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The Raw Truth

Author: Aena Zahid
last update Last Updated: 2025-01-12 22:07:00

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Zoe sat with the second in her hands longer than she had sat with the first letter.

She wondered how much she had missed by deleting the little time she had spent with her mother from her memories. She wanted to remember every little thing.

"Dahlia, last night, why didn't it work? Why couldn't you find any memories?" Zoe asked, trying to stay optimistic.

'I can sugar-coat the answer for you or I can give you the raw truth. What would you prefer?' Dahlia spoke with uncharacteristic softness making Zoe wonder how bad the truth was.

"I'd prefer that you tell me the raw truth. What's wrong?" Zoe asked, trying to sound braver than she felt.

'Well, there is nothing wrong. Not literally, it's just,' Dahlia searched for words to make it more digestible for Zoe.

"Just what? Just tell me. I can take it." Zoe braced herself.

'Well. You've made a barrier between your subconscious mind and those suppressed memories. They are not gone; they are just locked up very securely.' Dahlia tol
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