(Gwen’s pov)“He is refusing to talk to me through the link, Gwen, I swear it.” Abby repaonded worriedly for the second time. “But it's been three days,” I exclaimed. I'm losing my mind. It's been three days since we made out in my room and I made those statements. Since then, Ashton left the palace. I was in my super high that I didn't know when I said them. However, the instant I said them, Ashton had dropped me hard on the floor, the reverent gentility leaving him to be substituted with the cold animal I had come to know.When I tried asking him what the problem was, he loomed above me like the devil Salsa as he wagged his forefinger in my face, his face like death as he spoke with no emotions, “you are nothing but a fuckmate to me and if you think what we did would change anything, then you must be stupider than I thought.” He had stepped back to pick his towel off the floor, marched to the wardrobe to quickly dress up and the next thing he stormed out of the room, leaving me th
Going out again wasn't in my plan today, albeit when Tyler insisted-saying we were not training today, I knew I had no choice but to go out with him. "Where are we going?" I asked for the umpteenth time as he drove at a high speed through the busy highway. From his radio, the soft rhythm of Billie Eilish and Khalid 'Lovely' drifted off, conveying from me an incessant urge to cry. It was so emotional. As if connecting to my current dilemma. "I told you to be patient." He winked at me impishly and swung to the right, causing me to grasp my seat in panic and tossed him a death glow."Do you intend to kill me, Tyler?"A rich sound resonated in the car from him as he stabilized the steering and glanced briefly at me. "Don't be scared, werewolf. I am a Lycan, I have speed naturally.""That doesn't mean you should be reckless." I blew a stray hair off my face and further reached out to shove it behind my ear. "Do you realize this is the slowest acceleration in the history of a Lycan?" He
(Ashton pov)"I told you this wasn't supposed to happen again!" I roared in unrestrained rage, punching the wall to leave a big gash aftermath. "Do you know what you have done?"Merit lay on the bed, uncaring, One of her legs crossed over the other seductively trying to lure me back. It was tempting I must say, however, this was something I didn't want to pursue. For her own good."You didn't complain earlier when you were thrusting fervently into me like your life depended on it, Ashton." She drawled casually as she climbed off the bed and sashayed in my direction. She didn't care that we were committing an atrocity and that infuriated me. "In fact, you repeatedly called me the best woman you have ever fucked and would never get tired of me or my pussy." Then that was a lie. Even now as she said, I can feel my skin crawl in irritation and denial, wondering how I might have said such an abhorrent thing, if ever I did say it."You have to get out," I said slowly. Not looking at her. I
(Gwen pov)“Oh, Tyler, today was totally amazing,” I let out amidst tiny giggles, alighting from the car to slam the door. I held my small black bag with my two hands as I waited for him to join me. “Though, it started with a little...skirmish, but at the end, I enjoyed myself.” We began making our way in, Tyler’s smile stealing the breath away from me.“I'm glad I was able to make up for my fuck-up.” He shrugged casually, giving thumbs-up to the guards as we entered inside.The butler was not there. Thank goddess. I didn't have the energy for his superfluous pleasantries. Most times I feel they are fake. Or not. “Really, Ty, you are an amazing person, you know that?” His dark brown hair fell over his face as he inclined his head to mock-wink me. “Everyone here is already cuddling up to you.” And that was the truth. Just a few weeks here, you will think he grew up in this place.It all proves how humane he was. After we left ‘TEE’S SWIMMERS’, he felt very bad for not putting my initi
(Gwen’s pov)"Ashton..." The words slowly left my mouth. I didn't mean to speak. I didn't even want to pay any attention to him, however, emotions overtook me and left me bare.He came closer and stopped directly in front of me, his chest heaving fervently. His gaze was like broken glass shards scraping across my skin and leaving bleeding sores. I could feel the angry heat radiating from his body to show how mad he was.Still, my treacherous hand yearned to extend and touch him. I wanted to feel him. At the same time, I longed to slap, kick and make him feel this pain I was feeling inside. Does he not see what he is doing to me? What he is doing to us! We have a chance. Yet, he was ruining it."You defiled me an_""You fucked another woman!" I shoved at his chest and stepped around him to the other side. "What is wrong with you? I try...I try so much to tolerate all the wickedness you show to me. And still you hate me! What do you want from me?" I was shaking vigorously as the tears g
(Gwen's pov)Ashton guided me out of the dining room by the hand, partially dragging me out of the dining, requiring I double up or risk stumbling after him like a pup in their early locomotive stage.I endured it until we crossed the dining hall entrance and headed towards the stairs. Once we have missed watching eyes, I snatched my hand away from him and stepped ahead of him with a disgruntled huff. "What are you doing?" He asked behind me. I didn't stop, I walked faster. Because any minute, I will just shout down these halls without caring if the entire Kingdom of the bloody Lycans heard me. "Gwendolyn!""Stop!" I flipped, my hands lifted above my ears defiantly as I rounded on him, my eyes in murderous slits as they flashed daggers at him. "I will not let you treat me like that next time, you understand?" I tilted my head his way. "You are such an obnoxious bastard who doesn't put others into consideration but yourself!" I shook my head unbelievably. "What did I see in you, agai
(Ashton's pov)I was overdoing it, I knew that. Yet, I couldn't stop. I was hurting her very badly and knew despite all the brave front she was putting up, deep inside Gwen was breaking apart. That knowledge wasn't lost on me. Call me a bad person, an insensitive arrogant asshole. I am all that and more. It’s hasn’t been easy on me either as Fang has abandoned me without giving a fuck about how I am faring without him. He has even fully withdrawn and hasn't spoken to me nor given me his signature kicks of displeasure each time I made our mate hurt.It all started since the other day when I fucked Merit.Today, I and Williams resolved to switch our leisure period to go for recruitment for the upcoming games. "So, the Queen has been doing an amazing job with Abby," Williams spewed raggedly as we galloped into the metropolis on horseback. His skin looked too white right now from to much exposure to the scorching sun. And red freckles were starting to make a debut around his aquiline no
(Gwen's pov)The pack has been in silence with everyone shaken by the recent events that have been taking place. For the past three days, there has been calm and people tend to walk around in shadows.I haven't been able to see Ashton as he has been so engaged with busy finding the miscreant that took the mate of one of the guardians. He is angry, I know. Everyone is talking about it.I wish to speak to him because from what I heard from Abby, he seems to handle matters too rashly. I don't know the history they share with humans that would warrant them taking one them, or instilling this amount of fear in the almighty Lycans, but one thing was for sure, returning violence with violence can never be the way out.Back in the werewolf Kingdom, due to my relationship with Julian and my father as the Beta, I was privileged to hear most of their deliberations. When things like this happened, there would be a talking stage to find out what the other party wanted and a path would be created fo