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94. Things

Penulis: Jackie Blue
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2023-11-13 00:50:22

“Jax?” I speak up quietly, feeling my heart pound violently within my chest.

“Yes, my love?” The endearment causes my stomach to flutter and nearly makes me want to stop talking already. I really don’t want to ruin this moment, but if I want to forgive him, I need to know the truth.

“You said you and Tiffany didn’t have sex, but there were things,” I take a deep breath before speaking on. “What things?”

I can feel Jax tense up strongly next to me. “Do we really have to talk about it? I mean, I don’t ask you about what you did with Drake,” he sounds clearly pissed by my question.

Of course, he has a point with that. Drake and I did have sex during the time we were together, and I never hid it from Jax. But the difference is that I didn’t know about our bond. I truly believed Drake was my mate, and I wasn’t the one who said that I had been waiting all along to finally have my mate. I wasn't the one who wanted to marry someone else, after knowing about our bond and even being together. M
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