KARTHIK POV

@KARTHIK POV@

I'm karthik 22 years old final year medical student I'm an orphan I don't have any family 

I lives alone in a boys dorm I work at many part time centers to fill my stomach but I always prefer dignity 

I'm studying through scholarship in a prestigious ABC medical college

 I have to study hard to get scholarship and work hard to earn money for my food and stay 

I'm nothing but a boring guy and a nerd according to this college people these people who studies in this college are highly rich who never cares anything I don't mind anyone I care about my works that's it 

These people always have a great fun by teasing others no one shows interest to do friendship with me 

infact I too don't have any interest to do friendship with anyone

I love to keep myself mysterious I never let someone to enter into my boundaries the one they think is not me I know what I'm but there is no need to others to know about me 

Loneliness is my partner calmness is my soul 

Lonely are the nights 

Lonely are the days 

Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons 

Lonely are the years 

So lonely am I that brings tears

Lonely is this place 

Lonely is my life

Lonely am I,that I reach for a knife 

Lonely is this court room 

Lonely is my sentence

So lonely am I that ask for repentance

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What is meant by loneliness 

The moment we are going out when there will be no smile and waving hands towards you 

The moment when you returned home when there will be no one to give you warm welcome 

When there is no shoulder while we cry all the loneliness feeling 

The reason behind these my ill fate????

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Days passed I met a new companion it's my loneliness it is with me all time like my soul of sorrow 

Why did no one tell me that this place existed?

That so much peace can be found in loneliness 

I always thought I needed the crowd to be accepted 

And here I walk alone happily rejected 

I don't know why others complain its quite beautiful here

Too much noise is unneeded too much fake cares

Yes I misunderstood so others will think me rude 

That I find lonely lovely such bliss in solitude 

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I entered into college as usual I'm walking alone on the footpath one sports car came and spilled mud on me this spoiled rich fellow really disgusting creatures in the world these people never cares about others 

I went to dorm again to change my dress and I came back to college and seen the incident

 they were ragging some person it's common here these two groups always bully others no one questions them they feels they are some superior or something 

After college I went back to dorm and slept on bed this is my daily routine infact boring daily routine 

There is no one to ask how was my day or how I'm being I closed my eyes and slept 

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Meanwhile evil angel and good angel after watching karthik 

Good angel : how pitiful he is 

Evil angel : who asked him to born with such a ill fate 

Good angel : no one wants a ill fate its destiny that's it 

Evil angel : then let him suffer 

Good girl : no one will be born with ill fate at the sametime no one dies with ill fate it's just for a time being I'm sure he will have a best happiest life 

Evil angel : let's see 

Good angel : ofcourse let's see