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28. CYRUS
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Lust and Loyalty (MM) 24. CYRUS
CYRUS Cross caught me off guard with that question because my jaw hung. I thought he was finally becoming meek and calm. "Then that would mean you are too since you attracted a shitty person like me," I winked, delighting in his annoyance. "Whatever. I'm going home. You can leave too since you already saw Sofia leaving," he started to walk away but I wasn't letting go that easily. After what happened with Patricia today, my mother was absolutely certain I needed to be around him. She said it would warm his heart if he had someone to talk with or someone to cheer him up. As it appeared, Sofia already beat me to it but I still wanted to try. "So you and Patricia--" "Goodbye, Cyrus." "Hey, hold on," I chased after him. "Aren't you here to clear your head?" "Done that." "Not with me." He narrowed his eyes, "That's why it worked." What the hell was he on about? "No, you're cranky like an old lady. I can make you feel ten times better-" "The only thing you know is sex-" I gasped
Lust and Loyalty (MM) 23. CYRUS
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CROSS I stared at the message from Jake. He wasted no extra time in sending his homework. At least I knew one thing I'd be doing today to get my mind off things. I tucked my phone in my back pocket and looked down at the oversized Tee I had just picked from the lost and found. How does one lose a T-shirt? Pink wasn't my style but I had no choice. Since Patricia decided to be nice enough to share her drink with my face, my shirt partook of her generosity and got soaked. My thoughts narrowed to Cyrus but I blocked it out quickly. Instead, I made a mental note of Jake's assignment and tried to think of answers. That was better than thinking Cyrus would willingly date that witch. I could make an excuse to forgive her. ‘Maybe she was only acting this way because she was pent up and Cyrus was holding back on sex’ but no, Patricia had always been a terrible person. School was far from over and I couldn't wait to leave this damn place. The anger and bitterness in my heart after what she'd
