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Selfish

Author: Seojuna
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Two days had passed and I was on the eve of D-Day. The stage fright that had invaded my heart was such that I could not put anything in my mouth and my sleep was also altered.

** If we consider that eating half as much as usual when we eat like 4 is a problem or sleeping 8 hours a day compared to the normal 10 hours demonstrates a state of nervousness **

A vein appeared on my forehead as I held myself back from exploding in front of several people.

Indeed, while the tavern was much more crowded than usual, I had decided to help a little with the service and Tom had gladly accepted.

Jessy wasn't there, in fact since this morning I haven't seen him and I wonder where he went again. Could he be looking for someone else? I frowned as I wondered if I had gone crazy for condoning this.

Down with the excuse that I have no choice because they're the only people who can help me in this town, but damn what they're doing is illegal.

No, it's downright criminal so as a citizen of honorable charac
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