasha had called and as much as I had wanted to drive her, she had insisted on going alone.I didn't want to push it, especially not after what had just happened. For the first time since we got married, this was the closest we have gotten to a mere conversation.She might not have forgiven me now, but I knew we are making progress, and she was willing to listen to me. And for that, I was utterly grateful. A cough sounded behind me, pulling me out of my thoughts. I snapped my head up, only to find Henry standing in front of me with a wide grin on his face."I can see someone is in a good mood." He chuckled."You can say that again. How long have you been standing there?" I asked, as I stood, going over my desk to grab my keys."Where are you going?" Henry asked with a raised brow."What do you mean...I am heading home of course." I said, unsure on why he was asking t
Adams;Opening up to Sienna this way has always crossed my mind. But I had been so skeptical of her reaction.I wasn't mistaken. I could clearly see the judge in her eyes. She blamed me. She didn't see me differently.I wondered if I had worsened the situation, but regardless, I was adamant about not letting that stop me.Right now, she had her eyes wide open in astonishment, as it seemed that she had come to a sudden realization."I know what you are thinking," I began, but she raised a hand to stop me." And I just happened to be your outlet, didn't I? How does it fuckin make sense to you, Adams? How does it make sense that...that you went through all that grief? All that pain... and...and the best way you could handle it was to subject me to that terror? You bullied me! You let others walk all over me! You did me dirty back then, Adams... You...Do you even have any idea what you cost me?" She choked, trying to gather her words, and I just sat there, unsure of how to act or what to s
Siennas pov;My fingers moved on their own accord and gently brushed over the scar.That was a mistake on my part, as I felt Adams suck in a huge breath, and his eyes darkened."Here," I brushed my fingers on the exact spot. He wasn't taking his eyes off me.I quickly withdrew my hand, noticing his mood had shifted."I'm..I'm sorry," I found myself apologizing, but it only made him frown."You are acting strange, Sienna. What is it you want to talk about?"I ignored the subtle deflection of my initial question, assuming he did not want to talk about it. Hell, what do I even care?Do I even care?I grabbed my glass of wine and downed the entire liquid in a go. I wondered how I would be able to get the stuff from his assistant, in case he came in or not.Boy nevertheless, I needed to stallI stared at Adams, and maybe it was the effect of the wine, I saw the boy I was once in love with. I saw the boy who had promised to take care of me and never hurt me.I saw the father of my boys.It
Sienna;"I killed him," Adams said and I immediately recoiled from him, my mouth parted in shock as I moved back a bit."What did you say?" I blinked at him, wondering if I was already getting tipsy, attributing to hearing things that weren't even said.But the look in his eyes was firm, serious even."You...you killed your father?" I asked, dumbfounded, "Oh my God, Adams!"The irritation and confusion were clear in my tone as I stared at him. My thoughts were jumbled, making a mess in my mind as I tried to rationalize his words."It isn't something I am proud of, Si. Actually, I... you're the first person I'm telling this to. I am not saying this for you to feel pity for me. It would probably change your perspective of me, but I just want to be entirely open with you."My body moved on its own accord, and before I knew it, I had stood."No, Adams! You will not justify this. You shouldn't! What are you even saying?"He stood up after me, but I moved backward, causing him to stop in his
Sienna;It made me wonder how he would react when he finally found out I had his kids. Of course, I knew he wouldn't hesitate to take them away from me. Just as he took my innocence and stomped on my pride.I regretted trusting him.My thoughts drifted back to the previous days, weeks we had spent together. Wondering if he actually meant it when he said he was sorry. When he said he didn't mean to?Did he actually know the detriment of what he did to me In high school? Does he even know he was the reason I got occasional panic attacks?I blinked back the daze I was in, staring at him fully, "Why did you do it?" My question seemed to catch him off guard, and he blinked."What?""Why did you do it? Back in school...why did you do it, Adams?"A cloud seemed to dwell over his face, and his expression darkened for the second time in less than an hour.Sober me would never have asked this question. But right at this point, with the wine buzzing in me and flowing through my adrenaline, I wan
Sienna's POV;I made up my mind. As much as I knew that whatever it was, the blackmailer needed from Adams was something very important to him, I was hesitant.But what could I do when my kid's lives are in jeopardy?I needed to act now, and fast.So, right now, I was on my way to his office. Getting the address was a piece of cake as I had one agenda in mind.I was let in almost immediately. The receptionist and some staff welcomed me nicely, and I could only assume that they already knew who I was.Well, I didn't have the time to dwell on that at the moment. I made my way to Adam's office as shown by a kind staff.On getting there, and without bothering to knock, I pushed open the door and stepped in.He was in the middle of a conversation with someone, sitting on a chair, while his brows were pulled together in concentration.But the moment the door opened, they both paused, and their gazes moved towards me."Sienna?" He was wide-eyed, his voice skeptical like he couldn't believe I
SIENNA;"Sienna, what are you doing?" He repeated. His voice was low but had an edge to it that ran a chill down my spine.My throat went dry; as my mind scrambled for an answer. "I...." My voice cracked, and I cleared my throat, willing my voice to sound normal. "I was just looking for a piece of paper."Adam raised one eyebrow, clearly unconvinced. "A piece of paper?"Yeah," I stammered, forcing a shaky laugh. "I thought maybe I left it here accidentally. You know, those silly things that you could be without for months and only then would notice."The silence stretched, his eyes narrowing slightly as he studied me. My palms were damp, my pulse racing, but I kept my face as neutral as possible. "What are you doing back?" I asked quickly before he could press further. "I thought you had a meeting."His lips twitched, almost like he wanted to smirk but didn't. "I forgot something," he said simply.That is when I noticed he was holding the file. My stomach tensed, and my eyes darted