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Lycan Healer 41 Satisfied to one
Winston growled and roared every time he couldn't land any attacks on me. I didn't want to hurt him, so the only thing I did was deflect his attacks and aim to tire him out. I sometimes swing him around and throw him, hoping he'll wake up, but nothing is working out.Besides knocking him down, how can I even bring him back to his senses?I want to wake him up before Wakkin wakes up. I don't want him to see my bodybuilder body either."What can I do to make him lose his energy?" I pondered while I rode on Winston's back like a cowgirl. He was moving so much, but I tightly wrapped my thick legs around his body so I wouldn't fall off despite his extreme movements.A few minutes while riding on his back, a thought came to mind, but then I doubted my own morals after having such an idea.Can you guess what I came up with?Do you know an activity that makes you sweat, exert effort, and will cause you to lose energy?Well, I am actually thinking about sex at a time like this.Maybe my sense
Last Updated : 2023-03-17Lycan Healer 42 Sweaty Hands
Can berserking also affect the mental and cognitive abilities of lycans?Why was Winston baselessly accusing me of something I will never do, even if they torture me for life?In my twenty-eighth year of life, I live like a nun, protecting my virginity because my body is solely for Winston, my beloved Lycan, but why is he accusing me of sleeping with another man?Also, this is not the first time he has accused me of liking another man.Do I look like someone who'll play with my body with lots of other men? I do appreciate their handsomeness, but he is the only one I love!"Why do you keep accusing me of being with someone else?" I asked."I caught you right in the act! I caught you at-" Winston looked around as if he were lost. Maybe he was about to point out where he found us, but the mansion was destroyed, so you can't tell which room we are in now. He then exclaimed, "I saw you two in bed!""In bed? I fell asleep when Rowan was drying my hair. Don't tell me you go berserk without e
Last Updated : 2023-03-17Lycan Healer 43 Group Chat
Why do I feel like I am being brainwashed every time Winston kisses me? Regardless of where he will kiss me, in that instant I will forgive him and forget all the offense he did.Just like what happened today, he tried to kill me all just because he jumped to the conclusion that I'd let another man touch me.I strangely didn't feel any frustration anymore and returned to his mansion as if nothing had happened. I finally have proper clothes on, and I even played with William after. We had our dinner together as if we were a normal family, and then he left me alone in my room because he said his work always happens in the evening.I am grumbling now because I was left alone with nothing to do.Being alone caused me to think about a lot of things that I usually ignore, like how I and Winston keep going back and forth with our strange relationship.But what else should I be doing instead? Should I keep getting angry? Should I complain?I rolled on the bed to ease the frustrating thoughts
Last Updated : 2023-03-18Lycan Healer 44 Hold my desire
"How can I make him see my worth?"I asked this question, but I have a possible answer in mind now, like showcasing more of my beauty. Offer my whole clan to the Lycans. Transfer all my assets to him. Explain to him how knowledgeable and useful I am in medicine, therapy, and surgery. Even the thought of telling him that I can spend all night sex with him without getting tired is something I could flex to him so he could know my worth.However, not even one of my thoughts came out of my friend's response.[User] Ain't spender: Stop trying to prove your worth, madam! You are already worthy![user] Fresh Mint: Yes! Don't do anything at all![user] Killer: Just keep yourself busy.[User] Bunny loves Angel: Agree! Forget about him![User] Cloud: Hahaha, are you a pushover?[User] ELFant: Who's the person anyway? Is that a king or whatnot?[user] Leesungi No. 1 Fan: Ceethe! Try ignoring him! This technique is effective at making someone realize their worth!Their advice only falls into one
Last Updated : 2023-03-18Lycan Healer 45 Winston play with his Ex
What should I do with myself?What should I do with my own, who becomes extremely aroused simply because I helped him bathe?Is it my fault that I expect that we have to do it again because we've been doing it every now and then? Is it wrong for me to expect?Why does Winston have to torture me like this? He literally went to sleep after I bathed him and shaved his beard!Did I do something wrong? Did I smell bad today? Did my healer's scent reek so much?Since I can't do anything because Winston is now asleep, I just lay down and fell asleep beside him too. I just slept in my frustration and hoped that when I woke, Winston would cuddle and kiss me.I just sleep with knotted brows as I guess that this might be the karma of planning to ignore Winston to make him see my worth, which is obviously not worth it.As I worry more about my real position in Winston's heart, the more my self-esteem decreases. I fell asleep with negative thoughts all over my head, and only Winston's kisses or hu
Last Updated : 2023-03-20Lycan Healer 46 His Ex is too perfect
My hand was clasping the spray bottle tightly while I approached the garden. I already sprayed some of it on my body to test if it really turned me into a presenceless person. Since children's descriptions are sometimes exaggerated in their statements, I know it won't make me invisible like William said. I guess it will only make you undetectable, unlike the spray bottle that Winston gave me that will only change my smell.I gulped in my own saliva when I finally sneaked inside the garden. I could smell some wolves inside the garden, too. Well, the garden is too wide, so it's pretty obvious that other Lycans would be here, but I know exactly where Winston is. I detected him at the center of the garden, where the rose garden and a beautiful fountain are located.Wow, are they really dating?The place is really romantic! Why do they need to come here and just talk?Are they really just talking?My heart hammered against my chest as I got closer to the rose garden. I make sure I won't ma
Last Updated : 2023-03-21Lycan Healer 47 Scared of my jealous mind
"Winston, I think she's shy that you're here." Zena said. "We'll be back after I tend to her wounds."I am relieved that Zena understands that I don't want Winston to know about my powers. The weak, need-to-protect wife is the only place I have here; if that position were taken away from me, then where would I be squeezing myself?"Okay, don't come to the living room with a messy look." He said this before walking away again."That jerk." Zena blurted out before she made me properly sit on the water fountain. "You might be really having a hard time.""Yes," I honestly replied. It's really hard to suddenly receive cold shoulders from my husband, who was sweet and loving before you came. It's really hard to guess where my place in his heart actually is. You just appeared, and in an instant, my paradise crumbled."I heard you were tortured for a month by Winston just because you can heal yourself." Zena said while she wrapped my knee with bandages, even though it was already totally heal
Last Updated : 2023-03-22Lycan Healer 48 A good night sleep to my son
"Oh my! You look adorable!" I said it with excitement.I was in a messed up and depressed state awhile ago, but god might have had pity on me for giving me an adorable child to ease my anxious heart.I jumped to hug my son the moment he stepped into my room and showered him with kisses."Haha! Mama, that tickles!"Our room is usually quiet and melancholy, but now it was filled with the joyful sound of my son's laughter. His laughter was contagious, as I also giggled and smiled, forgetting about my worries."Mama must be lonely sleeping here alone." William commented out of the blue. Everything about me is depressing. I don't want my son to see the depressing side of me, so I directed the topic toward him. I said, "Not at all. How about you? Aren't you lonely sleeping alone?"William shook his head adorably first before he replied, "After Nana died."His response reminded me that I have to ask Winston about what happened—why he threw our son away after birth, treated him badly at first
Last Updated : 2023-03-22
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Lycan Healer 139 THE END
Three years have unfurled like the pages of a quiet book since the day we exchanged our vows, promising each other a life woven with shared dreams and laughter.Winston and I were not the only ones whose lives were transformed into beautiful, peaceful passages on our page; the Lycans' quality of life also significantly improved.Although there are still rare occasions when we run into difficulties, we can see that we are getting better and stronger. Additionally, in that brief period, the Lycans successfully rebuilt the house that had been destroyed during our conflict with the healers.The Lycans are still reluctant to accept outsiders, but as a sole healer coexisting with them, I have come to appreciate the way of life I had been dreaming of.I can now interact with them whenever I want and freely admire and appreciate their beauty.I am on cloud nine, but as time passes, the quiet whispers of worry become more audible, like a constant murmur in the background of my life—Winston and
Lycan Healer 138 Words on your lips
I should be saying my wedding vow by now if only these attention seekers didn't ruin our wedding ceremony.I could not help but sigh as I watched the Lycans leave the community hall, forgetting that I was supposed to be the main character of today's event.I can do nothing but continue to move in the same direction as they are.Contrary to them, who carelessly tore their formal wear to pieces, I carefully walked outside, taking care to protect my wedding dress' delicate details.I do not worry that a battle will break out right now.I am sure that the barrier my son built would prevent these healers from entering our territory, even if they bled while banging their heads against it.Now, the only issue was why this new clan of healers was arriving here on my wedding day.Why do they have to bother me on a day when I should be happily enjoying my time?Anyway, at the time I went out to the community hall, Wakkin showed off how he had changed as the Lycan leader.Wakkin's growl reverber
Lycan Healer 137 No perfect wedding exists
The early morning sun painted the room in a soft, golden tone as I stood in front of the mirror, my pulse pounding frantically in my chest. My hands trembled with a mixture of eagerness and unrestrained delight as I smoothed down the delicate lace of my bridal dress.I couldn't believe that my wedding day was actually here.I know Winston and I are already husband and wife, but doing the ceremony and experiencing the wedding is a whole different level of excitement and feeling.I couldn't help but bounce on my toes, the excitement bubbling up inside me like a champagne cork ready to pop. Every breath I took seemed to tingle with anticipation, and I had to remind myself to slow down and take it all in."Do not ruin the ceremony just because you are excited," I told myself as I stared at myself in the mirror.I worked hard to make this wedding happen, so I must be patient and enjoy it to the fullest.Originally, Winston planned a simple wedding in which we would exchange vows, eat toget
Lycan Healer 136 Who will love you more?
After the death of our dearest child, there is no way we can move on immediately, but we are trying. Also, the whole territory of the Luca Clan grieved for William's death and carried the will that our son left in everyone's heart. We have to rebuild the clan and make it stronger.In the days that followed, the Lycans tentatively stepped back into their old routines, navigating the balance between the past and the present. We rebuilt our homes, which had been destroyed by the battle, and restored the laughter we lost.Everyone is trying and working hard, and my husband was one of the lycans who was working particularly hard."Win, take a break for a moment!"I shouted without even knowing where exactly my husband was. All I know is that he is toiling away inside the construction site, helping to rebuild our mansion."Wait, I'm coming!" Winston answered right away.I glanced up to see him on the third floor before he jumped down to approach me.My jaw dropped as soon as I saw how his a
Lycan Healer 135 It's okay to say goodbye
The lycans are finally prepared to start the party and give out their gifts.The covered court filled up as more Lycans joined us. I think everyone inside the territory came to greet my son at his impromptu birthday party."Happy birthday to you!""Happy birthday, boss William!""Happy Happy birthday to you!"They made a mess of singing the birthday song. I could hear the deaf tones more, and they also sang their own lyrics. It's funnier in that way anyway.When it came to crowd attention, William, as I recall, was very shy.As far as I remember, William was incredibly reserved in front of a group of people. But that shy side of him has long since vanished, as evidenced by the excitement with which he jumped and danced to the messy birthday song that was being sung for him.I happily sang along despite the messy singing."Blow the candle." I said.My son was still catching his breath as he finally behaved in front of his birthday cake. He smiled broadly while the orange glow of the ca
Lycan Healer 134 Feel sad after a good day
It took three days for William to be satisfied with the "play" he requested. We only spent one day at the amusement park and spent the following days doing everything William requested, such as visiting a marine theme park, visiting a kindergarten, pretending to be a normal human family, racing cars at a circuit, and shopping.Overall, Winston, William, and I were happy with our unexpected family outing.It was not all about play, but we smiled, laughed, and finally had time to talk to each other about everything we had missed.It was the first time we felt like a real family.I wish this moment would never end, but that was just wishful thinking on my part.I know what will happen in the end, but it is extremely difficult for me to accept."Shall we go back to Luca Territory?" William suggested.Winston and I looked at William with a surprised look because he asked about returning home out of the blue."What do you mean?" I asked."Mean by what, mom?""W-well, why are you asking to g
Lycan Healer 133 What happens when the day ends?
We will all die. Knowing that is the best information we could have—except for knowing when.Because we think that tomorrow or some time in the future will be close enough, we might put things off so much. And it always surprises us when we realize we are running out of time.It really took me by surprise—devastatingly!How am I supposed to accept that my son will leave me soon?Indeed, we are finally together.We are even flapping our wings in rhythm, as if we are having our best time.We appeared stunning with our wings.I looked at my son's and my husband's faces.Their expressions looked bright and relieved, as if nothing was wrong with our current situation.They smiled as they elegantly moved in the air.Am I the only one suffocating in my own hopelessness?I do not like the new reality we are living in, but I also cannot keep harping on how bad things are.No matter how much I won't accept it, I guess I just have to do what they want.I will see to it that William gets to see t
Lycan Healer 132 Shallow Dream
I was lost for words.I stared at my son, hoping that he was just throwing a bad joke. But his melancholy eyes, which were hidden by a fake bright smile, proved that none of his words were intended as a joke."Why are you so surprised, mom?" he asked. "You also do the same.""What do you mean? I am not dying at all.""It's because you only resurrected my father and a few others.""What?""I don't know about my father, but I care a lot for the clan. I don't want it to die out."Although his words were harsh, William looked at his father as if he was relieved. I suppose he does not hate Winston all that much, or has he ever hated him? Strangely, my son would always lead me to get concerned and anxious, as I no longer could tell what was running through his mind.He matured a lot.My baby grew in a flash."Second awakeners can revive the dead, but the price is that part of our life span would be taken out," William said. "They will come back to life like a butterfly.""Like a butterfly?"
Lycan Healer 131 No longer regard Winston as Alpha
The glow of the moon was faint, yet it still predominantly illuminated the night sky.The night is beautiful, and it even becomes more august because of the howling of the wolves around while the elves and vampires also join in, screaming out their joy.Finally, the battle was over, and the survivors had prevailed.We have all the right to rejoice, even if we murdered a lot of creatures.Greed, purpose, motives, and whatnot—I don't care what the others were celebrating. What was important to me was that, at long last, no more clan would prey on my lycans.Even though there are still other healer clans, I am confident that they will not attempt to come to the surface now that everyone is aware of their vulnerability."Finally, we can live in peace." I mumbled. I am still tightly hugging Winston in his naked humanoid form. I think I am getting used to seeing these wolves get naked after their deathly battles. I don't feel flustered seeing the wolves naked anymore, but of course, even if
