Chapter 0022

MAE

I sit up embarrassment taking over me, this is the second time he has walked out on me tonight. My hand slowly retracts as I sit up covering my naked body with the nearby blanket.

I run my finger through my hair cursing myself internally for doing that, why? Why did you do that Mae? I thought putting myself out there would make him want to get it over with but he just walked out.

Does he hate me that much? Or does he not find me attractive? Am I repulsive to him? Do I disgust him? Was that why he couldn't stand kissing me and now he couldn't even look at me?

Tears well up in my eyes as I try to process everything. I wrap the blanket around me tightly, seeking solace in its warmth as the tears welling in my eyes run down my cheeks.

"Fuck. You. Sin." I yell cleaning the tears off my cheeks. I said I will never be vulnerable in front of me but I keep going back on my own words. Why? Why Mae?

Why do I even care about his opinion of me? Why do I care if he finds me attractive or no