I shake my head in denial, this couldn’t be like this, we were best friends, we were supposed to be best friends nothing more. “Cassie, please listen to me, it was stupid of me to break it to you like this, but I really love you”, he tells genuinely. For a matter of second I saw the love in his eyes, the care he took of me when I needed most, how was he my shoulder to cry on and my brothers best friend since our childhood. But do I love him? Can I give him myself in any romantic way is a big no to me. But why? Because he was a fuckboy, who used to have so many flings and all? Yes but no! Yes, because he might lose interest in me as he lost in other women. No, because what am seeing in his eyes is what I have never seen there in my whole life. Growing up with him I was this sure that the feelings he is expressing is not lie and it is terrifying me. “sorry Justin”, I tell him truthfully. “I can’t return your feelings”, I tell as I dig my fingers in my hair due to frustration. Taking
Justin's pov I was driving to the hospital which Jackson mention they took Mrs Williams there. I was really worried for her, she was like a second mom for me and their home was my second home. Everyday seeing my parents fight I was tired of them, really sick of them, sick of my own home. That’s how I spent many days and nights at Jackson’s place. The winters are quiet chilling this year and I find a black hoodie behind which I grab as I stop the car beside the park to put it on my plaid shirt. Even though the heaters of the car is on I find myself rubbing my palms and blow out a heavy breathe out as I wander my eyes towards the park. There is a familiar figure walking towards the bench as she sits down practically falling on the bench. That person is too familiar to not recognize even though I have spent years away and just communicating via phone I know who she is. As soon as I realised who it is my smile widen but the hurt in my heart grow wild thinking what she might have been go
IVAN'S POV “how was your meeting with your father in law, man”, Lucas tells as soon as he saw me. “What the fuck you are doing in my office”, I snarl at him in anger. “Waiting for you..... I guess!?”, he tells with a smug expression on his making me sigh. “I want our men to keep an eye on Cassandra and that bastard Mathew, who ever he is talking to or meeting I want every detail of it, track all the phones of the bastard”, I order Lucas as calm as I could but I know my anger is dripping out from my every word making easy for him to understand the severeness of the condition at least to me. How could that bastard fix the wedding then propose me to sign a fucking contract then Of I deny it he will not let me marry his daughter! Do I look like a fool to him? Or his puppet? Ivan Miller always got what he wanted, he will always get what he wanted it might take time but Cassandra will be mine, she will be mine hell she is mine since the day my eyes fell on her. No one can take her away
CASSANDRA’S POV “What the fuck?”, Jackson exclaims as I plop myself beside him on the bed. “yeah really, I was as shocked as you, you know I never thought he was growing feelings on me”, I tell him sighing heavily. “the fuck, cassie, he was all normal few days ago and if he loved you he wouldn’t have been fucking other chicks”, Jackson exclaims as he throws his hands up. “what do you mean?”, I ask Jackson turning on my stomach watching him as the frown on our faces is visible clear. “yeah, I know for a fact that if he was genuine he would have spoken to me first instead of approaching you and kissing you”, he scoffs. “then why he said those things? You know I was really feeling guilty”, I admit scowling to which Jackson ruffle my hair making me groan and slap his hand away. “I need to talk to him”, Jackson tells smiling softly at me. “Do you think it’s a good idea? I mean I rejected him so it is clear he won’t try anything”, I tell him thinking out loud. I see Jackson frown a
CASSANDRA’S POV I take a quick shower with warm water letting my stressed muscles relax to their own accord. These two days were hell, better I use this opportunity and clear my head and enjoy the little free time. However I have few more months for my other league hopefully I wouldn’t get a chance to attend then. I also have to hold a press conference to tell that I am not in any relationship, no matter how badly I want to have something with Ivan I can’t let rumours of me dating him spread as a wildfire in internet. He is a middle class man who lives normal life, if his picture came out then it would cause trouble for him, he would attract unnecessary attention from media for kissing a celebrity racer. I mentally make to do list of this week which also includes sneaking in my father’s office. “Cassie, are you gonna take forever?”, my brother complains bringing me out of my thoughts. I didn’t realize I have been standing in shower since long. I quickly turn the shower off and shou
CASSANDRA’S POV “what the hell!”, I gasp as I watch ace falling back, thankfully his boyfriend holds him not letting his head hit the floor. “Oh god!”, Nick mumbles worried. “Shit is getting real huh?”, Jackson tells rolling his eyes. “What the fuck jack, don’t talk like this”, I scold my brother glaring at him for being rude. He scoffs loudly folding his arms on his chest as he rolls his eyes on me. “Should we call ambulance, is he okay, what the fuck happened to him, does this happen usually or it’s just now!”, I throw rapid five questions to which Nick shrugs with a worried look. Ace opens his eyes slowly with a wide grin stretching on his face. I sigh in relief when he looks fine but I frown thinking did he put this on act? “To your questions, no, we don’t need an ambulance and am okay, it doesn’t happen usually because I don’t meet celebrities on daily basis”, he tells grinning. “the fuck was that I thought for a second something happened to you babe”, Nick scolds his boy
Ivan's povI stand in the shower letting the warm water falls on my tense body. I am already tired but my only motivation to go to that so called frat party is a chance to meet Cassandra, my Cassandra. It feels I can’t live without her, since the day I laid my eyes on her the little devil is playing with my mind. I wonder if she feels something towards me as I do? I shake my head trying to get rid of my thoughts then grab my body wash and scrub my body with it leaving a faint smell of woods, after rinsing the foam I stay few minutes in shower enjoying the warm water raining on me. I sigh as I turn the shower off and get out of the washroom with towel wrapped on my lower half lazily. I dry my hair with a blow dry and comb it back styling it perfect for a frat party, no hair gel or hair spray. I drag my feet to my closet to see all the suits stalked up in it. Then I walk more forward so that I find my casual clothing. What would cassie like? She would always dress in leather jacket
JUSTIN'S POV “so what If I shared women with you? Now am ready to be serious, start a new life with Cassandra!”, I shout at Jackson who is trying his best to make me feel guilty for growing a crush on his sister. “listen, it’s not good for my sister, she doesn’t want to marry and I won’t let you try with her”, he tells me precisely shouts at me. “Guys, what wrong with both of you”, nick comes in between us as we both are facing each other with hatred. “This bastard wants to date me sister”, Jackson yells at Nick as he tries to stop him from landing a punch on my face. “so what's wrong in it? Doesn’t she needed to be pleased? It’s not like she will be virgin Mary her whole life”, I shout at him as Nick wraps his arms around Jackson to hold him tight so he couldn’t march on me. “What the fuck did you say? How dare you?”, Jackson shouts trying his hard to escape from Nick's hold and he almost succeeded but ace came in between to hold him tight. “Guys fucking behave, you are celebr