ISABELLAHonestly, this is my first time going to a party, I am really nervous right now. Nina, Katie and Jeremy were all in my house right now, Nina helps with my make-up after she got dressed while the Jeremy helps with my hair. Honestly, I'm shaking like hell right now. "Chillax girl" Nina said as she lining my eyes. I couldn't even see myself, I can't breathe or anything, I'm just being patient but my patience is running out of time right now. "You have a beautiful blonde hair" Katie said. "It's so curly. I mean, when Quincy sees you tonight, he won't control himself" she sings. I rolled my eyes. Honestly, this is all just because of Quincy. I could've not go to the party but I really wanted to show him that I can be like those girls too. If he feels I'm not up to that standard.Jeremy helped me curl my hair now my strawberry blonde hair is bouncy. After they were done, I looked in the mirror. I stood up and saw myself fully. I look...... different, like it's not me. I'm weari
ISABELLAI can't believe this is happening, Quincy is in my room, on top of my bed, with me underneath. It feels like a dream come true. I never imagined this could happen all of a sudden. "Are we gonna......do it?" I asked shyly. He rubs my thighs slowly, placing his lips back on mine. "Bella?" I fell to the ground immediately Quincy got off me. My eyes flutters open to the bright light shining in my eyes. Wait, light? I sat up and noticed it's morning. I frown. It was all a dream, again? I sigh. "Bella" Ethan helps me off the floor. I groan as I got up. "Are you okay?" He asked. I thought for a second, what part was a dream, is it the party or Quincy. "Today is what?" He asked. Then a hard drumming-like sound hits my head. "Ouch!" I cry. For a second, I became dizzy and my eyes became somewhat blurry. "What is this?" I mumbled. He handed me a pill and a bottle of water.I swallow it and drank the water. "I told you not to drink, but you didn't listen" he said. Did I.......oh. u
ISABELLAWe were all in the cafeteria. I don't know to break the news out to them. Where do I start from. "Bell, say something" Katie said impatiently. I sigh."Guys....." I called. "About last night" I started. Nina glares at me. "I couldn't remember what happened after I left the party, but......"I trailed off. "But what, Bell?" Nina spat out making it hard to say it. "I remember now" I said."Okay?....." Jeremy encourages me to go on. Isabella, just say it. "We really kissed" I blurted out. Nina stared at me. They all did. "You don't me Quincy, right?" Katie asked. I look at my lap. I feel embarrassed. "Bell, is it Quincy?" She asked and I nod my head immediately."Seriously, why would you kiss a guy that embarrassed you in front of everyone. The guy that always makes you cry?" Jeremy asked. "But it's not like that now -" Nina cut me off immediately."How is it, Bell. Don't tell me you're planning on hanging around with him. He will ruin you to the core" she said before gettin
ISABELLA I got dressed in a navy shirt and black short skirt, I tie my hair in a ponytail and head down stairs. I heard a strong male voice that brought a smile to my face. I look ahead of me. "Daddy!" I exclaimed and ran up to him."Princess" I hug him. "Oh, I've missed you so much" he mumbles. "I missed you so much" a tear drop from my eyes. I pulled away and look at him. "What did you bring for me" I asked. "I brought a lot" he whispered. "Shoes, bags, and I know your glasses is wearing out so I got you a new one" he said. I hug him again. "My little nerd" "Dad, you didn't get me anything?" Ethan asked. Dad rolled his eyes, and glare at him. "It's not fair, I'm your son" he said."You're not my baby. Ask your mom, you're mommy's boy" he replied. Ethan stood up and ran to the kitchen."Mom" he whined. I laughed. Ethan is always sloppy and whinny when our parents returns from trip. "Darling, I have something to tell you. In fact, mom and I have something to tell you kids" he smi
QUINCYWaking up to a tap on my shoulder. "Quincy" it was obvious it is Ethan. I groan and open my eyes. "You didn't tell me you were spending a night?" He asked. Is that seriously why he woke me up. "Your Dad insist I spend the night. How was the circus fair?" I asked. He sigh with a smile."It was fun, you should've come" he said. I rolled my eyes. He chuckles. "Hey, did my sister come down stairs?" He asked. I yawn."I haven't seen after dinner" I replied. She was actually my dinner so I wasn't totally lying. I just twisted the truth. "Oh, okay, maybe she's asleep. We brought ice cream for her but I guess we'll keep it in the fridge till tomorrow morning" he shrugged. "Whatever, can I sleep now?" I asked. Like he was really annoying me right now. I hate when someone disturbs my sleep and he knows it. He sigh before turning around and walking out of the room.Finally, some peace and quiet.ISABELLAWaking up covered with sweat, I slept really well. This was one of the good nigh
ISABELLA I was stalking my phone for about thirty minutes now and no single notification popped. I decided to go down stairs and show myself, maybe he will remember that way. I got off bed. Mom and Dad would be in the living room at this time which means the guys are at the lounge. I stomp my way downstairs. I really want to know why he isn't answering me. I sigh as soon as I reach the bottom stairs. I manage to pass the living room without my parents noticing. I tip toe to the lounge. I peek in. "There's this girl bother the fuck out of me. She wants me to fuck her" I heard Quincy say. Wait......"Do you want to?" Edward asked. I want to hear his reply."She just texted me. I guess it's a win-win" he chuckles. He was talking about me. I feel weak in my heart. I need somewhere to sit. I sigh. Why would he asked me to have sex with him if he was gonna say mean things to me."Isabella?" Caleb called. I got startled. He pulls me towards a chair. "Are you okay?" He asked. Now I was ins
ISABELLA"No, let's go!" Ethan yelled. I told him I'll like to spend a night with Nina but he just said no. The annoying part is that I told mom and Dad and they agreed. It makes me more angry. "She's staying with me, Ethan" Nina butt in. Quincy only stood there, leaned on the wall with his arms folded together, watching us. "She already told her Mom and Dad. You're not her parents. It's a sleepover and it's final" she sneered at him. Ethan narrowed his eyes at her like they are beefing or something, I don't really get this two. One minute they are fighting and the next thing, they're all over each other like bees. "Why the fuck do you want to have a sleepover?" He asked. Even his questions doesn't make sense, it's my decision and it's non of his business. "Because she's my friend" I replied. He glares at me in a way before leaving the the house. It work. Quincy smirks at two of us before walking back upstairs. It's just morning. I sigh. It's not like we're going to a club, I'm he
ISABELLA Honestly, I thought he was done once he got off the bed, he sat next to me, his eyes stared at me. I look away. He sigh, he fold his hands together. It was silent for a while. I felt like he regret what he did but instead he spoke. "I don't want to hurt you, so tell me Issy, do you want me to take it away right now?" He asked. When he asked that question, I thought maybe I should stop but then I remembered the promise I made to myself when I was thirteen. He's gonna be the one and nobody else. I won't regret it one second. I look at him. "Yes" I replied. He looks into my eyes like he's looking into my soul for the true answer. He got up and open his night stand drawer. He brought out a packet of condoms. "Are you clean?" I blurted out. He look at me with raised brow. He smirks then pull his full attention to me. "You want me raw?" He asked. I nod my head. I want all of him, nothing separating us. "I'm clean but I think it's better you get comfortable with this-" I cut