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Not afraid anymore
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2021-11-25 11:28:47
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Silvio walked inside the warehouse where his men were patrolling the area. His long and authoritive strides woken the fear in his enemies head. He glanced across the silent warehouse when his eyes landed on Dante leaning against the wall wiping his gun with a small cloth."Where's he?" Silvio asked in his serious and deep voice when Dante pushed himself off the wall before looking Silvio's way."Tied. In backside." Dante said pointing towards back door. Silvio didn't even bothered to nod as he strode towards the door as Dante followed behind me.Silvio frowned as his steely eyes landed on man tied to chair with black cloth on his head and blood was peeking through his shirt."Surprise! Motherfucker!" Silvio growled throwing bucket filled of ice cold water on man as he jolted awake screaming. The man looked around panickingly when his eyes landed on man in front of him in designer business
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I didn't knew how I made it home, but somehow I had managed to found myself in shower, naked and shivering under hot water. I only had vague recollection of events that happened today-Silvio's warning, meeting in cafe, his threat.Silvio Salvatore, a multibillionaire, who killed innocent boy working at Saint. John's, the hospital I worked for.My knees folded under me, and I sink to the floor panting.Paranoid thought seeped through me-was I involved in this in any way.Silvio Salvatore, a killer was sitting at the cafe with me. I swallowed hard. The water rushed down on me, the spray almost painfully hot, but I couldn't stop shivering.Would he come for me?Would he kill me?My panic intensified, and I lied down, curling up in a fetal position on the tile floor. My hairs were all over my face, wet and thick, and my throat constricted as memories
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"Micah and Dante are on it." Lucas, third in command, best manipulative lawyer of Nostras, Silvio's one of trusted man said as Silvio took right on street, moving towards outskirts of city. "They got there before anyone could stumbled upon the alley.""Good." Silvio said with authoritive voice, his phone pressed against his ear, as his one hand tightened around curve of steering wheel. Silvio hung up as he glanced at Sadie, sitting beside him, strangely silent and deathly pale.Silvio sighed, taking few deep breaths to calm himself. She dared to ran away! From me! Words were repeating in his mind and he tried not to panic the girl, sitting next to him, more panicked.Silvio was glad nothing happened to her, he was glad that he was following her in his car, and he was relieved to know he was there when those two bloody motherfuckers attacked her.He sighed.He shouldn'
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Warm water cascaded down my body like it was trying to melt me in it's own warmth, my mind processing his words as he left after looking at me with those intense grey eyes.I'll make you mine.A shiver ran down my spine, my body trembled, and my knees weakened.I'll be back, cara.I didn't knew what did he meant but I knew Silvio Salvatore was man of his words. If he wanted, he would do anything to achieve that. Shaking back ideas and wrong assumptions of his words, I stepped out of bathroom, completely naked with water dripping down my body.His shameless acceptance of his sinful desire for me ignited something inside me, both perversely and fearfully. I wrapped myself in clean towel, dried the water off my shivering body before wearing lose T-shirt and pair of panties and hoped in bed.I want to fuck you.I swallowed. His bl
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Throughout the ride, his mind was battling to go back to club and kill that bastard who dared to touch her, his little doctor. Silvio wanted nothing more than to hurt something or somebody, this was what his body was made for and since, he had this woman sitting beside, all quiet and intoxicated, he didn't wanted to scare her like he did few days ago.Sadie on other side, was strangely comfortable with his presence, maybe because of alcohol in her. She was looking out the window when Silvio stopped the car. Sadie looked around when the familiar building flashed in front of her slurred eyes.She looked at Silvio who was looking ahead with tight clutch on steering wheel, and narrowed her brows before leaning towards him."You're a bad man. So, stay the hell away from me." She huffed and was about to open the door when suddenly she was pulled back by hand on her wrist."If I EVER caught you with a
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Wrapping his strong arm around me, he hoisted me up easily, making me gasp. I struggled but he swiftly and effortlessly picked me up. The towel that was wrapped around my hairs loosened and fell on floor."LET ME GO!" I screamed and I probably knew my neighbours heard me, well might whole city did. But I was far too sane to think straight. He was a murderer for God's sake!"What the fuck did I warned you about other men?" He growled tossing me harshly on bed. The knot I had secured with the towel was untied and now I was only one movement away from exposing myself completely bare to hin.My breathing shortened rapidly, and I saw flicker of hidden rage in those steel greys of his. He was terrifying me at this moment, no matter how handsome he was looking, his beasts were ready to come at surface.What was he talking about?I instinctively crawled back, clutching my tow
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