TRIGGER WARNING
CROSS "N-No, wait," my heart pounded ferociously with an energy of intense horniness I had never felt in all my eighteen years. The electrifying rush through my veins made me pant. My face flushed from the warmth of my body, and the cock pressed against my backside-- pushing hard into me with an urgency that matched my own. The throbbing of my cock was hard to ignore and just straining against my jeans sent shock waves of mind numbing pleasure. "What are you… doing to me? Stop. Please…" Even my pleas sounded like moans. I was moaning like a bitch in heat. This was unacceptable. Men don't moan. Men don't feel this way. I was a man, not some girl experiencing ovulation horniness for the first time. "Ah, fuck!" Cyrus groaned behind me. "There we go. There's that lust you've been hiding." he sounded on edge, satisfied, on his way to an orgasm. "How do you walk around with this pent up sexual energy?" he teased, squeezing me tighter in his arms. "Share some of that, will you? I'm so fucking drunk on you. Now this is a secret worth keeping." Oh God! I couldn't think straight. Just hearing him moan was sparking my fantasies. He pushed us to a wall and I leaned my head against it, still unwillfully trapped in his arms. There was no escape. "I need.. To catch my breath. Let me… go. Cyrus?" "What you need," he reached for my belt and with one hand, he broke it. The sound was hot. What is wrong with me? "Is to cum and you need to cum now." Beat my meat in front of him? "Never." "You'd seriously risk having blue balls?" My balls were tight and just begging to shoot my load. All that energy piled up in my dick, begging for a good rub, a good hump from his thick smooth hands-- no-- I wanted him to jerk me off while saying naughty things in my ears. "Ha! What are you thinking of? Tell me." he leaned over me harder. "That spark in your lust is enough to last me for days. I wouldn't even have to stick it in." "You are not… sticking anything… inside…" I couldn't say it. "Me." "Yes, yes, but that would change if you don't start stroking." Once again, that command… I hated being told what to do. I took orders from no one so why the heck was it turning me on? I worked my fly open with trembling hands, telling myself it was the only way to end this sooner. "There we go-" "Don't look!" I snapped, feeling ashamed at what I was about to do. "Not looking. Just do it," he was smiling. Bastard. I let my dick out-- God! The cops better not see us. I was eighteen and legal enough to land in prison. I could already imagine the horror on my mother's face if I got arrested as a sex offender. Of all the things to go down as, a sex offender? A shame! "I… there's no… there's no gel," I was leaking precum but that wasn’t enough. "What are you? A novice?" he scoffed. "Spit on the damn thing!" "What?" I frowned. "Never. That's dirty-" "Fine, I'll spit on it-" "No! I'll do it." "Pervert. You like the idea." It wasn't me, I swear. It was his goddamn evil powers. I spat on my hand-- gross! And brought it to my dick, gripped the hard thick thing-- fuck! I was harder than steel but the cock pressed against my ass was metallic. "Keep your dick away from me," I tried to wiggle but he groaned in response. My cheeks flushed even deeper. Slowly, I worked my way up in a tight grip. My dick pulsed with need, body burned with pleasure and my balls tightened. My breathing was harsh. This was fucked up. Just one touch and I was already so close. I pumped my dick hard without rhythm. Everything was trigger enough to drive me wild. "Fuck!" I bit my lips to stop myself from moaning. Jerking off here was embarrassing enough but moaning? Men don't do that! "Ugh! Faster," he groaned. "I want you out of control. That delicious lust I tasted, I need it. Need to get high on it. Unless you want my cock buried deep in your ass, you'd better give me what I need." A bolt of pleasure spread to my spine. I wanted that. I was ashamed to admit that I wanted that. What he said… if he kept that up- "What the fuck!" I screamed when he swiped his tongue over the nape of my neck. "You seem to need a little help," his hand grabbed my hand over my dick and he pumped. My jaw hung open, watching as he manhandled me. My dick was slick with precum. He stroked faster, not giving me a chance to catch my breath. "Oh… Oh God! Fuck! I can do it myself, please, please." my eyes followed his movements, fascinated by his expertise. I should stop this. Fuck! That was so good. One of us wasn't telling the truth here about not being gay and it certainly wasn't me. Noise filled the alley and it was all mine. I moaned, shamelessly thrusting my hips to fuck his hand. He leaves me panting any time he pumped past the head. I was wet enough thanks to my spit and the slurp sound made my cheeks reddened. He pressed a kiss to my neck, sucked it, licked it and bit it. My hips bucked, pleasure overriding my senses. His little groans from behind grounded me to this moment. My precum continues to seep down, wasted on his hands and coating my dick more with enough lube to make it easier and rougher. "S-Stop! That's enough. Please." I wanted to cum. I Need to like it right now. He jerked me off brutally, sucking my ear lobe with his hot mouth and grunting against my ears. His hand roamed my body and pinched my hard nipple over my hoodie. A groan slipped out of me. "I need you to cum." Yes. "Fuck! This is some good virgin essence.. So wild and fucking raw. Untamed. I like it," his flattery sparked my desires. "You better not be taking my life essence. I'll kill you, Cyrus." "Ha, dead men can't do shit." he slurred in my ears, his aim to seduce me because it fucking worked. I threw my head back and surrendered to his assault. Closed my eyes as he pumped me harder, faster in record's time. My breaths puffed and I moaned not bothering to care how lewd I sounded. Unhinged pleasure swirled inside me. I kicked the wall as my orgasm moved up from my balls and I screamed, fucking his hand as it rolled out of me violently. "Shit!" I heard him curse in between my high and he didn't stop jerking until he had pulled it all out; every drop of cum. My chest heaved rapidly. I was boneless in his arms. "Good boy." His cock still remained firmly metallic against my ass and he made no attempt to do anything about it. He slowly pulled away from me and I sagged to the ground with a soft thud, leaned against the wall to catch my breath. My cum stained the wall and my shirt-- damn, the evidence was everywhere. "I… need to clean this… Oh God… my DNA… My kids…" I looked down at my shorts-- ruined with cum. My cum. I was so embarrassed. Finally, I lifted my head to the devil behind my misery and I sucked in a breath. What was going on… but how… he was… "… glowing. You're… glowing." He grinned at me as he wiped his hands on his red handkerchief. He let it drop on my head but I wasn't even mad at the trashy treatment. He was practically glowing like he just had a powerful orgasm or… drained someone's lifeforce. Mine. Colour drained from my face as panic settled in my chest. "Why are you-" "You look like you've seen his ghost," he chuckled, staring down at me with his glowing gold eyes. "Now that's a secret worth keeping," he walked away, strode out looking smoking hot while my ego and pride shattered on the floor for him to trample on. My highlight of the night? Cyrus Sinclair put his hands on my dick… and I came, hard. There was no beating these allegations in my own mind. How could I fucking cum on another man's hands?CROSS Days rolled by slowly yet that faithful night never left my mind nor my dreams. I woke up every middle of the night with an overwhelming amount of lust that made me shiver, moan and clench my fist in an attempt to stop myself from grabbing my dick. I was horny. If there was any word that was higher than that, I was it. My body remembered every detail down to the hard press against my back. Fuck! Cyrus was ruining my life and it was only the third day! I woke up to a raging boner, my dick pulsing and aching with the need to slam into anything and fuck hard-- actually no, I wanted to be fucked. To be bent over and thoroughly rammed into by that fucker! "God, what is wrong with me?" I ran a finger through my hair and pulled out a drawer where the photo sat. I've stared at it a lot of times and I've lost count, burned the picture in my brain that sometimes I could make out his figure in the dead of the night. He assaulted me. Ripped me of my dignity and rough handled my dick to
CROSSI should not have said that!Whatever pushed me to threaten a demon had fled now that his eyes zeroed in on me with the darkest of look and the gold flashing in his orbs. His features only got meaner making him appear devilishly handsome and pulling me in.Standing before me with his eyes solely on me was doing something alright. Something I didn’t want to talk about or even think but this damn body was a betrayer answering to this.. This… "Undo it," I said with my anger flaming anew."I hate the way I'm feeling. I hate this.. This… thing moving inside of me.""It's called lust, you nerd," he sneered, hands on his waist in frustration and my eyes dropped to where it shoal not have.I felt a kick in my heart just when he snickered and dropped his eyes to my crotch area."My eyes are up here," I fidgeted, trying to hide from those compelling eyes. This was all his fault and nothing to do with me. I'd never be attracted to another man. Never ever."Your point sure is sticking out,"
CYRUS"Shit! Shit!" I pulled into the driveway and dashed out of the car, kicking the front door open as I barged in and looked around with a fast beating heart."Mom!" I called. Shit! Was I too late? It had been an hour since I got her text. I could've gotten here sooner if the road wasn't packed. I was this close to bursting out of the car and using my wings to rush down here but it was still too early and everyone would see.The only rule in our faimily that kept us safe and hidden was that we kept our secrets well. Until, I don't know, that virgin boy walked in on me in school- ugh! Forget about that. Where is she?"Mom!" I cried again, this time rushing up the stairs--"Right here, honey."That did not sound like the woman who said she was fading away in her texts. Why did she sound joyful?"He fell for it again," she giggled to herself. "It's been fourteen years and you still fall for that? You're the best dumbest son ever." she laughed."Come over here, honey," my mother sang.
CROSS "Achoo!" I slammed my hand on the desk as the powerful sneeze squeezed out from me. Fuck! That's the third time all morning. Was someone plotting against me? "Bless you, Damian," Mr. Thompson, the English teacher, responded automatically. "You see that? Even he is allergic to this information!" Jake Miller yelled from the back and the others laughed. "I say we scrap Shakespeare and look at something modern and less complicated, teach!" These boys would do anything to get out of class. We were only about twenty minutes in. I sniffed, rubbing my nose to ease the itch and the next sneeze when I felt a sudden light thud at the back of my head, someone calling for my attention and I turned. "Hey, how do I say ' I'm hungry for something from my century' in Shakespeare's language?" Jake asked with his usual arrogance. "No throwing papers in my class. You're seniors and this is your last term in high school. What would the juniors think of you?" Mr. Thompson warned. "And focus on
CYRUS"Hey, Cyrus, are you even listening to me?" Hakeem yelled beside me, trying to gain my attention but the nerd on the dance floor already had it.I knew the lust in this damn place was too good to be true. It smelled all too familiar. Like someone I knew and toyed with, a toy I was having fun with. There he was, dancing with the blonde who was way too drunk and probably couldn’t tell her right from her left.Her body, however, flowed to the rhythm of the music, enchanting my little pet.Just look at him, cheeks flushed and pupils dilated, his hands and body were moving on their own. I bet he was so hard that one rub and he would cum right now."Cyrus," at Hakeem's warning tone, I turned my head to stare in his angry eyes. Why didn't I ever think he was good-looking too? Right, I wasn't gay. Cross was just a one time thing. A quick taste of that mate thing and I'm done."What was that again?" I leaned into him, keeping my eyes on the dancefloor and monitoring my peaches. He looked
CROSS A late night party, a nice stroll down the road trying to enjoy the breeze in my air and on my face but all of that was half the pleasure with the sound of his footsteps behind me. I had told him off a couple of times but he only threw a silly smile my way and said nothing. He circled the edges of my nerves, pushing me closer to snapping. I hated it. "I left pussy for you, Cross. Give me something,” Cyrus teased with a smirk in his voice. I liked him better with his mouth shut. "You're not planning on ignoring me all night, are you? It's a long way back to your house." There was no way Cyrus knew where I lived, right? Don’t ask, don’t ask. Ignore it and it'll all go away- Until he grabbed my arm and spun me around, pushing his face before mine with his wide eyes. "Don’t fucking ignore me!" He sneered at me, almost crushing my arm in his tight grip. My heart jumped from the shock and I shrugged him off. "What the fuck, man! Leave me alone. I didn't ask you to leave Patric
CROSS"Ugh!" Well, here we go again. I knew he wasn't going to like it but this was the only way anything could possibly happen between us.I squeezed my eyes tight as Cyrus groaned for the thirteenth time in a single second. "Are you fucking kidding me, Cross? A hospital?" he stretched his legs wide on the seat. "And why the fuck are you wearing a face mask?"Folding my arms, I leaned back on the seats, glancing around to make sure I didn’t draw any attention. "Because, I don’t want anyone from school to see us hanging out together."His brows jumped, "What?"Believe it or not, I didn't want to be associated with Cyrus. He may be my ticket to getting my one thousand subscribers and maybe even influence my way up the radio station in our school but there was always something off associated with him. I'd have to pay the price somehow.Rumours could spread-- ones that'd make me hang my head in shame. Hanging out with a sex god automatically puts you in the spotlight and I didn't want t
I read somewhere that trying to get a grown up to wear a condom was like trying to convince a toddler to eat their veggies-- lots of excuses, fake crying and a lot of tantrums. 'I don't wanna' stomping their feet all over. I just never imagined Cyrus would be so averse to it. After we stepped out of the hospital, our samples taken and everything done, we were ready to go home. Cyrus was storming towards his car with an attitude and I followed quietly, watching him and trying to think like a fool. He suddenly paused, hands on his waist as he threw his head back to breath loudly . "Fuck!" We were handed free packs of condoms and the nurse did so while still looking at me like I wouldn't be able to hold it in and would jump on Cyrus the minute we stepped out of there. He turned around, a glare still on his face, "No." Goodness! Here we go again. "It's just a condom. It's not that deep, Cyrus. It's not like I'm asking for your soul." "Jokes on you! I don't have a soul! I like it ra
CYRUSI glanced at my watch again, time seemed to have stopped. "Is anyone else's watch stuck? Cause I think mine is. It's been three-thirty p.m for like one hour now."Jamal and Caleb groaned, throwing the books over their faces where they sat in front of me."Can you stop? It's torture trying to study with you," Hakeem grumbled beside me. "You've been saying that every second.""Well, I don't like study groups. I don't even want to be here," I hissed, looking at my teammates scattered in all corners of the room. We were forced into this hellhole by coach. His way of making sure our grades didn't drop.How thoughtful but also a waste of time."Nor I, but we have to suck it up," he grunted. "I'd rather be sucking Anna's face now that her parents are on a vacation.""You're still with her?" Jamal asked. "I thought you said you were done.”He rolled his eyes, "None of your business. She’s the one of the very few who's less interested in Cyrus, she's a keeper."The others nodded while I
CROSS I walked back into the room with two cups of hot chocolate. Cyrus was still lying face down at one corner of the bed, sulking. I shook my head slightly as I placed the cups down and climbed over to where he laid, waiting for him to move but remained stubbornly. A beautiful tattoo of a butterfly sat in the middle of his lower back. How come I'd never noticed it? His shoulders shuddered in a heavy breath. "Cyrus, come on. I made hot chocolate." He grumbled something, bringing a smile to my lips but I wiped it off my face before he could pull another tantrum. I was completely sober now. Who wouldn't be after that crazy remark about his dick dying? "Will you please just turn around and let's talk about it?" And what the heck all that was just a minute ago? That beast that looked right back at me-- I knew it wasn't him, so what was it? He said nothing for a long time and I wondered if he dozed off on me but he suddenly grumbled, "No. I don't want to talk about anything. Go
CROSS The clock ticked down to the hours and each tick registered loudly in my mind. I laid on his bed with one arm draped over my face, shielding the light from my eyes.How long have I been lying here?There was a knock on the door and Cyrus had to leave to join the others-- they'd be leaving in an hour-- if it wasn't already time for them to leave.When I told him I was staying over, his face was priceless, a sight to behold. He was genuinely happy and it cleared every doubt from my mind.I turned to lay on my side, eyes still closed but brows drawn in worry.What was that question all about?"ugh!" I groaned and sat up quickly-- too quick! I almost puked. The dizziness was bearable now and I'd already called and sent my mom the pictures she needed.My phone vibrated with a notification and I picked it up. It was from her.Mom: Got it! And I'll pretend not to see that bottle of wine in the corner, Damian. Remember, at the slightest discomfort I'm picking you up Got it. Got it. Sh
CROSS Mom sold me out quickly. “Cyrus? Sure, honey. I'm glad you're making more friends and he seems like a really nice guy. You're not being pressured to go, are you?” She asked, wanting to make sure but the joy on her face was undeniable. She was happy for me. I should feel pathetic that my mother would think this way about me making friends but… it's Cyrus, not Bryan this time. It's him. “I want to be there,” I declared then hurried upstairs to carefully select my outfit, take a shower, brush my teeth– I did all of these with so much excitement in my veins, you'd think I was an escort finally being set up with his crush. I took a few light books, glanced in the direction of the toys and the lube I had safely tucked away and sucked my lip between my teeth. It's today. I looked at my phone nervously then just grabbed one of the lubes and threw it in. Whatever. It's not like I was… I mean I wasn't planning on– “Shit.” Maybe, I was. I chewed my nails nervously, pacing back and
CROSS I've never wanted to be touched so bad. I went from riding with disgust to actually craving his touch. What scared me was the fact that I knew it wasn't entirely his lust controlling me-- it wasn't his lust at all. As his tongue skillfully explored my mouth, I surrendered to every wave of passion he commanded from me. My hands unhook the seat belt, giving myself more freedom. I wrapped my arms around his neck, feeling more connected than ever. His gentle but firm hold on my waist drove me crazy. Slowly, he became my air, my next breath, my source of breathing. Fuck! This was too much. I knew he felt it too and that caused my heart to pound a little faster. Desire moved inside me. Kissing was an art and Cyrus was its master. This was nothing like all our kisses before. Why did my heart feel so heavy and full? Suddenly, I needed air. I felt like I was drowning, running out of breath. As much as he gave me air, he took it away. "Fuck," he mumbled across my lips, pulling my
CYRUSI didn't need to call my mom this time, I just knew I fucked up. It was the long inhale of patience and calm he breathed in, then the fury he exhaled slowly. The knot in my belly returned and I found myself praying to a God whom I didn't even know.Just this once and I'll learn some manners."Are you fucking insane right now?" I commended his calmness, glanced at him and saw fury like lava dancing in his orbs.Why did I think he was powerless again? Cross could sink my body with one word and glare.My grip tightened on the wheels as I pierced my gaze on the road, "My teammates are hanging out at my place tonight. You're invited.""Now why the hell do you think I'd say yes, huh?"Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! I'm such a fool! Why did I think he'd say yes? Just because he wasn't glaring didn't mean he wasn't pissed. Ugh! Should've just said sorry. Was it too late to back up, rewind and apologize or do I keep up with the attitude of a prick?I took a second hard swallow before I mustered th
CYRUS“So now I feel like there's a hand gripping my chest. It hurts, mom. Am I cursed? Am I going to die? Dad's books didn't say anything about the curse of a mate. What if it's incurable?” The more I spoke, the more my heart hammered like a paid actor.I was at the rooftop trying to get a diagnosis for my situation.“I can't believe you pulled me out of my favorite show for this,” she sighed over the phone.“I'm in a dilemma here,” I frowned. “What's more important than attending to your son?”“Oh Jesus,” I imagined her rubbing her temples trying to soothe her burning anger.“You don't even know that man-”“Cyrus, how the fuck are you this clueless?” She groaned. “That's guilt, you imbecile! You're feeling guilty! Take responsibility for your actions!”I pulled the phone away to escape her deafening yell. Guilt and I could never be put in the same sentence. “That can't be right. That's impossible. I did nothing wrong.”“I'm not about to listen to my son yap about how he didn't just
CROSS Search "a fool" on the net and I bet I'd show up as the perfect example. Jesus! Cyrus dressed me up as a clown each step of the way and I let him. When did I become so stupid? ‘He wouldn't do that to me?’ yeah right. Just because he wanted in my pants and held me all through the night, didn't mean he cared an iota about me. He was a predator! Repeat after me Damian Cross! That boy is a predator and he's never going to change. I wasn't asking for much. What's someone his age gotta do to earn a little respect— just a speck of it? I survived my classes absentmindedly, frowning at everyone that no one dared to approach me. By the end of class, I was rushing out before Jake could make a quick stop to my desk. As if that wasn't bad enough, I was walking around with a stiff dick, carrying the hurt of my body's betrayal. Someone needed to teach Cyrus some manners and it sure as hell wasn't going to be me. Heck, I'm his freaking age! Why wasn't this basic information? I was deepl
CYRUS I don't miss. I never miss. If it's aimed at you, it's sure as hell getting to you.So why the heck did the ball grow its own balls and go directly to that pest who wouldn't keep his touchy hands to himself? Oh shit. Maybe that's why.I was still struggling to understand Cross’s reaction in the locker room— there was a strange twist in my chest. Seriously, I couldn't understand it.It had to be the way he looked at me; the fright on his face, the words he said, I was nothing like my sister and I knew this.Heck, if I was, I would have done what I wanted last night. Not like I was asking for credit for not acting like the beast. It was simply impossible to sleep next to him with all of that scent in the air— oh fuck!Ah, shit! There it was again— that annoying, stupid feeling in my chest. Guilt? No. Never. Even though it felt like I did something I shouldn't have, I knew it was just all in my head. He reeked of lust. How was I supposed to know he wasn't interested?I was going