XANDER'S POV
I had to wait for her and I knew it but there was something more pressing than waiting on a woman that God only knows how long she would be taking. I decided to do something to keep her at ease. Girls love shopping they say and so I transferred her a handsome sum and tagged it shopping. After making the transfer, I found my hand willing to know on her door when I realized she was still crying but then I heard footsteps. I swallowed hard and I walked away. I should have checked in with her but I opted for the easy way out.
Part of the reason I reacted that way was because I did not want to start crossing lines with her knowing we both had our free will. Also I had this feeling that she would not be reasonable with me and my explanation when I could not tell her the previous day. I still had meetings and I as well would have to get ready to receive my estranged mate.
My day was not as glamorous or alpha going like it used to be as the thoughts of both the women in my life kept intercepting and toying with my head. Several times during the pact meeting we were making with another pack Allen had to call me back into motion and other times I would ask him to keep going forward. I had to figure this out and find a way to break it to Nicolette that Laurel was actually going to be staying with us in the pack house. My home. This was going to have to be the toughest thing I had ever done and I could not begin to say luck was going to be on my side.
"You're worried about Laurel right?" Allen had asked me right after the meeting
"Not just her dude, I'm worried more about Nicolette." I said
"Come on dude. There's nothing to be worried about. You tell her anything yet?" he asked
"Didn't need to. She overheard us in the morning." I said looking grim
"My oh my...how is she right now?" Allen asked
"You tell me. Left her in the bathroom crying. Couldn't even see her." I said
"You gotta figure this out buddy. Ah and here comes Maxwell. Deal with this afterwards." Allen said to me and then put up a smile on his face as the alpha approached me.
I could feel his gaze upon me. This pact was just to maintain the nearly extinguished peace between us although I knew very well that he would keep up his work against me for as long as he could. Perhaps I should introduce Alpha Maxwell to you or do I say Nicolette's original mate. We have been in some tight kind of corner since I claimed her for myself. Which was rather confusing owing to the fact that he for one never actually wanted her. He had to be the most selfish werewolf to ever walk the surface of the earth but I had decided to indulge him further for as long as would be possible so I could learn and understand his inner workings. Perhaps he was the villain or perhaps I was but one thing I knew for certain was there were a whole lot of secrets about this one right here.
Maxwell approached, now holding a glass of wine in his hand.
"Been hoping to catch you alone for a little chat since you share what was supposed to be mine rightfully." he said
"I do not understand what you mean." I said
"And that's my cue to get lost." Allen said as he quickly made to walk away.
I tried to get him to stay by winking at him but he pretended not to see. The pains of having a best friend like this one is that he would leave you to handle the most awkward situations all in hopes and bid that your would do the right thing and since the three years when Laurel had left me,.the only good thing which by his estimation he was proud I did was marrying Nicolette which was funny. What was the point of being married and not being able to get intimate with your woman?
Well my problem right now had little or nothing to do with Allen. My problem was the six foot frame standing in front of me even though I towered over him a little.
"What do we share together Max?" I demanded
"Nevermind. Tell me how does it feel being married to an Omega?" he asked me
"What do you mean?" I demanded beginning to get aggravated
"Sorry. Let me rephrase that, how does it feel being with an Omega? Classy or shabby? Spill the beans buddy." he said squinting his eyes now as he leveled them with mine.
I felt my hands ball into fists by my side when suddenly Allen appeared beside me to steer me around.
"And now there is someone I must show you. Excuse us Max." he said.
Maxwell finished his drink and walked up close to me head on as he glared into my eyes. He slammed the glass of wine into Allen's chest but not enough pressure to break the glass. Allen caught it and handed it to the waiter. Maxwell was beginning to lean into my ears rather too close.
"Just remember she was mine before she became yours. A single wolf call and puff, she would come running." he said smirking
"How dare you?" I began but Allen stopped me still.
Sometimes I wish I could crush my best friend under fists and maybe when I feel up to it, I would resurrect him again.
"But I found myself a real wolf, unlike the Omega nobody wants." Maxwell said and walked away to rejoin his group.
I could see the glances sending towards me across the room and I could tell what all this was,.we were simply trying to tolerate each other. This was no pact but I really needed to see Nicolette tonight. Somewhat his words had pierced me to thinking about how she must have been feeling hearing that Nicolette was coming back.
I got home and the moment I tried to open the door, I saw Nicolette standing there. She was on her way out looking really breathtakingly beautiful. I could feel the sudden heat as slowly I raised my hand.
NICOLETTE'S POVI could not believe my eyes that he actually thought this was all that meant anything to me, money. I saw the transfer he made into my account which he termed shopping and I angrily threw my phone on the bed standing there by my bed stark naked. Clearly he either did not know what was happening exactly or he was trying to play me for the stupid one but I would not have it that way. I dressed up and eventually went down to eat when my phone started ringing. It was Zibelle."Zibs..." I said sadly"Girl don't tell me you're still worked up over that, you are his wife and I really doubt he would let her back to his home. You are the real deal and you know that." she said over the phone.I realized now that tears were already beginning to drop from my eyes because I sincerely was beginning to wish that what she had said to me would be true and that all this was a phase that would eventually pass but I knew for sure that should Laurel come back and decide on it then my marri
NICOLETTE'S POVI knew I should have waited but the pain I was feeling within me was excessive already. I hurriedly tried to walk down the corridor when someone caught me by the arm. I turned to find Xander looking straight at me and he showed every sign of worry and sometime else which I could not tell. I had been stopped abruptly so the least I could do was turn around and look at him. He seemed to be fighting within himself for the right words to say to me and I myself could not help but feel intense. I could count the number of times when Xander and I shared physical contact but as I looked down at my hand, I could see his own covering my wrist. I looked up at him and he quickly let go."I'm really sorry, Nicolette." he said to me.I felt disappointed that he could not understand what I desired. He had suddenly let go of my arm like it was hot coal or perhaps even like there was some sort of contract between us that would weigh on us if he kept holding me. His touch had sent a lot
XANDER'S POV The most stressful two days of my life and it was all thanks to Laurel. The lady sure was something and she clearly still enjoys playing the same games she used to back then when we were kids and young. It seemed quite funny to her but to me, it certainly was not. It was this same game of chase that she had played when she left me three years ago. She had told me she had boarded her flight already and I actually believed her when she sent me pictures of her in the plane, making me panic for real. I still had a wife who if not anything at all, I owed her the clearness and transparency of marriage. I needed no soothsayer to tell me that she was hurting and even though she tried hard to stand out as brave, I knew Nicolette was hurting deep inside of her. When I had returned from that awkward meeting with Maxwell and suddenly met her on her way out, I nearly melted away and for real, my knees felt momentary like they were rubber. She looked really beautiful and
I could not get a wink of sleep that night as thoughts of that kiss I had shared with her stormed my mind. I just hoped she would understand the message I had been trying to pass on to her and not misunderstand. But right now, I needed to find a way to get a grip as it would seem that something had yet awakened in me the moment I had done that. So I thought it just might be time I had a run in the woods. It's been quite a long while since I last had any such activities and perhaps it was high time I fixed that. Quickly I took off my shirt and replaced it with a sleeveless over a pair of jeans. My running shoes and I were ready for it. I walked out of the house instructing the maids to keep a close eye on Nicolette and should anything strange start happening, they were to call me immediately. Seeing they concurred with my instructions, I took off from around the back of the house. It was going to be a long night but it should do me good as I felt less hot out here. The raci
NICOLETTE'S POV I must have been dreaming or perhaps fragments of my imagination were beginning to show themselves in my physical life. Else how would I attest or explain the fact that my husband had just kissed me a second time? This was something confusing yet so wanted. I recall standing there after he was gone for a while as my index finger touched my lips. A teardrop fell from my eyes to compliment the already drying tears. I eventually managed to get a hold of my emotions and enter my bedroom. I could have sworn that I spent longer in the shower that night than I had any other night because I could not think straight. It was when I got out that I started trying to analyze what had happened. I sat down to brush my hair for the night yet I could not think straight as the memory was flooding in. It was a mistake. At least that should be what I would stick to when I have no explanations to put up. Xander was a man of his word and clearly, he was not thinking straight. I reca
I had woken up that morning and was about to make my way to the kitchen so I would fix us some breakfast when I heard the whispers. I found myself listening as somehow it seemed like I had woken up with little extra heightened senses. I could hear the maids inside whispering. "Great, now Laurel is coming back then we could have ourselves a true Luna." the first maid was saying. "True but what do you think would become of her?" whoever her companion was asked. "Clearly she'll return to her sickening Omega life. She runt after all," she said and they all laughed. I felt so much pain weighing down on my heart as I never actually expected I would be going through such pain in my entire life. Now the maids had confirmed that Laurel was coming back, I was as good as a vanished soul. I stood up straight as I tried calming myself down to ease the pressure to let tears out. I did not want to cry for fear of confirming their words. To them, I would always be an Omega runt wh
NICOLETTE'S POV The next day I felt like I needed a break from all the negativities around me. It was little wonder actually that the maids had not yet connived and poisoned me yet with the ominous ways they were looking at me. Anyone could easily tell about the hate in their eyes each time they see me. Between today and yesterday, I had only seen Xander once and I sincerely did not want to start having or giving in to my fears. I could not accept the inkling in my heart that perhaps he was actually beginning to avoid me and did not mean all he had been saying. So I guess I am sure as hell needed to clear my mind out. Zibelle was going horse riding today and she asked earlier if I wanted to join her at the stables. I had initially told her I would be really busy but seeing how miserable I was at the time, I knew staying alone in the house was definitely going to drive me crazy. I packed up and got ready before texting her that I was on my way. This has always been a hobby
NICOLETTE'S POV It was Allen, my only defender since I got stuck in this sham of a marriage. He looked really angry as he approached like an avenging angel. "Are you alright, Luna?" he asked me, stressing the word like he definitely wanted it to sink directly into Maxwell's brain who truly was in the pack. Maxwell scoffed. "Luna you say? I doubt that else she would have shown her eyes color. She knows she's still not welcome here and never would be accepted because she is a nasty little buzz that would fly away someday." Maxwell said snickering. "What did you just say?" Allen demanded ready to pick a fight. "Let him be, Allen." I said as I started approaching Maxwell, smiling sadistically as I did. I seriously had just had enough of his uncanny name calling and even though it was all true, he had no right to speak to me that way. I stood now in front of him glaring. "What would you do not, Nicolette? Stare me down to death?" Maxwell asked me. "You w