The following day at the vampire castle was slightly weird for me, not only had I woken up miles away from a place I knew as my home but being around the vampires was going to take a long time for me to get used to. I knew that I had to get used to being here because I had no other place to go. I just had to keep reminding myself of the reasons why I needed to stay here. No matter how uncomfortable it was I knew that I couldn’t leave, I had to stay here until I had gotten my revenge and maybe even killed my father’s entire pack. This was the first time I hadn't spent the night at home, and growing up I was a very well-behaved child. I never did anything that my parents didn’t like. Even when my friends were sneaking out and going to parties I always stayed at home. That had to do with the fact that all my friends had mates and I didn’t, not that I wanted one. I couldn’t imagine what my life would have been like if I had found my mate back in my father’s pack. I was very certain that whoever that mate would have been, he probably wouldn't have defended me when the entire pack wanted me dead my father included. This was the reason I maintained that wolves could not be trusted, especially mates.
I didn’t even want a mate, my mother had chosen love over security, and look at where that landed her. She was dead all because of a mate bond, a mate bond that she refused to give up despite the fact that she was being abused. One thing I liked about this vampire clan was that they never forced anyone to be with anyone like the moon goddess did. I had never heard my mother talking about being mated to someone else before my father in the vampire clan or even knowing someone who had a partner chosen for her. This to me meant freedom, it was the freedom to choose whoever I wanted and the freedom to not chose anyone. I didn’t want anyone, I was okay on my own and I wanted it to remain that way.
After I bathed I heard a light knock on the door and it was the same little girl that had come to give me some blood the previous day, Lilly. She had a bag of clothes with her and I was surprised at how strong she was because the bag looked very heavy
“You didn’t eat,” she said looking at the glass that was still full of blood, she looked very concerned
“Oh, I am not used to human blood or any kind of blood. But you can have it if you like” I offered and she shook her head.
"so what do you normally eat?" she enquired
"I eat real food," I said and when she still didn't seem convinced I offered her the glass once more "you can have it"
”No thanks, I already ate,” she said and I was surprised by how they just referred to some liquid as food, how did they even get full-on blood alone?“what do you have for me today?” I asked her and she smiled excitedly
”I thought you would like some fresh clothes,” she said and I looked at my clothes that were on the floor. They looked very dirty”Thank you so much but won't you get in trouble for helping a stranger?” I asked her and she shook her head once more her pretty black hair bouncing from side to side and she seemed to enjoy that“I have been assigned the task of taking care of you, I am your caretaker,” she said unable to contain her excitement again
”Thank you so much, but I can take care of myself,” I said, “how old are you?” I enquired because I just thought she was too young to be taking care of anyone let alone anything“I am eight years old,” she said shyly
“you are still very young” I commented, I wondered why they would entrust all these tasks to a such a little girl
“not really” she blushed “I have just been eight years old for a while now,” she said and I realized what she meant, she had probably been turned when she was eight years old and she got stuck on that age. That would also explain why she was the one chosen as my caretaker, my mother had told me that vampires that were once human were the lowest on the food chain in her clan.
“Well don’t just stand there, show me what you have for me,” I said sitting on the bed and she opened the bag and started taking out everything that was inside
“it’s mostly jeans and I wasn't sure of your side so I just guessed,” she said
“and where did you get these clothes if I may ask?” I asked her
“I went out with an escort to buy the clothes,” she said and I was flattered and touched by how thoughtful she was
“thank you so much this was very thoughtful of you,” I said touched by the efforts she put into what she had done, for as long as I was in my father’s pack I had never been taken care of like this. He had literally told them, in my presence that I wasn’t worth honoring or respecting because he didn’t consider me the princess. I had to snap myself out of my painful thoughts and focus on the current moment
“the elders also wanted me to let you know that they want you to come for a meeting at noon” she added and I got nervous all over again, I really hoped that this would go well and they would accept me
“don't worry, they already like you, whatever you told them last night worked. I think now is also a good time for me to tell you that the fact that they didn’t kill you also shows that they like you, no rogue vampire has ever been given this type of treatment” she said
“then you again” I thanked her once more, grateful for the information she had just shared with me
“you know for an eight-year-old you are very mature” I pointed out
“I have had to grow with my mind over the decades that I had lived, there has never been any other way for me,” she said and I could see the sadness in her eyes and I suddenly felt like hugging her, but I didn’t because I was afraid that I would be overstepping a boundary.
”I will leave you to it then, remember your meeting with the elders is at noon,” she said and then excused herself
I emptied the rest of the contents that were in the bag and I was shocked that the little girl had gone as far as getting me panties and bras. She really was thoughtful, I also couldn’t help wondering what it was that was causing the sadness that I had seen in her eyes. Was she also being mistreated here? I couldn’t imagine anyone harming or abusing a child as young as her, despite the fact that she had lived decades and was actually older than me in a way, I still saw the lost childhood in her eyes.
As soon as the clock struck noon, I knew it was time to face the elders and find out what my fate was.
I nervously made my way to the meeting hall where I found that all the elders were already waiting for me. The whole thing was just nerve-wracking for me, they had to take me in, they just had to otherwise where was I going to go? I couldn’t even consider going to the witch territory to take refuge there because despite the fact that Iyana had made it clear that she wasn’t going to take me in, also knew that I would never be comfortable in that place.
I took a seat that was set for me in the middle of the room while trying to control my breathing, I dint know much about vampires but I knew that if they felt like I was hiding something from them right now, this would all go south.
“so my name is Elder Marcus and I am the head of this council” the first elder introduced himself. I guessed they hadnt told me their names last yesterday because they didn’t think I deserved to know, I was curious to know what had changed their minds.
“And I am elder Sebastian,” the second one said and the third one was a woman (Emily) that looked like she was at the peak of her youth, she was very beautiful. I had always heard my mother talking about how she had never seen beautiful women as they were in their coven. She always told me I was lucky because I had the best of both worlds and I just thought she was saying that because she was my mother but I was now seeing what she meant and I agreed with her.
“So Amber, we have come to the decision to let you stay here with us,” Elder Marcus said with a smile, I guessed he wanted me to jump for joy but I knew he was not doing me any favors. He only wanted me to stay because they knew I could help them
“yes we will let you stay but on the condition that you will join our wolf hunters” elder Emily chimed in but she seemed like she didn’t agree with the decision that had been taken
”but in order to do that we have to assess the abilities you possess, that means that we would like to get you in training first because as you c imagine this is a very important job. Not only are the wolf hunters responsible for hunting wolves but they are also responsible for the safety of the coven” elder Sebastian added on a more serious note
“and I am sure you are aware that in the game between wolves and vampires, it is a matter of kill or be killed and we can't have someone incompetent as part of our security team” Elder Marcus said and I nodded. I understood, they wanted protection and I wanted revenge, and being here would give me the tools to achieve my goal and make the wolves pay for the tears that I had cried because of one of their own.
After the meeting, I was led to the training grounds where I would begin training and let me just say that my first day on those grounds was grueling and challenging. However, I was excited to start. There was a lot going on, on the fields some vampires were focused on target shooting while others were responsible that the ones that were training had an endless supply of ammunition. I couldn’t wait to hold a gun I couldn’t wait to just shoot something and maybe that would help me get rid of all the anger and bitterness that I had been nursing ever since that fateful day.
The wolves were not even going to know what hit them, what made me more dangerous and capable of fulfilling my mission was not my determination to not fail. It was the fact that I could fit in both territories without being detected and I was better than wolf and vampire. Now that I was here, I was going to be able to get the training that I needed as a vampire, and best of all I was going to be able to find out what my other abilities were.
AMBER’S POV By the end of my first day of training, I was a professional at holding a gun and target shooting. I left my trainer, Cain surprised and charmed because he couldn’t believe just how easily I had grasped the way I was supposed to hold a gun. I was here on a mission and the mission wasn’t only to fit in with the vampires but it was also to equip myself with the tool I needed to get my revenge. Cain was a nice guy and he was very friendly, he was much friendlier than the trainers in my father’s pack. Training in the wolf territory was a difficult task and it was very grueling. I had volunteered myself for training and I quickly opted to drop out because I started feeling like I was undergoing punishment instead of training. “I must say that I have never met any vampire with as much determination as you,” Cain said as he walked me to my room “you are one hungry wolf and its quite refreshing to find someone and to train someone with the amount of passion that you have” he com
AMBER’S POV I was settling well into the vampire clan and although I didn’t have any friends yet I was starting to feel at home and a little welcome by some of the vampires. I wasn’t really bothered by the fact that some of the vampires were having a hard time accepting me and adjusting to my presence because I had been living my life as a reject ever since I was born. I was just happy to be in a place where I felt like my very existence was not an abomination, some may have been blatantly rejecting me but the few that were accepting me made me feel at home. Of course, I felt like I was living a lie to a certain extent, but I also felt like this was an opportunity for me to rewrite my life and get a fresh start. The fact that no one knew who I was meant that I could be anyone and anything that I wanted. Cain had been very helpful and he was helping me with everything that I needed help with, he was helping me settle into the coven and was trying his best to keep the ones that were tr
CHAD’S POVMy parents had been gone on a business trip for too long now and I was getting restless. They had never been gone for this long without communicating with any of us that were back at the packhouse. I tried finding out from the elders what the delay was but none of them had an answer for me, I was beginning to think that they knew something that I didn’t know and that they were hiding something from me. I really hoped that meeting with them tonight would help shed some light for me on what was going on with my parents."I hoped you called me here to tell me what is happening with my parents,” I said as I took my seat next to the throne, a seat that was meant for my father who was the Alpha king. Seeing it empty and vacant kind of scared me and I hoped it wouldn’t stay like that for very long.“As a matter of fact my prince that is exactly why we have called you here,” the first elder said“So where are they?” I asked just as the beta came into the meeting hall with my father
CAIN’S POV I couldn’t believe that my father was trying to rob me of my chances with Amber, sending her to a wolf territory all on her own was basically handing her over to the wolves for them to devour her and have their way with her. I had told my father of my interest in Amber and he seemed to agree that we would make a good match but now I couldn’t understand the direction in which he was taking things, I just couldn’t understand his reasoning in the decision he had made. He had been bothering me about settling down and having kids and now that I was trying to do that he had taken it upon his power to sabotage that for me. I was even beginning to think that maybe he wanted Amber for himself especially considering the attention he had been giving her ever since she got here.“Father, I need to speak to you..” I said as I stormed into his office he lifted his eyes to look at me and he had an angry expression on his face. He was in a meeting with one of the elders and I didn’t care
AMBER’S POV The day of my departure had finally arrived and I was literally shitting bricks of fear, I was scared out of my mind and my main fear was that I was going to be killed by wolves. My father’s pack was probably still in search of me and I wouldnt be surprised if they had alerted every pack of my disappearance. I didn’t know what awaited me out there and I didn’t even know which direction I was supposed to take. Elder Marcus told me that I was to just walk into any pack that was in the Northern territory and that would certainly land me in the alpha king’s house. The worst thing about this was that I was expected to seduce the old man that was supposedly the alpha king. Even though Elder Marcus hadn't blatantly said that I had to seduce the king, he had said that I was to do everything that I had to in order to get the information I needed. I didn’t even know what information was needed but all I was told was that I was to do everything I could to achieve my goal and all wit
CHAD’S POV I was so drunk I could barely even walk, I was coming from the club with my friends and some of the girls from the pack and we had just had a very good time. For the first time ever since my parents had died I hadn’t found myself obsessing about their death and my loneliness, I felt like I was my old self again but it was clear that had only lasted when I was out with my friends because as soon as I got back home those haunting thought returned. All I wanted right now was my bed and nothing more. I knew the elders would have a field day if they saw me like this but who cared about them, I didn’t need their permission to live my life and I certainly didn’t need their instruction in running this pack.The omega that I had chosen during my coronation had run her course and I no longer had any use for her on my bed as beautiful as she was. Being with her had been fun but it hadnt made me forget my troubles like I had hoped it would, as a matter of fact being with her made me r
AMBER’S POV After seeing Iyana I had regained my confidence and I was starting to feel like I could actually do this. I started feeling like I could slip back into the wolf territory and slip out again without anyone noticing that I was ever there. My plan of action was very simple, I was going to lay low when I got into the Northern territory until I found a way to slip into the palace without being noticed. I knew that because this was a palace and not a packhouse it was probably going to be a little harder for me to slip in and out without anyone noticing. it was probably going to be heavily guarded and I was expecting to even meet some guards that were probably patrolling the street but I told myself that as long as I laid low and didn't ruffle any feathers I would be fine. If However, I did run into some trouble, I was going to call on Iyana and I knew that she would happily help me when I needed help. It's just that she had already done so much for me and I didn't want to feel
CAIN’S POV My life without Amber was just miserable and lonely, I didn’t even know what to do with myself now that she was gone and the worst part was the fact that we had had a fight right before she left on the day that she left. I hated myself for making her feel like I didn’t care about her when I did, I cared about her just as much as I cared about the power that we were all going to get from this trip that she had just taken to the wolf lands. As far as I was concerned she was going to benefit from this trip as much as I and my father were going to, I knew that she wanted the rest of the coven to respect her and recognize her as part of it and this was an opportunity for her to get that. If she did things right and brought back the information that my father and the rest of the elders needed then I was sure that everyone, including Sophia, would have no choice but to respect her. She was already the best hunter that I had and there was no one that could replace her or do the
AMBER’S POV That was the most beautiful sleep that I had ever had I don’t think that I had ever slept like that in my life and although my body was still tired, I felt kind of well rested and I was ready to take on the new day. When I woke up, Chad was sleeping on the couch with the baby on his bare chest and they were both sleeping. I could already see that this baby was going to be a daddy’s girl and I already knew that I would have a problem dealing with that because item that I would never have enough time with any of them. I would have to fight Chad to spend time with her and I would have to fight her to spend time with him. I realized that I was in a lose-lose situation and that ithis was just the way my life was going to be. However, I would be lying if I said that I want happy with the fact that this baby was going to get a lot more love than I had ever received in my life. It was bios that Chad was going to be a better father than my father had ever been to me. For a long ti
CHAD’S POV Amber had tried to act like she wasn’t in that much pain but I knew that she was lying. The pain that she was feeling was written all over her face and there was no faking it. I understood that she didn’t want to disturb her friend as she spent tie with her mate but at this point, Iyana was the only person that I could trust when it came to Amber’s health. I no longer trusted my doctor because he had shown me that he was way out of his depth when it came to dealing with Amber’s head; issue but this wasn’t a health issue, this was a baby that was about to be born and it was as if the moon goddess was preparing for this when she gave Iyana to Jeff “Isn't it too early for this?” I asked Amber and she looked like she was just about ready to punch me. ” just get help Chad” she snapped as she grabbed onto the sheets and she just looked like she was in more pain than she had ever been on. Even back then when she had been in pain when she was sick the pain hadn't been this bad.
AMBER’S POV I was really touched by the way that Chad had stood up for me, I had been so afraid that I would be rejected by his subjects and unfortunately for me my fears had come to life and I was rejected for what I was and for my past with my father. However Chad made it clear to me that he wasn’t done with me yet, he told me that he still had a surprise in store for me. He called all the alphas to meet him after the part because he had an announcement to make, an announcement that I had no knowledge of like I literally didn’t know what he wanted to say to them. I tried asking him what he wanted to say and in the beginning, he didn’t want to tell me but he ended up telling me because I wouldn’t let it go. I honestly didn’t think that there was anything else that he could do for me that would top what he had already done. I knew very well that I was the only reason he had ended the war between vampire and wolf during the party and I just didn’t want him to keep doing things that c
AMBER’S POVI honestly didn’t feel comfortable with what Chad had suggested, it wasn’t even something that he was suggesting but it felt like was just letting me know what he expected of me. I knew that I didn’t have a choice but to attend this party especially because it was being thrown on my behalf and it was being done for me. I didn’t even think it was necessary because the royal citizens already knew me, it didn’t matter if the alphas didn’t know me because as far as I was concerned I was never going to be having any dealings with them. But then again, I had to recognize that if they didn’t know me that would also mean some kind of danger for me because then I could get attacked out there without them knowing who I was. I had to do this whether I liked it or not.I hadn’t liked the idea of throwing a party in my honor from the moment that Chad suggested it but I had gone with the plan because I wanted him to be happy, I realized that I didn’t have much of a choice but to just a
CHAD’S POV Now that all the loose ends had been tied I could breathe a little easier, the girl who had tried to end my mate was dead and I could rest better knowing that she was safe. Amber was now back to herself and everything was finally going well for us. For a minute there I had started thinking that maybe it was best if I let her go, I knew that letting her go wouldn’t give me any more peace than staying with her would. I had been miserable for such a long time I had forgotten what it felt like to be happy I had even forgotten what it felt like to make love to my mate. I couldn’t wait for us to get back to our usual routine. I really hoped that Amber had learned something from this thing that we had just dealt with. I hoped that she learned that she couldn’t just trust anyone so easily, especially vampires. They had proven to her and to me that they couldn’t be trusted countless times and I really didn’t want to be dealing with something like this ever again. I actually just wa
AMBER’S POVIyana had left me with some more portions that I was supposed to drink for the next couple of days, I honestly didn’t see any reason for me to drink them because I was already feeling fine but I knew that it was in my best interest to go with what she told me rather than what I was feeling. I was feeling so much better not to the extent that I could even take walked to the garden. I had grown so tired of staying in the house and a part of me witches I could just stay in the garden for a little while so that I could make up for all the time that I had lost while I was sick.While Chad was gone I decided to g to the garden and watch the sun as it set, this had grown to be my favorite activity since I settled here but I had lost it because I was sick. I was now trying to go back to my usual activities and I was trying to adjust to the new life that I now had. The fact that I was pregnant meant that I had to change a lot of things about my life. There were some things that I c
CHAD’S POV I couldn't believe what I was hearing from the witch that had come to help us. I knew that the blood that had been given t Amber was the cause of all of this but I could never have guessed that the blood was poisoned. I mean, we all thought that it was obvious that she was suffering from withdrawal symptoms, but I could see that it seemed like there was something more to it. Something that even my own doctor couldn’t see, not that I could blame him for not seeing it, but he had been as puzzled about this as I had been and now everything was starting to make sense. There was no way that I was going to just take this lying down, someone had to pay for this and I was about to make sure that I found whoever did this. They all had to pay for what they had done to my mate and I was going to make sure that I made them all pay. I was going to ignore the fact that my mate had ties to them in the same way that they had forgotten that the vampire that they had been trying to poison an
AMBER’S POV I had been in excruciating pain ever since I woke up from what felt like a coma. I woke up with a pounding headache that was probably caused by whatever the doctor had given me. When I woke up, Chad wasn’t by my side, so I just stared at the ceiling and contemplated what my life had become. I had been through so much in the past weeks and I had even forgotten what it felt like to be feeling gone, it was as if I was now used to being in pain. My body was used to relying on medicine to cope and I wondered if I would ever be normal again. It seemed that everything that Chad and Jeff had tried to help me had failed and I was really at the point of giving up. At this point, I was just overwhelmed with feelings of negativity and, as much as I knew that being negative wasn’t going to help me in any way, I couldn’t help myself. I couldn’t even see myself getting out of this situation, no matter how positive I tried to be. When I woke up, I wasn’t in as much pain as I had been in
CHAD’S POV “Look man, I know that you are very stressed out and worried about your mate but you can't just make impulsive decisions,” Jeff said”Didn’t you hear what the doctor said?” I asked him pointing at the doctor who was now sitting on the bed in silence “he said she won't make it” ”No I didn’t say that, I simply said that her body was shutting down,” he said as if there was any difference between him saying that Amber’s body was shutting down and him saying that she was going to die. The inevitable thing that would follow her body shutting down was the fact that she would soon die. I didn’t see the point of him trying to give me false hope when he knew very well that there was a huge chance that my mate wasn’t going to live through this. “Well is there anything else that you can do?” I asked him even though I already knew the answer to my question “There isn't much that I can do because she refuses to take any form of medication,” he said “That is why I am saying that you