Faust
I heard the bedroom door open and my body went on alert. I didn't want to admit it, but I was hearing every sound of her back there. Anxious, like a schoolboy. I shook my head, disgusted with myself. Even though I wasn't too old for her, she was engaged to my son.I needed to pull my head out of my ass.All my men turned to watch as she picked her way to an empty seat, her breasts bouncing with each step. Long legs and shapely hips, with waves of blonde hair that flowed down her back and a face that could make angels weep. Dio, she was hot.When I looked away, I found Marco smiling at me. Had he read me so easily? When my father died and I became capobastone ten years ago, I named my cousin my right-hand man. In fact, there was no one I trusted more. We grew together, killed together, and rose through the 'ndrina ranks together.But that didn't mean he had the right to smile at me.—Do you have anything to say to your capo? — I asked him.He didn't look chastened in the slightest. — Are you going to shoot me if I say that?— Probably when we're on the ground.Marco raised his hands and remained silent. I went back to my phone, to the emails and notes I was reviewing. These were for the legal businesses, the ones I used as a public front for my family's wealth. My cousin, Toni, handled most of the Ravazzani corporation for me, but I remained involved. After all, I had to give answers if the Guardia di Finanza visited me.Earlier, I texted Giulio to make sure he stayed home tonight. I wanted him to meet Francesca as soon as we arrived. The sooner the two met, the sooner she would accept the marriage. Meanwhile, Giulio could look after her well-being, acclimatize her to life in Siderno.Even though my son was only eighteen, I needed him settled and married. The time had come for Giulio to fulfill his role as my heir, which meant producing heirs of his own. I was an only child, just like my son. Therefore, until I had grandchildren, the Ravazzani 'ndrina's future would remain in jeopardy.This brought my thoughts back to Francesca, who was looking out the window at the night sky. Was she on the pill? I would need to inform Giulio about her ex-boyfriend and the possibility of her being pregnant by another man. Better to wait until she bleeds before the wedding.Her gaze met mine in the window's reflection, but she didn't flinch. I liked that about her. Most women feared me, or at least my reputation. Francesca didn't seem to have this problem. In fact, she showed more spirit than most have dared in the last ten years. Would she show that same spirit in bed?I had to stop. These thoughts were not productive and I couldn't afford to be distracted. Furthermore, even if she wasn't marrying my son, she was too young. I already had a lover, one who didn't give me any hassle, and I wasn't interested in replacing her.Deciding to ignore Francesca, I went back to my phone. For the rest of the flight, Marco and I talked business, going over everything that needed my attention after this trip. The Crimine in San Luca was coming up in two months, where all the leaders met every year to discuss our operations. Even Toronto capos like Mancini would attend. This meant profits needed to increase, all our debts collected. We would need to pull some men from other jobs to clean up 'ndrina's books.I rubbed the back of my neck, exhaustion pulling at me. I closed my eyes, but I couldn't relax on planes or in hotels. That was why he rarely left the castle in Siderno. At least there I was safe.“You should sleep in the back,” Marco said. — Now that she's awake.- We're close. I'll wait until I'm home.- What a shame. I bet the sheets smell like her.- Screw this.Marco laughed. — Do you think Giulio can handle her?I squinted one eye. — Are you saying he's soft?— No, but he's not like you. He doesn't have them eating out of the palm of his hand. I've never seen a badder bastard get more pussy than you.I had a temper, for sure. Giulio was calmer, like his mother. “She will change,” I said about Francesca.The pilot announced our landing. A silent Francesca put on her seatbelt while I fastened mine. His quiet demeanor bothered me. Shouldn't she be screaming and panicking right now? Playing something on my head? Trying to master the pilot? The instinct that had kept me alive for nearly thirty-nine years screamed inside me, telling me to tiptoe around her. She was up to something.I stifled a smile. Whatever she planned, I would be ready. She wouldn't have a chance.Minutes later, we landed. As I walked down the steps to the floor, I made sure Francesca was right behind me with Marco hot on her heels. My car was waiting, so I grabbed her arm to pull her towards it – and felt a sharp pain in my hand.—Cazzo! — I whistled. She stabbed me with a pen, the tip now embedded in my flesh. I snapped and ripped the thing from my skin, throwing it on the floor. That's weird .Francesca took off running the second she had the chance, but she was no match for Marco, who still ran daily. I hadn't even finished wiping the blood off my hand before she was dragged back to my car.- Help! — She shouted to the crew I employed at the private airstrip. - Help! I'm being kidnapped.My men laughed. No one within a fifty-mile radius would help a person complaining about a kidnapping here. They all knew better. I opened the back door of the car. — Go inside, Francesca.I turned to the other side, fury burning inside me, until I almost choked her. She had embarrassed me in front of my men. He drew my blood and made me look weak.She would pay for it when we got home.She fought with Marco, but it was in vain. Soon she was pushed in next to me and the car sped away. “I won't apologize,” she said, like a petulant child.For once, I didn't try to appear civilized. Instead, I let her see the darkness I normally kept hidden. — Good, because I'm eager to punish you.She swallowed hard and focused on the scene. Fifteen minutes later, we arrived at my home, Castelo di Ravazzani. I loved every bit of the property - the olive groves, vineyards, farmland and pastures - but I couldn't appreciate any of it at the moment. And that only increased my fury.When the car stopped in front of the stone entrance, I didn't move. “Leave us,” I told Marco and my driver. The doors closed and Francesca jumped, a scared little bunny. I leaned slightly towards her. — Do you know my favorite part of owning a castle?“No,” she said, her voice cracking.—Not even a guess?— The towers?Smiling, I got out and walked around to her side. As soon as I pulled her out of the car, I leaned over. — My favorite part of this castle is the dungeon.She choked. My patience ran out, I didn't give her a chance to run. Instead, I pulled her over my shoulder and started walking toward the back entrance that led underground.She instantly began to struggle, her legs kicking frantically. —Put me down! Stop, please.I ignored her and continued.- No, please. I can't enter a dungeon. Don't take me there. Please, Signore Ravazzani.Signore? This was new.But I was crazy beyond rational thought. We used the dungeon for business, although I preferred not to kill people on my land. Made a lot of mess. Francesca could cook in one of the damp cells for a few hours, then she might be more receptive to my hospitality.By the time I opened the heavy door, she was crying. Good. Maybe it would help her learn her place.— Please, signore. I can't... you can't put me down here.The soles of my shoes scraped the old stone as I descended. Hopelessness shook the walls, while blood and despair hung in the air - two familiar scents that never failed to please me. I had done terrible things in this place, and my son would do countless more. The legacy of the Ravazzani 'ndrina would continue here through fear and intimidation, wrath and torture.Grabbing a set of keys from the hook beside the door, I walked to the nearest cell. The iron bars were impossible to escape, although many tried. Chains were built into the wall, but I didn't think that was necessary with her. Not yet, at least.I pulled her to her feet. Tears streaked her cheeks and her eyes were wild as she grabbed my blazer. - Please. Don't do that. I will literally go crazy.This generation. So fucking dramatic.I pushed her away and took a step back, my intention clear. A capo never changed an order once it was made. We never show weakness or remorse. I would gain leverage with this woman and she would fall in line.I left the cell and closed the heavy metal door before she could get through it. When it closed, she shook her head, panic making her shake. She grabbed the iron bars. — Please, signore. Don't do that. I will do whatever you want. I will be good.The words made my cock twitch as I imagined her on her knees being so good for me.Minchia! There had to be a special circle of hell for a man who had impure thoughts about his son's bride.With a furious twist of my wrist, I locked the door with the old key. Above ground, we may have gone high-tech, but medieval worked perfectly well here. —Maybe this will teach you who holds the power in this house, piccola monella.She shook the bars with a scream of pain and for a brief moment I reconsidered, something I almost never did.A capo cannot show weakness.My father had drilled this into my head for years, almost from birth. It was in our blood, in our history.After all, the word —'ndrina — was derived from the Greek, which means — man who does not bend.Which meant there would be no mercy, not even for her.I turned and headed for the exit. - Enjoy your stay.FrancescaI screamed until my throat hurt, raw from the tension. It didn't make a difference. The door remained closed, darkness all around me. I was locked in and no one was coming to save me. Oh God. I couldn't survive.My throat was dry and my lungs burned. This was my worst nightmare. Caged underground, where no one would find me. Was there air down here? Chest burning, I fell to my knees. How long would it take to suffocate? Some hours?I could feel the hysteria moving away from the old panic in my mind. The therapist I saw for my claustrophobia said to breathe and count to one hundred, that staying calm was key. I closed my eyes and started counting.I tried to focus on the numbers, the rhythm of my breathing, but the musty air reminded me of where I was, who had trapped me. How many men died in these walls? Ravazzani killed someone here?Of course you do, Frankie. He is the capo of one of Italy's most legendary mafia clans.Were there ghosts in this dungeon?Oh, fuck. I curled
FrancescaLight filtered into the room, rays of blinding sunlight that woke me from a fitful sleep. I could barely open my eyes.All night I tossed and turned, convinced that the lock on my door would mean nothing to anyone who wanted to break in. Namely, someone with bright blue eyes and a nasty disposition who enjoyed kidnapping and drugging young women. The only way I could relax was knowing Giulio slept a few doors away.I rolled onto my back and studied the plaster ceiling. If I were to find a way out of this, I couldn't stay in bed or hide in this room. I had to go out and explore, look for weaknesses. Try to come up with a plan to escape. Even if Giulio had resigned himself to this marriage, I certainly wasn't.Fortunately, the bathroom was stocked with all the toiletries I could need, mostly high-quality Italian brands that we couldn't buy in Canada. Her closet and closet were full of clothes, from yoga pants to designer dresses. Even La Perla bras and panties, although I don'
THE PROPERTY was nothing like I imagined.Giulio was charming and funny, escorting me around the property and introducing me to the workers. We saw the famous black pigs, rare and prized in Italy, and we tasted the ham and culatello made with them. There were sheep, cows and goats that were milked to make cheese. Lemon, fig and chestnut trees dotted the hillside, but olive trees predominated here. When Giulio let me taste some Ravazzani olive oil, the number of olive trees suddenly made sense. The oil was better than anything I had in Canada, even the kind we imported from Italy.I couldn't stop asking the staff questions, and Giulio translated as needed. Workers seemed proud of their connection to the Ravazzani family, many following in the footsteps of previous generations who worked here. I wanted to ask if they knew their boss was a kidnapper who drugged and spied on women, but I suspected Giulio wouldn't translate for me.Our last stop was at the vineyard, where the vines stretch
FaustI CAME to the kitchen the next morning at my usual time. My son was there with Zia, but Francesca was still absent. She was too sick from grappa to eat with us last night and was apparently still not awake.I did not like.Giulio and Francesca looked happy yesterday in the tasting room. Unable to help myself, I watched the security footage, taking in the way she smiled at him. Studying the curve of her lips as she laughed. It was clear that she liked my son, and I told myself that was a good thing. A sign of their future together, a team working towards the common goal of the Ravazzani family's future success.I kissed Zia's cheeks and made a cup of espresso. Giulio was on his phone, scrolling through some kind of video. He had left for work last night and, from the looks of it, was just getting home. - Hard night? - I asked.Out of respect, he hung up the phone and gave me his full attention. — No. I stayed at the club until around three. So we had a shipment to oversee. Everyt
Marco entered my office shortly after Francesca stormed out. My cousin didn't look happy, but his news would have to wait. I pointed to a chair. - Sit down. I have a mission for you.- When? Now?— Giulio is taking Francesca to dinner in the city tonight.I want you to go with them.Of course, I'll play chaperone. This is moreexciting than spending time with my family.I couldn't tell if he was being sarcastic or not. — Give them space. The idea is for them to get closer. — Even if the thought made my chest burn with an emotion I didn't dare name. All the more reason for me to put them together — quickly. This girl made me entertain some really stupid ideas, and I couldn't afford to act on any of them.—Did you inform Giulio of this?— No, but he will do what I say. — I took out my phone and texted him with instructions. - Ready. He's sleeping, but he'll see about that later.“I heard he was up late dealing with a delivery from our friends down south.—He told me there were no proble
FrancescaEVEN THOUGH I didn't want to admit it, I was excited to go out tonight. I told myself it was because I wanted to see Siderno, look for possible escape routes. This was definitely it, but it was also the chance to get out of the castle. I hated being stuck up there, and a night in a nice outfit, in a fancy restaurant, felt like heaven.That was how far I had come in just a few days.Giulio was chatty during the ride into town, pointing out places and things, telling funny stories about his childhood. The closer I was to him, the less he seemed like a hardened gangster like his father. Giulio was thoughtful and intelligent, playful and fun – basically everything Fausto wasn't. If they didn't look so similar, I wouldn't say they were related.In the restaurant, everyone fawned over us as if we were KateMiddleton and Prince William. I thought we were some kind ofroyalty, considering Giulio's surname. We were sitting in a private room, the table covered in silver and crystal. T
WE drove to the main entrance of the club. Marco, our driver for the night, wasn't too pleased with this stop, but we promised to only stay for an hour. No doubt he had already texted the capo to tell on us, but I didn't care. The bass hit my chest as soon as I got out of the car. Yes, I needed that distraction.Ignoring the long line out front, Giulio shook hands with the man at the door and then we entered. The sound here was louder, with bright lights flashing above a wide dance floor. Bodies were everywhere, young, beautiful Italians who weren't being forced into a marriage they didn't want. I longed to lose myself in them, even if it was just for an hour.- Would you like a drink? — Giulio asked over the loud music.— No, I prefer to dance.— Come, then.Taking my hand, he led me to the dance floor. I had only been to one other club, a secret outing with a high school boyfriend. Except I spent the entire night looking over my shoulder, worried that my father's men would appear at
FaustDROPS OF SWEAT cascaded down my body, dripping onto my treadmill belt. I ran every morning at my gym, but today I couldn't stop, punishing myself for no reason.Although I had forced Giulio and Francesca to have dinner the night before, I didn't expect them to stay out so late. When they returned, I studied the footage and watched my son take her to his room. They remained there for some time, and then Francesca emerged, barefoot, with her shoes in her hands, with her hair disheveled. Had Giulio fucked her?I scoffed. Boys. If my son had fucked her, he would have done a terrible job. If I had her in my bed, I would keep her there all night, giving her more orgasms than her body could handle. I would have her in every position – against a wall, from behind, under me and under me. And I wouldn't stop, doing every depraved thing my mind could conjure, until she was screaming, unable to take it anymore.Cazzo, why couldn't I stop fantasizing about her?I increased my speed, running
FaustFour and a half years laterThe door handle rattled, followed by a thud. More rattling.When Marco started to rise from his chair, I raised my hand. “Wait,” I muttered and hid my smile.A few seconds later, my office door opened and the beautiful face of my two-year-old daughter, Noemi, appeared. She walked in like she was in charge. — Papa! Zio Marco! Mom says it's time to come.I pushed away from the table and patted my lap. — Polpetta! I've been waiting for you. Come, give me hugs and kisses.— Oh, me first! — Marco took my daughter before she couldreached the table and turned it around. She screamed in pleasure, her short blonde curls flying.When he pulled her to her feet, she smiled and staggered. - I am dizzy.I gave him a second to get his bearings. — Now can I have my hugs and kisses?She ran over and jumped on top of me, squirming in my lap. Naomi was aggressive and energetic, just like her brother. And your mother, now that I think about it.Noemi stayed on my thighs
FrancescaI was worried the whole time he was gone.When Fausto was ready to return, I walked back and forth in the entrance while Nestor leaned against the wall, watching me. He didn't leave my side during my husband's absence, except when I used the bathroom. I knew this was to keep me safe, but I preferred to have Faust's gaze on me.After scolding me for scratching the entrance tile, Zia dragged me into the kitchen to order chicken in lemon sauce and a portion of roasted eggplant. She had a tartufo for dessert, which reminded me of Giulio and our dinner when I was first in Siderno. I started to tear myself apart.Zia shook her head at me. - He is better. He's a good boy, but he never liked this life, not like he should to lead. Your child will take over when the time is right.That was a conversation for another day. There was no way I was deciding my son's fate like that. I didn't care what Fausto said—our children would make their own decisions.“It's the hormones,” I told her.
In fact, I couldn't wait to sit down again. But instead I took a walk around the large hall where the round table was set up. I shook hands, kissed cheeks, slapped backs, and acted like I hadn't almost been murdered three weeks ago. Someone gave me a Campari and soda, and I saw it was Marco. I sent him a grateful look and drank half the cocktail in one go.Inside the room were members of La Provincia , the control council. The only person missing was Enzo D'Agostino. It was smart of him not to show up, because I would have strangled him right away.Finally all the leaders sat down, with our men behind us. I was sandwiched between the dons of Reggio Calabria and Platì, both men I knew well.Pasquale Borghese was the capo crimine, also the diplomat and mediator of the group, which is why he initiated the meeting. — Signori, let's begin, as we are all anxious to return home. Some more than others.— Yes, the ones with girlfriends! — Someone shouted, making everyone laugh.Borghese raised
FrancescaI couldn't stop crying.Five of us were gathered in the lobby, surrounded by three suitcases. Fausto was standing, leaning on a cane, with Zia and Marco nearby. Giulio and I stood to the side, near the luggage, and his arms were around me as I sobbed into his probably very expensive shirt. There was nothing more to be said. I had pushed for this result, I hoped it would happen, but it hurt.Giulio was the most composed of all of us, which was understandable. After all, it was his decision to leave. Fausto gave him a choice and Giulio eagerly seized the opportunity. Now he would begin a new chapter in his life as an entirely different person. When he walked out this door, he was no longer the Ravazzani heir. Not a Ravazzani, actually.And I would never see him again.I hated it, but I understood the reasons why he couldn't live happily here. And really, that was better for Giulio, that was all that mattered.When he broke the news to me, I heard the excitement in his voice abo
I looked at my wife's beautiful face, letting the tranquility she instilled in me settle into my bones. Then I pointed to the phone. When it started ringing, Marco put it on speaker and placed it under the table.“There,” said a voice, weaker than usual, but stronger than it should have been.— Enzo, come stai ? How are you feeling?— I've never been better, Fausto. But enough about me. I heard you're not well.- I am fine. Stronger than a bull. It's a shame you can't stay longer.- Yes well. Thank you for your generous hospitality. I'll have to see how I can reciprocate.“There's no need for that,” I said. — It was truly my pleasure.— Maybe you can come visit me next time. His wife seemed to like the beach house.I closed my eyes and took a deep breath through my nostrils. My wife's delicate fingers touched my hand, telling me to stay calm, so I said, “Last I heard your beach house was destroyed.Everything can be rebuilt, don't worry. Congratulations on your wedding, by the way.—
FaustI was too weak for the dungeon steps, so I instructed Marco to bring Vic to my new hospital room upstairs. In the middle of the night, they dragged him and threw him onto a plastic sheet spread out on the floor next to my bed. He groaned and winced, his broken and bloody body shaking in pain.Go well. That pleased me.— Can you hear me, pezzo di shit ?When Vic didn't respond, Giulio kicked him in the ribs. Vic gasped a few times, and after he calmed down, I replied: — Answer me.— Yes... Don... Ravazzani.—Know this, Vic Benedetti. I will make an example of you. They will whisper about the horrors of his death for years to come. You will suffer, coglione . You will suffer for spitting in the face of my trust and for what happened to my wife. The wife and sisters you were trying to protect from D'Agostino? They receive nothing from me after their death, noreven my protection.“No, please,” he panted. - Please.— He put a gun in my wife's mouth. A weapon. In my wife's mouth! — I
FaustI didn't sleep much that night.Lost in thought, I watched Francesca on the bed in the corner, the even rise and fall of her chest as she slept. A son. I hadn't lied when I said I preferred a daughter. Children brought a lot of headaches, a lot of worry. I did everything I could to mold Giulio into the man who would lead my family, but I failed. He did not want.You have to let Giulio choose.Two weeks ago, before I was shot, I wouldn't have cared about your feelings. He was the Ravazzani heir with a duty to me, to the family, and his wishes didn't matter.But I could no longer say that this was still the case.As I bled on the sidewalk, I thought about those I was leaving behind, including Giulio. My good boy, who only argued with me once, and it was because of his lover, Paulo. He would do whatever I asked, even at the expense of his own happiness. But did I want that life for him?I hated my own father, who never showed any consideration for my thoughts or feelings. We weren'
FrancescaThe nurse was in Fausto's room, reading his vital signs, when I entered. His heart machine started beeping like crazy when he saw me.— Ma che cazzo ? — Faust murmured.— Hello, husband. — I walked to the bed, ignoring the dark look he sent me. — How is he today, Angela?—Much better, signora. No sign of infection and he is regaining his energy.- Oh good. — I smiled at him and leaned over to kiss his cheek, which was now covered in whiskers. —Ciao, baby.Fausto was absurdly attractive when he was clean-shaven, but that was nothing compared to how hot he looked with a beard. There were even some gray hairs in his beard, which gave him a dad vibe that I definitely liked. I would beg him to keep some facial hair when he felt willing to play with me again.You shouldn't be here,” he said when the nurse left.—And yet here I am.— I should call Marco and have him lock you in the dungeon.— But you won't because they are busy with other things that are more important than me.—No
FaustI almost got killed. Again.This time, however, it was different. The other attempts on my life were botched, easily avoided. Except for the car bomb, I saw them coming.The shooter took me by surprise. I didn't expect a coordinated attack to facilitate Enzo's escape. I suppose I should have—he knew it was me or him, that one of us would end up dead—but I was shot in the street like an infantryman. In front of my wife.What was I thinking?I had been careless, which was unforgivable. She was carrying my son. Nothing mattered more than the two of them, along with Giulio. I should have stood my ground and made Francesca cancel the appointment. Instead, I let her manipulate me to get what she wanted.I wouldn't make that mistake again.Conscience once again tugged at me and forced me to wake up. My brain swam toward the sounds until my eyelids fluttered. I expected to see the beautiful face of my wife, who spent the night here with me, but Marco was there. It was the first time he