Chapter 119

(Undergoing editing)

**GWEN**

I was so horny. So horny that even the mistaken graze of my maids finger on any part of my body had me on mental overdrive. All I needed was Ashton's touch. To feel their callous hands on me, no matter how. I didn't care. Even if he did it by force. I just needed him so badly.

That evening when I returned to my room from drinking and talking with Charlotte, I noticed the desire had become severe.

I contemplated going in search of Ashton to entice him into fulfilling his matrimonial duties to me. But what would that make me? A weak woman. I knew he would insult and call me different cruel name and I didn't want that.

I looked up at the sky and took cognizance of the grey clouds. I think tonight it's going to rain heavily. Urgh! With the rain, I will feel colder and needier.

I left the window, shutting down the louvers and curtains and made my way to the door. We still had enough time to dinner which meant I could still be by myself without intrusion.

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