Bleary eyed, I squint at the twin huge boulders that hide the portal to the Realms beyond ours. This is it. I am finally going to the Academy. I would be excited if my head weren’t hurting like hell. I should not have gotten so drunk last night. I can’t even see colors properly.
Around me are my friends and peers who will be getting enrolled in the Academy today as well. I spy Thorne conversing with his father, Aria hugging her mother, Trinity kissing her girlfriend goodbye. . .all very touching moments they seem to be having.I already had mine. It came with a book of rules and regulations on how the future Queen of Wolvendom is expected to behave. I was forced to memorize the first page and. . .My days of extravagance and partying are officially over. No males. No alcohol. No getting high. No smooches in between. No fun. One must be courteous and respectable. I must lead my people in the right direction with the Goddess as my guide. Her will must be my will.Like hell will any of that happen.The moment I get into the Academy, I’m burning the damn book.“Gather around, children,” Grand Mistress Atlas says. She heads the Academy, and as such, only she can usher us in. Her green official robes billow around her as she places herself between each boulder, waiting for the last of us to inch closer for the address.Aria is instantly by my side, eyes bright with glee and uncontained excitement. “Can you believe it? We’re finally going!”“Ugh. Get your shit together, Ari,” Trinity scoffs, settling on the other side of me. “You do know we’re going to get drilled and pummeled in there.”“The drilling’s just for the first year, Tri. I’ve heard it gets so much better in the second year. We even get to mingle with the older wolves! I heard they’re hot too. Mouth watering, yum yum—”“Focus, Ari,” I growl, needing to hear the Grand Mistress’s address. I’ve been told to listen to the woman’s every word if I want to get through my first year. They say the first year is the hardest. It is where the strongest are chosen to move on, and the weak either die, quit, or get expelled.Werewolf Academy isn’t your regular human university. There, we are taught the necessary skills to survive the incoming war. We study like the human do, but learning their science and technology is in no way fundamental to us. We have the Moon Goddess. We have portals. We have her blessed magic. We have pack telepathy. What better way to communicate than that?The Lycans do not share our sentiment. They incorporated science and the Goddess’s magic into their realm, growing even more advanced than the humans. Stuck-up and arrogant pieces of shit. Good thing I wasn’t born there. I have no doubt that I wouldn’t fit in with the lot of them. "Young ones, I must anchor you on the journey to the next phase of your lives. You will be addressed properly once you are upon the academy grounds," she pauses, smiling softly at us, but it doesn't reach her eyes. Her eyes cool, sharp blades, observing and noting everything. Her gaze suddenly meets mine, and I lower it in a show of subservience. She gives me the creeps. Luna knows how long she has been alive for. The sole survivor of Hekate's ruination of the Goddess's temple. She doesn't look a day older than forty. Though, we age slowly, hers is a mystery. Some say it is because she is closer to Luna than any of us. Some say she carries the souls of her dead sisters around with her. My surest bet is the first option. After all, it was she who brought the Goddess's will to my ancestor and founded the schools with his help, gaining a seat of power that nearly transcends even the king's throne. Grand Mistress Atlas turns to the boulders and places a hand atop it, chanting something that makes the air on my skin rise. The boulders begin to glow with soft green light, right before the earth beneath my legs shake. "Woah," I say, arm flailing as I try to gain balance. Aria is grasping onto my leather sleeve tight enough to shred it. "Let go Aria!" "I'll fall!" She squeals before careening into me and Trinity. I swerve out of the way quickly, gripping her arm as I do, lest she falls into the puddle of muddy water beside us. "You're a life saver," she pants, righting herself as the shaking stops. "You are not merely walking through a portal," the Grand Mistress continues, and my gaze darts over the parted space between each boulder that is brightly lit up. "You are moving between realms, and as such, you will need the Goddess's approval. Should she find you unfit to attend the academy, the portal will reject you immediately." Trinity sudden nudges my shoulder and when I arch a brow at her, she merely inclines her head towards Thorne, who is now standing beside her. "Hey there, knuckle head," he teases and my toes curl at the deep baritone of his voice. "Hey," I smile shyly, praying to the Goddess that I have not turned red yet. "Ready for this?" I say, gesturing towards the talking Grand Mistress. He shrugs. "You'll be there. Nothing else matters." I blush. It is words like that make me want to curl up by his side and kiss him until we're both breathless. As if he can read my thoughts, his lips drop to mine and my core heats up. Hell. "Oh, for the love of the Goddess, get a fucking room already!" Trinity chides in a hushed tone, and Thorne chuckles before returning his attention ahead. I stare for a moment longer, watching his beautiful side profile, etching the lines and panes to my memory. I have no idea why I feel solemn all of a sudden. A sense of foreboding settles over me, and I can't seem to shake it off. Rolling my shoulders, I force myself to listen to the last of the Mistress's address. "You must be at ease and trust her to lead you to the right place. Now," she says, inclining her head toward the portal. "The Academy awaits." At the Grand Mistress's behest, we get in line. I am given a wide berth, as are my circle of friends. No one wishes to get on the princess's bad side by stepping her boots. Or her friend's boots. Yeah, I can be edgy sometimes. All the time. The blonde werewolf at the front of the line seems to be having an anxiety feat and keeps toing around the portal like it is some sort of evil she must avoid. People snicker behind me, and some growl with impatience. I merely shift from foot to foot, heart thrumming in anticipation. "What if it rejects me?" The female asks with a high pitched timid voice that is grating to my ears. "Well, try again next year! Ba!" Someone laughs from the back. "Get the fuck off the line, loser!" Another yells and barks a laugh. The Grand Mistress pats the blonde's hair lovingly. "Then you can always try again with the next set dear. There is nothing to fear. It is the Goddess's will. She means no harm at all. Place your hands on the surface and let it guide you where you belong." The girl swallows loud enough for the crowd to hear, but holds her hands out before her and places it on the luminous surface between each boulder. In the blink of an eye, she disappears. There are gasps and hoots around me, but I have watched this numerous times. It is nothing surprising. Grand Mistress looks up from the portal, glancing through the line in search of something. Someone. I lean back into Thorne's warmth, hoping to hide from her. Instinctively, his arm bands around my waist, pulling me further into him and his nose ruffles my hair. My eyes shutter at the feel of Thorne's fingers against my bare midriff, and my heart begins to pound, even if it is just a casual touch. But the spell is suddenly broken when Grand Mistress Atlas calls out, "Princess Astrid?" My eyes snap open to find the Mistress's disapproving glance on me. I mirror her expression and inch out of Thorne's arms as she beckons me forward. As Princess, I should have been the first to go through the portal, but I'm in no hurry to leave my friends yet. Trinity slaps my arm. "Good luck girl! See you on the other side!" she squeals, grinning from ear to ear. Aria looks teary eyed. Drama queens. I'll see them in a couple of minutes. Why so emotional? I give them funny looks and walk ahead of the lines, ignoring the envious looks I get from my peers. "You must follow protocol at all times, Princess. I do not take kindly to being disobeyed," The Grand Mistress says when I stop before her, clicking her tongue in displeasure. "Take it up with my father then," I purr, walking past her. "Hold out your hands," she says sternly, annoyance stark in ber voice, but I don't care. I despise being told what to do. I despise people who try to control me. I despise being ordered around. I hold out my hands and take a step forward, stopping in front of the portal. My breath leaves me as the air around me suddenly cackles with otherworldly energy. The hairs on my skin rises and my heart picks up quickly, racing with excitement and trepidation. The iridescent colors swirling through the portal are mesmerizing and I find myself taking another step forward. The Grand Mistress is speaking but I can't h hear her anymore. My world, my thoughts ha have been reduced to the low thrumming sound that seems to vibrate through my very being. "Astrid..." a voice that is both young and ancient, beautiful and astounding, masculine and feminine calls out to me from beyond, and lost in a trance, I take another step forward. "Astrid..." Following the ethereal sound, I place my hand on the surface of the portal. I jerk suddenly as unseeing hands grab me and hurl me into the portal. Then, I fall. The world around me dissolves into a blur and the ground under my feet has been removed. I scream as the wind whips my hair and clothes around me. My heart plummets as I drop into the void like a human rocket dropping from the sky. I shut my eyes as they begin to hurt and I brace myself for impact as soon as the sceneries start to shift-- I crash head first into a hard rock. I groan, shifting lightly. Maybe not a rock. It is surprisingly smooth. The sound of female laughter has my eyes snapping open. I squint up at the bright light over head and the people peering down to look at me. "Is she alright?" "Where'd she come from?" "Appeared out of nowhere." The voices attack me all at once and I clutch my ears, whimpering. Too loud. Everything is too loud. A cackling sound suddenly fills the air and a loud voice booms across the space. "Attention students! You are to assemble in the Lycan King's Hall for the official address in ten minutes. Remember, you will be penalized for tardiness!" The crowd around me disperses and I drop my hands from my ears, confused as hell. Lycan King? In Werewolf Academy? What in the three realms is happening? I push up to my feet, groaning at the ache in my back. People push past me quickly, rushing to wherever this hall is and I squint, trying to make out the faces I see, but I don't recognize these people. Moreso, they look and smell wrong. Like...Lycans. That can't be right. "Excuse me," I say, trying to stop the nearest person I see, but I am pushed aside. I stare at the male's retreating back, surprised. Does he not know who I am? How dare he push me? Scowling, I try again. And again. I successfully stop a female who looks at me like I am filth. "Where am I Where is this?" She gives me a once over, nostrils flaring with disgust as she yanks her hand from my grip. "Don't touch me, wolf. Who let the rat in? This is Lycan School. What's a wolf doing here?" she mutters, walking away, seemingly annoyed. I turn around, feeling and looking lost. What the hell am I doing in Lycan School?In a time when all three races lived together as one and the Lycans ruled the realm, there was a prince. He was Hekate, and he was heir to the throne.It is said that Hekate was born on the night of the blood moon. Cursed, they called him. Strange, they said. A bad omen, they named him. The Moon Goddess’s priestess had taken one look at him and had told the King and Queen that he would bring destruction upon the realm. He would be better off dead as a child.But King Cassius and Queen Sylvi had tried to birth a child for centuries with no avail. They would not kill their child. Staring at his pale hair and moon kissed skin as she held him to her chest, Queen Sylvi had told the priestess fiercely, “He is but a child. You cannot damn him to death. I will raise him right. He will be a good, powerful king.”And so, she raised him, damning the consequences.As they say, the bad habits may begin as small shoots, but if left unchecked, they will begin to grow like vines, entangling the soul
The crowd pushes past me, rushing out of the hallway in which I'm standing, dazed and freaking out.This can't be happening to me.This can't be real.I can't be in Lycan School.Did the Grand Mistress make a mistake? I've never heard of such a mistake being made in all of my history lessons on the portal. It takes you where the Goddess wills you to be.I...I can't be here right now. I need to be at the Academy with Aria, Trinity, and Thorne.I spin in a circle. The hallways are awfully lit with electronic devices from the human world. There are thin lockers lining the walls and I see a few people pulling out scrolls and books from them.I need to find the Grand Master of Lycan School. Surely, he can help me reach my father and mother, and procure a way back to the right school.Straightening, I follow the crowd to this assembly they speak of, looking around as I do. The vast white corridors seem to stretch on forever, with doors (too many doors) that possibly lead to classrooms and o
After the assembly, the men drag me across the hallways, stopping in front of an iron door that is at least ten foot tall.The door suddenly swings open, even if there is no one behind it.I am thrown in by the men, and the door shuts the moment I'm inside the office.I whirl around in the space that looks to be an office. I am immediately struck by the sheer size of the room. The high ceilings seem to stretch up into infinity, while the walls are lined with tall bookcases filled with ancient-looking tomes. The scent of old leather and paper fills my nose, and it reminds me of the library in the castle.In the center of the room, a large oak desk dominates the space, with a high-backed chair behind it. The desk is cluttered with papers and stacks of books, but everything seems to be in perfect order, as if each item has been placed with utmost care.Behind the desk, a tall window offers a view of the sprawling grounds outside. The sunlight streams through the glass, casting a warm glo
The Dining Hall is noisy and filled with people holding trays and speaking into their gadgets. My stomach growls as the smell of chicken teases my nostrils.I pass by a group of people and they laugh at me. I know. I look like crap.I skipped dinner last night, crying and punching the stupid mattress. Then I'd slept rather roughly.I couldn't find anything to comb my red hair with this morning and I have terrible bed hair. I lost my cosmetic bag at some point in the portal so my skin is dry like desert sand. My eyes are dark and haunted and my uniform doesn't fit.Worst first school day ever. Can it get any worse?I follow the crowd and get in the line where I see the chicken being served. More funny looks are tossed in my direction, but I'm in a piss poor mood, and I don't wish to speak to anyone. Not that they even want to speak to me either. Good.I soon reach the head of the line and I extend my food tray to the lunch lady. Her face, while undeniably beautiful, is twisted into a
I stare back at my reflection. Somehow, I have gone from being special to being scum. My icy blue eyes are red rimmed and tired. I clutch the sink and spit into the ceramic bowl before turning off the faucet. I'm gonna survive the shit hole and return where I am meant to be. Fuck Rune and the rest of the stupid students here. I am Astrid, and no one, absolutely no one can trample on me. I'll fight every one of them if I have to, and it doesn't matter if they are Lycans are naturally stronger than me. I'll win. Why? Because I am Astrid Blackwood, daughter of the Alpha King. I'll thrive in the godsdamned school. ******* I'm late. I know this because I can hear the sounds coming from the halls. It was hard locating my classroom. I have walked through three different halls, trying to figure out where Lycan History is holding. My fingers squeeze around the only note in my hands as I try to take in deep calming breaths. I'm ner
Master Kaelan has a couple of Star Students demonstrate what we ought to have learned by the end of this session before the hall. Picking weapons begin in the second year. By then, I'll be gone from here. It doesn't stop me from watching in pure fascination as Darian and Raven go at each other, swiping and slashing. They move like the wind and I have never seen anything like it in my entire life. Raven dodges Darian's powerful blow with such ease that it seems like she is dancing. Darian follows up with barrages of kicks and blows that are easily deflected-- from what I can see, because their movements are too fast fast to follow and it's like watching a blur of motion. They seem to move in perfect synchronization, each move countering the other in a never-ending dance. Their feet barely touch the ground as they glide around each other, exchanging blows that seem to come from nowhere. Not even the best sentinels in Wolvendom move like that. They don't eve
A body was found in school this morning.Mangled. Mishapen. Broken beyond recognition. But somehow, someone had placed a face to the body.Alaric Grimshaw. A first year student, and Rune's distant cousin.I didn't see the body when it was brought in, but a couple of students did and it's all they have been talking about since. They seem pretty shaken up. There is fear in their eyes as well.The schools are fortified and happen to be safest places in all realms, guarded by the Goddess's magic herself.How could this happen?Some say Alaric was seen in the cameras trying to escape the premises and he fell in the void beyond. Some say the darkness took him. Some say there was a man covered in the darkness. Regardless of what truth it is, none of them are great.The school has been in a tizzy since the body was brought in and unorthodox communications have been made to the realms beyond, reaching out to the King and Queen of the Realm of Lycans.Everyone's in a fix and agitated, and Run
"Just a couple of bruises. She's already healing. It might take a while since she's a wolf but she should be fine by tomorrow," the nurse says to Darian.She's nice, which is plenty weird for her race. She shifts her glasses up on the bridge of her nose and squints down at the bruise on my neck. "Does this hurt?" She asks and I wince when she prods the column of my throat."Yeah," I whisper. My throat still feels sore. Her warm brown eyes flick swiftly over my form and she pulls a note out of her white coat, turning away from me as she scribbles something on it. Darian shoots me an apologetic look, and I avoid his gaze, looking out the window instead. He is leaning lazily against the wall, watching my every move. He has been doing that for the past hour, scanning me as the nurse treated me, offering me water and speaking softly like...like I'm something to him.I'm not sure how lycans woo their women, but that isn't how it is done in Wolvendom.Admittedly, Darian is the hottest guy
*Rune*Father holds up two bottles in front of me, stopping me in my pacing. "Come drink with me."I wish to refuse, but panicking and pacing frantically outside the room does nothing to reduce Astrid's screams.It is all I can do to not lose my mind."Make that three," Ronan Blackwood chimes in, snatching my bottle before my fingers can even grip it. "Four, perhaps."I let out a ragged sigh. "Astrid--""Will have your head for drinking while she delivers your child, but I assure you, you do not want to be in that room with her right now." Ronan pulls down the collar of his regal jacket, revealing an old scar across his neck. "This was her mother's gift to me when I thought to ease her of *the pain* by staying by her side."Father snickers, leading us to his receiving chambers. "Zephyr..." He shakes his head, voice trailing off into silent laughter.Minutes span out into hours, and the slow burn of the alcohol in my throat has become somewhat soothing, lulling me and hazing my thoughts
*Hekate*I had always pondered on the possibility of Astrid taking after Lorna in appearances. The Goddess must have a cruel sense of humour. I brush back the silky strands of hair that cover her profile and Astrid stirs, murmuring something in her sleep.It is one of the many things I enjoy--watching her sleep. The lack of tension in her body, the unguarded look about her, her slightly parted lips and the rare smile that graces her face when she dreams—perhaps of me.The bandage around her head starts to slip off and I reach for her, putting it back in place. Her brows furrow and her eyes flutter open.Her blue gaze meets mine, a little unfocused, and it takes a few moments for recognition to register. "Hekate.""Why, you don't seem pleased to see me, princess," I purr, a smirk forming on my lips as she blinks rapidly and licks her own lips, trying to hide her flush."I'm not. Considering you bailed on me and--" She suddenly groans, her head sinking into the pillows as she tries, un
Hekate"Going somewhere?" I ask, gaze dropping to the packed luggage.The woman jumps at my voice, turning immediately to find me leaning against the door. Her eyes widen with fear and surprise. "Prince Rune--""Atlas."One word. One name. Stories untold, secrets buried. A friend. A foe. I have never been able to decide which of them Atlas Moonburn was. The staff in her grasp clatters to the ground and her complexion turns blotchy. Pale. She looks much older now, her allure as a maiden nearly gone. Her grey eyes widen to the side of saucers and she stumbles a step back, reaching behind her for the candle stand.She hurls it at me, trembling with fear. "Oh, Goddess."Displeasure curls my lips and I catch the golden stand, squeezing it hard in my grasp. "That is no way to treat an old friend.""You are no friend of mine!" she scream, hurling a book at me next.My lips kick up as I cross the distance between us. "That isn't what you said when you begged me to kill your sisters.
*Rune*She jumped, if I am to believe what I have been told.I stand motionless outside the infirmary, listening to Priestess recall what lead to her jumping off the railing for what seems like the umpteenth time."For the past few days, I noticed the dark aura about her. Her sadness and growing anger. I tried to help her. I tried to make her comfortable enough to confide in me. She finally opened up today. She told me she hated being here. She hated him and couldn't stand being married to a monster and sharing his bed." The Priestess' voice breaks and sadness overwhelms her features. "She said she couldn't take anymore of it. I tried to stop her, but she was too fast for me."It doesn't sound like Astrid. I know that all of it has been weighing down on her. I could see the depression and helplessness, and often times than not, I had made sure to convince her otherwise.None of what the woman speaks sounds like my mate.But it was she who had spoken to her last and called for help whe
The next days were hectic. The news spread like wild fire and all of Lycanthia wanted to see the 'pregnant wife' of the prince.More than half of my day was spent in the throne room, listening to the people talk about how radiant I looked and how much better it might have been if I was fully Lycan now.Apparently, the reason I haven't shifted completely is because of the child. My body's defense mechanism to protect it. There will be complications from a shift at this stage.There are gifts, tons of them that I have absolutely no use for and end up giving out to the maids once the revelries are over. I see very little of Rune. He spends most of his time in the villages, helping in whatever way he can.At night, he returns covered in gore and soot. He heads straight to my room, jarring me from sleep as he slips in bed beside me, shaking and holding me tightly, like he fears he might lose me.Sometimes, he spends the night, other nights, I wake up alone.The latter hurts, but I understa
My lips are swollen and tingling when Rune pulls back, and I am left breathless and stunned. His hands rest on either sides of me, and he remains suspended above me, peering down at me with barely leashed desire. “You are unbelievable,” he tells me, laughter evident in his voice. “You’re welcome,” I reply, trying to shake off the lingering heat. "Are we going to address the issue or pretend it didn't happen?" His brows rise. “I never asked Gin to spend the night with me. These grounds are not suitable for women. I sent her home.” A weight I hadn't realized was there lifts from my chest, but I maintain a narrowed gaze. “She sure seemed to have a different idea.” I pout. “You have a thing for lingerie?” A mischievous smile plays on his lips. “Only if you’re wearing it.” I shrug, fighting the upward tugging of my lips. “I’ll consider it. Not for you, of course. Might take a stroll around your gardens in it, just because I can.” He leans f
The atmosphere is grim, and halfway through to the town, my anger dissipates. The captain of Rune’s guard—Queen Zephyr wouldn’t let me head out alone, since I am carrying the ‘royal baby’—leads us through the towns and we go from bedazzling buildings high enough to touch the skies to the ruins left behind by the Void. There is darkness, smoke and rot and I wheeze at the putrid stench of it all. A few onlookers notice my group as we pass by—myself, Boris and a maid who holds all of our supplies—and they watch with bleak, fatigued gazes. I have seen this before, and it takes me back to the plague. Shivers run down my spine as I see uniformed guards lifting the wailing children into carriages. There are burning piles and the stench of incinerated flesh greets me as we ride deeper into the village. The situation worsens, and I can't help but gag, hurriedly covering my mouth to stifle the urge to vomit. “We could turn around, Your Grace. You should not h
"I had no choice," I sigh, my voice filled with weariness and regret. "Tell me you believe me at least, Boris."Boris remains silent, his gaze fixed on something beyond the railing. Lost in his thoughts, he seems distant, oblivious to my presence. I follow his line of sight, drawn to the crowd of maids in the gardens, their chatter blending with the sound of flowing water. He looks positively lost, staring at one in particular. Brown hair, meek and pleasant faced."Like her?" He blinks, returning to the present, and a blush spreads across his face. "No," he stammers, his embarrassment evident.I give him a knowing look before releasing an exasperated sigh and turning my gaze back to the castle gates. Rune has been absent all day, and uncertainty gnaws at me. Guilt is eating me up from inside, even if I know I had every right to keep the truth from him.Today, for the first time, I attempted to reach out through our bond, seeking connection, but only silence greeted me. Not anger, jus
Rune loves me.I spent the better part of my night pacing my room and scolding myself. I shouldn't have reacted that way. But then...what was I supposed to do? Smile, tell him I love him too and move my things to his room?*Yes,* Sloan chides. She's mad at me, has been since last night. I scowl as I take the staircases down to the dinning hall. After my epic flop last night, I thought I'd honour Rune's invitation for breakfast with his family.I'm not ready to be all lovey dovey with them--though, I doubt they would be welcoming as well, but...this isn't for them.I feel the tug on the bond as I draw closer to the hall, and my insides twist in complicated knots. I suck in my bottom lip, biting lightly on it nervously.And when the guards let me through the door, heads turn in my direction. King Fenrir, Queen Zephyr, Rune, Gin...my heart slams into my chest when I see a familiar dark haired male, seated next to Gin. Darian's here.Why is Darian here?My steps falter and my palms go cl