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40. No Falling in Love
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MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 41. Kiss
POPPY:Suddenly, Mr. Holding's laughter filled the four walls. It was a hearty laugh as if he was indeed amazed at my previous statement.My brows formed in a straight line as I continued listening to his laughter. But in all fairness, his laughter was like a lullaby in my ears. Sebastian Holding was the type of man who thought that the world was against him and that even smiling was a waste of his time. I sighed internally.If he only laughed like this, then I would be falling for him…Wait what? What kind of thoughts were that? Why would I fall for him because he laughed? It’s not like this was the first time I've seen a man laugh. Ridiculous. Being always with him made me think of silly thoughts.“F-Falling for you?” he asked, again and snorted. What's so bad about saying he must not fall for me? He always said not to fall for him so why did it sound funny when it came to him?I felt slightly offended at his reaction.Lips pressed in a thin line, I asked, "What's funny, Sebastia
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 42. Announcement
POPPY:My mouth tingled, still feeling the feel of Sebastian's mouth against mine. My heart raced uncontrollably as if it was being chased by a tiger. As if taunting me, his eyes lingered on my lips, and smirked. "You liked it," he said and grazed his fingertips along my jawline. A shiver ran down my spine.I don't like to be touched! Why did my body move on their own? This was embarrassing! He might think I liked it. "I-I did not!" I denied it like crazy, stepping back away from him. "In your dreams! Your kiss felt like I was kissing a slimy and wriggling toad!"I never bothered to hide Sebastian how repulsed I was when he kissed me. But the man shrugged it off. Unbothered. "A toad? I looked better than that, Poppy. You exaggerated a lot."I folded my arms in front of my chest. "You are, Sebastian!" I pointed my fingers at him. "Don't you dare do it again, Sebastian. Unless it is necessary!" I demanded. "I don't want anyone to kiss me. Much even from you!""You did ask for proof.
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 43. Alex
POPPY:I was holding my breath for quite some time, and I did not realize I was doing it as I waited for Kelly's reaction. What if she wanted Mr. Holding at first and then not like him again? Damn. That could create a problem. "Love?" Sebastian and I shared a look. The more Kelly stared at us, the more I became nervous. She blinked a couple of times while her brows furrowed in confusion. "Why are you two getting married, Mommy? Are you pregnant?"I was frozen for a moment. Pregnant? Why would I be pregnant? I wasn't touched by a man. “Am I going to have a baby sister or a baby brother now?” she continued. I chuckled nervously and exhaled a sigh of relief. At least she did not say she was against me marrying Sebastian Holding. Although thinking I was pregnant was not something I also liked. "Love. Being pregnant is not the only reason why people get married." I shifted my gaze at Sebastian and cleared my throat. "Sometimes...all it takes will be two people falling for each ot
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 44. Wedding
POPPY:I stared at my phone as if Christy would come out of it. What just happened? I never expected that Christy would turn off the phone that quickly. She never does that. Whatever. As long as she got the message. I will grill her with questions when I am vacant. That settled it then. I was done informing Christy. Now…who would I call next?Sebastian?Ah, right. Reminded that I still haven’t got the exact address, I fished out my phone from my pocket and messaged Mr. Holding. No. It should be my soon-to-be husband. After typing the message, I hit send.While waiting for his reply, I picked out the box and opened it. I sighed softly when I saw the intricate designs of flowers embroidered. I only saw this kind of wedding dress on national television. Thus were the kind of dresses I wanted to have when I had my wedding. How did Sebastian Holding find out I liked this kind of design? That man never failed to amaze me. I looked at the tag and my eyes widened when I read J. Cruz
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 45. Vows
POPPY:I can't fucking move my legs as my panic continued kicking in. The guests were looking at me with weird looks and they were not helping at all. They looked like evil clowns in front of us holding a bloody knives in an attempt to hurt me. Was it because of anxiety or nervousness? And of all the right timing, why did it have to be now? I usually felt this whenever I was feeling an intense emotion and I could not even control this. "Miss Poppy?" Mr. Willis was already showing his concern. He nudged my elbow, but I won’t budge. “Miss Poppy? Do you want me to inform Bastian that you’re not feeling well?”Mr. Willis’s voice seemed distant. Out of reach. My breath was sharp and fast. Fuck.Inhale, exhale. You can do this, Poppy. You can fucking do this!In front, Sebastian's brows furrowed and the older man who looked like him was also bothered. The singer continued singing and everyone was already looking at me. Confused. This was so embarrassing! Sebastian was regal and compo
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 46. Night After the Wedding
POPPY:Sparks exploded between us. Suddenly, there were butterflies in my stomach. More! Now that I was already married for the second time, I realized I missed having to kiss someone else. A man. My body was craving for a kiss. For someone to make love. I moaned as my hands traveled up to the hair of his body and pulled him towards my body.More!As if hungry for him, I opened my mouth and accommodated him. All of him.My hands were dying to hold that something between his legs, but I stopped myself. Maybe later. When we had the privacy we needed. Or else, the preacher might reprimand me for doing something sinful. I bit Sebastian’s lips and nibbled his lips. I felt him stiffen and the kisses stopped. More! I could not get more of him! Then, I found myself angling my head for better access and opened my mouth. Sebastian Holding smiled against our kiss, before pulling away.I caught my breath while my lips parted. My gaze darted at his swollen lips. I suddenly missed the feeli
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 47. Olivia Green
POPPY:Sebastian Holding had forgotten I had married once with an active sexual drive. So holding someone's dick was no longer an issue for me. This man did not know that one of my topmost needs was sex. And with the alcohol still in my system, advancing towards him was not a problem. "You're hard as a rock, Mr. Holding," I whispered in his ear. "Are you ready for me? Do you want your hand inside my panty?"“You’re drunk. Will you stop this madness?” he asked, gritting his teeth. “Your mouth spat a lot of garbage language.”“Garbage language? No, Sebastian. It only means you don't know anything about me.”My fingers trailed the outline of his jaw and he shivered. He clenched his teeth. "This reaction… means you're capable of desiring someone. Do you also want to fuck? Do you want to have a taste of me, Sebastian?"I ran my other hand through my body starting from the two valleys on my chest down to my flat stomach that bore evidence that I had given birth by the stretch marks in m
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 48. Olivia Green (Part 2)
POPPY:What are you doing, Poppy? Leave them alone! You have nothing with their fight, my mind screamed. They are settling their differences and their relationship. Leave!The mind was willing, but my body did not want to move away from them."What are you trying to prove?" the other part of my mind asked. Nothing. I…I just don't know what I am doing right now. But I cannot leave them alone. I did not want to leave them. My stubborn feet won't retreat and instead, I moved away from my hiding place and sauntered towards Sebastian's side, and snaked my arms around his waist. Olivia Green's eyes were trained on Sebastian's waist. Her beauty was ethereal. Out of this world. I was almost tempted to get her autograph but stopped myself. I was still a fan of her art, but not of her real self. "Move your hand away!" she hissed as if she had the right. "Sebastian is mine. I met him first," she muttered possessively. I smirked and sniffed Sebastian's pajamas. Then, I looked back at her.
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MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 85: Home
85POPPY:Realization dawned on me.Mother was right.I was punishing Sebastian for his past which he did not do when we were together. He impregnated Olivia before we met, and he did not even know me by then.Tears swam in my eyes.Stupid. I was stupid.Now, I realize what I just did. “Mom. Is it okay if I return to the city? I have to apologize to my husband.”Mother smiled and brushed my cheeks using her fingertips. “Why does it feel as if it will be a long time before you will be back again, Poppy?”“I’m so sorry, Mom. Now that you have accepted us again, I will always visit you and Dad.”I inhaled deeply as the pain slowly lifted.I could not wait to go back to the mansion and talk to Sebastian.“I’m going to miss you, too.”“I will always call, Mom. I will just wait for Kelly, and I will tell her of my plans.”“She will be happy. She always asks about her daddy. Your second husband, I mean.”“She was completely smitten by him.”“The child knows a real man who will make you happ
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 84. Punishment
POPPY:Do you know what's the most painful thing? It's the fact that Sebastian was not doing anything just to stop me as I grabbed my things and Kelly. He just stood there leaning on the door, like a robot watching me pack my things. And he claimed he loved me?Bullshit!Damn it!Why did I believe in his lies, anyway? He never loved me from the start. He was only forced to. And now that he had a child with his own seed, he can do anything he wants like tossing me aside. From all the packing down to grabbing Kelly, I was glad I never shed a single tear. If I did, it would be embarrassing on my part."Honey…" Sebastian started as I went out of our room while grabbing Kelly and my bag in both hands. "We only arrived. Kelly and your body are tired from the trip. Please think of the child.""You cannot stop me from doing this, Sebastian," I exclaimed while hardening my heart in the process. I forced myself to make my expression blank and cold as it was so that he would see that I was al
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 83. Leaving
POPPY:From the look on his face, he was silently telling me not to tell his father about it. I did not get how he wanted to keep it to ourselves since having a baby was the only requirement left. I wanted to believe that it had something to do with his feelings, but if I expected more than that, I was scared that I would only be hurt in the end.“Anyone who wanted to answer me?” Arnold asked as his gaze kept on switching sides between me and Sebastian. “Poppy?”“Dad. I believe it’s my husband who has the right to tell you about it.”“Why is that?” he asked as his brows formed a straight line. “Son. Is there anything you want to say? Am I expecting a grandchild soon? A simple yes or no would suffice.”Yeah. A grandchild who would be the next heir of the Holdings. The child that Olivia and Sebastian badly wanted. And during that time, I would be kicked out of the equations. I would be tossed aside like a piece of rag. Together with my daughter.Oh, God.Why did I bring my daughter in
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 82. Expectations
POPPY:“Can you please read the message? I can’t do that especially when I am driving.”A muscle ticked in my eyes. “Are you freaking kidding me, Sebastian?”His brows furrowed.“What’s wrong?”“What’s your intention of letting me read the message? What are you trying to prove, huh?”“Honey. I meant no harm, okay? I just wanted you to read the message. I’m driving. What makes it difficult to understand?”“You know Olivia will text you, right?”“Was it her?”“Who else? She won’t stop saying you should divorce me.”“That’s not going to happen. It’s you I love. Not here. So please stop getting jealous, okay? You’re the only woman I love, Poppy. No one else.”That was supposed to pacify me, but it did not. Right now, I was still irritated at Sebastian, and I did not know how long it would last. I hated this feeling. It brought me back to my previous relationship. Of how I was jealous of any woman who was near to my ex-husband only to find out in the end that I have the right to be jealous
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 81. Results
POPPY:I was kind of expecting that it was indeed the result, but it was different from hearing it directly in Olivia’s mouth. She was too proud about it, making me feel as if she was better than me, although there was no point in proving it.I was nothing compared to her. She was an actress. Rich. Talented. You name it. While I was a simple mother who wanted only the best for her child. “The look on your face says it all. You also know that the child is from Bastian.”“So what? You’re all talk, Olivia. Give me the papers.” She shoved it on my chest. “How rude.”Checking, I pulled out the paper inside the envelope and read the contents.Ninety-point nine percent. The child was Sebastian. He was the father of Olivia’s child.My knees almost gave out. Not from the shock. But it was more than that. “See? I have given him a child first. Bastian should be mine.”I showed her our wedding ring. “Oops. He married me first.”“I don’t believe the results,” Sebastian exclaimed all of a sudden
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 80. Results
POPPY:Our stay in the resort was eventful. Sebastian toured us at the resort and introduced us to his family. The maids and all the maintenance staff were happy to see us and congratulated us. He made sure that we were taken care of. And then the next thing I knew, we would be returning to the mansion which I did not want to happen. It was too soon. I was not even satisfied yet. “Are we really going back?” I asked Sebastian while folding Kelly’s clothes. “I wanted to stay here a little longer.”The corner of his lips lifted. “Do you really want to stay because of that, or was it another reason?” he teased. My cheeks burned in embarrassment, remembering our sweet time together. Especially on the beach. It was only at three o’clock in the morning when we returned to our room. True to his words, Sebastian had emptied all the condoms and promised to buy another pocket if I wanted to. And then when Kelly was not inside the room, we took a shower together and made love again inside.
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 79. 11 PM (Part 2)
Warning: Sexual content ahead.------------------POPPY:We are free to do whatever we want, huh?Pinching the bridge of Sebastian’s nose, I asked, “Do you know that you sounded like a devil right now tempting me like this?”The corner of his lips lifted.“Am I? That’s my plan, Poppy.”“Yes. Why are you tempting me like this, Sebastian? Is it really true that I’m the only woman you brought here in this—”The words died in my mouth when he suddenly kissed me fully.I groaned as I tasted the strawberry taste of his lips against my mouth. Sparks exploded between us. Lips against lips. Mouth against mouth. It seemed like our lips were battling and no one wanted to lose. Using my lips, I showed him how much I longed for him. My longing for him was evident in how I kissed him. How I snaked my arms around his neck, bringing me closer to my body. Hardness against softness. He was all muscles while I was the complete opposite.My hands found his hair and pulled him toward me.“Give everything
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 78. 11 PM
POPPY: The rest of the day flew fast.Kelly and I enjoyed the resort a lot. Sebastian never left my side and did not even glance at his phone for any updates from his secretary. And if someone was calling him, I would remind him to answer the phone since he would only let it ring. But then he will just kiss me and say that it can wait. He wanted to focus his time on us and added that today was a family day. He won’t allow anyone to waste this time over some unimportant things.For Sebastian Holding, work was always important but when he said it could wait, my heart was filled with overflowing happiness. “And they lived happily ever after,” I said, reading the book which I bought. Kelly was already fast asleep. After reading for almost an hour, she was fast asleep. I was able to finish three books in a row when she was not yet satisfied with one book alone.Kelly stirred in her sleep and the blanket fell below.I pulled it upward until it reached her chin, then pressed a kiss on her
MOMMY, I WANT MY DADDY 77. Sorrow
POPPY:I held my breath as Sebastian kept on staring at me, not even stopping the wind as when my hair danced along with it. The feeling of the rough texture of the sand entering my shoes tickled my feet.“Poppy. Do you want to spend your life with me?” Sebastian asked again when I did not answer.I wanted to scream yes! I would definitely say yes! I’ve been loving this man for quite some time now and now that he was offering an eternity with him, who was I to say no?An opportunity to spend the rest of our lives together? That would be fantastic. But what about Olivia Green? Images of her heavily pregnant belly while tears rolled down from her eyes flashed in my mind. It felt like tiny needles were being stabbed in my chest.Yeah. Olivia Green. Getting drunk with Sebastian’s offer to be with him was already too good to be true. Accept him, Poppy, my mind urged. How long will you keep on thinking about someone else’s happiness, Poppy? Why can’t you think of your own happiness, hu
