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Harsh Truth

Author: Ivy J
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Astra~~~

Why was this happening to me at a time like this, am I beginning to succumb to that part of me?

I almost hurt her, I almost hurt my mate !

What exactly was I thinking?

I slumped to the chair in frustration as I disheveled my hair.

Why is it always hard for me to live a peaceful life. I had felt so guilty when she barged in on me with Britney.

I didn't know how she came here here but I would've been happy if she hadn't caught me in the act.

She had ran out in tears and I knew she was going to be reckless just like the last time, it's either she runs into something dangerous or something dangerous comes after her. I had gone after her with that mindset and truly and almost, a vampire almost had her.

Now after rescuing her, I almost hurt her , does that even make any sense? My heart ached as I faced-palmed myself in frustration.

I stood up to leave for some fresh air, just then the door swung open and Sinai strolled in.

"Are you okay Astra?" She asked st
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