CHAPTER 41
I can feel my heart beating faster. I feel like I am in the middle of the marathon, running on my own while processing the words he said.
I heard him sigh and shook his head a little. I watched him as his eyes look above from the moon. I can clearly see his perfectly angled jaw now. He looks perfect.
“Forget it…” he shook his head and saw the glimpse of disappointment in his eyes. Something in my heart cracked as he walked inside of their gate without even looking at me. My lips parted and was about to call him, but I remember what I did today.
If Carlos and Herman found out that I am still close with Ronald or the others they might get suspicious to me. They’ll get in danger, and I don’t want it. I want them safe as much as possible. I already started it and I also have to dealt with it in the right way.
I feel like I am not in my mind when I arrived at Carlos house. I sat down quietly in fro
CHAPTER 42I am completely out of words. My mind is blank. I can’t think of anything else right now. His words…are making my heart flutter and at the same time scared. I don’t know why…but why does it make me nervous?I looked away and stepped back a bit. Our distance is suffocating me. It’s another kind of feeling. It’s making me out of breath.“What do I think about you?” he added. I swallowed hard when he stepped forward, filling the distance I made between us. “Those questions made me confuse, Cristine…” he said. My lips parted and never dared to meet his eyes because I am afraid that my eyes look would be turn out too hopeful. Now, I know why I am scared.I’m scared because I might not be able to stop myself from falling for him. I am scared that if I see a glimpse from his eyes that he likes me back…I’d run towards him and couldn’t be able to
CHAPTER 43My eyes never leave Mrs. Felicia even though I heard the door opened for Ronald and Rael’s arrival. I felt so awkward and uncomfortable knowing that Rael’s eyes also never leave mine! I sighed heavily and remained quiet as possible.“Fin…you know what? I’m thirsty.” Rael said out of nowhere. I felt Fin’s gaze on him.“You went outside earlier, and you didn’t had time to drink water?” Fin countered with sarcasm. I wanted to laugh but I don’t want it to backfire on me.“The water wasn’t enough. I am still thirsty. Can you accompany me?” Rael said in his obviously lying voice. I secretly looked at Rael and he was also smirking at me. I glared at him, but he wasn’t affected at all. Damn this man!“I’m tired, Rael. Stop your stupid mouth,” Fin said and lazily rested his head on the wall, but Rael went to him and pulled hi
CHAPTER 44I feel like I am going crazy. There’s a lot happening these past few days, and I can’t believe this is happening. I still couldn’t believe that I am mated to a human and now that this is happening…it really is true.I am really mated to him.The Goddess of the moon really paired me to a human…to him.I closed my eyes intently and stayed behind the tree. I took a deep breath as Ronald’s face popped up inside my mind. I thought that the Goddess just mistaken it because I waited for days to hear Ronald’s mind but still, I failed…and now that I really heard it, loud and clear…I still couldn’t believe it.I peeked a bit again and sighed heavily when I didn’t saw Ronald anymore. Maybe he already entered his house. Thoughts suddenly waved inside my mind. Thoughts about Ronald. What am I gonna do now?Why am I thinking twice? Why am I suddenly confused of
CHAPTER 45If I am a jelly right now, I probably melted in front of him. I can’t believe I am kissing Ronald Madrigal right now. And that’s not it! Ronald is the one who initiated the kiss! I don’t know what to feel. I don’t know what to do. I am confused and feel like paralyze as he slowly withdraws from the kiss.I was stunned and couldn’t be able to talk. He was staring at me, watching my reaction but I am too stunned to even have a reaction!He stands up straight, freeing me from his hold. He cleared his throat and heaved a deep breath. “I’m sorry.” He said and walked away. My lips parted because I feel like it was whirlwind that suddenly blew on me. I swallowed hard and touched my lips where I felt his kiss.It wasn’t my first kiss. But…why does it feels different? Why does it feel amazing?But…wait…why did he say sorry to me?I looked at the house
CHAPTER 46The only thing that’s important for me right now is the safety of the people I care about, and I will not let Carlos and Herman harm them. I’ll try my best to protect them. I’ll try my best to keep them and that’s what I am going to do right now.I know that this is dangerous. Alqamar already warned me about this and if I’ll be given a chance to do it, I’ll do it again without thinking twice.I hid myself behind the wall while I watched Herman and Carlos entered Mrs. Felicia’s room. I blew out my breath and looked from my left to right to observe if Herman and Carlos have other men who follows them. I closed my eyes intently and hardly concentrate myself to vitalize my sense of hearing. I am not good at this, but I should try my best.“Where are they?” I heard Carlos’ voice asking.“They should be here. We asked the nurse before we came here. The nurse said t
CHAPTER 47I closed my eyes intently hoping that sleep would come to me. But it didn’t. I tried different positions, but I still can’t sleep. Damn it! How can I sleep when Ronald’s words are keep echoing inside my mind?!I don't know what to do just to sleep. Should I wait until I fall asleep? But how when my mind can’t stop thinking about him?! Damn! I think I am going crazy!After he said those words, I didn’t know what to say that only the silence overhangs us. It was an awkward moment that I accidentally moved the bowl of soup that it pour all over my clothes! It breaks the silence between us. I washed in his bathroom, he lends me his shirt and after that he told me that I should rest. He didn’t say anything and just left the room.He didn’t say anything because maybe he thinks that it will make things less awkward, but it left me thinking of many different things that it keeps me awake! What am
CHAPTER 48It was a good sleep. It was comfortable and warm. I feel so safe especially that I can smell Ronald’s scent this close. My eyes suddenly widened when I realized something. Ronald’s scent? My eyes slowly traveled towards the person next to me over this bed. And my heart started to pound when I saw Ronald’s peaceful sleeping face. I swallowed hard when I realized our position. I am hugging him so tight! My right leg is encircling his waist and I can’t believe I did that while we were sleeping!Damn it! I slowly distanced myself from him, so he won’t wake up but instead of getting away I felt his hand on my back and pushed me more to him! My eyes widened as I tried to calm down myself. I remember what happened last night and it’s enough to make my heartbeat go wildly. I stopped when my eyes fixed on him. This is the first time I witnessed him sleeping this peaceful.I can’t take my eyes away from hi
CHAPTER 49On my way towards Carlos’ house, I still can’t help but to think about Ronald. He’s a human and he’s mated to me, but human isn’t supposed to read anything about us. Yes, they can feel passion and other feelings that includes love because it was our band but other than there’s nothing else you can do. That’s why being mated to humans are rare.Because when we are mated to humans’ things would not be fair. Because once you consummate the bond, it means you’re both officially connected with each other, and the wolf is the one who is greatly affected to it. If the human has someone else, love someone else, or even have physical contact maliciously with someone else, the wolf will suffer. It will be the cause of his death.And it’s not the same with humans because they’ll not feel it. They won’t feel anything even the wolf has someone else. But it’s too impossible
EPILOGUERonald MadrigalEverything is normal. I have a good life. I grew up without a mother, but I am still contented with my father who devotes himself in his work and for being my father. That’s why I grew up admiring my father. I looked up to him so much that everything he does means so much to me.“Ronald…” my father called me one fine afternoon. I just went out of my room, just finished the new science book that my father bought me yesterday.“What?” I asked and come to him. He was sitting on our couch in the living room while holding a newspaper.“What are you doing in your room?” he asked. My brows furrowed.“I just finished reading the book that you bought me yesterday,” I said. He sighed heavily. Like it’s been his problem all along.“That’s why I don’t want to buy you books. You always lock y
CHAPTER 90We had a great time together. Chairman always understand everything. He always does but sometimes he makes a decision recklessly but, in the end, he always realized his fault and fix everything. That’s why I like him as a boss. He’ll be discharge by tomorrow and will go back to his office.I don’t know if he already talks with Hendrick, but I know Hendrick will also understand his father. I told Chairman that I’ll just do something outside. He just nodded before I left him there. I smirked and was about to enter the elevator to go to Ronald’s office when Rael and Gray appear in front of me. They are breathing heavily like there’s a big problem we are facing.“What the hell is happening?!” I asked a bit worried.“Let’s go outside first, Cristine,” Rael said whimpering. My brows furrowed as my heart beating fast. What is it this time? We went outside.“No
CHAPTER 89I watched Ronald as he sleeps peacefully. We had a rough night and I know he’s still tired. I can’t help but to hide my smile while watching him sleep like this. I feel like we’re free from everything. I feel like we’re the only people here in this world. I thought that I still could stop my feelings to fell so deeply but unknowingly I am drowning slowly.I stared at him the whole morning until he wakes up. He smiled at me and kissed the side of my lips. My heart softened at that move. Damn it!“How long did you stare at me?” he asked huskily. My cheeks flushed but remained staring at him. “I wasn’t staring at you. I just wake up too,” I lied. He looked at me suspiciously while I try so hard not to get caught.“I know when you’re lying, Cristine…” he chuckled and snaked his arms around my naked waist. He pulled me closer to him. The little distance we h
CHAPTER 88A moan escapes my lips as he started to kiss my jaw down to my neck. I can feel the electricity flowing in me. I feel so hot and burning. His tongue grazed my skin as his other hand slowly reached my bottom and lifted me up to make my legs snaked at his waist. I moaned louder when his hands successfully unhooked my bra. He let it fall on the ground as his mouth quickly encircled around my peak. My body arched as a new whirl of pleasure boiled in me.I feel like all parts of my body is on fire. And he’s the flame that controlling that fire and causes my body to burn. I moaned helplessly when he started to lick and sucked my nipple while his other hand is now starting to travel down on my wetness. Damn it! I am too far crazy to even stop him. Damn! I don’t even want to stop him.I want him to continuously touch me. I want him to kiss and touch me like there’re no tomorrow. He pushed me more to lean behind the wall the mom
CHAPTER 87As soon as I went at the lobby, I saw Ronald leaning on his car maybe waiting for me. I walked towards him. He stood properly as he saw me coming towards him.“Are you done?” he asked. I nodded. “Yes,” I answered. He opened the passenger seat of his car. I quietly slid in. He turned towards the driver seat and entered the car.“Are you sure that you don’t want to live with me?” he asked still trying to persuade me to live with him. I didn’t look at him and fixed my eyes on the window as the car passed by every establishment.“We already talk about this, Ronald,” I said seriously. He didn’t speak again after that until the car stopped at the house where Alqamar and Rael, Gray are living. I can’t believe that I manage to live with those three for five years.“Should I live with you instead?” my eyes widened when Ronald said that. I immed
CHAPTER 86My brows furrowed and stepped backwards so that I could stay away from him. I don’t know why Hendrick is suddenly like this.“Why are you asking?” I asked trying to sound nice to him. I don’t want to be rude to him because he’s still my boss and he’s been kind to me, but I hope he won’t invade my space again. He looked away. He noticed my indifference towards him. He stepped backwards and slid his both hands inside his pocket.“N-Nothing…I’ll…leave now. Watch dad while I’m gone,” he said quickly and left the room. I stared at the door where he went outside, still confuse of what’s happening with Hendrick. I sighed heavily and just sat down on the couch near me. I rested my head and stared at the ceiling.Until now I still could feel Ronald’s touches on mine. It feels like every touch of him marked on my skin. It was so deep that it was so h
CHAPTER 85Pleasure filled my body. I feel burning in Ronald’s every touch and when he filled me with his long and hard shaft, I moaned so loud. I feel like everyone in the hospital heard me! Damn it!I can feel Ronald’s power as he entered me. Every time he touched me, I am burning, my whole body feel so heated as his warmth dominate me. I didn’t know that an idea of doing it here in one of the empty spaces here in the hospital makes me so crazy. It feels…exciting. It was in between excitement because of breaking the rules. Damn it! I’ve never known that Ronald like this kind of things.After some powerful pump I felt my thousand spasms come within me. I moaned in pleasure as Ronald come next. We both breathed heavily. Our heavy breathings are the first thing we did after those heated moments. He rested his forehead on mine. His sleepy eyes are staring at me. I swallowed hard as his lips rose for a smirk.&ldq
CHAPTER 84I watched Ronald as he put the plate in front of me full of foods. He cooked our breakfast after what happened in the bathroom. I didn’t know that Ronald has all that energy in this early morning. I can’t help to feel my cheeks warmed as I remember what happened to us inside that bathroom. I don’t think I could forget that.He sat down in front of me with also the plate in front of him. “Let’s eat now,” he said so I nodded and started the food. This is not the first time I tasted his foods he made but it’s still really delicious. I am still amaze that someone a guy like him can cook like this.“What do you want to do, today?” he asked after a while. My brows furrowed at what he said. I stopped eating and focus my eyes to him.“You have word today, Ronald.” I told him. He looked at me. “Tonight’s my duty,” he said. So…he’s free this mor
CHAPTER 83I woke up feeling peaceful the next morning. I feel like I am in the safest place, and I just want to stay right here. I opened my eyes and saw Ronald sleeping next to me. Something in my heart pinched. Seeing Ronald beside me first thing in the morning makes me so happy but at the same time hurt. I’ve been longing for him for so many years and I couldn’t believe this is happening.I am straddling my arms around his waist while his arm is around my waist. I smiled as I traced my eyes in each corner of his face. He’s not wearing any glasses right now. I remember the first time I saw him without it, I was completely captivated and until now I can’t believe that there’s nothing change instead it intensified.My eyes started on his soft hair, it was shiny and black. His brows are thick and long. They are damn beautiful. His eyes were deep. I can see his long thick black eyes lashes from here. His nose is so poin