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119 On your own

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Winston said, "I don't feel bad at all. Like I said, you alone are my world."

His expression shows that he knows that his words might upset me, but he told me honestly about it anyway.

"You don't love William?" I asked, but he didn't respond.

Here we go again.

I squeezed his cheeks even more, as this is unforgivable, but he grabbed my hand and forced a kiss on me. I squinted my eyes before I lost my temper and slapped him.

I get off him while I hold my right hand. It's the hand that slapped my Winston for the first time—I can't help but shiver. I slapped him so hard that my hand stings.

Winston was silent as usual. He stared into space while he was holding his cheek, where I slapped him.

Is he angry?

Should I apologize?

No! Wait! Wait!

He is the wrong one here! Why would I apologize?

I breathed in and out to calm myself and to tame myself, not to apologize first.

"I don't hate him. I misspoke. I'm sorry." He finally apologized, but I doubt that it was true.

"Win. William is our son,"
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